The gilding of life's vanities,
In the world's vortex my success,
My splendid house and gaieties -
What are they? Gladly would I yield
This life in masquerade concealed,
This glitter, riot, emptiness,
For my wild garden and bookcase, -
Yes! for our unpretending home,
Oneguine - the beloved place
Where the first time I saw your face, -
Or for the solitary tomb
Wherein my poor old nurse doth lie
Beneath a cross and shrubbery.
XLVI.
"'Twas possible then, happiness -
Nay, near - but destiny decreed -
My lot is fixed - with thoughtlessness
It may be that I did proceed -
With bitter tears my mother prayed,
And for Tattiana, mournful maid,
Indifferent was her future fate.
I married - now, I supplicate -
For ever your Tattiana leave.
Your heart possesses, I know well,
Honour and pride inflexible.
I love you - to what end deceive? -
But I am now another's bride -
For ever faithful will abide."
XLVII.
She rose - departed. But Eugene
Stood as if struck by lightning fire.
What a storm of emotions keen
Raged round him and of balked desire!
And hark! the clank of spurs is heard