I blame not your behaviour -
An honourable course ye took,
Displayed a noble rectitude -
My soul is filled with gratitude!
XLIII.
"Then, in the country, is't not true?
And far removed from rumour vain;
I did not please you. Why pursue
Me now, inflict upon me pain? -
Wherefore am I your quarry held? -
Is it that I am now compelled
To move in fashionable life,
That I am rich, a prince's wife? -
Because my lord, in battles maimed,
Is petted by the Emperor? -
That my dishonour would ensure
A notoriety proclaimed,
And in society might shed
A bastard fame prohibited?
XLIV.
"I weep. And if within your breast
My image hath not disappeared,
Know that your sarcasm ill-suppressed,
Your conversation cold and hard,
If the choice in my power were,
To lawless love I should prefer -
And to these letters and these tears.
For visions of my childish years
Then ye were barely generous,
Age immature averse to cheat -
But now - what brings you to my feet? -
How mean, how pusillanimous!
A prudent man like you and brave
To shallow sentiment a slave!
XLV.
"Oneguine, all this sumptuousness,