The
familiar voice was drowned out. There was nothing that could stop me. Because
everything had gone according to my plan, the result was as clear as the answer
to one plus one.
I slashed at Shuuichi Akiyama's
carotid artery.
Blood
gushed out, the crimson fountain pleasantly engulfing me and staining my head
red. It dyed both the rooftop and my stunted world red, and brought me to
somewhere new entirely. That was how the matter had been decided.
Then I
noticed.
I couldn't hear the sound of
chains any more.
Why was
that, "I" wondered?
After
all, "I" hadn't been able to slit Akiyama's throat.
Akiyama's
eyes were out of focus. He had already lost all reason. He was in no position
to have stopped me, so it couldn't have been him.
But
even so, my wrist hurt.
Someone
was squeezing tightly on the wrist of the hand I was holding the knife in.
Because of that, I hadn't been able to cut him.
Who
would do such a thing?
I
glared at the squeezing hand to try to figure out whose it was.
And the
culprit, the one who held back my right hand was—
"...Why?"
—My
left hand.
I
couldn't make sense of this. Why had I stopped myself? It made no sense.
Why was
my body acting against my will? Was it being manipulated by remote control?
Could you even do that? Was it even possible?
If it
was possible, it would only be through—
—magic.
"Kouta."
I
reflexively turned towards the voice.
There,
illuminated by the golden twilight, stood Miki Kouzuki. Her long hair fluttered
in the wind, each strand glittering like a jewel. Tears rolled down her smiling
face. She was so beautiful it made my chest hurt, and it was almost unfair how
freely she set the world in motion.
"Kouta,
who are you?"
"I'm…
Kouta Hiiragi…"
"That
right. You're Kouta Hiiragi, aren't you?"
As she
gradually approached me from the rooftop door, I was so stunned I couldn't
move. I stood there, paralyzed, and she took the knife from my hand. I felt as
though I wouldn't even be able to breathe without her permission.
"You
aren't Masato Yahara. You're Kouta Hiiragi."
Miki
then leaned on me and moved my hand to her back.
"Kouta
Hiiragi. You know what that is? The name of the person I like."
And
then.
Miki
Kouzuki kissed me.
Ahh… I could feel my cramped world expand rapidly,
as if I had just exited a long tunnel. Light
flooded in through countless newly-opened doors and dazzled me.
But it
was scary. Advancing through those doors was scary. I didn't want to leave my
cramped world. I didn't want to learn about the expanded world. But this
illuminated place no longer held anywhere to hide. I had no choice but to
accept it.
As if
affirming my existence, my shadow stood out against the light.
I had
no choice but to be Kouta Hiiragi.
I had
to accept that reality.
The
bill I had been s.h.i.+rking so long had finally come due. I would have to stand up
against all my powerful foes.
As Miki
released my lips from hers, I finally remembered what was attached to the left
hand that had just stopped the violence.
"Ahh…
So that's it."
The red
hair band.
The
item Miki had stored her magic in.
What
had stopped me — what had stopped the Masato Yahara inside me — had been Miki's
magic.
"That's
not it."
But
Miki firmly refuted that claim.
"Say,
do you know why I kissed you just now?"
"To return
me to normal…?"
"The
next time you say something like that, I'm really going to hit you."
"What!?"
"A
woman's lips aren't so trivial a thing as that. No matter what her reason may
be, even if she herself doesn't realize it, there's only one reason a woman
ever kisses a man."
Probably
for the first time, Miki showed me a smile from the bottom of her heart.
"It's
because she likes him."
In
response to her confession, my mind went so white I thought my brains had been
blown out. It was completely blank. Matsumi-senpai, socially inept as always,
excitedly clamoured to the collapsed, corpse-like figures of s.h.i.+ho Sudou and
Shuuichi Akiyama, "Hee hee, it's a confession!"
Still
unable to think, all that dwelled within me were emotions.
—I'm
happy.
—I've
been waiting for this.
—I've
been waiting so long for Miki to put her feelings to words. So long!
"Uwa,
uwaa…"
Before
I realized it, I was crying too.
Not
because I was happy.
Because
I was sad.
Ahh,
finally. I could finally understand my own feelings, I could finally put them
to words.
—I was
sad that Masato was dead.
"There's
something I just learned, see. In this world, you can make things complicated,
or you can make them simple. It's all up to you. And if that's the case, then
don't you think making things simpler is nice?"
Miki
gently stroked my hair.
"So you
see, the reason you weren't able to drive the knife any further—"
She
brought her face to mine, and our tears converged.
"Was
because you didn't want to kill anybody… That's all."
And
that was a truth that I had no reason to doubt.