The monologue of Sakura Airi

Im not very good at interacting with other people.

Im not very good at talking to other people while making eye contact.

Im not very good with crowded areas.

I dont know when I started to be bad at those things.

However, the one thing Im know is that a person cant live completely alone.

No matter how much I love being alone, I cannot possibly survive by myself.

So, I came up with a solution.

Putting on a facade, I live by hiding my true self.

Only then am I no longer me, but rather, become me.

In this dark, lonely world, I can continue to survive.

The world is not a beautiful place. While its common sense, everyone secretly wishes for a beautiful world. A bit of a contradiction.

Anyone anyones fine, so tell me this.

Is everyone putting on a facade like me?

Or does no one bother to create a distinction, and show their true selves instead?

Since I dont have any relationships with other people, theres no way for me to find out.

So, Im all alone today too.

Im alright by myself.

Im alright with being alone.

I

Ifrom the bottom of my heart, want a person that can reach me.

And so, the me today will continue to live quietly, with my eyes cast downwards.