Westaredateachotherindismay.
'Goonthen,'Isaidintheend.Therewasnothingelsetodo.
Ileftthecabandwalkedrestlesslyashortwaybackalongtheroad,fearingeverysecondtoseeMatt'sheadlightsandwonderinghowbesttodealwithhimifwehadto.Iwasallforstealingfromhimwhatwasn'this,butnotfordamaginghisskin.He,however,wouldhavenosuchinhibitions.Therewouldcertainlybeblood.NotfairtomakeitSam's.
Attwominutespastmidnighthecalledoutthathehadfinished,andIwalkedquicklybacktojoinhim.Hewaspouringwaterintotheradiator,andscrewedonthecapasIcameup.
'ItshouldbeO.K.now,'hesaid.Hishandswerecoveredingreaseandhisbigbodyhungtiredlyfromtheshoulders.'Whichwaydowego?'
'On.'
Henoddedwithawideslicinggrin.'Ifiguredyou'dsaythat.Well,Iguessthat'sO.K.byme.'
HeswungupintothecabandIclimbedinbesidehim.Theenginestartedsweetlyatfirsttry,andswitchingonhisheadlights,hereleasedthebrakeandeasedawayalongtheroad.
'Ifanyonecatchesusherefromnowon,'Isaid,'duck.'
'Yeah?'
'Yeah.'
'Tellyousomething,'hesaidcomfortably.'Iswingameanlefthook.'
'Thechapwe'dbetakingongoesforthehead.Butwithaclubofsomesortinhisfist.'
'Niceguysyouplaywith,'hesaid.'I'llrememberthat.'
Wecoveredtheremainingdistanceatagoodspeedandinsilence.Thehorseboxcreptroundthelastcorneranditsheadlightsflickeredoverthefarmahead.IputmyhandonSam'sarm,andhebrakedtoahaltashortwayfromtheyard.
'Switchoff,wouldyou?Lightstoo,'Isaid,andjumpedquicklydownfromthecabtowaitafewprecioussecondsuntilmyeyesandearsgotusedtosilenceanddark.
Nolightsinthehouse.Nosoundanywhereexcepttheultra-faintringingvibrationoflimitlessair.Thecalvesandhenswereasleep.Thehorseswerequiet.IbangedonthecabdoorandSamswitchedhisheadlightsonagainbeforeclimbingdowntojoinme.Thebrightshaftslitupthebackofthehouseandwouldn'tshinestraightintothehorses'eyeswhenIledthemfromthebarn.Overontheshadowysideoftheyardtheopendoorsofth.e.s.h.edwhereMatthadkepthiscaryawnedinadeepblacksquare.Thejumbledrubbishdumpjustinfrontofusthrewsurrealistshadowsacrossthedustyground,anditssmellofdecaybrushedbyournoses.
Samswept.i.tallwithapractisedglance.'Notmuchofaplace.'Hisvoicewasaslowasawhisper.
'No...Ifyou'lluncliptheramp,I'llgofetchthehorses.Oneatatime,Ithink.'
'O.K.'Hewasbreathingfasterandhisbighandswereclenched.Notusedtoit,afterall.
Ihurrieddowntowardsthebarn.Itwasn'tfar;aboutfortyyards.Nowthatweweretotallycommittedmymindracedwithurgencytobedone,tobeaway,tobesafelythroughKingmanbeforeMattcameback.Hecouldhavebeenontheroadbehindus,berushingatthismomentacrossthedeserttothefarm...
Whathappenednexthappenedveryfast,inoneterrifyingcataclysmicblur.
Therewasanurgentshoutbehindme.
'Gene!'
Iturned,whirling.Thereweretwosetsofheadlightswherethereshouldhavebeenone.
Matt.
Thevoiceagain,yelling.'Gene!Lookout.'Andafigurerunningdowntheyardtowardsme.
ThentherewasaroarbehindmeandIturnedagainandwasmetfullintheeyesbytheblindingglareoftwomoreheadlights,muchcloser.Muchcloser.
Moving.
IwasdazzledandoffbalanceandI'dneverhavegotclear.Therunningfigurethrewitselfatmeinaruggertacklewithoutstretchedarmsandknockedmeoveroutoftheway,andtheroaringcarcrashedsolidlyintotheflyingbodyandleft.i.tcrumpledandsmashedandlyingontopofmylegs.
Thecarwhichhadhithimturnedinawidesweepattheendoftheyardandstartedback.TheheadlightslinedthemselvesupliketwinsunsontheirtargetandwithafractionofmymindIthought.i.tironicthatnowwhenI'ddecidednotto,Iwasgoingtodie.
Halfsitting,halfkneeling,IjerkedouttheLugerandpumpedallofitseightbulletstowardsthewindscreen.Icouldn'tseetoaimstraight...myeyeswerehurtingfromtheglare...Notthatbulletswoulddoanygood...theanglewaswrong...they'dmissthedriver...BythetimeIfiredthelastonetheleftheadlightwa.s.sixfeetaway.Iuselesslysetmyteethagainstthemangling,tearing,pulpingcollision...andinthelasttenthofasecondthestraightlinewavered...thesmoothsideofthefrontwinghitthebackofmyshoulder,thefrontwheelranoverafoldofmyshirt,andtherearwheelgavemeaclearinch.
AlmostbeforeIrealisedithadmissedme,thecarcrashedheadonintooneofthebuildingsatmybackwithajoltingscreechofwoodandmetal.Thebodyworkcrumpledandcracked.Thestabbinglightswentblack.Theenginestopped.Airhissedfiercelyoutofapuncturedtyre.
Gasping,dreadingwhatIwouldfind,Ileanedovertheheavyfigurelyingonmylegs.Thereweremorerunningfootstepsintheyard,andIlookeduphopelessly,unabletodoanymore.I'dusedallthebullets...noneleft.
'You'realive!'Thevoicecamefromthelevelofmyear,themankneeling.SamHengelman.Ilookedathiminadaze.
'Ithought...'Isaid,withn.o.breath,'...thiswasyou.'
Heshookhishead.'No...'
Hehelpedmeraiseandturnthemanwho'dsavedme;andwithsicknessandunbearableregretIsawhisface.
ItwasWalt.
Welaidhimonhisback,inthedust.
'Lookinthecar,'Isaid.
Samlumberedsilentlytohisfeetandwentaway.Iheardhisfootstepsstopandthenstartback.
Waltopenedhiseyes.Ileanedoverhim,liftinghishand,feelingwithsurginghopeforhispulse.
'Gene?'Hisvoicemumbled.
'Yes.'
'Hedidn'tcome.'
'Didn't...?'
'Cametohelpyou...'
'Yes,'Isaid.'Thanks,Walt...'
Hiseyesslidaimlesslyawayfrommyface.
'Christ,'hesaiddistinctly.'Thisisit.Thisis...really...it.'
'Walt...'Hishandwaswarminmine,but.i.tdidn'tmove.
'Sodit,'hesaid.'Iwanted...Iwanted...'
Hisvoicestopped.Therewasnopulse.NoheartbeatNothing.Nothingatall.
Iputgentlydownonthegroundthewarmhandwiththeroundedfingertips,andstretchedoutmyown,andshuthiseyes.Itshouldhavebeenmelyingthere,notWalt.Ishookwithsuddenimpotentfurythat.i.twasn'tme,thatWalthadtakenwhatI'dwanted,stolenmydeath...Itwouldhavematteredsolittleifithadbeenme.Itwouldn'thavematteredatall.
Walt...Walt...
SamHengelmansaid,'Ishedead?'Inoddedwithoutlookingup.
'There'sayoungguyinthecar,'hesaid.'He'sdeadtoo.'Igotslowly,achingly,tomyfeet,andwenttolook.ThecarwastheblueFordconvertibleandtheyoungguywasMatt.Withoutcaring,automatically,Itookinthatthecarhadsmashedtheright-handdoorofthegarageshedandploughedintothewallbehindit.Mostofthewindscreenwa.s.scatteredinsplinteredfragmentsallovertheinsideofthecar,butinonecorner,wheresomestillclungtotheframe,therewasafinger-sizedhole.
Mattwaslyingoverthesteeringwheel,hisarmsdangling,hiseyesopen.Theskullabovethelefteyebrowwaspiercedandcrumpledinwards,andtherewasbloodandhaironthechromiumuprightwhichhadheldthewindscreen.Ididn'ttouchhim.AfterawhileIwentbacktoWalt.'Whatdowedo?'SamHengelmansaid.'Givemeamoment...'
HewaitedwithoutspeakinguntileventuallyIlookedupanddowntheyard.Twosetsofheadlightsstillblazedatthewayin.'That'sWalt'scarupthere?'
'Yeah.Hedroveupwiththedevilonhistailandjumpedoutandrandownafteryou...'
Iturnedtheotherwayandlookedatthedarkgarage.'Theyoungguymusthavebeeninthereallthetime,waitingforus,'Samsaid.'Hecameroaringoutanddrovestraightatyou.Icouldn'thavestoppedhim...toofaraway.Waltwashalfwaydowntheyard...'
Inodded.Matthadbeenthereallthetime.NotinLasVegas.Notontheroad.Lyinginambush,waiting.
Hehadn'tpa.s.sedusontheroad,andtherewasnootherwaytothefarm.Hemusthavegonebackaheadofus.TurnedroundontheroadtoLasVegasanddrivenbackthroughKingmanwhileIwa.s.sittinginthebusstationwaitingtotelephoneto Walt.
Butwhy?Whyshouldhehavegoneback?Hehadn'tseenmefollowinghim,I'dbeenmuchtoofarbehind,andinanycaseI'dlefthimoncehewa.s.safelyonthehighway.
Itdidn'tmatterwhy.Itonlymatteredthathehad.SamHengelmanlookeddownatWaltandsummedupthemesswewereentangledin.
'Well...whattheheckdowedonow?'
Itookadeepbreath.
'w.i.l.l.youfetchthattorchofyours?'Iasked,andhenoddedandbrought.i.tfromhisvan.IwentwithitovertotheFord,andtookalonger,closerlook.Therewasn'tmuchtoseethatIhadn'tseenbefore,exceptforabottleofbourbonthathadbeensmashedintheimpact.TheneckandjaggedtophalflayonthefloortoMatt'sright,alongwithseveralsmallerpiecesandanunevendamppatch.
IwalkedintothegarageandlookedattheFordfromthefront.Itwouldn'tbedrivinganywhereanymore.
Thebigtorchlitupclearlytheinteriorofthedeepshadowygarage.Quiteemptynow,exceptforascatterofcigarettestubsagainstthelefthandwall.Matthadbeensmokinganddrinkingwhilehewaited.Andhe'dwaitedaverylongtime.
Thebulletholefacedmeinthewindscreenandleftmewiththeworstquestionunanswered.
I'dhavetoknow.
IstoodbesideMattandwentovereveryinchofhisbodydowntothewaist.He'dtakenoffthecreamcolouredjacketandwaswearingthecheckedshirthe'dworkedin.Therewerenoholesinit:nopuncturesunderneath.Hisheadwasheavy.Ilaiditgentlyonthesteeringwheelandsteppedaway.
Noneofthebulletshadhithim.They'donlysmashedthewindscreenandblindedhim,andhe'dslewedafootoffcourseandrunintothewallinsteadofme,andhisheadhadgoneforwardhardagainsttheslimmetalpost.
SlowlyIreturnedtowhereSamHengelmanstoodbesideWalt.Hedroopedwiththeutmostdejectionandlookedatmewithouthope.
'Didyouuncliptheramp?'Iaskedabruptly.
Heshookhishead.'Didn'thavetime.'
'Goanddoitnow.We'retakingthehorses.'
Hewasaghast.'Wecan't!'
'We'vegotto.ForWalt'ssake,andyoursake,andDaveTeller'ssake.Andmine.Whatdoyoupropose?Thatwecallthepoliceandexplainwhatwewerealldoinghere?'
'We'llhaveto,'hesaiddespairingly.
'No.Definitelynot.Goandletdowntheramp.'
Hehesitatedunbelievinglyforafewseconds,andthenwentanddidasIasked.Thehorsesstoodpeacefullyinthebarn,apparentlyundisturbedbytheracket,theshotsandthecrash.Iuntiedthenearest,Showman,andledhimquietlyuptheyardandintothevan.
SamwatchedmeinsilencewhileItiedhimintooneofthestalls.
'We'llnevergetawaywithit.'
'Yeswewill,'Isaid,'aslongasyoutakethesehorsessafelybacktoLexingtonandnevertellanyone,anyoneatall,whathappenedheretonight.Blot.i.toutofyourmind.I'llletyouknow,whenyougetback,thatyou'venothingtoworryabout.Andaslongasyoutellnoone,youwon'thave.'
Thebroadfleshyfacewa.s.setinlinesofanxiety.
'You'vecollectedtwohorses,'Isaidmatter-of-factly.'Aneverydayjob,collectingtwohorses.Forgettherest.'
Ireturnedtothebarn,fetchedAllyx,andloadedhimup.Samstillhadn'tmoved.
'Look,'Isaid.'I've...arranged...thingsbefore.There'sarulewhereIcomefrom-youtakearisk,yougetintoamess,yougetout.'Heblinked.'Waltthrewhimselfinthewayofthatcar,'Isaid.'Mattdidn'tintendtokillhim...Youdidn'tseeamurder.Mattdrovestraightintothewallhimself...andthattoowasanaccident.Onlytwoautomobileaccidents.Youmusthaveseendozens.Forget.i.t.'Hedidn'tanswer,andIaddedbrusquely,'Thewatercan'sempty.Youcanfillitoverthere.'
WithsomethinglikeashudderhepickedupthecontainerandwentwhereIpointed.Sighing,Icheckedthathehadbroughtthreedays'fodderforthestallions,whichhehad,andwithhishelp,onhisreturn,shutthepreciouscargoupsnuglyfortheirlonghaul.
'Youdon'thappentohaveanyglovesaround?'Iasked.
'Onlyanoldcottonpairinthetoolkit.'
Herootedaboutandfinallyproducedthem,twofilthyobjectscoveredwithoilandgreasewhichwouldleavemarksoneverythingtheytouched,astale-bearingasfingerprints.Iturnedtheminsideoutandfoundtheywerethickenoughtobecleanontheinside.SamwatchedwordlesslywhileIputthemon,cleansideout.
'O.K.,'Isaid.'w.i.l.l.youturnthevan,readytogo?'HediditcautiouslyasfarawayfromWaltashecould;andwhenhe'dfinishedIsteppedwithequalcareintothecarWalthadcomein,touchingitaslittleandaslightlyaspossible,anddroveitdownintotheyard,stoppingalittleshortofthescreendoortothehouse.ThereIswitchedofftheengineandlights,putonthebrake,andwalkedbacktotalktoSamwherehesatinhiscab.
'I'vethreejobstodo,'Isaid.'I'llbebackasquickasIcan.Whydon'tyoujustshutyoureyesforacoupleofminutesandcatchanap.'
'You'rekidding.'
Iconcoctedareplicaofasmile,andafractionofthetensioninhisfaceunwound.
'Iwon'tbelong,'Isaid,andhenodded,swallowing.WithhistorchIsurveyedtheyard.TheLugerwasanautomaticpistol,whichmeant.i.tthrewoutthecartridgeaftereachshot.Noonewouldfindthespentbullets,buteightshinymetalsh.e.l.lsscatterednearWalt'sbodyweresomethingelse.SevenofthemwinkedinthelightasIinchedthetorchcarefullyround,andIcollectedthemintomypocket.Theeighthremainedobstinatelyinvisible.