'Gene?'hesaid,"Nowlisten,fella.Apartfromcuriosity,isthereanygoodreasonforfindingthoseanswersyoutalkedabout?'
'Forestallingrepet.i.tion,'Isaidpromptly.
'Nomorestolenstallionsandnomoreattacksonme?'
'That'sright.'
Therewasapause.
'I'llbuytheanswers,then,'hesaid.'Ifyoucangetthem.AndasforAllyx...ifyouthinkthere'sanychanceoffindinghimaliveandvigorous,thenIguessI'mmorallyobligedtogiveyouthego-ahead.I'dhavetosyndicatehimalloveragain,ofcourse.He'llbetwelvenow.Thatwouldgivehimonlyaboutsixtoeightmoreyearsofhighpotency...ButhisgetfrombeforehisdisappearancearewinningalloverEurope.Business-wiseI'mnottoohappyaboutthosethreelostyears.Butblood-wise,itwouldbecriminalnottotrytogethimback.'
'Allright.'Isaid.'I'llseewhatIcando.'
'WhatyouspentonfindingChrysalisislessthanhisfeeforcoveringasinglemare.You'veafreehandagainforAllyx.'
'Right,'Isaid.
'SimKeeblesaysyou'vegotsevendays'extensionofleave.Somethingabout.i.tbeingduetoyouanyway,fromaweekyouwereent.i.tledtoatChristmasanddidn'ttake.'
'I'dforgottenaboutthat.'
'IguessIcouldfixitwithhimformore,iftheextraweekisn'tenough.'
'IfIhaven'tfinishedbythenI'llhavefailedanyway,andmightaswellgohome.'
'Oh.'Hesoundeddisappointed.'Verywell,we'llleaveitlikethatforthepresent.'Heclearedhisthroat.'Eunicedidn'tseemtothinkyoulookedtoowell.'
'Theboyonthepuntwhoknockedyououtdidthesamethingforme.'
'Gene!'Hisvoicewa.s.shocked.
'Yeah.Don'ttellmybossI'mthatincompetent.Thoughcometothinkofit,heknows.'
Helaughed.'Whenyoufindthatboyagaingivehimaone-twofrombothofus.'
'Sure,'Isaid.ButI'dbeentaughtmyjobbycerebralpeoplewhodidn'treckonascreenerwouldeverhavetofightforhislife,andbythetimeIprovedthemwrongIwastoooldtobecomeexpertatboxingorjudo,evenifI'dlikedtheidea,whichIdidn't.Ihadlearnedinsteadtoshootstraight,andtheLugerhadinthepastthreeyea.r.s.extricatedmeunharmedfromtwostickysituations.ButinastanduphandtohandaffairwiththatyoungbullMattCliveIwouldbeafivehundredtooneloser,and'givinghimaone-twofrombothofus'inanyphysicalsensewasaverydimpossibilityindeed.
'Keepintouch,fella,'Davesaid.
'Sure,'Iansweredagain,meaningitaslittle:andwerangoff.
Curledoppositeinatomatoarmchair,Eunicesaidgloomily,'Igatherwe'restuckwiththatb.l.o.o.d.yAllyx.'
'Onlyifwefindhim.'
'Oh,you'lldothat,blastyou.'Herbitternesswa.s.somarkedthatLynniestaredather.Tooyoungtounderstand,Ithought,that.i.twasn'tmeparticularlythatEunicewantedtohurt,butlifeingeneral.
TheywentupstairsshortlyafterwardsmurmuringaboutCaliforniainthemorning,andIswitchedoffthelightandsatinneardarkness,finishingthefourthofEunice'sma.s.siveideasondrinkandworkingoutthequestions1wouldaskthenextday.IcouldfindAllyxonpaper,ifIwerelucky:buthecouldhardlyturnuplooseafterthreeyears.Threeweekshadbeenstrictlythelimit.Thewholethingmighthavetobemoreorthodox,morepublic.AndIwouldn'tagain,Idecidedmildly,putmyselfwithinaccidentreachofthemurderousClives.
AfterawhileIdesertedthelasthalfofthedrinkandwanderedupstairstothes.p.a.ciousair-conditionedroomEunicehadgivenme.WithatiredhandIswitchedonthelightinsidethedoor,andyellowpoolsinfrillyshadesshoneoutonbrownandgoldandwhitefurnishings.
Onesplashofjarringbrightpink.Euniceherself,inafluffytrimmedwrapper,waslyingonmybed.
Iwalkedslowlyacrossthethickwhitecarpetandsatbesideheronthewhitespottedmuslincoverlet.
'Whatdoyouwant?'Isaidgently.
'Whatdoyouthink?'
Ishookmyhead.
'Doesthatmeanno?'Hervoicewasabruptlymatteroffact.
'I'mafraiditdoes,'Isaid.
'Yousaidyouweren'tqueer.'
'Well...I'mnot.'Ismiledather.'ButIdohaveoneunbreakablerule.'
'Andthatis?'
'Nottosleepwiththewives...ordaughters...ofthemenIworkfor.'
Shesatboltuprightsothatherfacewasclosetomine.Hereyeshadtheusualcontractedpupilsofthequarterdrunk.
'ThatincludesLynnie,'shesaid.
'Yes.Itdoes.'
'WellI'llbed.a.m.ned.YoumeanthatnightyouspentinNewYorkwithheryoudidn'teventry...'
'Itwouldn'thavebeenmuchgoodifIhad.'Isaid,halflaughing.
'Don'tyoubelieveit.Shenevertakeshereyesoffyou,andwhenyouwereawayshetalkedaboutnothingelse.'
Istaredatherinrealsurprise.'Youmustbewrong.'
'Iwasn'tbornyesterday,'shesaidgloomily.'Shehastwophotographsofyouaswell.'
'Whatphotographs?'Iwa.s.staggered.
'Someherbrothertook.Thatdayontheriver.'
'Butsheshouldn't...'
'Maybesheshouldn't,'Eunicesaiddryly.'Butshedoes.'SheswungherlegscarelesslyaroundtositontheedgeofthebedbesidemeandIsawthatforsomeonebentonseductionshehadcomewellwrappedup.
'Youexpectedmetosayno,'Isaid.
Shemadeaface'Ithoughtyoumight.But.i.twasworthatry.'
'Eunice,you'renuts,'Isaid.
'I'mbored,'shesaidexplosively,andwithanundoubteddepthofunbearabletruth.
'Thatputsmeintothegolfandbridgecategory.'
Shewa.s.stillplayinggames.
'Atleastyou'reG.o.ddamhuman,'shesaid,hermouthcrackingintoasmile.'Morethanyoucansayaboutmostmen.'
'WhatdoyoulikebestaboutmovingtoCalifornia?'Iasked.
Shestared.'Yourmind'slikeab.l.o.o.d.ygra.s.shopper.Whathasthattodowiths.e.x?'
'Youtellme,andI'lltellyou.'
'ForG.o.d'ssake...'Butshemadesomeeffortatconcentrating,andintheendcameupwiththeanswerIhadbeenmostexpecting.
'Fixinguptherooms,Iguess.'
'Youdidallthese...'Iwavedmyhandaround,embracingthehouse.
'Yeah,Idid.Sowhat?'
'Sowhydon'tyoustartinbusiness,doingitforotherpeople?'
Shehalflaughed,ridiculingtheidea,andhalfclungtoit:andIknewshe'dthoughtofitinthepast,becauseIhadn'tsurprisedher.
'I'mn.o.b.l.o.o.d.ygenius.'
'Youhaveaneyeforcolour.Morethanthat:formood.ThisisthemostcomfortinghouseI'veeverbeenin.'
'Comforting?'shesaid,puzzled.
'Yeah.Laugh,clown,laugh.Thatsortofthing.Youcanfillotherpeopleeventhoughyoufeelemptyyourself.'
Tearswelledupinhergrey-greeneyes,andsheshutthelids.Hervoiceremainednormal.
'Howdoyouknow?'
'Iknow.'
Afterapause,shesaid,'AndIsupposewhat.i.thastodowiths.e.xisthatinteriordecoratingwouldbeasuitablesublimationforamiddle-agedwomanwhosephysicalattractionisfadingfasterthanherappet.i.te...'Thebitternesscamefromlongacquaintancewiththejargonanditspointofview.
'No.'Isaidmildly.'Theopposite.'
'Huh?'Sheopenedhereyes.Theywerewetandshiny.
'Playinggamesiseasierthanworking.'
'Spellitout,'shesaid.'YoutalkinG.o.ddamriddles.'
's.e.x...thissortofcasuals.e.x...'Ipattedthebedwhereshe'dlain,'canbeawayofrunningawayfromrealeffort.Alovermaybeasublimationofadeeperneed.Peoplewhocan'tfacethedemandsofonemayoptforpa.s.singthetimewiththeother.'
'ForChrist'ssake...Idon'tunderstandab.l.o.o.d.yword.'Sheshuthereyesandlayflatbackacrossthebed.
'Thousandsofpeoplenevertryanythingseriousbecausethey'reafraidoffailing,'Isaid.
Sheswallowed,andafterapausesaid,'Andwhatifyoudob.l.o.o.d.yfail?Whatthen?'
Ididn'tanswerher,andafterawhilesherepeatedthequestioninsistently.
'Tellmewhatyoudoifyoufail?'
'Ihaven'tgotthatonelickedmyself,yet.'
'Oh.'Shelaughedweakly.'OhG.o.d.Theblindleadingtheblind.Justlikethewholeb.l.o.o.d.yhumanrace.'
'Yeah.'Isighedandstoodup.'Weallstumblealonginthedark,andthat'safact.'
'Idon'tknowifyou'llbelieveit,butI'vebeenutterlyb.l.o.o.d.yfaithfultoDave...exceptforthis...'
'I'msureofit,'Isaid.
Shegottoherfeetandstoodswayingslightly.
'IguessI'mtight.'
'Betterthanloose,'Isaidsmiling.
'ForG.o.d'ssake,sparemeG.o.ddampunsatoneo'clockinthemorning.Isupposeifyou'relookingforthatsoandsoAllyxthere'snochanceofyoucomingtoCalifornia?'
'Iwishtherewere.'
'G.o.ddamliar,'shesaidvaguely.'Goodnight.'
Shemadestraightforthedooranddidn'tlookback.
Idrovethemtotheairportinthemorning.EunicehadlentmehercarandthehouseforaslongasIneededthem,andhadpa.s.sedoffherovernightvisitwithonesarcasticdigatbreakfast.
'Betterunders.e.xedthansorry.'
'What?'saidLynnie.
'Euniceisofferingasolutiontothepopulationexplosion,'Iexplained.
Lynniegiggled.Euniceshowedmeadoublerowofteethandtoldmetopa.s.sthecream.