I'mgladtheyfoundthedearlittlefoalsanyway,'Samanthasaid.
'They'vefoundthem?'Iasked.Thesmallpaddockwa.s.stillempty.
'They'veputtheminthebarn,'agreedMickey.'Withtheirmothers.'
'Someoneleftthegateunlocked,'Betty-Anntoldme.'Isn't.i.tashame?Yola'sobviouslyinafearfulstate.'
Yolahadbeeninthedining-roomwhenIstrolledintobreakfast,standingsilentandrigidbythekitchendoor,checkingthatalltheguestswerethere,lookingforsignsofguilt.
Poisehaddesertedher.Thehairwasroughlytiedwitharibbonatthenapeofherneckandthelipstickwasmissing.Therehadbeennoprofessionalrea.s.suringsmiles.Amuscletwitchedinthestrongjawandshehadn'tbeenincontrolofthewildnessinhereyes.
Iateadoubleorderofbaconandbuckwheathotcakeswithmaplesyrup,anddrankthreecupsofcoffee Betty-AnnoppositemelitacigaretteandsaiddidIhavetoleave,couldn'tIstayanotherfewdays.Wilkiegrufflysaidtheyshouldn'ttrytokeepafeller.Wilkiehadcottonedon,andwasgladtoseemego.
StrongfootstepscameintotheroomfromthedoorbehindmeBetty-Annlookedovermyheadandhereyeswidened.
'Whyh.e.l.lothere,'sheexclaimedwarmly,transferringherattentions'Howgoodtoseeyou.'
Wilkie,Ithoughtinamus.e.m.e.nt,shouldbeusedtoitbynow.b.u.t.theWilkersons'problemsblinkedoutofmymindforeverwhensomeoneelsecalledthenewmanbyhisname.
Matt.
MattClivespokefrombehindmyshoulder;adrawlingba.s.svoiceunderstrictcontrol.
'Listenfolks.Iguessyouknowwe'vehadalittletroubleherethismorning.Someoneletoutthemaresandhorsesfromtheirpaddockoverthere.Nowifitwasanyofyoukids,we'dsureliketoknowabout.i.t.'
Therewasashortsilence.Thevariouschildrenlookeduncomfortableandtheirparents'eyebrowspeakedintoquestionmarks.
'Orifanyoneknowsthatthegatewasn'tproperlyfastenedyesterdayatanytime?'
Moresilence.
MattClivewalkedtentativelyroundthelongtable,intomylineofsight.AboutYola'sage,Yola'sheight.Samejawline.Samestrongbody,onlymoreso.Irememberedthetwobedroomsintheircabin:theringlessfingersofYola'shand.Yola'sbrother,Matt.Idrankmycoffeeandavoidedmeetinghiseyes.
Oneortwooftheguestslaughinglymentionedrustlers,andsomeonesuggestedcallinginthepolice.Mattsaidtheywereseriouslythinkingofit.Oneofthestallionswasquitevaluable.Butonly,ofcourse,ifitwasabsolutelycertainthatnoneoftheguestshadleftthegateopenbyaccident.
Sympatheticmurmurswereallhegot.Hemightindeedbebraveenough,ordesperateenough,tocallinthepolice.Butifhedid,theywouldn'trecoverChrysalis,whoshouldbynowbehundredsofmilesawayonaroundaboutroute,accompaniedbyastrictlylegalbillofsale.
Matteventuallywentaway,trailingathunderousauraandleavingtheguestsunsettledandembarra.s.sed.
Iaskedthegirlwhowaitedattableifshecouldfetchmyaccountforme,asIwantedtopayupbeforeleaving,andafteranintervalshereturnedwithit.Igavehercash,andwaitedwhileshewroteareceipt.
TheWilkersonfamilysaidtheirgood-byes,astheywerehopingtogoridingifanyofthewranglershadcomebackfromsearchingforthemissinghorse,andIwalkedunhurriedlybacktomycabintofinishpacking.Upthetwosteps,acrosstheporch,throughthetwodoors,andintotheroom.
Yolacameoutofthebathroomcarryingarifle.Thewayshehandleditshowedsheknewhowtouseit.Mattsteppedfrombehindthecurtainedcloset,betweenmeandthewayout.Norifleforhim.Ashotgun.
Iputonthepuzzledact,Germanaccentstronger.
'Excuseme.Idonotunderstand.'
'It'sthesameman,'Mattsaid.'Definitely.'
'Where'sourhorse?'saidYolafuriously.
'Idonotknow,'Isaidtruthfully,spreadingmyhandsoutinaheavyshrug.'Whydoyouasksuchaquestion?'
Boththegunswerepointingsteadfastlymyway.
'Excuseme,'Isaid,'Ihavemypackingtofinish.Ihavepaidthebill.Iamleavingthismorning.'
'You'renotgoinganywhere,friend,'Mattsaidgrimly.
'Whynot?'
'Yougetthathorsebackhere,andthenyoucango.Notbefore.'
Hewasgoingtohaveafineoldtimeifheintendedtokeepaprisonersilentindefinitelyonaranchfullofholidayguests.
'Ican'tgethimback,'Isaid.'Idon'tknowwhereheis.Severalfriendsofmine,however,doknowwhereIam.Theywillbeexpectingmetobeleavingherethismorning.'
Theystaredatmeinsilentfury.Childrenincrime,Ithought,foralltheiringenuity.Theyhadwalkedstraightinwiththeirgunswithoutthinkingclearlythrough.Theywere,however,lethalchildren,ruledbyimpulsemorethanreason.
Isaid,'Iamunlikelytogoaroundsaying"IstoleahorsefromtheClives."Ifyoudonothing,andInowdrivesafelyaway,youmayhearnomoreofit.That'sthebestIcanoffer.Youwillnot,whateveryoudo,recoverthehorse.'
Theonlysensiblecourseopentothemwastoletmego.ButYola'sfingertightenedonthetrigger,andIreluctantlydecideditwastimefortheLuger.Watchingher,Isawasplitsecondtoolateinthelookinggla.s.sthatMatthadtakenastepbehindmeandwa.s.swinginghisgunb.u.t.tlikeabludgeon.
HecaughtmesolidlyacrossthebackoftheskullandthepatchworkquiltonthebeddazzledintokaleidoscopicfragmentsinmyglazingeyesasIwentdown.
CHAPTERTEN.
WhenIwokeupitwasprettyclearthatIwasn'tintendedtobeahostage,butacorpse.
Thecabinwasfullofsmoke,andsmallflamesroseinalongunevenswatheacrossthefloor.Icouldn'trememberanythingatfirst.Lookedatthescenemuzzily,halfsittingup,myheaddizzyandsplittingwithpain.TheClives,Ithought.They'demptiedthewholetubofpepoutintoastragglingline,andset.i.talight.Sawdustanddieseloilburningslowlyandbillowingoutunbreathablegases.
They'dlaidmeagainstthestovesothat.i.twouldseemasifI'dfallenandhitmyheadonit.TheemptypeptinrolledawayfrommyfootasItriedtogetup,andmyhandbrushedagainstacigaretteandabookofmatches.
Mostdeathsinfiresweren'tcausedbyburnsbutbyasphyxia.Thecabinwouldn'tburndownfromfireonthefloorboards:fireneverburneddownwards,onlyup.TheCliveswerestagingmyexitforn.o.bettermotivethanrevenge.Andasanaccident.i.twasoneoftheirpoorerefforts.
Havingstaggereditswaythroughthoseuselessrandomthoughts,mybrainclearedenoughformetodecideitwashightimetomoveifIwasgoingtodoanythingaboutliving.AndIsupposedIwouldhaveto.
Istumbledontomyfeet,pulledthequiltoffoneofthebeds,totteredintothebathroomwithitandsoakeditunderthetapsinthebath.Smokewaswelldowninmylungs,thickandchoking.It'sb.l.o.o.d.ystupid,Ithoughtgroggily,it'sd.a.m.nb.l.o.o.d.ystupidthatboy-and-girlkeeptryingtoshovemewhereIwanttogo,andIkeeptryingnottoletthem.Ridiculous.Ridiculous...
Ifoundmyselfonmyknees,halfunconscious.Thebathwaterstillrunning.Pulledmyselfupalittle,hauledoutthedrippingquilt,flungitovertheworstofthefire.Silly,Ithought.Muchbettertogooutofthedoor.Triedthat.d.a.m.nthingwa.s.stuck.
Window,then.Stuck.
Wrappedmyhandinthecurtainandpusheditthroughoneofthepanesofgla.s.s.Someaircamein.Theinsectscreenstoppedmore.
Downonmykneesagain.Terriblydizzy.Ablackh.e.l.linmyhead.Smeltthequiltburning,lifteditoffonelotoffire,andontothenext.Dampeditalloutintoasmellyblackfaintlysmoulderingpathandfeltoldandweakfromtoomuchscramblingupanddownmountainsanddeeplyillfromthecrashonthebrainandtoomuchsmoke.
Openedthefrontofthefatblackstove.Shapleigh,itsaid.GraduallythesmokebegantoclearawayupitsstackpipewhileIlayinapoorstatebesidethecabindoorandbreathedthefreshairtricklinginunderneath.
SeveraleraslaterIstoppedfeelinglikemorguematerialandthehammerinmyheaddiedtoabrutalachingthrob.IbegantowonderhowlongitwouldbebeforeMattandYolareturnedtomaketheirhorrifieddiscoveryofmydeath,andwearilydecideditwastimeforaction.
Istoodupslowlyandleanedagainstthedoor.They'dfasteneditsomehowfromtheoutside,inspiteoftherebeingnolock:anditwa.s.simpleenoughtoseewhenone'seyesweren'tfilledwithsmoke.Thescreendooropenedoutwards,thewoodendoorinwards.Asmallhookleadinginthroughthelatchwasholdingthetwotogether.Ipusheditup,anditslidawayastheinnerdooropened.
Mywalletlayonthetable,notinmypocket.They'dbeenlooking.Nothingforthemtofind,excepttheirownphotograph.They'dtakenthat.b.u.t.theyhadn'tsearchedveryfar:theLugerwa.s.stillinitsholsteratmyback,undermyouthangingshirt.Icheckedthemagazine-stillloaded-andput.i.tbackinplace.
TheonlyotherthingIreallywantedtotakewithmewasmyradio.Isquasheddownits.e.xtendedantennaaerialandshoveditintomyoldsuitcaseontopofthethingsI'dpackedbeforebreakfast.Then,pickingitupandfightingdownthewhirlingchaoswhichresulted,Iopenedthescreendoor.Behindmethecabinlayinasingedshambles.Ahead,thecomparativelyshortwalktotheca.r.s.eemedamarathon.
ImighthavemadeitinoneifIhadn'tfeltanyworse:butattheendofthewoodlandtrack,whenallthatwaslefttogowastheopenexpanseofthecarpark,awaveofclammysweatingfaintnessseethedthroughmeandIdroppedthesuitcaseandleanedagainstatree,waitingweaklyforittopa.s.s.
Yolacameoutofthekitchendoorandsawme.Hermouthfellopen,thensheturnedononeheelanddivedbackintotheranch-house.Fortherifle.OrforMatt.Myhandclosedonthepistolatmyback,butIwasveryloathtouseit.Toomanyexplanationstoauthoritywouldbeinvolved,andIpreferredtoavoidthematthisstage.
'h.e.l.lo,'saidacheerfulvoicebehindme.'Wethoughtyou'dgoneagesago.'
Iturnedmywonkyheadandletmyhandfallawayfromthegun.MickeyandSamanthawerecomingdownthetrackfromthebranchwhichledtotheWilkersons'cabin.
'AndIthought,'Isaid,'thatyou'dgoneriding.'
'Thewranglershaven'tbroughtinenoughhorses,'Mickeyexplainedsadly.
'Areyousickorsomething?'askedhissister,comingtoahaltandstaringupintomyface.
'Abit,'Iadmitted.I'dbeawfullygladifyou'dcarrymysuitcaseforme,acrosstothatblackcar.'
'Sure,'saidMickeyimportantly,andSamanthatookmyhandinmotherlysolicitude.WithonechildoneachsideIcompletedthetrip.
ItwastherifleYolafetched.ShestoodwithitstifflyinherhandsandwatchedthechildrenputthesuitcaseinthecarandstandclosetomywindowwhileIstartedtheengine.Anaccidentaldrowning,anaccidentalsmotheringshecouldmanage:b.u.t.threepublicmurdersbyshootingwereoutsideherrange.Justaswell.Ifshe'dliftedthatrifletowardsthechildren,Iwouldhaveshother.
'Bye,'theysaid,waving.Nicekids.
'Bye.'
Ireleasedthebrakesandrolledawaydownthedriveinaplumeofdust,acceleratingfasta.s.soonasIhitthemetalledroad,andtakingthemainbranchdowntoJackson.IfYolathoughtoffollowinginthepickup,shedidn'tdoitfastenough.RepeatedinspectioninthemirrorshowednoCliveschasingonmytail.Theonlythingsconstantlybeforemyeyeswerebrightdancingspots.
ThroughJacksonIturnednorthandwestontothewindingroadtoIdahoFalls.AlongtheretheSnakeRiverandthePallisadesReservoir,sparklingblueagainstthedarkpines,werestunninglybeautiful.Butmyseveralstopsweren'tforappreciation:thecoldsweatingwavesofdizzinesskeptrecurring,liketwenty-twooverseven.Idroveslowly,closetotheside,neverovertaking,readytopullup.IfIhadn'twantedtoputahundredmilesorsobetweenmeandtheClives,Iwouldn'thavestartedfromJackson.MostofthetimeIwishedIhadn't.
Waltwas.p.a.cingthemotellobbylikeafreneticfilmproducerwhenIfinallyshowedupatfive-thirtyintheafternoon.
'Youarefourandahalfhourslate,'hebeganaccusingly.'Yousaid...'
'Iknow,'Iinterrupted.'Bookussomerooms.We'restayinghere.'
Heopenedhismouthandshut.i.ttight.
I'msorry,'Isaid,softeningit,'butIfeelill.'
'What'sthematter?'
'Concussion.'
Waltgavemeasearchinglook,bookedtherooms,andevenwentsofarastocarrymysuitcase.Ilaystraightdownonthebed,andhesatinaneasychairinmyroomandrubbedhisfingers.
'Doyouneedadoctor?'hesaid.
'Idon'tthinkso.It'snotgettinganyworse.'
'Well...whathappened?'
'I'llgiveyousomefreeadvice,'Isaid.'Don'teverletMattClivecomewithinbashingdistanceofyourhead.'
Thedizzinesswasn'tsobadlyingdown.
'Doyouwantadrink?'heasked.
'No...Let'slistentoataperecordinginstead.'Itoldhimhowtoopenthebackoftheradioandtorewindthereels.
'Neatlittlejob,'hecommented.'Wheredidyouget.i.t?'
'Haditspeciallymade,twoorthreeyearsago.'
Waltgrunted,andswitchedon.TheheadwranglerbangedonYola'sdoorandtoldherthatthemaresandstallionswereout.Walt'sfaceliftedintoahalfgrin.
Therecorderplayedtwentysecondsofsilenceaftereachtake,andbeganagainatthenextsound.Thenextpiecewasveryshort.
'Yola?'Aman'svoice,veryloud.'Yola!Wheretheh.e.l.liseverybody?'Adoorslammed.Silence.
'That'sMattClive,'ItoldWalt.'Hecamebackbeforebreakfast.'
Thevoicesbeganagain.Yolaspeaking,comingindoors.'...saythetracksgostraightupthehill,butheturnedbackatthehighpatchofscreeandcamedownagain.'
Thatwasabitofluck.
'They'lljusthavetogoonlooking.'Mattsaid.'Yola,forG.o.d'ssake,wecan'tlosethathorse.'Hisvoicewa.s.strainedandfurious.'I'llgoovertothehouseandseeifanyofthosekidshadahandinit.'
'Idon'tthinkso.Notadarnedoneofthemlooksnervous.'
'I'lltry,anyway.'Hisfootstepsreceded.
Yolapickedupthetelephoneandmadeacall.
'Thatyou,Jim?HaveyouseenanyhorsevanscomingthroughPikeletsincelastnight?'