I stepped out of the shower, but I didnt dry off. It was hot out, and the cold beads of moisture on my skin offered something of a reprieve. I felt acutely aware of the breeze blowing into the room, as it traced frigid lines against my body. My hair was wet, plastered to my neck, shoulders and back, and water ran down from the individual locks of hair in thin streams.
More than anything, the cool sensation of the wet hair on my head was a contrast to the workings inside my skull. It wasnt even seven in the morning, and in purely mental terms, I was hitting the ground running. Had to.
I leaned over the sink, letting the droplets fall from my eyelashes and run down my face.
I reached out, and my toothbrush found its way to my hand, as much as my hand found it. The toothpaste was much the same, maneuvered to my hand by a dozen threads and twice that many insects. I took two minutes brushing, another minute to use some mouthwash, and then stood straight, stretching. My skin felt tight, contracted by the temperature.
Like the act of rubbing ones stomach while patting their head, I was moving out of sync. I held out one hand for the hairbrush, closed my fingers around it, then set to tugging the plastic bristles through the tangles and knots, slow, strong, deliberate movements, a patient, calming exercise.
My mind? I was watching, studying, sensing and experiencing ten thousand things at once, an engine going full-bore. I could follow my dad as he moved through the house, picked work clothes out of his closet, threw away a sock and its matching pair. I watched every entryway into the house, the windows and doors, tracked the movements of the neighbors, and our neighbors neighbors. With fleas, I could track the movements of the neighbors outdoor cat, a surprisingly violent creature with a sizable body count of local frogs and mice, many killed purely for sport.
I could track each of these details for roughly a thousand feet around me, to the point that I was aware of every person and every piece of terrain in the area. There were bugs crawling inside walls and the dark corners of houses all up and down the street, and I had only to pay attention for a moment to grasp the layout of each house and home. I could feel the worms crawling through the earth, the ants navigating the surface, struggling but surviving in the humid heat of the outdoors. I could feel the maggots that were devouring one of the cats abandoned victims, the ants working to collect the food before descending into their labyrinthine hive.
And I thought of my own hive, of jobs that needed doing and positions that needed filling, of threats and threat assessment. I was prioritizing, knowing it would be impossible to do every job in the time I had. I had to check in with everyone, to look after the individual groups, get more information on construction and finances, to make sure everything was running smoothly. Each and every task could potentially be interrupted at a moments notice, so I had to ensure I had people at hand that I could delegate to in a pinch.
It was a lot to take in, a jumble of half-formed thoughts that I only considered for moments at a time before categorizing them, making or postponing a decision. There were too many I wouldnt be able to address yet. Tasks that I needed eyes on, people I needed to talk to for information.
I toweled my hair dry, brushed it again, had the bugs clean up the silk strands that littered the bathroom, and then wrapped a towel around myself to venture to my bedroom and get dressed.
By the time my dad descended to the ground floor, I was already halfway done preparing breakfast, standing by the stove with my damp hair tied back into a loose ponytail, wearing a strapless top and loose-fitting, lightweight cargo pants.
Preparing breakfast was another of those routine activities, rubbing my stomach. I was still patting my head, thinking of how to address one sensitive issue. When my dad entered the scene, though, I made a deliberate attempt to break from that mode of thinking, to shift mental gears.
Youre going to school wearing that? my dad asked.
Im going running like this, I replied.
In this heat? Take some water with you.
I pointed at the kitchen table, where Id set two water bottles by the salt and pepper shakers.
Good.
Crepe? I asked. And fruit salad? We have some left over from last night.
Please.
I slid the crepe out of the frying pan and onto a plate, then handed it to him. I dropped some butter on the pan, poured more batter on, and then tilted it until the batter was spread thin over the surface.
Youre usually out the door by now, and back fairly late.
Trying to do my part, I said. And I wanted to talk.
Okay. I like talking, he said. Unless this isnt the kind of conversation we look forward to?
He made a face as he eased himself down into his chair. Hes still not completely recovered. I admitted, It isnt.
Ah, he said. His expression was placid, his eyes watching me carefully.
I was thinking I dont think Ill go back to school. I turned my eyes to the crepe. I poked the spatula at the corner to verify it was more solid, lifted it, then flipped the thing over.
I could hear him pouring orange juice. Flies hidden on ledges and on a shelf between cookbooks could see the vague movement as he raised the glass to his lips and drank before he spoke. Its a month and a half of classes. Everyone will be catching up, not just you. We couldnt ask for better circumstances. A new environment, new people, a new dynamic. Youre different.
I am, I said. I slid the crepe onto a plate. I didnt use the fruit salad, but instead went straight for the blueberries Id defrosted, adding a spoonful of cream. I rolled it up, spooned some fruit salad onto the side of the plate, collected my mug of tea by the side of the stove and then sat down opposite my dad.
He looked so old. Two serious sets of injuries, one he hadnt fully recovered from, and a measure of stress that I was partially responsible for, all adding up to artificial years. I felt a pang of fondness mixed with regret.
If I asked you to, would you? he asked. Hypothetically.
If you did, I would, I admitted. But its not where I want to be right now.
He nodded, taking a bite. A dribble of fruit juice ran down from the corner of his mouth, and he thumbed it away. I reached for a roll of paper towels, tore one off and handed it to him.
Thank you, he said. It wasnt a response to my statement.
If he asked, Id find a way. Work things out. Reprioritize, filter out the nonessential tasks, shift things around. Everything would take longer, there would be issues in countless areas, more things I couldnt do and people I couldnt protect. But Id do it.
What will you do instead?
What Ive been doing. Ill work, I said. Theres cleanup work, still. It pays pretty well, all things considered.
Its not easy, he said.
Im tough, I said, flexing an arm. I had some muscle, but it looked pretty sad on my thin arm. I let my arm drop. At least its not all heavy lifting.
But it wears you out. I wont say its bad work, we both know how many hundreds of people Ive worked with who are employed along those lines. Ive been employed along those lines. But youre smart. Your mom and I both expected you to go on to college. The idea that you might never graduate high school never crossed our minds.
Bringing Mom into it. I sighed. I will graduate. I promise. But I can wait a year, study online.
Why? Why put things off and study for half a year to a year, when you could pass tenth grade in two months? He didnt sound angry or upset, only confused.
Prioritizing, weighing every action against the costs involved. Spending most of my day at school, everything else takes a back seat.
Like you said, Im different than the person I was, I replied.
He looked up at me, met my eyes, and I could feel my blood run cold. That searching, studying look
He knows?
You are, he said, simply. Not a confirmation of my fears, not dismissing them either. It was only an admission of what we both knew as truth.
If you want me to go, you can tell me to go. I will. Youre my dad. You can tell me to do something, and I have to do it.
No, he said, shaking his head. We both know thats not true.
I took another bite of my crepe instead of replying.
Being a parent, theres always that niggling fear, that notion that maybe one day your child will realize youre not all-knowing, not all-powerful. That they dont really have to do anything you say. But you spend years growing up together, parent and child, as a parent you get accustomed to acting like youre in power, believing it as much as your daughter does. For some, for most, that confidence gets worn down after the child hits adolescence, and the parent changes from being one of the most important figures in their childs life to being an embarrassment.
You were never embarrassing to me, I said.
I know, he said. But that makes it harder, doesnt it? For all those other parents, its a transition, a transformation, as their children gradually test their authority and discover how very fragile a thing it is. For me? I didnt have nearly enough time to get used to it. One night, one conversation, and you decided I didnt have any say in your life anymore.
You do, I said, feeling alarmed, in a way I couldnt articulate. I want you to have a say. Im saying you can set curfews or demand that I go to school, and I will. I might complain or argue, but Ill listen. Ill let you have a say.
He reached across the kitchen table, taking my hand. He pulled it towards him, and I let him stretch my arm out straight. He bent over and kissed the fingers.
His voice was quiet, I hope that, if and when you ever have a child of your own, you never have to hear them say anything like that.
He released my hand, and I withdrew it.
Youre sure you dont want to go to school? He asked.
I nodded.
Its your decision, he said. Yours, not mine. Where would you work?
The Boardwalk, I said. Its close, its good pay, good food, and its safe.
A little more directly involved with the local supervillain-in-power than Id recommend for any employees of mine that were looking for a job, my dad replied.
I didnt have a response to that. I ate the last bite of my crepe.
Will you still be there at lunchtime?
I nodded.
Ill meet you. Things are busy, things are good, but Id like to set aside a block of time. We can pick up lunch, or Ill bring something. Hows that?
It was awkward on a dozen different levels. Even staying here caused me any number of problems. It removed me from a place I needed to be, it made for awkward transitions between my civilian and costumed life, and every conversation with my father stressed me out, left me wondering if he could guess. Or maybe when I stepped in the door, I might find out that the local heroes had recognized me, using one of the mutant clones that had been running around, or any number of other possibilities. My dad waiting to ambush me with the fact that hed received a telling phone call, like he had when Id skipped school, only hed be backed up by superheroes.
The last big conversation in that vein had done irreparable damage. Enough that I found myself checking my house and making sure there wasnt an ambush waiting for me on the other side. On my dads side of things, well, wed just discussed that in some depth. Our relationship wasnt any better for it.
Taking time away from everything else I had to do, to eat lunch, to fill in the details and arrange things so my dad didnt discover I was bending the truth yet again? To have another awkward conversation?
I was willing. Id really like that.
He smiled.
I grabbed the notepad by the phone that we usually used for writing down numbers and put down my cell number. Call me when youre coming around, so we can find each other.
Your cell phone?
Yeah.
He looked sad for a brief moment, then perked up a little, I suppose you need it if youre going to stay in touch with the others.
Yeah, I said. I should go. I want to get a light run in and maybe catch up with some people before I start working.
Take care of yourself. Ill be in touch around eleven or eleven thirty.
I nodded. I gathered a billfold with some ID and cash, a fresh tube of pepper spray, and then a sheathed knife from the backpack that hung by the back door. It wasnt my good knife: I wouldnt be able to explain how I had a knife of that kind of quality. This one was serviceable for self-defense, the kind that was currently being worn by countless people around the city.
I glanced at my dad, but he seemed to be going out of his way to avoid looking as I did everything necessary to prepare myself for venturing out into the city.
Was it him suppressing his worry for my well-being, or were my doubts on target? Did he suspect, and simply not want to know for sure?
I couldnt ask, couldnt hint or try to get clarification, not without potentially seeding the idea in his mind, or prompting him to give me an answer I didnt want to hear.
I stepped outside, and the hot air was like a physical barrier. Id known it, had anticipated it with the knowledge my bugs provided me, but there wasnt anything quite like that first faceful of eighty-five degree weather, so humid it went straight through both skin and clothing.
The second I was out of sight of the house, I had my phone out. I re-checked the messages that had come in last night and this morning. Twenty in total.
Charlotte:
I know its already pretty late, not a big deal, but was wondering if u wanted to go out and grab ice cream? terrys craving some. we can grab jelly beans and a chocolate for my brother on our way back.
Charlotte:
eric stopped by. no drama. you should say hi while hes around.
Forrest:
saw Eric 2nite. shuld say hi.
Forrest:
n/m Char already sent you msg.
Charlotte:
taking my little brother to school today. if I dont see u, have a good day, will see u tonite.
All code. Mostly code, anyways. The names dropped were a shorthand for specific kinds of situations and people. Eric was trouble. Little brother meant the kids Charlotte was looking after. Terry was the catch-all term for people in my territory.
There were two for me, as well. u and you, as odd as it sounded.
People were probably craving some luxuries in the food department and some treats for the kids wouldnt hurt. There was some kind of trouble while Id been out, but it was handled and I should pay a visit in costume to make sure it was resolved. Charlotte would be going to school, taking all the little ones with her.
There were other messages. Among them, there was a mess of some sort one of the side streets hadnt been cleaned up and Terry had been complaining, there were some vague concerns about the food supplies for lunch later today, and Lisa had called about a nebulous party.
I ran the rest of the way to the Boardwalk.
There werent many people up and about yet. Some cars on the road, the sounds of construction starting to get underway, and some parents with kids to see off to school and no cars getting an early start.
I passed by my headquarters and found someone unfamiliar inside, in the main room with Charlotte. She was helping a little boy put a shirt on. Forrest was in the kitchen, mass-producing kids lunches with the supplies Id had brought in yesterday.
I made my way to the beach, entering the storm drain that led, in a roundabout way, into my base.
The original plan, as far as I was aware, had been for this entrance to be temporary. Work would continue on the Boardwalk, and it was inevitable that someone would run into the storm drain, either where it was deliberately blocked off or entering from the beach as I was. It would have changed, with Coil leveraging his resources to set up something else that would serve as a covert entrance.
Id have to contact Tattletale, though she was probably busy enough that my to-do list looked trivial.
Bugs flowed down the stairs, surrounding me as a thick cloud that would hide me from sight. I could sense the kids reacting as I made my appearance. Fearful starts and backing away, taking shelter behind Charlotte.
I singled out a handful of butterflies and sent them towards the kid nearest me. They flew in formation, forming a circle around her hand. She stretched it out, and one butterfly landed on her thumb.
As other children reached out, I settled butterflies on their hands as well. The distraction was good enough that I could walk past them and head upstairs without causing anyone to burst into tears.
I locked the door behind me and quickly changed. I draped the shawl-cape over my armored shoulders, and then covered it in bugs. Wearing black in the summer would be uncomfortable, especially with the added heat and weight of the bugs, but maybe I could provide myself with some shade using a swarm overhead.
It would make me a target to any heroes paying a visit, though. The PRT had recognized the potential for trouble that surrounded the door, Tattletales improvised portal to another universe, and out-of-town capes were being given permanent positions on the local Wards and Protectorate teams. It said something, given the state of the PRT these days, that they were willing to devote the manpower.
A pair of villains from the Fallen were lurking somewhere in Imps territory, and their presence meant that Haven felt obliged to send two or three capes our way as well. Until the Fallen were dead or gone, Haven would have something of a local presence.
Id done my part to try to help find the two Fallen, just a few days ago, but even with Tattletales help in identifying the general area, I hadnt been able to root them out. Her gut told her that one of the two was Valefor. Despite the intimidating names and the fact that they called themselves an Endbringer cult, the Fallen didnt pose a grave threat. They were thieves and vandals, allegedly committing incest in the belief that it would guarantee that their entangled family produced more kids with powers, but only a few people in the controlling body of the family were demonstrably capable of murder. They were far from being the Slaughterhouse Nine.
Still, both Imp and Valefor were what the PRT termed strangers. Capes with abilities that tended towards subtlety and subterfuge. That wasnt a fight I wanted to get caught up in. I would if it came down to it, if people were in danger or Aisha needed my help, but I was perfectly content to not be in a position where I was looking over my shoulder every few seconds. Id dealt with that enough.
All of that wasnt even touching on the other villains seeking a foothold in the city. The Ambassadors were looking for a slice of the Brockton Bay pie, and both Grue and I were tentatively willing. The group of villains was willing to play by our rules and participate in our alliance, they would add their own strength to ours, and they were more interested in shady but legitimate dealings and preying on other villains than they were on causing trouble or bucking with the local authorities. I couldnt be entirely sure whether that was because of their general ethos or because they were recuperating from being nearly wiped out, but their simple existence and their membership in our alliance would help scare off troublemakers.
It all added up to making the Ambassadors as ideal a partner-group as we could hope for. The only sticking point was that their leader was a Thinker, and Tattletale almost automatically disliked him. It would take a great deal more convincing to get her to play along.
The Teeth had tried to take a bite out of Parians territory. They had a history in the bay, and like the Ambassadors they had been nearly wiped out, only it was nearly a decade ago. Theyd settled elsewhere while they bounced back, with a turnover rate high enough that none of the original members persisted. There was only the name, and an ethos of violence, anarchy, and profit at any cost, not unlike the ABB. Parian seemed to be making a point of not asking for our help, and I wasnt intending to offer it until she did.
I had others to take care of, and I could only trust that she knew what she was doing.
Skitter, Charlotte said, as I returned downstairs. I could see the other girl, plump, with a shorter haircut that only seemed to accentuate the roundness of her face. She seemed more scared of me than the kids were.
Forrest, by contrast, was almost bemused. He leaned over the kitchen counter. He had a barrel chest, a burly build, a natural glower, a thick black beard and coarse, unkempt hair. He might have looked savage if it werent for the tight-fitting striped polo shirt and the nerdish thick-framed glasses. It hadnt been that long ago that hed helped sway the outcome of my fight against Mannequin, putting his life on the line to help take down a monster that even some top-tier capes had been scared of.
Id asked Charlotte to find someone who could serve as my second in command. I considered it serendipitous that shed nominated him.
Any urgent issues? I asked. She shook her head. I let myself relax a touch and gestured toward the new girl, Whos this?
Charlotte looked guilty. Shes an extra set of hands. Dont worry. Forrest and I blindfolded her while bringing her here. I didnt think Id be able to manage looking after the kids all by myself, and I was ok with paying her.
I can cover that cost, I said. No trouble on that front? Taking care of the kids?
Were just about ready to go, she said. Kids are washed, fed and clothed, lunches nearly finished. They have their bags
Good, I said, The school bus is arriving soon. Can you spare a minute to fill me in?
I cant even remember all of the stuff thats been going on. Im kind of frazzled.
I felt a pang of sympathy. This was the cost of me staying with my dad. The pertinent points only, then. Who or what is the Eric?
Forrest can explain. Some thugs were causing trouble for some people living further north. Your guys caught them.
The mess in the alley?
The garbage trucks couldnt get down the road. Shale avenue is still in rough shape, and nobody told the residents they shouldnt put their trash on the sidewalk there. Its piled up and its hot, so its smelling.
Ill resolve it. Wasnt so long ago this whole city stank, and people werent complaining this much then. The lunch supplies?
One of the pallets of vegetables you ordered was in bad shape. Past ripe. Id planned to have something done last night that Forrest could warm up for peoples lunches today, but I couldnt work with what I had, and I thought youd want something better than a thin soup. Then I was occupied looking after the kids and forgot. Im sorry.
Its fine, I said. Youve done an excellent job. Better than I could have hoped. Ill figure something out for lunch. Maybe reach out to a local business. Whats a food most people would enjoy, which we havent had available for a good while?
Pizza! one boy in Charlottes herd of children piped up.
Pizza it is, I said. With luck, theres someone trying to get set up somewhere in the north end. We can order a batch for everyone thats working here, then another batch for tonight, for the kids? If theyre good in school and they do their homework.
The children almost crowed, and one literally jumped with glee.
Forrest, I said. Can you see them off to the bus stop? I need to have a word with Charlotte.
Wordless, Forrest stood straight, gathered up the paper bag lunches in two hands and then approached the kids. Like magnets, two kids gravitated to his legs and clung to him, and he walked stiff-legged to the front door with them hanging on him and the rest trailing after him like my bugs trailed after me.
My bugs kicked into motion, blocking the line of sight to the door. No use giving Charlottes friend a view of the street outside and a clue about our location. She made a small frightened sound and backed away.
Did Charlotte honestly bring in someone whos afraid of bugs?
I glanced at the two girls. Charlottes eyebrows were knitted in concern. Her friend, by contrast, looked terrified: her fingers were knotted together, her eyes wide.
Jessies still wetting the bed, I see, I noted. My bugs could feel the damp on one of the bunk beds in one of the other rooms. Something mundane, so we dont frighten the new girl further.
Charlottes eyes widened. Shit! I was so busy trying to get things organized-
Its fine, I said. Ill handle it.
You shouldnt have to, she said, Fern-
Thats the other thing I wanted to mention. Your friend- I glanced at the girl. She didnt look any less spooked. Why did Charlotte bring her here if shes going to be so afraid? Did Tattletale vet her?
It was a spur of the moment thing. I know it was sorta dumb, but-
I dont want to be hard on you, I said, But this is something Im going to be strict about. Someone comes here, they have to be vetted first.
Ill be more careful.
Please. And are you sure there isnt anything I can do to thank you for your help?
Youre paying me more than enough.
Let me know if anything comes to mind. In the meantime, pizza and some candy for the kids tonight?
Its tough, going back to school, trying to get back to something even resembling a normal routine. Theyd appreciate it, I think.
Okay, I said. Dont mention the candy. Let it be a surprise. I think the bus is coming, so you should head to the stop.
Blindfold on, Fern, Charlotte said.
A minute later, they were gone.
I sighed and set to tidying up. Bugs carted away the unused paper bags and scraps of lettuce.
And everyones off to school, I thought.
I felt a pang of regret. A part of me wanted to go, to prove to myself that Id grown past it, to have another normal thing in my life, like breakfast with my dad.
At the same time, there were so many reasons not to. My face having been exposed in a roundabout fashion, the presence of the Wards somewhere in that school, the time it took away from other things that needed doing
Better to keep out of it.
Forrest returned. Want to see em?
I nodded, and we ventured out into my territory.
All around us, the Boardwalk and what had been the shadier parts of the Docks were coming together. New streets, new sidewalks, new buildings. There were more people out and about than there had been just ten or fifteen minutes ago, and everyone present was getting ready to work or even starting early. Building something as a community.
Conversations died as I approached, power tools were turned off, and heads turned.
My bugs followed behind me like the trail of a fancy gown, rising from my shoulders and hair like pitch black sparks from a fire. Image. Id done what I could to earn the loyalty of my people. Id tried to be even-handed, tried to be generous, but image and attitude was a big part in keeping that loyalty.
I was put in mind of my dads thoughts on a parents authority. Was this so different?
The attackers were leftovers from the Chosen, Forrest explained. Im not even sure they were full members.
Is the family okay?
Theyre okay. Scared, they lost a few possessions, but nothing really valuable.
The little things matter most when you have the least, I said.
Profound.
I couldnt tell if he was being sarcastic or not, and I couldnt see his face without glancing over my shoulder, so I didnt say anything..
The cells were hidden in one building, much like my base was. A few of the ODalys were lingering at the front. They stood at attention as I approached. The closest thing I had to foot soldiers.
A Japanese couple stood nearby as well. The man had a bandage across his nose, blood crusted around his nostrils. Bruises stood out on both of them.
I walked past them to step inside, and looked at my prisoners. Three thugs, no younger than fifteen, nor older than twenty-five. They wore so much face paint I couldnt make a good guess beyond that.
My soldiers and the couple had followed me inside.
You came for revenge? I asked.
N-no, the man said. I came to ask for leniency.
Fuck you, faggy ass fagass! one of the people in the cell shouted.
For them? I asked.
Yes.
They hurt you.
Out of ignorance, he said.
Youre ignorant, assfaggot!
My wife and I consider ourselves good Christians, the man said. He would want us to show mercy, to turn the other cheek.
Why dont you spread those cheeks and get fucked, faggot!?
Quiet, I said. A handful of bugs flowed into the cell, the boy opened his mouth to retort and choked on a fly. To the man, I said, Youre tying my hands here. I cant let them leave unscathed. It would send the wrong message, and that would do everyone in this territory a disservice. You, me, them, everyone else. People need to know theyre safe, especially after everything thats happened.
The police can take care of them. Call it a citizens arrest. We wont mention your name.
And if they go free? If the police decide theres not enough evidence, or the officers are too busy to give your case their full attention, and these three get to go on and hurt others?
If thats the cost of having a system that otherwise works.
I glanced at the three thugs, and my bugs flowed over them. Silk was threaded in strategic locations, and bugs deposited where they wouldnt be able to reach.
Open the cells, I said.
I could see the fear on the faces of the couple as they backed away. Forrest pulled the switch, bidding the three iron-barred doors along the hallway to slide open.
One of the thugs glared sullenly at me, but he was smart enough to not mouth off.
Theres a small police office nearby, I said. You three can head down Shale avenue, stop one block short of Lord street, and turn left. Its a tent, and theres two officers and a police car there. Theyll take you into custody.
Right. Well totally turn ourselves in, a second guy said.
Do I need to repeat the directions?
Nah, the first one smiled.
Go, I said. My bugs cut the silk threads binding them to the bars. If theyd lunged or tried to attack us, they would have fallen short, possibly choking or tripping.
Seriously? Forrest asked.
Cool shit, the lead thug commented. He gave Forrest the finger as he headed to the door. Forrest moved as if he was going to hit the punk, and the thug flinched, but there was no follow through.
They bolted the second they were out of sight of the ODalys who were stationed at the front of my miniature jail.
I commanded the bugs Id planted on the three thugs to bite, then gestured for the contingent of people around me to follow me.
All three boys were still lying on the ground, writhing, when we arrived. One was screaming as though hed been jabbed with a hot poker. Another was arching his back, as though his ribcage was trying to force its way free.
What did you do? Forrest asked, in mixed horror and awe.
The third thugs screaming joined his friends.
Bullet ants, I said. Their bites top the scale in terms of sheer pain caused. People have compared their bites to being shot. Thus the name.
The thug was still screaming, albeit with less volume and more intermittent whimpers.
Its also known as the twenty-four hour ant, I added.
Why?
Thats how long the pain lasts. Get up, I ordered them. Now, or you get bitten again.
It took them a second, but they were making a halfhearted effort, and I didnt follow through on my threat. They stood, one of them hunched over, two moaning audibly. They glared at me.
You brought that on yourselves, I said. This is your second chance. Get yourselves to the police station and turn yourselves in. This time, Ill have them bite each of you periodically to hurry you along.
What the fucking-
He broke off mid-sentence as he screamed and fell to the ground, thrashing.
If you think of doing anything but admitting your full crime to the police officer right then and there, Ill try figuring out how many times those ants can bite you before they run out of venom. Now go. Run.
Two of them ran, stumbling as they twitched and flinched at the continuing pain, while the third crawled. I had an ant bite the mouthiest one when he was only a few paces away, to hurry them along.
I turned to the others. The Japanese-American man was staring at me.
You should go to the police too, I said. Give your side of the story, let them take photos.
I will, he said, his tone curt. He turned to leave, then paused. I asked you to be lenient.
How can I even explain? Ive seen the worst of the worst. I want to protect each and every one of you from it. The system wont stop them, not all on its own.
But if I explained, they would argue, and every counter-argument would make me look weaker, damage my image and hurt peoples confidence in me. There were people who would be happy with a firm hand being used to deter criminals, there were others who wouldnt be happy, but theyd accept it as the price that came with everything else I had to offer.
I didnt like it, but Id do it.
He was still staring at me, his question lingering. I asked you to be lenient.
I was, was all I said.
I returned to my lair, and took the time to strip out of my costume. It stuck to my skin as I pulled it off.
Id need to design something lighter for the warmer months. More porous, while still offering protection, maybe a paler color, if I could manage it and still have it blend into the swarm
The major tasks were done. Id called Lisa, and through her Id gotten caught up on all the other essential details about what was happening around the city. She and Grue had a meeting with an Ambassador not the leader of the Ambassadors, which I was thankful for. I would have wanted to be present for a meeting that volatile. As it was, I could hope that Grue was in a good enough headspace to keep Tattletale on course.
Id contacted everyone necessary to clear garbage out of the alley, to order pizzas for lunch and to order more food in to make up for the bad batch of vegetables. Id shown my face as Skitter and now a swarm-clone lingered on a rooftop, standing in plain view of the people on the street, overlooking a construction in progress. Skitter would appear here and there over the course of the day, just to reassure others she was here.
Which she was. I was.
I stripped out of the rest of the costume. I laid out a grungier change of clothes.
I hadnt been lying to my dad when I said Id work. Id put in the hours, work alongside the other members of my territory. It was easier to do my share and be working here on a legitimate basis, even part-time, than to try to sustain the lie.
Before I started, I had only one minor chore. I headed downstairs and I pulled Jessies mattress off the bunk bed, dragging it into an open space so I could clean it. The mattresses were thin, and would dry after a day in this heat. The humidity was a problem, but I could put it in direct sunlight.
My phone buzzed, still in the utility compartment upstairs. My bugs brought it to me.
Charlotte:
I met someone in class. I think it could be big Eric?
Big trouble? I contemplated sending a reply, but the next text wasnt far behind.
Charlotte:
says hes an old classmate of urs. asking where u are. loud insistent intense. wouldnt believe that u werent at school. sounds like he might want to talk to you.
I didnt miss the distinction. u meant Taylor. you was Skitter. If this person was careless enough that Charlotte had caught on Fuck.