Xia Ling
Mei’s martial arts were clearly great, unexpectedly she was unable to throw off
w.a.n.g Yun Feng’s hands.
Xia Fen saw
the two people’s struggle, eager to protect his mother, like a wild animal
escaping from its cage he suddenly jumped up at w.a.n.g Yun Feng’s back. Xia Fen’s
small body, force however was huge, an iron ball knocking into an unsteady
stake, w.a.n.g Yun Feng suffering from the force stumbled forward, his whole body,
completely unguarded, fell onto the struggling Xia Ling Mei.
The two
people eyes crisscrossed, in the night, for no reason at all Xia Ling Mei’s
hairs stood on end. The moment of weightlessness and the torture of uncertainty
as she fell from the cliff came rus.h.i.+ng to her mind, she had a sort of déjà vu,
subconsciously reaching out wanting to cry for help. w.a.n.g Yun Feng loosened his
grip, her heart thudded, a coldness rising from the soles of her feet. The
endless night sky was like the dark and sinister underworld, her sleeves
fluttering in the air, along with the tendency to fall down, her back was
empty, the inside of her body also seemed void. She opened her mouth, eyes wide
open, waiting for that night’s fear and terror to engulf all her rationality
and emotions.
Save ----
me!
She wanted
to cry out, but before the words were out of her mouth, her natural disposition
to be strong again reared its head, subconsciously wanting to take out her long
whip to save herself, just as she moved, the back of her head was enveloped by
a warm large hand, `bang` rocking twice, her entire body had already fallen
back a few steps knocking into the door frame. Apart from a light knock she
didn’t feel any pain.
w.a.n.g Yun
Feng held her, gently saying: “Don’t be scared.”
Xia Ling
Mei nose heated up, a large crack exploded in the high walls she had erected
since she had fallen off the cliff. w.a.n.g Yun Feng held her, his weak breath
first brushed against her forehead, then falling on top of her eyes, lightly
kissing them: “I’m here.”
Xia Ling
Mei’s fingers by the side of her body s.h.i.+vered, as if she was uncertain,
whether she wanted to grab hold of the man close at hand. w.a.n.g Yun Feng
apparently knew what was going through her head, one hand as before placed
behind her head, the other hand already tightly holding her waist, making the
two people even closer. His heat, her coldness, slowly blended a little bit.
That moment
when she had falling off the cliff, she really did long for someone capable of
protecting her, longed for that someone who could s.h.i.+eld her from the wind and
rain, be alarmed for her. Zhuang Sheng protected her, she was moved, but
wandering the Jianghu for the past many years made her not dare to easily trust
in anyone; the goodwill of people like Jiu Fang Xi she calmly accepted, because
her experience on the battlefield made her genuinely respect experts. Her
strength and independence made her not rely on anyone, even more times she had
willingly treated the men around her as friends for better or for worse, but
could not treat them as lovers together in life and death.
For a long
time a deep ravine had cracked open her heart, her true feelings buried at the
bottom ravine, apart from the person who had obtained her true feelings before,
everyone else would be outside in the dense fog deep in the mountains
obstructed by her determination to sever all relations.
She never
showed her weakness to others, her weakness only blossomed extremely quietly in
the corners in the dead of the night, no one could see her true feelings
outside her strong fort.
She
continuously refused, refused and refused, shaking her head at each and every one
besides her, to leave, never to come back.
She watched
the little bit of her hope slowly lose itself into despair, again to have
nothing at all.
Look, all
of them think of themselves as hard-hearted, persistent despite trials and
tribulations, thinking she was not afraid of any hards.h.i.+ps. No one has ever
wondered whether she was afraid like a normal woman of the unknown future,
whether she would hesitate and hold back when faced with thistles and thorns,
when she went through extreme dangers was she scared and in despair…not a
single person had such thoughts.
Xia Ling
Mei is simply a woman. She shouldn’t have to a.s.sume so much responsibility, she
shouldn’t have to face these foul winds and rains of blood, she shouldn’t have
to straighten her spine and present herself who can conquer every obstacle…
She also
wanted to have someone to rely on, to give her a silent embrace when she was
weak, telling her: “Don’t be scared.”
She wanted
even more when she was struggling the most, when she was most indecisive and
helpless, the person at the bottom of her heart against all odds appear in
front of her, tightly hold her, telling her: “I’m here.”
w.a.n.g Yun
Feng held her even tighter: “I’m by your side, you need to learn to trust me
again.”
Xia Ling
Mei spoke smothered: “What makes you able for me to trust you again!” Just as
she spoke, she felt as a matter of fact it didn’t seem like a question, instead
it had a complete sense of throwing a tantrum. His embrace was like the most
beautiful poison, making her afraid yet yearn for it.
“Your words
are always empty, and you don’t carefully think, apart from me here who can
make you completely at ease, who else can you rely on?”
Peeved Xia
Ling Mei yelled out a name: “Zhuang Sheng.”
w.a.n.g Yun
Feng breathed in deeply, spitefully saying: “You purely want me to die from
anger, am I right?”
It would be
great if she could kill him from anger! Did he know, when she saw Xia Fen jump
down without the slightest hesitation, how much she wished w.a.n.g Yun Feng would
follow by her side, since they couldn’t be together in life, it would be fine
to die together. Like this she would not have to again and again guess whether
she was in his heart, no need to bicker about how much he truly felt towards
her, and no need to again struggle between love and hate worried about personal
gains and losses.
It had to
be, the person who should have come down didn’t, the person who shouldn’t have
come down came rolling down, her warm heart which had warmed up a little with
great difficulty again cooled down.
She was
someone who the more hurt she is the more she wants to show herself as strong
in front of people, in the end unavoidably she was the one who suffered. She
had held her breath from when she fell off the cliff to now, in front of w.a.n.g
Yun Feng she finally exploded.
Luckily,
w.a.n.g Yun Feng had already long ago fortified himself against her sarcastic
comments, again pulling her into his arms, Xia Ling Mei finally saw a clear
sky, his heart was beating steadily.
Xia Fen
watched the two people who were just going head to head with each other now in
a blink of an eye holding each other and whispering, he was completely puzzled.
However, his small brain faintly understood he appeared to have done a good
deed from a freak combination of factors. But that good deed was bad for him,
his mother was going to be s.n.a.t.c.hed away by this dull man!
Xia Fen
with grief and indignation grabbed the other’s collar for the life of him
wanting to pull w.a.n.g Yun Feng away from Xia Ling Mei, mother was his alone.
After a
while of being pulled to and fro, wanting to continue his sweet talking w.a.n.g
Yun Feng could only drop the subject, pulling Xia Ling Mei into the room, Xia Fen
feeling aggrieved as before clutched onto his ear, clutched at his hair, pulled
at his clothes, wanting to shoo the other person out.
w.a.n.g Yun
Feng helplessly sighed: “This child, who is he’s?”
Xia Ling
Mei’s anger towards w.a.n.g Yun Feng had not completely disappeared, allowing her
son to continue tormenting him on top of his head, only saying: “The Xia
family.”
w.a.n.g Yun
Feng could not be that easily duped: “Which wife of the Xia family which
generation? And who are his parents?”
Xia Ling
Mei eyes flickered, steeping tea: “Your righteous upright strong words do you
think this is the court. You don’t need to know who his parents are, you only
need to know he is of the younger generation of the Xia family. Now, and
forever, he has already long ago been added to the Xia family record, it won’t
change.”
w.a.n.g Yun
Feng faintly s.h.i.+vered, putting his hand behind his back wanting to get the
child down from his back, Xia Fen struggled free, with a few somersaults he
turned into a chair not too far away, four limbs falling into one place,
cautiously staring at him. Although his temper was completely different, but
those brows and eyes clearly held w.a.n.g Yun Feng’s appearance, separated you
couldn’t make out the two’s similarity, but together, everyone would think they
were father and son.
w.a.n.g Yun
Feng knew Xia Ling Mei would not admit it easily, and thinking that a large
problem had already been resolved tonight, it wasn’t good to press on again, he
could only drop it. Afraid that if he pressed it too much, this lioness would
explode.
The two
talked about their emotions, the night got even later.
w.a.n.g Yun
Feng exhausted all his thoughts looking for Xia Ling Mei, alarmed and
continuously not able to sleep well for several days, at ease his exhaustion
like a tide bubbled forth on his face. Xia Ling Mei was just about to call for
someone to prepare another courtyard for him, he waved his hand, minding his
own business pulling Xia Ling Mei into the inner room, pus.h.i.+ng her onto the
bed, he took off his own outer garment and shoes leaving them outside. Shocked
Xia Fen’s hair stood on ends, rigidly wanting to push him away. Unexpectedly
w.a.n.g Yun Feng seemed thin and weak, nevertheless after his who heart and soul
relaxed he was extremely tired, Xia Fen exhausted tremendous strength, but
could only only place himself in between the two people, he couldn’t even lift
up his head, his whole body placed by his mother’s side, no matter what he was
going to be a fat and short Milky Way.
For many
years Xia Ling Mei has not shared a bed with someone else, apart from being
afraid it was hard for her to get used to, a blush gradually appeared on her
face. Waiting until Ying s.h.i.+ came tiptoeing in to extinguish the candles, and
closing the bedroom door, her cheeks in the dark were already so red that it
was partially purple, and not knowing if she was more shy or angry.
She felt
around for the quilt unfolding it to cover the three people, again pacifying
the raucous Xia Fen to sleep, before then daring to secretly look at w.a.n.g Yun
Feng.
In the
middle of the night, the shadow under his eyes were even darker, thin lips
tightly pursed, brows slightly smoothed out, his usual seriousness and cold
strictness faded seventy, eighty percent, the gentleness when he was younger
coming through. Before for so many nights, she had tossed and turned restlessly
on the bed alone, guessing where he was staying that night, guessing if he has
discovered her unconditional investment in their relations.h.i.+p, imaging whether
there would be a day the two would be connected with mutual feelings.
Now, apart
from that painful night, this could be considered the first time they have
slept together in the same bed since they married.
Xia Ling
Mei blinked, no matter what she could not peacefully fall asleep, she couldn’t
help sliding her fingers around, moving it slowly a little bit in the hollow of
his palm. w.a.n.g Yun Feng who initially wanted to sleep slowly opened his eyes,
before seeing the woman opposite him clearly quite a while later.
His face
spread out, as if he was softly smiling, his other hand pa.s.sed by Xia Fen’s
stiff hair to embrace her, extending his neck, kissing her on the lips once
lightly.
Xia Ling
Mei widened her eyes, first she felt a bit cold, but his breath once again
brought heat, his skin was a little bit hot, this time, she herself was also
heating up, like a crystal steamed b.u.m having just come out of the steamer.
It was too
sudden, she was somewhat frantic, in her memory, this was their first kiss.
w.a.n.g Yun
Feng’s fingers moved gently in her hair, ticklish, she opened her mouth wanting
to speak, another cold thing came pus.h.i.+ng through, licking her pearly white
teeth. This time Xia Ling Mei was really stunned, she wanted to pull back, he
however pulled her head forward closer. That tongue like this took a further
step, pulling hers to dance together.
Xia Ling
Mei was unable to breath, tears made her eyes misty, her heart was beating like
a drum, so much so her hand in his also became hot like lava.
w.a.n.g Yun
Feng wis.h.i.+ng to continue pecked her lips, whispering: “Sleep.”
Right now
she couldn’t sleep even more. It was the first time w.a.n.g Yun Feng had seen her
foolish and distracted face, both grieving and obscure, he couldn’t help several
emotions from gathering, the unspeakable tender love, rather like a person deliberately
igniting a bomb blowing up ice, affectionate, making Xia Ling Mei cry for a
night in a daze.