In a blink, her wall is up again and I can't break through. But she saw . . . she witnessed her doom.

I take great comfort in the future and will my body to heal.

Lorelei will die.

Slowly.

Painfully.

Forever silenced.

CHAPTER 44.

Harrison leaned back in his desk chair at the Breeze, ignoring its squeaking protests as his mind traveled along several pathways. He had been researching Zellman for about an hour and had developed a very unflattering picture of the man.

It was weird. He'd learned Zellman was in his office right now. Working. As if nothing had happened. As if his son weren't in the hospital, clinging to his life. As if his wife weren't dead.

It didn't make sense.

Unless . . . Harrison called Stone, who, for once, picked up.

"Stone."

"It's Frost. Hey. I've got a question for you. The cell phone calls I've been getting from Justice Turnbull on Zellman's phone? Have you tracked that phone down? Made sure it's in someone else's possession?"

"I can't discuss the details of this investigation with you, Frost. You know that."

"Off the record?"

"Doesn't matter. Why? You don't think it was Justice who phoned you?"

"I don't know. Look, I'm going to want to ask you a few more questions about what happened at Siren Song for a story. Can we meet?"

"I'm a little busy right now." There was an edge to Stone's words.

"Will you call me when you locate that phone? I have a personal interest in it, you know, since I'm the one who gets the calls on it."

"As I said, I can't discuss the details of the investigation."

"I tipped you to the Zellman house," Harrison reminded the detective. "Because the lunatic called me."

"When we're ready to go public with everything, you'll be the first person in the media I contact. Now, I've got another call."

Stone hung up and Harrison listened to his other messages, both from Pauline Kirby, wanting to interview him as a "witness" to the Zellman murder.

As he headed out, he lifted a hand in good-bye to Buddy, who yelled at him, "Where you going?"

"Got an interview," Harrison said.

"You got a story for Connolly? 'Cause, man, I'm not staying here all night."

"Work it out with the boss."

Harrison was out the door, in his car, and on the road to Halo Valley, thinking about the phrase that he'd said to Stone: because the lunatic called me.

Why was that? Why hadn't Justice called Laura and harassed her? Why him, one step out? At the time Harrison had thought it was because Justice preferred to contact Laura mentally, throw his taunts out into the atmosphere and scare the bejesus out of her. But she claimed to have shut him down on more than one occasion . . . so why not threaten her on the phone as well? If that was part of his MO, why not call Laura the usual way?

Zellman had claimed he'd added Harrison's name to his list of contacts in his phone, that it was an automatic thing with him. He'd wanted a journalist's number at hand?

He didn't buy it.

He thought about the raspy voice on the phone, one he assumed was Turnbull's hissing threats, but really? The doctor knew Turnbull's speech patterns, what irritated him. . . .

And asking for press? Turnbull? That just wasn't what made him tick.

So, why call Harrison Frost?

A tense feeling settled in the pit of his stomach as Harrison considered the possibilities. By the time he reached Halo Valley, he'd convinced himself that Dr. Maurice Zellman was not the victim of anything other than his own deceit and treachery. In fact, in the whole dark scenario that filled his mind, Harrison felt Zellman could have been pulling the strings of everyone involved in the investigation from the onset. How else did they know anything about how Justice Turnbull thought or acted? Only from his psychiatrist, the one man who was his confidant, his only contact with the outside world.

The more he thought about it, the more the pieces of the puzzle fell into place, and he could hardly believe it had taken him this long to see it.

It was only a matter of proving it.

"You son of a bitch," Harrison said, as if the psychiatrist were in the car with him.

An hour later he was angling his Impala into the Halo Valley Hospital lot. He gazed with a locked jaw at the redwood and concrete building, that bastion of good intentions and failed results, at least in Justice Turnbull's case. Side A, Side B, it didn't matter. Just like a bad LP.

Slipping his pocket recorder and cell phone into his pocket, Harrison considered his Glock, then decided against it. Too many security cameras and even metal detectors in the mental hospital. He left the 9 mm in his locked glove box, then locked his car and walked into the hospital.

The receptionist on Side A was cool. "Dr. Zellman's actually not seeing anyone," she said, obviously starstruck by her boss.

"I realize he's still recuperating, but please let him know I'm here." He slid his card across the desk. "Tell him I think I have new information and want to run it by him, get his professional opinion."

She stared at him a long second, then sighed and hit a button on her phone.

Zellman's voice, a rasp Harrison recognized, answered. "I thought I told you I didn't want to be disturbed."

"I'm sorry, Doctor," she said, "but there is a Harrison Frost from the Seaside Breeze who wants to talk to you." Sliding Harrison a dubious look, she relayed the rest of his message, and to the girl's wide-eyed surprise, Zellman said, "He's here? Well, then, I guess you'll have to send him in. Remind him I'm a busy man."

"Oh, he knows, Doctor," she said and clicked off. She buzzed Harrison through and gave him instructions that guided him to a skyway where private offices and conference rooms were located. Those he could access without a security code; Side B, where Justice Turnbull had been housed, was off-limits.

He clicked on his micro-recorder and kept the device in his jacket pocket.

Zellman was seated at his desk, where he was typing on his laptop while scanning a couple of green-jacketed files lying open on his ink blotter. His camel's-hair jacket had been tossed onto a hall tree; his shirt collar, left open. The bandage around his throat was visible, as was his irritation.

Shoving away from his desk, he motioned Harrison into one of the two visitor's chairs facing the desk. "I'm busy," he said with effort.

"I thought you were at the hospital with your son."

"He's doing well. . . . Cuts were surprisingly superficial, thank God."

"Too bad your wife didn't get so lucky."

"Yes," he said, his face clouding. Was it with grief? Guilt? Fear? He sighed. "Is there something you wanted?"

"I'm surprised you could come into work."

"I know. It's difficult but I'm not good at waiting around."

Harrison decided to take off the boxing gloves. "I did some research on you, Zellman."

The doctor narrowed his gaze and said in a whisper, "Doing an article on this mess?"

"Mmm. Your wife filed for divorce two weeks ago."

Zellman blinked. "A misunderstanding." But he was more wary now.

"Your marriage was over a long time ago."

"Mr. Frost, I loved Patricia. Still do," he said, affronted. "This is preposterous. If you've finished harassing me, you can go." He seemed to struggle to talk, but Harrison wondered. Was it all a crafty, malicious facade?

"You wanted her out of your life, and you saw a way to get rid of her. Even if it involved hurting your son."

"What?" Zellman was on his feet, appearing agitated and, for the first time, dangerous. Harrison kept his eyes on the doctor as he sputtered, "Get out! Before I call security!"

"Call them." Harrison settled farther down on his back and stared up at the psychiatrist. "Did Brandt get in the way? Try to save your wife?" he asked, a quiet rage seething through his blood.

"You're insane!"

"You should know."

"Get out of my office, now!" Zellman ordered, his voice clearer, the skin over his reddened cheeks drawn taut. Beneath the cultured reserve was a fierce, angry man.

"Did she want all your money? Or, was it that she just wanted out? Big ego slam." Harrison narrowed his eyes, as if he understood. "Oh, I get it. There's someone on the side, right? A girlfriend? You couldn't risk the chance of losing your rep or your fortune."

"I have never been unfaithful to my wife! It was Patricia-," he started to say, then backpedaled quickly, trying to recover. "It's true. She wanted a divorce. She didn't care a whit about how that would affect Brandt, at his age." He added icily, "It was she who had affairs, Mr. Frost. She who didn't understand the boundaries of marriage, the responsibilities of raising a son . . ." He was stock-still, his anger having crystallized into something clear and cold and deadly. "Patricia couldn't possibly see what a divorce would do. Her plebeian upbringing was always coming into play." He sneered down at Harrison. "She didn't even finish college."

"Because she got pregnant with your son."

Zellman's eyes flashed a rage that had been seething for years, possibly decades.

"And that's why I'm here at Halo Valley. Instead of teaching at Harvard, doing research at Yale . . . whatever."

"So you killed her?"

"I told you-"

Harrison kicked his chair back and leapt to his feet. He towered over the shorter man. "You pretended to be Turnbull! You called me, played me, pretended to be that twisted nut job so that I would call the police and we would all buy into your pathetic act!"

"That's enough!" Zellman reached into his top drawer and pulled out a Taser.

Whoa. Harrison focused on the weapon. It wouldn't kill him, but it would render him helpless so that Zellman could use something else to kill him . . . the knife that he'd used to carve up his family. "Do you think you can really get away with this?" Harrison asked, knowing that there was no way to avoid the shock of thousands of volts if Zellman decided to use the weapon he must have been issued for extreme cases in dealing with the criminally insane.

"You're deluded, Mr. Frost." Zellman was calm again as he pointed the Taser at Harrison's chest. "I assume you know the meaning of incapacitation via neuromuscular shock? Or maybe compliance via pain is more your style. Either way, this weapon is guaranteed to shoot enough voltage through your system to make you convulse and gasp, and squeal in pain like a pig being slaughtered." He offered Harrison the coldest smile he'd ever seen.

"And you're a fuckin' murderer, Mr. Zellman."

"It's Dr.," Zellman spat back, his voice clearer than ever. "I've earned my degree and title, and people like you and Patricia never understand." The weapon quivered a little in his hand. Zellman's stun gun was without a cartridge. He wouldn't be able to shoot Harrison from a distance or create the neuromuscular havoc he mentioned, but he could sure as hell zap him with enough electricity to send him to the floor. But he could do it only if he actually touched the weapon to Harrison's body.

No way would he allow that.

Nor would he back off.

"Did you let Turnbull go on purpose? Fake your injury? Did you let that monster out in the world just so you had a cover to murder your wife and son?"

"Brandt is alive! He's . . . going to make it! His wounds are only superficial!" A darkness gathered in his eyes, and Harrison realized he was hoping that Harrison would make the first move, jump him and force him to take defensive measures. The man's lower jaw was trembling in rage or fear. Harrison couldn't tell which it was.

"You could have killed him," Harrison charged, ready to spring at a second's notice. He kept his gaze locked on the psychiatrist's eyes.

"I would never!"

"Sure you would. You'd take care of anyone who got in your way. Including Brandt!"

"You don't know what you're talking about!"

"How many times before were the police called to your place for domestic violence, huh? Just because the charges were dropped doesn't mean it didn't exist. What did it cost you to keep Patricia from leaving? Flowers? Diamonds? Or maybe a white BMW-"

"She was never satisfied!" Zellman roared, his voice strong as it quivered with fury. "Never." He re-aimed the Taser to make a point. Threatening. "Come on," he goaded. "Come on, attack me."

"So you have a reason to use that thing?" Harrison said, though he was sweating bullets.

"I don't need a reason!" Zellman snapped. He lunged, the teethlike prongs of the stun gun glinting.

Harrison leapt to the side.

Zellman missed. Nearly fell over.

"You self-serving fraud!" Harrison vaulted over the chair and grabbed Zellman's arm, forcing the guy down. Was it his imagination, or did he hear footsteps? "In here!" he yelled toward the open doorway.

Zellman twisted and, teeth bared, forced his hand around.

Harrison shifted but felt Zellman press the stun gun against his arm.