Chapter 148 – 149

Ambiguous

When there is no one, Long Mo Er would show sad and melancholy expression, and then staring blankly.

Lu Qun has realized something off with her Miss. She has returned for few days, her Miss has showed her smiles to everyone, would be so friendly, only when she meeting Third Young Master she didn’t show any expression, cold alike stranger. 

The sincerity that shown by Third Young Master toward Miss, everyone can see it, does not know why Miss acting as if alike outsider, does not show any feeling. This time after coming back, her Miss looked so different, toward Third Young Master also different, never shown her friendly side anymore. Actually what is happened?  

She knew that actually her Miss loves Third Young Master, or else she won’t stare blankly alone like now. Just not understand since there still a love why, must avoid and hide instead of facing it? 

Actually what has Miss thoughts? 

From far away seeing Ye Che is coming over, Lu Qun tactful retreat. She hopes both of them can have good talk, please don’t keep on this way for long time. She wants her Miss to be happy! Few days has been pa.s.sing, Third Young Master and Miss didn’t have time together, Miss always says that she unintentionally avoiding, so that, it’s better she makes this chance for them.  

Standing for long time, Long Mo Er seems not realized Ye Che, Ye Che is coming over to her. 

“Mo Er, are you avoiding me?” Ye Che difficultly opened his mouth. translated by azurro

Long Mo Er didn’t show any movement, Ye Che just realized that her mind is wondering. Using a strength to grab her arm, she shout out of surprised, he pulled her into his arms. 

After she looked him clearly, Long Mo Er tighten nerves loosen up not less. translated by azurro

That big hand which held her arm is moved to her waist, just feel suddenly that hand has been so close, her whole body completely fell to him, he seems to let the body stick together. Long Mo Er suddenly felt hard to breath, her heart is begin to accelerate, her pair of hand uncomfortably leaning onto Ye Che’s chest. “Ye Che?”  

Her quivering lips, her eyelashes constantly fluttering, Ye Che who has deeply intoxicated for long time, he has already not seen her so clearly? Her fresh sweet taste has already filled his breath, aroused his senses, make him does not want to let her go forever, one a little bit.  

Slowly and gently he lowers his head, his glossy lips gently landed on her quivering lips, after taste it, Ye Che even does not want to let her go. Seeing her reddens face because shy, Ye Che gently spoke in her ears: “I really miss you, really miss you!” that voice is such demonic, let Long Mo Er felt intoxicated.  

The warm breathing is felt to her neck from time to time, others her heart is severely panicking, at last two people face are sticking together, she wanted to hide but she couldn’t, she is being hugged that tight.  

“Mo Er, What should I do to you?” Long Mo Er felt her neck is burning hot. “Why? Why are you avoiding me? Why do you make me hurt? What should I do to you in order to feel better? Mo Er, my Mo Er.”  

These words, it sound alike stream of spring fragrant, alike intoxicating red roses, the most beautiful scenery, after Long Mo Er heard her heart skip beat, that beating is faster as if a little rabbit hit onto her heart, it made her nervous to the point her body burn hot. 

Chapter 150

Bravery

Everyone is telling her, he was such caring about her, he was so panic searching for her, he because of searching her shown many expression in his face, he has been using all his time to search her everywhere, he could not eat, he could not sleep, he even became skinny…  

Why she still doubted him?  

Lu Qun’s words, Big Sister in law’s words, Na Yan Ge Ge’s words, Ye Ding’s words…. As if everyone is telling her, how he cares about her. But, why she must have suppressed all these words in her heart as if she didn’t know it?

Did she really not see and hear anything? 

His suffering, his sorrowful, he is getting thin, did her really not see it? Didn’t she heartache for it? Why would she want to force her heart to suppress all the interactions? Was it because of Fei Yan, so that, she forced herself to hurt him deeply? Did Fei Yan that important? Did she do a right thing? 

Hurting him, she really felt badly, she also gotten hurt too, followed him to feel the pain. 

Why must do this? Why must both of them torture each other? 

Ye Che does not happy, she also follows not happy, Ye Che hurt, she also follows feel the pain in heart, Ye Che loses spirit, she also follows to worry….. the things that she always want is to see Ye Che smiles happily! Why thing such indifferent?  

When it comes to silence, her first intention was to make Ye Che stayed together with Fei Yan, didn’t it for their happiness? Why since the beginning, Ye Che didn’t feel happy? Why since beginning there was no happiness aura in Ye Che? Why from the start the thing that she saw she was the person who hurting him?  

Could it be she thought wrongly, did wrongly? this is translated only for 

Did she really do wrongly?  

Sister disagreed face as if appeared right in front of her: If love must be boldly pursuing! Have you forgotten the words that you said before? Why must you doubt yourself? Perhaps everything that you thought actually are wrong, the person he love is you!  

Suddenly Long Mo Er’s heart skip beat for while.  only

Did she really think wrongly? Is Ye Che really love her? Think to this point, Long Mo Er’s heart skip beat when she has contact with Ye Che. The tears in eyes has gone, eyes are becoming clearer.

The eyesight and expression that showed by Ye Che for these few days must be not mistaken, did she really think wrongly?  

Did she really misunderstand him, hurt him?  

The gleam in his eyes, his consideration, his nervousness toward her….  

Heaven! Did she really do wrong? More she thought it more she feels it is not right! It feels off! She seems to be wrong.  

As if there is sudden energy, she stretched out her hand and then wiped her face, faster she walked to the door way, faster she opened the door, rushed to outside. Even though the night is dark, but Long Mo Er still walking very steady and fast, the pain in heart has disappeared, the relax feeling seems to be easy coming. 

Ye Che must be hurt badly because of her att.i.tude, just now his words were sounding so desperate, after she coming back she indeed too much, he is treating her very well, so gentle, very detailed and considerate, it not like she didn’t feel it, she only choose to ignore and forget it. She really wrong! She has deeply hurt Ye Che.

Mist faster find back Ye Che, must say clearly to Ye Che, be sure she must tell him the last love word that she haven’t spoken. She does not care anymore, she wants to tell Ye Che the love she keeps inside her heart, she wants to apology to Ye Che, she wants to tell Ye Che her real ident.i.ty, she really does not want both of them suffering anymore.  

She does not want to be coward anymore, she should only think her moods, no matter what the result, no matter whether Ye Che really love her or not, she does not care anymore, she must borrow this current braveness to tell him out loud.