Chapter 1124: I Just Missed You So Much

Although it was not her post, these posts seemed to be commenting on herself.

She took a deep breath and frowned, only feeling quite depressed.

In the past, she never visited such a forum about emotions, but over recent months, she would occasionally click other women’s posts in it.

She thought maybe it was because of loneliness. Only lonely people liked to pay attention to other people’s lives and feelings.

He Xiyan closed this post, because the content in this post made her feel too uncomfortable to continue.

At this time, her stomach ached again, that kind of lurking pain.

Her period came recently, which, however, had lasted for 11 days or more. She did not know what was wrong.

Normally, her period would only continue for three to five days.

It seemed that it was necessary for her to go to the hospital tomorrow to see if there was any gynecological disease with her.

He Xiyan went to the bathroom. When she came out, she found that her cell phone flashed green.

Checking her phone, she found it was a message from Mo Yixuan.

——Yanyan, did you sleep?

He Xiyan read this message, hesitating for a moment, and then replied:

——What’s up?

He Xiyan didn’t want to respond to him actually, but occasionally they would exchange ideas about their children. Therefore, every time he sent over a message, she always responded with “what’s the matter?”.

Soon, her mobile phone rang. It was Mo Yixuan who sent another message:

——Nothing. I just miss you so much!

(He Xiyan)…

He Xiyan frowned, speechless.

She sighed, but did not replied. She did not know what he said was real or was just sweet words.

Of course, she didn’t need his attention.

At the other end, Mo Yixuan stood by the window, a half finished cigarette between his fingers. He just took a bath, whose hair was still wet without being dried.

After waiting for a few minutes without a reply, he sent another message:

——Can you come back? Come back, I will love you with all my heart. I love you. What you want, I will give you, as long as I have.

Mo Yixuan didn’t know why he had sent such words. After that, he even cried.

He looked at the brightly lit city, at the distant vehicles shuttling back and forth. In such a bustling and hustling city, however, he had no one to share his thoughts deep in his heart.

He had no wife, no parents, no confidants or friends.

The empty house made him frightened.

If only she and Yuanyuan could be around him. Then he could see the people he cared most the moment he got off work, and his life would not be so dull.

He Xiyan stared at the message sent by Mo Yixuan.

She pursed her lips and stared blankly at the small night lamp at the head of the bed. For a long time she looked at it like this without replying.

Her cell phone rang again. It was again a message from him.

——Yanyan, I will treat Xixi as my own daughter. You can be rest a.s.sured. I will not just accept my own child like what Ye Hao did.

He Xiyan shook her head, not knowing how to answer.

In fact, she believed some of what he had said.

She believed that if they were together again, he would love Xixi, because he could even raise Xia Yuwei’s child for five years.

She even believed that he was sincere to her now.

Besides, in her mind, he was not a bad man. Though he was not loyal to their marriage, yet it was undeniable that he was very good to his relatives and friends.

It was just that their love had gone and that she didn’t know how to start over with him.