CHAPTER 59

Yeah…I can’t be like that again…

I breathed out a big breath, trying to calm myself down!

After this breath…I breathed another…I was upset with myself…

I should have just left the nucleus there and got it back another time! Why did I do it this way!?

Naruto climbed up and onto my shoulder, which helped me even more to think properly, as it’s claws dug into me.

I don’t want to do that kind of love again…

The man was stunned, he had never enjoyed himself so immensely!

And that was just…Holding and kissing her!

But…Thinking now, becoming a little more alert to the situation. He probably had taken things too far, as he looked at his woman, that had appeared quite a few metres away from him now.

Upset with himself, he hoped that he hadn’t wrecked any kind of future because of this!

He had intended to treat her well…Not like this! How could he let himself go!?

Putting a hand through his hair, he found himself at a loss.

This la.s.s evoked something out of him, that he didn’t know how to deal with. But, whatever it was, he must deal with it and not anger her. He had already decided and desired her in his life completely, so he must control himself!

I stayed silent, but didn’t turn to face him.

I had already decided that I was going to stay single, before I had died in my previous life.

There were too many reasons, to not get into a relations.h.i.+p!

With this life now, the first thing that would be against having a relations.h.i.+p would be…How could I officially, wholeheartedly be with someone…And keep my transmigration a secret…

Something like that would hurt me, because I hated to keep secrets. I’d want to say it, but wouldn’t. Something like that…Would probably get me burnt to the stake, or something else that would lead to death!

Keeping such a big secret, would probably ruin a relations.h.i.+p…And that’s just the tip of the iceberg.

Silent, and in my own thoughts, I started to pack up my things.

Without holding back and with too much thought, I placed the skins inside of my ‘storage’, completely making Matthew show an opened mouth, in utter disbelief!

The mat disappeared, the blanket disappeared and clothes that had been drying, also disappeared.

Matthew watched all this with disbelieving, wide eyes!

But, the fact that things were disappearing, reminded him that she was packing up…

Is she leaving to get revenge then?

“Then, what about Talon?”

The man had no other choice, but to talk of another subject, so that he wasn’t rejected like before. He would also much more prefer her looking at him or talking to him, then being silent and looking like she had forgotten he was there…

Holding himself back, from taking her into his arms, Matthew sighed. He had a feeling that she was going to…

With Isabella, it wasn’t like this, it was like a play, he played the husband.

But, now with this la.s.s, he could not help himself at all! All those man that he had called ‘doomed to their wife’s’, he seemed to have become one of them!

He wanted her attention, he wanted her to go back with him!

Knowing of her wanting to leave his side, he already felt like he missed her…

Will she not go back with me instead!?

He watched, as she called out, “Naruto”, and the fox made a noise from her shoulder. The la.s.s let out a small smile and said, “Oh…You’re already here.”

The fox ran around her shoulders in a flash. It was so fast, that Matthew had his doubts on this little beast being useless…

I wonder how strong s.h.i.+thead is…Wait…Didn’t she just call out Naruto? Then does she have two foxes? Do I have to contend with two of these things!

“Talon?” I asked, distracted, my curiosity was peaked even before he had asked. My thoughts, though, were a little sluggish, as I had decided to pack up and leave.

“Mmm. He was the one that went to your grandfather to ask on how to protect you.”

“…He was?”

“Mmm.” Matthew sighed. “How about we continue to talk on the way?”

“Oh…”

If father had gone to ‘stupid grandfather’…Doesn’t that mean, he knew about Gabriella’s schemes?

I was a little bit confused now.

Did he know all along or…