Chapter 170 Wasn't It a Kind of Love?

Long Xi said sadly, “I have no appet.i.te. I should go back to my room to have a rest. I am so tired!”

The sunny smile on Yan w.a.n.gchuan's face gradually disappeared when seeing her tired figure moving on the stairs.

It seemed that he would need a long time to regain Long Xi's love.

“However, I, Yan w.a.n.gchuan, have patience, circ.u.mspection, and determination! I will never give up! Persistence will lead to victory! ”

After closing the door, Long Xi could not control herself and threw herself onto the bed to burst into crying.

Her room was soundproof. Mo Kun deliberately made this for them to “make love” easier. Therefore, she was not afraid of her grandmother hearing her cry.

“Brother Kun where are you? Did you really forget me? No matter where you are, you must live a good life!

“I don't mind if you can remember me, but you have to survive. This is my humblest pleading!”

In the next three days, Long Xi was prying into Mo Kun's information while running between The Starry Night invention company and L&M Garment Company to deal with some daily affairs. She also needed to hold a board of directors meeting to explain Mo Kun's illness.

She was too busy, so she had no time to recall the sad memories.

However, when she woke up in her dreams, she would hold Mo Kun's pillow to cry. It seemed that Mo Kun's temperature still remained on this pillow.

In addition to looking for private detectives, she also asked Fu Xinjie for help look for Mo Kun. Fu Xinjie agreed.

Unfortunately, there was no progress on either side!

Yan w.a.n.gchuan would come to her every day, caring for her every detail, and invited her to watch the premiere of a new movie. He played the supporting role in this movie, who was a highly intelligent villain with a refined appearance.

Long Xi knew that the director was Yu Lanjie's father. She felt sorry for Yu Lanjie, so she straightforwardly refused Yan w.a.n.gchuan saying she was not in the mood.

She went to Yu Lanjie's home, but her mother said that she was not there. She said that Lanlan had been behaving abnormally in these two days and often went out drinking. She would come home very drunk, but said nothing when asked what had happened to her.

After leaving home, Long Xi called Yu Lanjie and asked her where she was. Lanlan said that she was at Yulin High School in a drunken voice.

Long Xi found the drunk Yu Lanjie under a white polar in front of the female dormitory.

Lanlan might have been standing there for a long time, so her figure looked somewhat stiff.

Even though Long Xi could not see her expression clearly because Lanlan had her back to her, she could see her quivering shoulders, which revealed her inner depression.

Empty beer bottles were scattered on the ground.

Long Xi did not move. Looking at Yu Lanjie's back, she even dared not move forward.

After a long while, Yu Lanjie suddenly began to kick the beer cans. The cans. .h.i.t the flower beds beside the tree, giving out a sound that hit Long Xi's mind.

Long Xi's lips moved slightly, seemingly to say something, but dared not say anything.

Then, Yu Lanjie madly hit the tree with her head and burst into hysterical crying.

When seeing that she was hurting herself, Long Xi eventually rushed toward her.

Yu Lanjie cried even harder when seeing Long Xi. Her stiff body slipped down along the tree. More tears fell down from her eyes. She was sobbing and a sense of blood was felt in her throat.

At that moment, the innate purity and tranquility of Yu Lanjie seemed to be blocked in a cage, while the seed of bitterness was rooted in her immature mind.

Fortunately, Yu Lanjie did not allow herself to squander for a long time. She wiped her tears, took a deep breath, stood up, and clapped her cheeks to make her look not so pale. Then, she turned around and walked toward the art building, where the music room was located.

She pushed the door open and walked in without any light on.

It was dark inside. It seemed to be a door of bitterness for her. When she stepped in, she would be tortured and her life path would be totally changed.

Looking at Lanlan, whose footsteps were heavy, Long Xi could not hold back her tears. She bit her lip to hold in her tears because she was afraid that she would make Lanlan more upset.

Yu Lanjie stared at the window without blinking, where Yan w.a.n.gchuan always practiced the violin.

The look in her eyes was extremely hot with the pain of doubt and tolerance.

She held Yu Lanjie's cold fingers, but said nothing, waiting for her saying something.

Yu Lanjie seemed to be alerted by her movements. She tried to hold in her tears and seemed to say to Long Xi or to murmur to herself, “Everything is fine… Why, why does Brother w.a.n.gchuan want to break up with me after disappearing for a few days? Why? I don't know what I have done!”

Everything was fine a few days ago. He even wore a smile to comfort her when her parents were quarreling every day and hoped to divorce. He also invited her to go on vacation…

Why? She did not know what she had done to lead this result!

Long Xi held her in her arms and rubbed the hair by her ears. Her hands patted her back slightly. Yu Lanjie always comforted Long Xi with this gesture when Long Xi was unhappy. It was somewhat awkward but showed a sincere heart.

“Lanlan, I know you're strong, but you're so sad now. Since there is n.o.body around you, you should cry your heart out. I won't leave you alone. I will stay with you forever. Lanlan! Lanlan!” She used her pleasing and gentle voice to comfort the desperate beast in Yu Lanjie's heart again and again.

The hot tears flowed down her cheeks and pa.s.sed by Long Xi's tender neck.

Long Xi's body quivered and she held Yu Lanjie tighter. Yu Lanjie also hugged her more tightly. The hot tears accompanied her hoa.r.s.e sobbing, making anyone who could hear it heartbroken.

Yu Lanjie said through sobs, “In the beginning, he asked me to be his girlfriend here.”

She recalled the scene of that day. It seemed to be yesterday!

On that day, she went to peek at him practicing the piano.

It was sunny on that day. He was s.h.i.+ning under the suns.h.i.+ne with eyes full of melancholy.

Yu Lanjie was totally attracted by his gaze and figure, as well as his music. She even dreamed of being his girl.

Long Xi once told Yu Lanjie that Yan w.a.n.gchuan had won second place in the munic.i.p.al violin compet.i.tion when he was eight years old.

When he was nine years old, he stood out in the national violin compet.i.tion and got first place…

He should not be like this. He was an angel and should not fall into dust. He should fly through the blue sky. He was a n.o.ble and elegant swan!

He found her outside the window, which made her blush.

He waved his hand to ask her to come in, asking her softly, “What are you thinking about? You seem to be deeply absorbed in your thoughts.”

She was ashamed to speak her thoughts. “I think you will have a glorious life! If you can't realize your dream because of poor family conditions and bad fortune, it will be a pity for you to waste your time!”

Yan w.a.n.gchuan said, “Playing the violin had been my dream since I was young, but I have a bigger dream now. It's you. Lanlan, I find that I don't like Xiaolongnu anymore. I fell in love with you. You're my biggest dream now! My little fool, do you understand?”

“Really?” Yu Lanjie could not believe it.

“Yes! Are you willing to accept my love?” he asked.

Yu Lanjie was too shy to say anything, but could only nod her head heavily.

Even up to today, Yu Lanjie still clearly remembered every word that Yan w.a.n.gchuan had said to her and his every expression and movement. She also remembered the feeling of their heartbeats.

Since then, every choice that Yu Lanjie made would rely on Yan w.a.n.gchuan's standards only if it related to Yan w.a.n.gchuan. She thought it was reasonable and had gotten used to it.

Yan w.a.n.gchuan decided to go to City B after the college entrance examination, so Yu Lanjie also went to City B.

When Yan w.a.n.gchuan partic.i.p.ated in the reality show, she would a.s.sist in finding the judges for help.

When Yan w.a.n.gchuan got success in his career and was busy with his work, she would try her best to serve his mother and would go shopping or watch movies with Ai Meiqi.

Once Yan w.a.n.gchuan was free, she would follow him like a shadow.

But suddenly, everything changed! Without any sign, Yan w.a.n.gchuan suddenly wanted to break up with her and did not tell her the reason. It seemed that he had no intention to tell her.

When being questioned too hurriedly, he just said, “There is no love between us!”

Yu Lanjie listened to his words with her fists tightly clenched. Her nails dug into her palms.

Hurt? It could not compare with the pain of getting a shot or being bitten by an insect in her heart.

Was not there love between them?

No, love, right?

Was fate tricking her? Or was the human heart difficult to fathom?

Next, Yan w.a.n.gchuan held Yu Lanjie's hands and opened her fingers. Looking at the blood in her palms, he said seriously with his eyebrows furrowed, “You have grown up, but why don't you know how to cherish yourself?”

He was going to take Yu Lanjie to deal with the wound, but she did not move.

When he pulled her the second time, Yu Lanjie took her hand from Yan w.a.n.gchuan's hand and put on a bare smile.

“Since you asked to break up, why do you still care about me? Just allow me to hide and grieve properly.” She turned around, about to run away.

Yan w.a.n.gchuan held Yu Lanjie's delicate arm tightly. At that moment, Yu Lanjie felt that his hand was pinching her neck. The feeling of suffocation rushed over her.

She was scared and did not want to listen to what he would say next. She was really scared!

She bit her tongue and tried to keep herself awake.

Yan w.a.n.gchuan was frowning and looking at Yu Lanjie, who was murmuring with her head lowered down and a pale face.

For a long time, he only held Yu Lanjie's shoulders and forced Yu Lanjie to look in his eyes.

“Lanlan, listen to me. We are not suitable for each other. We will not be happy if we insist on staying together. Do you understand?” he said.

Yu Lanjie was stunned when hearing this. She thought for a few seconds and held Yan w.a.n.gchuan's hands in a hurry, saying, “Which part of me don't you like? I can change it, I can change it!”

Yan w.a.n.gchuan's tone was tough. “Time is the thing that we cannot waste. We should not waste our time!”

Looking at Yu Lanjie's tears and fragile condition, Yan w.a.n.gchuan also felt somewhat upset. After all, he knew she loved him the most. After all, she overpaid so much for him!

He could not bear to see her like this and he took her into his arms.

Yan w.a.n.gchuan said in a cruel whisper, “Lanlan, we were wrong from the beginning. You're just used to having me around, and got used to the feeling that we are together. It can be friends.h.i.+p. It can be family affection. However, it's not about love.”