"How so?" he says coldly.

"In the brothel..." she hears herself reply and is amazed because she is usually so loathe to speak of the place. "Some of the girls, the ones who broke, mostly... They would feed them opium-force them. Within weeks they would... would..."

"Do whatever they needed to get more," the Wizard says dully.

Trudging silence. Coughing from somewhere ahead of them.

"Could that be what the Nonman is doing to us?"

Speaking this question is like rolling a great stone from her chest. How could it be so difficult to stand square in the light of what was happening?

"Why?" the Wizard asks. "Has he been making... making demands?"

"No," she answers. Not yet.

He ponders the ground, his stride, and the resulting exhalations of dust.

"We have nothing to fear, Mimara," he finally says, but there is something false in his manner, as if he were a frightened boy borrowing the assured tone and posture of a priest. "We're not the same as the others. We understand the dangers."

She does not know how to reply, so she simply continues pacing the Wizard in silent turmoil. Yes! something cries within her. Yes! We know the danger. We can take precautions, refuse the Qirri anytime we wish! Anytime!

Just not now.

"Besides..." he eventually continues, "we need it."

She has anticipated this objection. "But we've travelled so far so fast already!"

Why so harsh? a voice-her voice-chides her. Let the man speak at the very least.

"Look at the Stone Hags," he replies. "Men bred for the slog, eaten up in the matter of weeks. How well do you think an old man and a woman would fare?"

"Let the others go ahead then. Or even better, we could steal away in the heart of night!"

Or best of all, it occurs to her, just take the Nonman's pouch... Yes! Steal it! This makes so much sparkling sense to her that she almost laughs out loud-even as a more sober part of her realizes that one does not take anything from a Quya Mage-ever. As quick as her smile leaps to her lips, her eyes tear in frustration.

"No," the old Wizard is saying. "There's no breaking the covenant we've struck with these men. They would hunt us down, and well they should, given what they've sacrificed."

He is warming to the ingenuity of his rationalizations-as is she.

"Maybe we should confront Cleric," she offers. "Drag the issue before the whole company." Even as she utters this, she can feel her resolution leach away. See? Why bother?

You never had the heart for this...

Achamian shakes his head as if at a truth so old and fat it cannot but be weary. "I don't trust Galian. I fear the Qirri is the only thing keeping him here..."

"Let him leave then." Her shrug is directed more at her words than at the man, it seems.

"If Galian leaves," Achamian replies, his self-assurance relentless now, "he will take Pokwas and Xonghis with him. We need Xonghis. To eat as much to find our way."

Though they smile at each other, their gazes are too slicked with apprehension to truly lock. And so it ends, a conversation that began so real it sent burning coals skidding through her gut, become a pantomime, a shadow-play of numbing words and self-serving reasons.

As she had hoped all along.

They walk, the nine, their backs bent to an exhaustion only the remaining Stone Hag can feel. Mimara actually cries, softly, so that the others cannot hear above the wind batting their ears. She sobs, once, twice, so profound is her relief. Her thighs blush and her mouth waters at the thought of the coming darkness...

And of the soot smudged across the tip of Cleric's white finger.

- - There is a vastness to the wind on the nocturnal plain, a sense of heaven-spanning enormities, one drawn roughly across the other. All things are seized. All things are lifted and bent. And when the gusts are violent enough, all things kneel-or are broken.

She has crept from the others into the night. Gusts scour the ground, galloping like the outriders of an infinite horde. She turns her face away from the prick of flying sand, gazes without surprise at herself wearing the tattered rags that had once belonged to Soma.

It seems she had known she would find it here waiting-the Consult skin-spy. The company had continued marching past dusk, stopping only when they found the protection of a meagre depression. She set out the way she always set out, instinctively choosing the line of sight and wind most favourable to a stalking predator...

And found one.

"How?" she hisses. There is something frantic within her, something that would fly into pieces were it not for her skin. "How is the Nonman killing us?"

The thing mimics her crouching posture. It seems at once harmless, nothing more than an image without depth, a mere reflection, and as deadly as a bolt cocked in a ballistae. Fear tickles her, but she feels it with a stranger's skin.

"Tell me!"

It smiles with the same condescension she has felt across her face innumerable times. One both beautiful and infuriating.

"Your Chorae," it says with her voice. "Give it to me and I can save you."

What? She clasps the pouch where it hangs between her breasts.

"No! No more games! Tell me how!"

Her vehemence surprises both of them. She watches her eyes click to the darkness of the camp behind her, her face imperceptibly bent to the needs of a sharper ear.

Then she hears it herself. The mutter of sorcery, effortlessly stepping around the buffeting wind, climbing up out of the substance of dust and earth.

"The Qirri..." the other her says. The other spy. "Ask him what it is!"

Then the thing is gone, leaping high and deep into the darkness and running like no human can run. Yanking her head about, Mimara sees the old Wizard scaling the gusting heights, his eyes and mouth alight with brilliant meaning. His voice echoes deep across the angles and surfaces of a different plane. Lines of blinding light needle the dark, carving trails of white across plain. She glimpses fire and exploding earth, swathes of ground clawed into black by the shadow of grasses.

She glimpses herself running with gazelle beauty, leaping with serpentine grace. Then the spewing dust sweeps up to obscure him and so secure his escape.

- - Koll. The last of the Stone Hags.

She stares at him while the Wizard rails at her.

"What? What were you doing so far away?"

The man sits hunched, the only one not watching her and her father. He was a large man, a powerful man, when they had rescued the surviving Stone Hags in the Mop. Now he is scarce more than a knob-jointed rack. He has long ceased caring about his war-knot, so his hair falls in mats about his face and shoulders. Whatever armour he possessed, he has lost to the trail-and were it not for the Captain, he would have cast away his broadsword as well, she imagines. His beard is matted with grime, making a sphincter of his mouth, which hangs perpetually open. His eyes stare down, always down, but even still they possess the glint of desperation.

"It just came to me," she lies, for in truth, she came to it. "It had my face..."

"You could have been killed! Why? Why would you wander so far?"

Koll. Only Koll. Of all his brother Hags, only he has yet to succumb to the rigours of the trail. He is, she realizes, the last pure thing in their mad company.

The measure, the cubit of their depravity. The only one who has not tasted Qirri.

"It meant to replace you!"

As she watches, the man's shaggy head jerks as if to a gnat's sting. The bleary eyes squint and struggle, as if trying to sort shadows from the darkness...

He can't see, she realizes. Not because his eyes fail him, but because it is a moonless night and clouds obscure the Nail of Heaven. He can't see because his eyes remain human...

Unlike theirs.

"Fool! Fool of a girl! It would have strangled you. Stripped and replaced you!"

At last she turns to look up at the Wizard. He stands with his back to the wind so the edges of him-rotted hide and tangled hair-seem to fly toward her.

"What is it?" she asks in Ainoni.

He blinks, and even though his fury continues to animate him, she somehow knows that a kernel of him simply does not care, that a hunger lies balled like a greased marble in his soul, waiting for the watches to pass and for the pouch to be drawn again.

"What is what?" he cries. He is troubled, she knows, because she has spoken in Ainoni, the tongue of their conspiracy. "I'm talking to you, girl!"

In her periphery she can see the hoary aspect of the Captain, his hair and caste-noble braid lashing the air above his right shoulder, his eyes as bright as Seleukaran steel. His knife slumbers in its scabbard, hanging high on his girdle, but she sees its curve glint above his bloodstained knuckles nonetheless.

"Nothing," she says to the Wizard, knowing that he does not know.

Qirri is Qirri...

The desire that forever slips the leash of your knowing. The hunger that leaves no trace in your trammelled soul.

- - "Water before food," Xonghis says to them.

They walk an undeviating line now that their water-skins are empty. Nothing can be more simple, it seems, than walking straight across never-ending flatness. And yet all is turmoil and confusion, not the kind that quickens hearts or wrings hands, but the kind that simply hangs like a chrysalis in her soul, suspended, motionless. Everything, it seems-her voice, her scissoring step, her expression-is as assured as it has ever been, save that the world they confront has become a dream.

Everything possesses a nagging lightness. The colours, the maroon swirls of different weeds drying and dying, the patches of sienna dust, the black of some recent grass fire. The swagger of the land piling without height, as if some god had poured mud atop mud just to watch the edges spread over the horizon. The drama of the sky, the clouds climbing in ranges, here tangled into luxuriant locks, there swept up and around in a snowy melange of wings. A kind of disbelief plagues everything she sees, as if existence were foam, and the world nothing more than a titanic bubble...

What was happening?

"You have the look," a voice gurgles from behind.

She turns and sees teeth and gums, eyes pinched into besotted creases. Sarl, somehow shadowy though all the world is bright, looking like a filthy gnome.

"You have the look... Aye!"

She can hear phlegm snap in his cackle. The peril of speaking to madmen, she realizes, is that it permits them to speak to you.

"Don't dispute me, girl, it's true. You have the look of a path long mudded. Am I wrong? Am I? Tell me, girl. How many men have marched 'cross your thighs?"

She should hate him for saying this, but she lacks the inner wind. When has feeling become an effort?

"Many fools. But men... Very few."

"So you admit it!"

She smiles out of some coquettish reflex, thinking she might use his carnal interest to learn more about Lord Kosoter.

"What am I admitting?"

The grin drops from his face, enough for her to glimpse a sliver of his bloodshot eyes. He leans close with a kind of wonder-too close. She fairly gags at his buzzing reek.

"She burned a city for you-didn't she?"

"Who?" she replies numbly.

"Your mother. The Holy Empress."

"No," she laughs in faux astonishment. "But I appreciate the compliment!"

Sarl laughs and nods in turn, his eyes once again squeezed into invisibility. Laughs and nods, trailing ever farther behind her...

What was happening?

- - She is not who she is...

She is already two women, each estranged from the other. There is the Mimara who knows, who watches the old motives, the old bonds, gradually disintegrate. And there is the Mimara who has gathered all of the old concerns and set them in a circle about an unspeakable pit.

She is already two women, but she needs only touch her bowing abdomen to become three.

They laugh at her for all the food she eats. More and more, she is ravenous come evening. She chides the Wizard for loitering when he should be preparing the humble field Cants he uses to cook their spoiling game. She scolds Xonghis when he fails to secure them enough game.

Whatever speech they possess leaks away as the sun draws down the horizon. They sit in the dust, their beards lacquered with grease, the entrails of their victims humming with flies. Vultures circle them. They sit and they wait for rising darkness... for the melodious toll of Cleric's first words.

"I remember..."

They gather before him. Some come crawling, while others shuffle, kicking up ghostly trails of dust that the wind whips into quick oblivion.

"I remember coming down from high mountains, and treating with Mannish Kings..."

He sits cross-legged, his forearms extended across his knees, his head hanging from his shoulders.

"I remember seducing wives... healing infant princes..."

Stars smoke the arch of Heaven paint the Nonman's slouching form in strokes of silver and white.

"I remember laughing at the superstitions of your priests."

He rolls his head from side to side, as if the shadow he cradles possesses hands that caress his cheeks.