"You're picking up on that."

"Yeah." I touched the back of his neck lightly. "But I like this."

He pressed his forehead to mine and just stood that way for a minute. "You might be very dangerous for me, Annie."

"How's that?"

He didn't answer, but he stole another kiss, this one just as tender as the last. But then he deepened it, the taste of champagne cool on his lips. I moved into him, my hand moving from the back of his neck to his jaw. I loved the way his jaw worked, the way kissing me stole his breath. Once again, I wanted to lose myself in his touch. When he broke the kiss, I groaned softly, disappointment that first impulse. But then he whispered against my ear, "Let's get out of here."

We slid through the crush of humanity and snuck out a side door. But, of course, we couldn't avoid everyone. There was a pretty brunette in the lobby, descending on everyone and anyone who happened to make the mistake of attempting to leave the party early.

"Logan Mitchell," she said with a smug sense of satisfaction, "there's a rumor going around that you're headed back to rehab. Is that true?"

Logan tensed in the middle of sliding my shawl around my shoulders. The reporter must have seen it because she jumped in immediately with another question.

"Is it true you were hospitalized last week with an overdose? Are you using prescription pain killers again?"

I couldn't just stand there and listen to her.

"You have a lot of nerve," I said, moving between the reporter and Logan. "Where do you get off asking him questions like that?"

The woman seemed a little taken aback by my outburst. But then she laughed.

"You must be the new girlfriend. Where did Logan dig you up? Obviously somewhere that doesn't get a lot of exposure to the real world."

My eyes narrowed as I took a step toward her. "How would your life stand up to this kind of scrutiny? Do you have a secret in your past that you would prefer not to be plastered all over the internet?"

"I'm not a celebrity."

"So, just because he's a celebrity, you have the right to invade his privacy?"

"Annie." Logan laid his hand on my shoulder and tugged me back against him. "Let's go."

I glared at the woman once more, but let Logan led me out a back door to where the limo was waiting in a narrow alley. I expected him to yell at me the moment we were alone, so I beat him to the punch.

"I'm sorry. I just couldn't stand to listen to her ask you those insane questions."

Logan had been staring straight ahead, his hands clasped in his lap. But then they were suddenly on my face, his thumbs caressing the curve of my chin.

"No one has ever stood up for me like that. You..." He groaned deep in his chest. "You are amazing."

And then he was kissing me, his touch no longer gentle, but intense. He pressed me back against the slick cushions of the car seat, his hand moving from my jaw to my throat, traveling slowly down along the swell of my breasts. His hand continued to travel, resting against my hip for a moment, tugging me closer to him as he explored every inch of my mouth. Then, he found that hidden slit and his warm hand slid over the top edge of my stockings, finding the bare space between stocking and garter.

I was so glad I had packed my garter set.

I wanted this; I wanted him. I wanted to get rid of that nicely tailored jacket and tug his tie from around his neck. I wanted to run my hands along the incredibly sculpted muscles of his chest, his abdomen. I wanted to make him moan, the way his touch made me unable to control the little noises escaping my lips.

I slid my mouth away from his and ran just the tip of my tongue along the sharp edges of his chin, down the warm, salty flesh of his throat. He grunted when I drew a tiny piece of that flesh between my teeth and nibbled with just the gentlest of touches. His hand told me he liked what I was doing, slipping higher along my thigh until he discovered my choice of French cut panties that rose so high on my hip that his hand had no barrier until it slid along bottom edge of my ass.

His pulse pounded. He captured my lips again when I moved too close to his chin, the weight of him pressing me back again. I pressed my hand to his chest, unintentionally unfastening one of the clips that held the front of his shirt closed. But it allowed me to slide my fingers underneath, to touch the ribbed undershirt he was wearing underneath. I was a little disappointed not to feel skin, but the image that burst through my mind of him stripped down to that undershirt only continued to fuel the fire burning deep in my belly.

Neither of us were aware enough to realize the car had stopped moving until the side door was opened by the chauffeur. Logan's cheeks reddened slightly as he untangled himself from me and stepped out, reaching back in for my hand. It took a moment for him to tip and send away the car. I waited at the top of the stairs, chewing my bottom lip as my imagination took flight, considering what came next.

But something had changed. Logan wouldn't look at me as he approached, choosing to focus on the front door instead. I moved up behind him and pressed my hand to his back, but he pulled away, pretending it was only because the door chose that moment to open.

"Logan?"

He marched into the solarium, shedding his jacket as he went. When I followed, I found him standing at the bar, pouring himself a drink.

"What's going on?"

He didn't acknowledge me. Just stood there and swallowed a full tumbler of whiskey before pausing to pour another.

"Why do you do this? Why do you kiss me like that and then shut it off, like I don't know that you were as into it as I was?"

"I can't get involved, Annie." He turned, his eyes dark and closed off, as they had been too many times before. "I can't ask someone to share this life with me. It would be grossly unfair to subject someone to the press and the rumors and...and everything that comes with being in a relationship with me."

I inclined my head slightly, my heart shattering into a million pieces. But I refused to cry, refused to allow him to see the hurt his words created.

"What makes you think I want that?"

He grunted slightly, one eyebrow cocked in that arrogant way he had.

I crossed my arms over my chest, urging steel into my spine. "Do you really think I want all this bullshit in my life? I'm a college student. I have plans for the rest of my life, and none of them include living under a damn microscope with you."

"Then what was that?" he asked, his voice dangerously quiet.

"It wasn't a request for a wedding ring. It was just what it looking like: lust."

"Lust?"

"Does it surprise you so much that all I want from you is one night in your bed? I'm sure you get that quite often."

He laughed, his chuckles drowned a little as he swallowed his second glass of whiskey. But he was completely sober as he stared at me, his eyes slowly raking over me like I was some piece of meat and he was a starving dog.

"Okay then," he said, the tone of his voice sparking something like fear deep in my heart. He crossed the room and took my hand, not even looking at me as he led the way up the stairs.

Mellissa "There you are."

I considered pretending I was asleep, but the hurt I'd been nursing since I left Conrad's wouldn't let me. I rolled over and sat up a little, staring at him as he stood in the dim light coming from the stairwell.

"Where else would I be?"

"I had thought you would be at my place, in my bed."

"You weren't there."

"I'm sorry." He pulled his fingers through his hair as he crossed the room and settled with a harsh sigh on the edge of the bed. "I saw the stew in the refrigerator. I looked really good."

"I wouldn't know."

He reached over to stroke my cheek, but I pulled back, not really interested in letting him gloss over the situation with the distraction of his touch. He frowned as he let his hand fall, landing somewhere on the comforter between his body and mine.

"You're mad."

"I made dinner for you, and you promised you would be home in time to eat it."

"I know, but Aurora needed me. She was upset, irrational. It took both Christy and I to get her settled down enough to sleep."

"I'm sure."

"Mellissa, you know Aurora was an important part of my life. And she's sick. She needs all the support and help she can get."

"I know that. But sometimes I need you." I pulled the blankets up to my chest, feeling a little exposed lying there in nothing but a pair of panties and a t-shirt. I kind of wished he would have waited until morning so that we could argue about this fully dressed. "I've been planning this meal all week, trying to pin you down to an appropriate time. And you promised."

"To be accurate, I never really said the word promise."

My jaw tightened almost painfully as anger burst through my chest. "I'm from the south, and in the south, when a man says he's going to be somewhere at a certain time, he's there."

Conrad stood in something of a huff. "I don't want to argue with you."

"I don't either. But I don't think you understand how important this dinner was to me."

"Why? Why did we need to have this dinner? Isn't there enough going on around us to keep us occupied?"

I climbed out of bed and tugged on a pair of sweat pants that were crumpled on the floor. Then, I brushed past him and headed down the stairs.

"Mellissa!"

He didn't follow me at first. I was in the kitchen before I heard his footsteps on the stairs. I filled the tea pot and set it on the stove, lighting the burner with my back to the living room as he came stomping across it.

"Will you just tell me why you're so angry?"

"Because you're constantly making everyone, but me, a priority."

"Then, this isn't just about one dinner. This is about the time I spend with Aurora."

"It's not just Aurora."

"It is. It's your inability to accept the fact that I still have a relationship with my ex-wife."

I groaned, shaking my head as I crossed to the cabinet and grabbed a coffee cup from the collection stored there.

"We talked about this before," Conrad said. "You know that Aurora needs my help. Her parents are ill-equipped to deal with her problems. She needs someone to be an advocate for her."

"I understand that."

"Yet, you're angry with me."

"Because I..." I stopped myself before I could blurt out my secret. I didn't want to do it like this; I didn't want to say the words aloud for the first time in anger. I wasn't even sure I wanted to go through with this, to tell him and deal with the aftermath-the lifetime my secret would commit us to.

I just turned away, busying myself by pulling a tea bag from its box and placing it in the cup.

Conrad moved up behind me and laid a hand on my shoulder. I stiffened, turning slightly so that his hand fell.

"Things are crazy right now. But they'll settle down soon, and we'll have more time for romantic dinners."

"Maybe until then it would be better if you stay over at your house."

The words fell between us like a wall that suddenly divided us.

"Do you really think that's going to change anything? Do you really think it will make this better?"

"I don't know." I turned, trying to bite back my tears as I took in the hurt written all over his face. "But I think it will give us the space we need to decide if this is really what we want."

"What does that mean?" He raised his hand to touch me, but he stopped mid-movement. "You aren't sure you want to be with me?"

"We barely know each other. We've known each other less than two months and that...maybe we're rushing this thing a little too much."

He shook his head. "I don't need time. I know what I want." He stepped back, anger flashing in his eyes. "Maybe you're the one who needs the time."

"Maybe."

There was so much anger in his expression, mixed with hurt and confusion, and so many things I couldn't define that when he stared at me I felt my soul shrink. He shook his head as he turned, not saying a word as he slammed out of the house.

Annie His bedroom was massive, clearly designed with a woman in mind. The walls were lavender, the carpet a faded pink. But all that seemed to register from the moment he led me through the door was the massive, four-poster bed, a pale canopy draped over the top and down each of the four legs. It was set on a pedestal that did nothing but enhance its massive presence. It was unmade, the impression his head had made in the pillows the night before still evident. If he hadn't been standing right there, I might have picked up one of those pillows and pressed it to my face, allowing his sent to surround me.

But he was there.

Logan moved close to me, his lips on my neck, as he tugged at the tiny buttons holding my dress together at my waist. I tilted my head, offering him all the access he could possibly want. I reached back, resting my hands on his hips, as his fingers found access to the dimples on either side of my spine. Tingles ran up and down the length of my spine, a sweet tightness burning right around my tailbone.

"Your skin is so perfect," he sighed against my shoulder.

My dress began to fall as he spoke, peeling from my breasts as he slid his hand under one edge of the bodice, his palm pressing almost roughly against my nipple. I leaned back against him, my hands moving from his hips to his ass, tugging him as close to me as we could physically manage. I could feel his arousal, the roughness of his breathing. It excited me almost as much as the feel of his hands sliding down my bare belly. When his finger brushed the top edge of my panties, I thought all the strength would disappear from my legs.

I twisted in his arms, my fingers immediately seeking the buttons and clips that kept his shirt in place even as his lips found mine. There were so many...things to his tuxedo, it would have taken hours to get it off at the rate I was going. But he seemed as anxious to feel my touch as I was to offer it. He pushed me back, moving me until the raised platform that held the bed hit the back of my three-inch heels. I moved reluctantly from his kiss and climbed up onto that impressive display piece, sitting on the edge of the bed to watch him remove tie, cummerbund, shirt, and that thin, erotic undershirt.

In turn, I slipped my heels from my feet, unclasping each of the tiny garter clips and rolled my stockings into tiny balls that slipped from my body with ease. I started to tug at the garters, but Logan shook his head, so I left them. And then he was up on the bed with me.

I wasn't sure what to expect. After our conversation downstairs, I was almost afraid he would be rough, inconsiderate. But I should have known better. I wasn't sure Logan even knew how to be inconsiderate.

He explored my body with a gentle touch that thrilled as deeply as it made my heart ache with the realization that this was likely the only time I would know this completeness, this touch that was so much more than anything I had ever known before. He peeled away my panties, careful not to move the garters, his lips burning a trail along the inside of my thighs before he moved back up the length of my body, tiny kisses tattooing my skin from hip to breast. His weight seemed perfect when he lay atop me, his hand working to release his slacks as his mouth again sought to explore mine.

He pulled back as he entered me, the emotion dancing in his eyes as our bodies came together for the first time seared through me more intensely than a branding iron could have done. There was something more to our coupling than just the movement of two bodies, the pleasure of physical touch. As we touched and kissed, as we found our own rhythm, I knew that I would never be the same. I knew now what it was that drew Madison to Rawn, what Mellissa saw when she looked across a room at Conrad. I knew what it meant to find the one who is different from all the rest.