"True. Tried by the standard of G.o.d's perfect law, the purest life must appear a miserable failure. We may call the marble of our churches and dwellings white, until we see G.o.d's snow, pure and fresh from heaven, upon it."
"Ay, senor," said Carlos, wild joyful eagerness; "but the Hand that points out the stains can cleanse them. No snow is half so pure as the linen clean and white which is the righteousness of saints."
It was De Seso's turn to be astonished now. In the look that, half leaning over the table, he bent upon the eager face of Carlos, surprise and emotion blended. For a moment their eyes met with a flash, like that which flint strikes from steel, of mutual intelligence and sympathy. But it pa.s.sed again as quickly. De Seso said, "I suspect that I see in you, Senor Don Carlos, one of those admirable scholars who have devoted their talents to the study of that sacred language in which the words of the holy apostles are handed down to us. You are a Grecian?"
Carlos shook his head. "Greek is but little studied at Complutum now,"
he said, "and I confined myself to the usual theological course."
"In which, I have heard, your success has been brilliant. But it is a sore disgrace to us, and a heavy loss to the youth of our nation, that the language of St. John and St. Paul should be deemed unworthy of their attention."
"Your Excellency is aware that it was otherwise in former years,"
returned Carlos. "Perhaps the present neglect is owing to the suspicion of heresy which, truly or falsely, has attached itself to most of the accomplished Greek scholars of our time."
"A miserable misapprehension; the growth of monkish ignorance and envy, and popular superst.i.tion. Heresy is a convenient stigma with which men ofttimes brand as evil the good they are incapable of comprehending."
"Most true, senor. Even Fray Constantino has not escaped."
"His crime has been, that he has sought to turn the minds of men from outward acts and ceremonies to the great spiritual truths of which these are the symbols. To the vulgar, Religion is nothing but a series of shows and postures."
"Yes," answered Carlos; "but the heart that loves G.o.d, and truly believes in our Lord and Saviour, is taught to put such in their proper place. 'These ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone.'"
"Senor Don Carlos," said De Seso, with surprise he could no longer suppress, "you are evidently a devout and earnest student of the Scriptures."
"I search the Scriptures; in them I think I have eternal life. And they testify of Christ," promptly responded the less cautious youth.
"I perceive that you do not quote the Vulgate."
Carlos smiled. "No, senor. To a man of your enlightened views I am not afraid to acknowledge the truth. I have seen--nay, why should I hesitate?--I possess a rare treasure--the New Testament of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ in our own n.o.ble Castilian tongue."
Even through the calm and dignified deportment of his companion Carlos could perceive the thrill that this communication caused. There was a pause; then he said softly, "And your treasure is also mine." The low quiet words came from even greater depths of feeling than the eager tremulous tones of Carlos. For _his_ convictions, slowly reached and dearly purchased, were "built below" the region of the soul that pa.s.sions agitate,--
"Based on the crystalline sea Of thought and its eternity."
The heart of Carlos glowed with sudden ardent love towards the man who shared his treasure, and, he doubted not, his faith also. He could joyfully have embraced him on the spot. But the force of habit and the sensitive reserve of his character checked this impetuous demonstrativeness. He only said, with a look that was worth an embrace, "I knew it. Your Excellency spoke as one who held our Lord and his truth in honour."
"_Ella es pues honor a vosotros que creeis._"[#]
[#] "Unto you who believes he is precious," or "an honour."
It would have been hard to begin a verse that Carlos could not at this time have instantly completed. He went on: "_Mas para los que no creen, la piedra que los edificatores reprobaron_."[#]
[#] "But unto them that believe not, the stone that the builders reject."
"A sorrowful truth," said De Seso, "which my young friend must needs bear in mind. His Word, like himself, is rejected by the many. Its very mention may expose to obloquy and danger."
"Only another instance, senor, of those lamentable prejudices about heresy about which we spoke anon. I am aware that there are those that would brand me (_me_, a scholar too!) with the odious name of heretic, merely for reading G.o.d's Word in my own tongue. But how utterly absurd the charge! The blessed Book has but confirmed my faith in all the doctrines of our holy Mother Church."
"Has it?" said De Seso, quietly, perhaps a little drily.
"Most a.s.suredly, senor," Carlos rejoined, with warmth. "In fact I never understood, or, I may say, truly believed those holy verities until now.
Beginning with the Credo itself, and the orthodox Catholic faith in our Lord's divinity and atonement."
Here their conversation was interrupted by the entrance of the attendants, who removed supper, replenished the lamp, and heaped fresh chestnut logs on the fire. But as soon as the room was cleared they returned eagerly to subjects so interesting to both.
"Our salvation rests," said De Seso, "upon the great cardinal truths you have named. By the faith which receives into your heart the atonement of Christ as a work done for you, you are justified."
"I am forgiven, and I shall be justified."
"Pardon me, senor; Scripture teaches that your justification is already complete. Therefore, _being justified by faith_, we have peace with G.o.d."
"But that cannot surely be the apostle's meaning," said Carlos. "Ay de mi! I know too well that I am not yet completely justified. Far from it; evil thoughts throng my heart; and not with heart alone, but with lips, eyes, hands, I transgress daily."
"Yet, you see, peace can only be consequent on justification. And peace you have."
Carlos looked perplexed. Misled by the teaching of his Church, he confused justification with sanctification; consequently he could not legitimately enjoy the peace that ought to flow from the one as a complete and finished work, because the other necessarily remained imperfect.
De Seso explained that the word justify is never used in Scripture in its derivative sense, to _make_ righteous; but always in its common and universally accepted sense, to _account_ or _declare_ righteous. Quite easily and naturally he glided into the teacher's place, whilst Carlos gladly took that of the learner; not, indeed, without astonishment at the layman's skill in divinity, but with too intense an interest in what he said to waste much thought upon his manner of saying it.
Hitherto he had been like an unlearned man, who, without guide or companion, explores the trackless sh.o.r.es of a newly-discovered land.
Should such an one meet in his course a scientific explorer, who has mapped and named every mountain, rock, and bay, who has traced out the coast-line, and can tell what lies beyond the white hills in the distance, it is easy to understand the eagerness with which he would listen to his narrative, and the intentness with which he would bend over the chart in which the scene of his own journeyings lies portrayed.
Thus De Seso not only taught Carlos the true meaning of Scripture terms, and the connection of Scripture truths with each other; he also made clear to him the facts of his own experience, and gave names to them for him.
"I think I understand now," said Carlos after a lengthened conversation, in which, moving from point to point, he had suggested many doubts and not a few objections, and these in turn had been taken up and answered by his friend. "G.o.d be thanked, there is no more condemnation, no more punishment for us. Nothing, either in act or suffering, can be added to the work of Christ, which is complete."
"Ay, now you have grasped the truth which is the source of our joy and strength."
"It must then be our sanctification which suffering promotes, both in this life and in purgatory."
"All G.o.d's dealings with us in this life are meant to promote our sanctification. Joy may do it, by his grace, as well as sorrow. It is written, not alone, 'He humbled thee and suffered thee to hunger,' but also, 'He fed thee with manna, to teach the secret of life in him, from him, and by him.'"
"But suffering is purifying--like fire."
"Not in itself. Criminals released from the galleys usually come forth hardened in their crimes by the lash and the oar."
Having said this, De Seso rose and extinguished the expiring lamp, while Carlos remained thoughtfully gazing into the fire. "Senor," he said, after a long pause, during which the stream of thought ran continuously underground, to reappear consequently in an unexpected place--"Senor, do you think G.o.d's Word, which solves so many mysteries, can answer every question for us?"
"Scarcely. Some questions we may ask, of which the answers, in our present state, would be beyond our comprehension. And others may indeed be answered there, but we may miss the answers, because through weakness of faith we are not yet able to receive them."
"For instance?"
"I had rather not name an instance--at present," said De Seso, and Carlos thought his face had a sorrowful look as he gazed at it in the firelight.
"I would not willingly miss anything my Lord meant to teach. I desire to know all his will, and to follow it," Carlos rejoined earnestly.