Chapter 354. Confession (1)

Seol Jihu screamed at the top of his lungs.

It wasnt like he asked for fame or wealth or anything of that sort. All he wanted was for the G.o.ddess to not put the word mana in his cla.s.s name.

Even as lightning bolts continued to pour down, he kept on punching the unshakable wall with fists charged with mana.

It was a desperate struggle.

Their fight finally came to an end when the frightened Luxuria intervened.

Only after Luxuria promised to persuade Gula even if the heavens split in half did Seol Jihu stop punching the wall and leave the temple.

Meanwhile, an untimely celebration was underway at Valhalla. Members who had returned from the temple were laughing and chatting with each other.

Everyone was busy bragging about their new cla.s.ses, but when they saw Seol Jihu trudging into the room, their smiles turned into a confused look.

At their morning meeting, he looked neat and tidy. But now, after a visit to the temple, suddenly he was charred from head to toe.

His filth could definitely earn him a spot among beggars.

What the Why do you look like that? Did you get struck by lightning or something?

Chohong muttered in surprise. Though she wasnt serious about it, her conjecture was spot-on.

I just had a fight.

A fight? With who? Whos stupid enough to pick a fight with you in Eva?

With Gula.

What?

Ah, whatever. I had some doubts, but. Ugh, maybe Ill take this opportunity to really change my G.o.d. I seriously cant take it anymore.

Seol Jihus voice thinned as he panted for breath.

Chohong shook her head, dusting him off.

First of all, I think youre lying. But if youre not, youre seriously insane. Did your fight with the Parasite Queen mess your head up or something?

I couldnt even say my cla.s.s name out loud until I was Level 5 because I was too embarra.s.sed. What do you know about this pain?

Seol Jihu snapped, and then glanced at Chohong from top to bottom.

Chohong flashed a broad smile.

That smile tells me youve succeeded.

Of course I did! I leveled up!

She raised her chin and made a peace sign with her fingers.

Listen well. From now on, Im not just a Templar, but a High Templar.

High Templar? Does that mean you can use Psionic Storm now?

Ah, stop being so Korean.

Chohong gave Seol Jihu a light slap on the shoulder and giggled.

High Templar, High Templar.

Seol Jihu murmured to himself, clearly envious.

She liked the attention, but his reaction seemed a little over the top. Chohong asked him curiously.

What are you so jealous of? I became Level 6, sure, but didnt you get more rewards than me? Since youre one who led us to victory and all.

Thats true but Im too embarra.s.sed to tell you. Maybe Ill switch over to Ira.

Seol Jihu answered weakly and turned his eyes to the side. There he saw Hugo doing a forward roll, shouting at the top of his voice.

Uooooooong!

He rolled forward, then wiggled his arms and legs towards the ceiling, then rolled again from side to side. He was expressing joy with his entire body.

Whats wrong with him?

What do you think? He finally became a High Ranker.

Ah. Right, Hugo was Level 4.

Yeah. He used to be a Barbarian. Now hes. What was it again? Barbarian Champion.

Barbarian Champion.

This cla.s.s name wasnt bad either.

Ira seemed to have a good naming sense.

Seol Jihu was seriously considering switching over when suddenly.

Oppa~

A nasal voice interrupted his train of thought as if he didn't have enough things on his mind.

He looked up to see a blonde girl with chubby cheeks twisting her body with her hands behind her back.

Miss Maria?

Oppa! Did you know that I also leveled up?

Ah, congratulations. You were a High Priest, so that must mean youre a Chief Priest now.

Yeah! Im now Level 5 Chief Priest. Speaking of which.

Maria tapped the floor with her left foot, then put her hands forward with a radiant smile.

She was holding a piece of paper.

Seol Jihus brows furrowed.

Renewal contract?

Yup, yup. But dont get me wrong. Its just that since Im now a High Ranker and a valued Chief Priest at that, I was thinking maybe we could throw out the old contract and sign a new one thats befitting of my new.

Suddenly Marias voice cracked and thinned.

Her eyes trembled faintly as she glanced over Seol Jihus shoulder.

There, Kim Hannah was giving her an icy stare.

A corner of Kim Hannahs lips slanted upward, drawing what looked like a sneer across her face.

Marias face twisted into a scowl.

f.u.c.k!

Excuse me?

Ah, n-nothing! So I wrote this new contract but who cares? Once a contract, always a contract! d.a.m.n it, Ill see you after my contract period ends!

Maria quickly disappeared, yelling a bunch of things that Seol Jihu couldnt understand.

She never changes, does she? For her, everything is about money. Its pretty amazing if you think about it.

Audrey Basler gave an amused smile as she entered the room.

She must have overheard their conversation, for she was an archer and had good ears.

What happened?

I successfully became a Level 5 Sharpshooter. It feels a little strange because I havent done much.

You must have earned a lot of points for your partic.i.p.ation in the Spirit Realm expedition.

I dont know. Normally its what you do that matters more than the partic.i.p.ation itself. Well, from the Spirit Realm to Tigol Fortress, I killed as many enemies as I could. So I think I managed to make the cut just barely.

Still, congratulations on becoming a High Ranker.

Thank you. Its all thanks to you, Representative. The truth is, I had already given up on becoming a Level 5.

Audrey Basler muttered sheepishly, still feeling surreal.

Suddenly she looked back at the door.

Ah, thats right. The Archer of Steel and the Swallow Archer also successfully leveled up. They both seemed over the moon. Theyre usually so calm, so that was new.

He recognized the nickname Archer of Steel and a.s.sumed that Swallow Archer that Audrey was referring to was Kazuki.

Did you happen to catch their cla.s.s names?

Im not sure about the Archer of Steel, since he has a unique cla.s.s and all. The pretty boy used to be a Great Pathfinder so my guess is that he became an Archranger.

Sharpshooter, Archranger.

Seol Jihu struggled not to feel bitter.

He knew he should be celebrating their raise but couldnt help envying them.

I am the great Barbarian Champion! Come at me!

Hugo was still jumping with joy, clearly oblivious to Seol Jihus feelings.

Chohong looked at Hugo with a sour face, then gave a snort.

Okay, next Level 5.

Hugo stopped.

What?

What do you mean what? Im Level 6.

Chohong snickered.

I just dont understand why Ira acknowledged you as a High Ranker. Youre dumb as a post.

f.u.c.k you. I dont want to hear that from someone who had to switch from Priest to Warrior because she couldnt memorize a single holy spell.

Uh-huh~ Youre Level 5~ Im Level 6~

b.i.t.c.h!

Hugo clenched his fists, gritting his teeth.

He seemed ready to attack at any time.

Look whos talking.

That was when a raspy voice interrupted the two.

Level 6? As if I wasnt surprised enough when you became Level 5. I might get a heart attack from the shock.

What? d.a.m.n it. Who said that? Wanna die?

Chohong grabbed the Thorn of Steel which was leaning against a wall and looked around.

But then she immediately stopped because an old man in a navy suit was staring at her with a wooden stick in his hand.

Jang Maldong glanced at the mace.

Are you going to hit me with that?

O-Old man?

Startled, Chohong hid the Thorn of Steel behind her back.

Youre no different than him, yet you brag about yourself.

Come on, why do you have to say it like that? I admit I got beaten up pretty bad, but I still put my life on the line.

And Hugo put his on the line as well.

Jang Maldong replied, and Chohong blushed in embarra.s.sment and let out a grunt.

Hes right!

Hugo began ma.s.saging Jang Maldongs shoulders with a big smile on his face.

The way you speak one would think you were a Unique Ranker.

Jang Maldong clicked his tongue and turned his eyes away from Chohong.

It was then that he noticed the young man standing across from him, and the frown on his face slowly faded away.

The same thing happened to Seol Jihu.

A bright smile spread across his grim face.

Master!

Mm-hmm.

When did you come back?

I just arrived. When I heard you were coming back, I immediately left Haramark. By the way.

Jang Maldong stopped and blinked.

He pointed his cane at Seol Jihu.

You Why do you look like that? Did you get struck by lightning or something?

.

Seol Jihu scratched his head.

*

The lobby was so noisy that Seol Jihu and Jang Maldong had to move.

Seol Jihu was very happy to see Jang Maldong, for he hadnt seen his master since his last visit to Haramark.

Ive heard the rumor. You left a long scar on the Parasite Queens face?

It was just a scratch. When the spear left my hand I was sure I could get her, but then she raised her head at the last minute.

Haha. Just a scratch he says, even after wounding a G.o.d. Well, tell me how you feel. Im ready to hear the speech of the great war hero.

Oh come on. Not you too, Master. Everyones exaggerating. The first thing I did today when I woke up this morning was to thank G.o.d for being alive.

Huhu. I guess that isnt much of a surprise, considering everything thats happened.

Seol Jihu and Jang Maldong smiled at each other.

Whatever the reason, talking to his master calmed Seol Jihu down.

By the way, is something troubling you?

Seol Jihu flinched.

He was being careful not to reveal his worries, but Jang Maldong saw right through him.

You just won a very difficult war and achieved all you wanted. So there shouldnt be much for you to worry about right now.

Its complicated.

Seol Jihu muttered, slowly averting his eyes.

Complicated how? Tell me.

Jang Maldong pressed him with a curious look.

After a moment of hesitation, Seol Jihu told him about the incident at the temple.

Hmm.

Jang Maldong tapped his finger lightly on his armrest before tilting his head.

Youre right. The essence of the World Tree is fine, but Im not sure how we can utilize Temperances divinity.

Right? We need tremendous holy power to revive a G.o.d, but I dont think we can gather the amount needed.

If the Seven G.o.ds feel burdened by the amount, it must really be a lot. Perhaps we should just keep it for now. We might come across offerings holding large amounts of holy power later. Or it could be useful when we need a huge amount of contribution points in a short period of time.

I agree with you. Ill discuss it with the rest and store it away.

You must keep a close eye on it. It cannot fall into the hands of the Parasites ever again.

Of course. Im going to keep it inside the temple storage.

Seol Jihu nodded at Jang Maldong.

That should be safe enough. Anyhow, about your level.

Jang Maldong stroked his chin.

I can see why youre troubled. You havent fully mastered Level 5, and suddenly the path to Level 7 opened up. Your mind and body remain the same, but your technique is rising infinitely.

Seol Jihu smiled bitterly.

That wasnt what was bothering him.

But he couldnt tell his master that he was upset about his cla.s.s name.

Moreover, the problem Jang Maldong pointed out was indeed a big one.

But that problem can be fixed.

Seol Jihu straightened himself and clasped his hands.

Jang Maldong narrowed his eyes.

For you to speak so confidently. Are you planning on using

that

?

Yes, I think its the right time. The war convinced me that I needed it. What do you think?

Seol Jihu asked cautiously.

Not a bad idea.

Contrary to Seol Jihus expectations, Jang Maldong answered without hesitation.

In fact, I was thinking the same thing. It wouldve been a waste to use it at a lower level. But now that youre a Unique Ranker, things are different.

You think so?

Yes, but you must brace yourself.

Jang Maldong continued.

Level 5 to Level 7. The trial will be proportionately difficult because the power you seek is so great. Will you be able to stand it?

Do I have a choice? Actually, Id like to spend some time preparing for the trial but Im not sure where to start.

Seol Jihu gazed at Jang Maldong with eyes burning with pa.s.sion.

He was seeking advice.

Heres the first thing you should do.

Jang Maldong gave a little smirk.

You need to rest.

Pardon?

What?

N-Nothing. It just feels weird to hear you say that I need to rest.

Havent I told you many times before that rest is also an essential part of training?

Jang Maldong smiled faintly.

Of course there are times when you must push yourself beyond your limits. But youve done enough of that already. All throughout the war, up until just a few days ago.

.

You look fine on the outside, but you know thats not really the case. Youre exhausted both physically and mentally. Am I wrong?

Seol Jihu remained silent.

Jang Maldong stared at him, then emphasized again.

If you continue to pull on a rope thats already too tight, youll just end up breaking it. You need to loosen it a little and give it some time to recover so as to extend it longer the next time you pull it. So for now, take rest and recharge. Training comes after that.

Seol Jihu let out a deep sigh.

He wanted to refute but couldnt find the right words.

And youve been here too long. Shouldnt you visit Earth?

Seol Jihu flinched at the unexpected remark.

His reaction was small and brief, but Jang Maldong didnt miss it.

E-Earth?

Yes. When was the last time you went back? Its been a while, hasnt it?

Uh I mean, of course as an Earthling I have to establish a secure access environment but I think Ive already done enough. Umm.

Jang Maldong feigned a smile as he carefully examined Seol Jihu.

Hes doing it again.

This wasnt the first time that Seol Jihu had such a reaction.

Whenever Jang Maldong brought up Earth, Seol Jihu looked hesitant.

Even when Jang Maldong sent him back by force, he would return to Paradise as fast as he could.

He found out Seol Jihu was a Paradise addict during the Arden Valley War, but the spearmans symptoms seemed to have worsened since.

Seol Jihu acted as if he had completely forgotten about Earth. Jang Maldong sincerely hoped it was all his misunderstanding.

Addiction has no next step.

Seol Jihu could be nearing the point of no return.

For a while now, Jang Maldong had intended to talk to him about this matter.

Determined, the old man asked.

Have you eaten?

What? No. Not yet.

Okay, then lets go for dinner. Why dont we eat out today? We havent done that in a while. Hopefully, youll treat me, since we havent seen each other for a long time.

It was all too sudden.

Seol Jihus dazed eyes followed Jang Maldong as the old man got up from his seat with a smile.

Why are you looking at me like that?

Youre a bit strange today, Master.

Strange how? Well have some food and wine and a nice talk while were at it. Or do you not want to spend time with an old man like myself?

Of course not. Ill buy dinner. Itll be on me. But first, I have to get ready. Im not in the most attractive state right now, as you can see.

Make it fast. Ive been eating only dried meat and bread for days. Id like to eat real food.

Jang Maldong turned around, saying he would wait for Seol Jihu at the entrance.

*

Seol Jihu took a quick shower but soon ran into an unexpected problem.

He needed money to eat out.

But he had none.

To be precise, he had tons of money in the temple storage, but couldnt access it because he was currently barred from entering the temple.

Of course, there was a possibility that Jang Maldong might have some, but Seol Jihu didnt want to take back his words after he proudly announced that he would be the one to buy.

So he had no choice but to borrow.

Kim Hannah.

When he opened the door, Kim Hannah, who was working at her desk, threw a sa.s.sy look at him.

Here you go.

She let out a sigh then took off her coat and threw it at him.

Take that and go play outside. Im working, so dont bother me.

No, thats not what Im here for.

Hmm?

Give me some money.

Seol Jihu put his hands forward.

Kim Hannah frowned.

Now? How much do you need? Its kind of scary that youre asking for money.

Just enough to pay for dinner. Im going out with Master.

Kim Hannah blinked rapidly.

Its true what they say about the rich. Why don't you skin a flea for its hide and tallow?

Its not like that. I just dont have any money on me right now.

Then go visit the temple.

Im temporarily banned.

Banned? From Gulas temple? You?

Kim Hannah looked dumbfounded.

You really had a fight with Gula? You werent joking about that?

No.

Jesus, I cant even find the words to say anything.

Kim Hannah shook her head.

She slowly rose from her seat and leaned towards Seol Jihu.

Jinahs Dad, what are you doing, picking a fight with the G.o.ddess you serve? Please get your act together for the sake of our future daughter, will you?

Okay, but I do need some allowance. I sacrifice so much for this family, and you cant even give me enough money to pay for one meal?

Enough with the stupid role play. Jeez.

Kim Hannah grabbed her purse with a sigh.

She then s.n.a.t.c.hed the coat she threw at Seol Jihu, put it around her shoulders, and began walking towards the door.

Where are you going?

You said you were having dinner with Master Jang. Let me come along as well.

But I thought you were working?

Come to think of it, I havent eaten yet.

It was just gonna be the two of us.

I feel like I should join in. Youre going to be talking about something important, right? I know a nice, quiet place.

?

Whats with that face? Neither Master Jang nor you enjoy drinking. But here you are, drinking in the middle of the day. So I just a.s.sumed its a cover for talking about something important.

Her wits were second to none.

Maybe shes a nine-tailed fox with her tails hidden under her clothes. Maybe shes really a Beastman.

Seol Jihu thought to himself.

*

When Kim Hannah asked Jang Maldong if she could accompany them, the old man didnt turn her down. Rather, he gave a ready consent.

Join us. It just so happens that I have a question for you as well, Miss Kim Hannah.

He didnt sound excited, but he didnt seem surprised at her appearance either.

Kim Hannah led them to a quiet restaurant, and the trio ordered food and drinks.

Their order arrived shortly.

It was then.

Why do you hate going back to Earth?

Seol Jihu, who was pouring wine into Jang Maldongs gla.s.s with both hands, quickly raised his head.

He knew he didnt mishear.

Today, Jang Maldong was acting rather strangely from the moment they met.

Still, he didnt expect his master to be so straightforward.

Jang Maldong pulled his gla.s.s back.

Then he grabbed the bottle in Seol Jihus hands and poured the drink into Seol Jihu and Kim Hannahs gla.s.ses.

Without a word, he raised his gla.s.s and poured the drink down his throat.

Startled, Seol Jihu also drank from his gla.s.s. He then gazed at Jang Maldong with a puzzled look on his face.

Jang Maldong was waiting for Seol Jihus answer.

Master. I dont particularly hate going back.

But you do.

Jang Maldongs voice didnt waver in the slightest.

My age is a symbol of my wisdom, and Ive seen you long enough to see through your lies. More importantly.

Cough.

Jang Maldong let out a cough and glanced sideways.

The one who invited you to Paradise does not seem to be objecting either. It looks like she agrees with me.

Jang Maldong added quietly.

When Seol Jihu looked at her, Kim Hannah averted her gaze.

Why did you think so?

That is not of importance. Whats important is the reason you refuse to go back to Earth.

Seol Jihu drew a long breath and clenched his teeth.

He suddenly felt naked.

Is there a reason why I shouldnt hate going back?

It would be okay if you had a valid reason. For example, if your life is threatened on Earth. In that case, Ill understand and gladly help you. But seeing as Miss Foxy is your Inviter, I dont think thats the case.

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Now that its come to this, Ill be straightforward.

Jang Maldong said in a frank tone.

Youre a strange one. Its like you want to settle down in Paradise permanently.

Paradise is a great place.

You know thats not what Im trying to say.

Jang Maldong continued patiently.

If you travel between Paradise and Earth regularly as all Earthlings do, I wouldnt be here speaking to you about this matter right now. But youre different. You look like you havent the slightest intention of going back.

His words. .h.i.t the nail on the head.

Driven into a corner, Seol Jihu snapped.

Is it bad that I dont want to go back?

Yes, it is bad.

Why? Because I was born on Earth? But I like Paradise better. I like this world better, and I want to live here. Is there a problem with that?

Paradise is an extremely dangerous world at the moment.

Despite Seol Jihus rebellious tone, Jang Maldong remained calm.

In this world, your life is in constant danger. If you die here in Paradise, not only you, but also your friends and family will suffer greatly when you go back to Earth.

I!

defeated the Parasites. was what Seol Jihu was going to say next, but he managed to hold back his words.

It was true that he defeated them, but he put his life in danger many times while doing so.

Above all, he was well aware of what Jang Maldong was truly worried about.

Jihu.

Jang Maldong let out a long breath.

The day I decided to come back to Paradise, Ian said this.

Master Ian?

Yes. He said that you needed someone to teach you and guide you on the right path.

Seol Jihus complexion waned when he heard Ians name.

Do you think of me as your teacher?

Seol Jihu nodded without a word.

If you truly think so, then please tell me. As your teacher, I wish to understand and help my favorite, most precious student.

.

Please.

Faced with Jang Maldongs sincerity, Seol Jihu could no longer remain stubborn.

He bit his lips for a while before lowering his head.

And he muttered.

I feel like trash.

Trash?

Yes. Trash.

Seol Jihu slowly raised his head.

His face looked neither solemn nor mischievous.

His dull eyes appeared void of life.

Im trash. You didnt see that coming, did you?

Trash.

Listening to his students remorseful confession, Jang Maldong stroked his chin.

Is that true?

He gave a small smile.

The avoider had finally spoken his mind.

Did you kill someone?

No.

A bitter smile touched Seol Jihus lips.

I dont know of your past or how bad it is.

Master, I.

Sure. Perhaps you really were trash like you say. I wont say the past is past. Wrongdoings of the past are wrongdoings nonetheless. But even if you committed a terrible sin, depending on whether you take that opportunity to learn from your mistakes or remain the same, you can either be recycled or become a waste.

.

And I believe youve already been recycled.

Jang Maldongs eyes penetrated Seol Jihu.

Because.

The old man continued solemnly, making sure to articulate every word.

The man named Seol Jihu, whom I, Jang Maldong, have witnessed with my own eyes here in Paradise, is a man who knows how to confront his fears like a rock, how to be decisive like a wave when necessary, how to challenge the impossible even when others oppose it, and how to sacrifice today for a better tomorrow. Hes a great young man.

Though at times hes too stubborn and childish.

Jang Maldongs solemn expression dissolved into a heavy smile.

Seol Jihu remained stunned.

But unlike before, a light flickered in his eyes.

He was apparently surprised to hear his masters unexpected words.

Thats why I.

A gentle smile spread across Jang Maldongs wrinkled face.

Would like to see you overcome your past. If you feel like you cant do it alone, Ill gladly lend you a hand. I am your teacher, after all.

Seol Jihu shut his eyes.

He felt like he couldnt run away from Jang Maldong anymore.

Or rather, he didnt want to run away.

Because he knew his teacher would truly understand and help him.

.

But laying ones weakness out in the open takes a lot of courage.

.

Jang Maldong no longer pressured his pupil.

He only waited patiently.

And so, after a long silence.

I.

Seol Jihu finally spoke.

I was crazy about gambling. Thats right, I was a gambling addict.

He was lost in the world of gambling.

He turned his back on his family and even betrayed his lover.

He wasted every day of his life.

It was the life of a trash.