In a miserable state of mind he sat on the bed. He was desperately unwilling to undo all the good work of the past six weeks, but it was certain that if he left Cora in her present mood something would happen. Twice he almost made up his mind not to go, but each time he was over-powered by the thought of his friend. It was really impossible to leave him in the lurch without a shadow of excuse.
At last, with a sense of acute misery, he came to a decision, or rather the swift pa.s.sage of time forced it upon him. Suddenly he got off the bed, opened the parcel and spread out the new clothes.
BOOK IV
DISINTEGRATION
I
The process of dressing for Henry Harper's first dinner party was not a very agreeable operation. No man could have undertaken it in a worse state of despair. The new links he had bought could only be persuaded with difficulty into the cuffs of the boiled shirt; further trouble presented itself with the collar, and finally, when all the major operations were complete, he had to solve the problem of a white tie or a black one. In the end he chose a black one on the ground that it would be more modest, although he was not sure that it was right.
When at last he was complete in every detail, he returned to the sitting-room where his wife still was. She was smoking a cigarette.
"Cora," he said quietly and politely, "I am only going because I must.
I couldn't look Mr. Ambrose in the face if I let him down without a fair excuse. But I'll promise this. I'll never go to another party without you, and I give you my solemn word I wouldn't go now if there was a way out."
She made no answer. Without looking at him, but with sour rage in her eyes, she threw the end of the cigarette she was smoking into the fire and lit another.
The young man was rather short of time, and remembering a former excursion to Bury Street which was yet quite easy to find from the top of the Avenue, he took a taxi. Driving in solitary state he was very nervous and strangely uncomfortable. The evening clothes felt horribly new and conspicuous, and they didn't seem to fit anywhere. Then again he knew this was an adventure of the first magnitude. The bachelor parties of two or three intimate friends were on a different plane from an affair of this kind. However, he determined to thrust unworthy fears aside. There could be no doubt he was far better equipped than he had been before Madame Sadleir took him in hand. Besides, when all was said, the feeling uppermost in his mind just now, outweighing even the black thought of Cora, was a sense of exhilaration. Somehow he felt, as his swift machine crossed Piccadilly Circus, in spite of Cora, in spite of new clothes, in spite of bitter inexperience, that for the first time in his life he was entering the golden realm whose every door had been double-locked, thrice-bolted against him by the dark and evil machinations of destiny.
Even when the taxi stopped before the now familiar portals in Bury Street and he had paid the driver his fare, he still had a sense of adventure. And this was heightened by what was going on around him.
The magic door was open wide to the night, the august form of Portman, the butler, was framed in it, and at that very moment the Fairy Princess was descending from her chariot.
How did he know it was she? Some occult faculty mysteriously told him.
She was tall and dark and smiling; a bright blue cloak was round her; he saw a white satin slipper. It was She. Beyond a doubt it was the real Hyde Park lady he was going to take in to dinner.
He hung back by the curb, a whole discreet minute, while Mr. Portman received her. She made some smiling remark that Henry Harper couldn't catch. He could only hear the beautiful notes of her voice. They were those of a siren, a low deep music.
The Sailor came to the door just as another chariot glided up. He greeted Portman, his old friend, of whom he was still rather in awe, and doffed his coat and hat in the entrance hall without flurry, and then went slowly up the stairs where he found that the butler had already preceded him. Moreover, he was just in time to hear him announce: "Miss Pridmore."
The name literally sang through the brain of the Sailor. Where had he heard it? But he had not time then to hunt it down in his memory.
"Mr. Harper." With a feeling of excitement he heard the rolling, unctuous announcement.
For a brief instant the vigorous grip and the laughing face of his host put all further speculation to flight. Edward Ambrose was in great heart and looking as only the Edward Ambroses of the world can look at such moments. But he merely gave Henry Harper time to note, with a little stab of dismay, that the tie he had chosen was the wrong color, when he was almost hurled upon Miss Pridmore.
"This is Mr. Harper, Mary, whom you wanted to meet." And then with that gay note which the Sailor could never sufficiently approve: "I promised him one admirer. He wouldn't have come without."
Where had he heard that name? The question was surging upon the Sailor as he stood looking at her and waiting for her to speak. A moment ago it had been uttered for the first time, yet it was strangely familiar to him. And that face of clear-cut good sense, with eyes of a fathomless gray, where had he seen it?
"I should love to have been a sailor." Those were her first words.
That voice, where had he heard it? It seemed to be coming back to him out of the years, out of the measureless Pacific. A Hyde Park lady was speaking in Bury Street, St. James', but at that moment he was not in London, not in England, not in Europe at all. He was on the high seas aboard the _Margaret Carey_, he was in his bunk in the half-deck. In one hand he held a sputtering candle; in the other a torn fragment of the _Brooklyn Eagle_. It was Klond.y.k.e who was speaking. The Fairy Princess was speaking with the voice of his immortal friend.
"I have a brother who has sailed before the mast."
In a flash he remembered the inscription in Klond.y.k.e's Bible: "Jack Pridmore is my name, England is my nation." The mystery was solved.
This was Klond.y.k.e's sister. There was no mistaking the resemblance of voice, of feature; this was the unforgettable girl he had seen with Klond.y.k.e in Hyde Park.
He suddenly remembered that he must say something. It would hardly be proper to stand there all night with his mouth open, yet with not a word coming out of it.
"I think I know your brother," were his first words. They were not the result of deliberate choice. Some new and strange power seemed to have taken complete possession of him.
"You've met my brother Jack?"
"Yes. We were aboard the same craft pretty near two years. We used to call him Klond.y.k.e."
A delightful laugh rang in his ears.
"What a perfect name for him! I must tell that to my mother. It was because he had been in the Klond.y.k.e, I suppose."
"Yes, that was it. He had been in the Klond.y.k.e. He used to yarn about it on the _Margaret Carey_. We were both berthed for'ard in the half-deck. His bunk was under mine."
"Isn't it odd that we should meet like this!"
"Yes, it's queer. But there are many queer things in the world, ain't there? At least I've seen a goodish few and so has Klond.y.k.e. But he was a grand chap."
Mary Pridmore, who felt rather the same about her brother Jack, although he was not a brother to be proud of, but quite the reverse, as the members of his family always made a point of explaining to him whenever they had the chance, was somehow touched by the tone of reverence with which his shipmate spoke of him.
"He's the black sheep of the family, of course you know that," she said, feeling it necessary to take precautions against this delightful young sailorman who had already intrigued her.
"He used to say so," said the Sailor, with the simplicity of his kind.
"He used to say his mother was fearfully cut up about him. She thought he was a rolling stone and he would never be any good at anything. But you don't think so, Miss Pridmore, do you?" The eyes of the young man delighted her as they looked directly into hers. "No, I can see you don't. You think Klond.y.k.e's all right."
"Why should you think, Mr. Harper, that I think anything of the kind?"
The voice was rebuking, but the eyes were laughing, and it was the eyes that mattered.
"You can't deny it!" he said with a charming air of defiance. "And if I was Klond.y.k.e's sister I wouldn't want to."
"As long as mother never hears anyone speak of him like that it really doesn't matter what we think of him, you know."
This wonderful creature, who in the sight of the Sailor was perfection from head to heel, whose very voice he could only compare to John Milton whom he had lately discovered, let her hand rest on his arm very lightly, yet with a touch that was almost affectionate. And then they went downstairs to dinner.
II
Politeness forbade that they should talk all the time to each other during that enchanted meal. Mr. Ellis was at the other side of Miss Pridmore, and an unknown lady of great charm and volubility was at the other side of Mr. Harper. These very agreeable people had to have a little share of their conversation, but during the major part of a delightful affair, Henry Harper was talking as he had never talked in his life before, not even to Klond.y.k.e himself, to Klond.y.k.e's sister.
It was not only about Klond.y.k.e that they talked. They had other things in common. Miss Pridmore was a perfectly sincere, a frankly outspoken admirer of "The Adventures of d.i.c.k Smith." She had never read anything like it; moreover she was quite fearless and n.o.bly unqualified in her admiration of that fascinating tale of adventure, for the most part murderous adventure, on the high seas.
"We all have great arguments at home," she said, "as to which volume is the best. I say the first. To me those island chapters are incomparable. The Island of San Pedro. I say that's better than 'Robinson Crusoe' itself, which makes Uncle George furious. He considers it sacrilege to say anything of the kind."
"It is so," said the author with a little quiver of happiness.