"But will not thee be happy, too?" he asked.
"Happier than you could dream," she answered with all the frankness of a child. "But what made you change your mind?"
"I will tell thee sometime; it is too late now. There is my home and I have much work to do before dark."
"Home!" she echoed. "I never had a home, or at least I cannot remember it. We have always led a roving life, here to-day and gone to-morrow. It must be sweet to have a home!"
"Thee has always led a roving life and wishes to have a home? I have always had a home, and wish to lead a roving life," said David.
They looked at each other and smiled at this curious contradiction. They smiled because they were not yet old enough to weep over the restlessness of the human heart.
Having reached the edge of the woods, where their paths separated, they paused.
"We must part," said David.
"Yes; but we shall meet to-morrow."
"We shall meet to-morrow."
"You are sure?"
"I am sure."
"You will not change your mind?"
"I could not if I would."
"Good-bye."
"Good-bye."
At the touch of their hands their young hearts were swayed by tender and tumultuous feelings. A too strong pressure startled them, and they loosened their grasp. The sun sank behind the hill. The shadows that fell upon their faces awakened them from their dreams. Again they said goodbye and reluctantly parted. Once they stopped and, turning, waved their hands; and the next moment Pepeeta entered the road which led her out of sight.
In this interview, the entire past of these two lives seemed to count for nothing.
If Pepeeta had never seen anything of the world; if she had issued from a nunnery at that very moment, she could not have acted with a more utter disregard of every principle of safety.
It was the same with David. The fact that he had been reared a Quaker; that he had been dedicated to G.o.d from his youth; that he had struggled all his days to be prepared for such a moment as this, did not affect him to the least degree.
The seasoning of the bow does not invariably prevent it from snapping.
The drill on the parade ground does not always insure, courage for the battle. Nothing is more terrible than this futility of the past.
Such scenes as this discredit the value of experience, and attach a terrible reality to the conclusion of Coleridge, that "it is like the stern-light of a vessel--illuminating only the path over which we have traveled."
Nor did the future possess any more power over their destinies than the past. Not a conscious foreboding disturbed their enjoyment of that brief instant which alone can be called the present.
And yet, no moment in their after lives came up more frequently for review than this one, and in the light of subsequent events they were forced to recognize that during every instant of this scene there was an uneasy but unacknowledged sense of danger and wrong thrilling through all those emotions of bliss.
It is seldom that any man or woman enters into the region of danger without premonitions. The delicate instincts of the soul hoist the warning signals, but the wild pa.s.sions disregard them.
It was to this moment that their consciences traced their sorrows; it was to that act of their souls which permitted them to enjoy that momentary rapture that they attached their guilt; it was at that moment and in that silent place that they planted the seeds of the trees upon which they were subsequently crucified.
CHAPTER X.
A POISONED SPRING
"It was the saying of a great man, that if we could trace our descents, we should find all slaves to come from princes and all princes from slaves!"--Seneca.
Early the next morning the two adventurers took their departure.
The jovial quack lavished his good-byes upon the landlord and the "riff-raff" who gathered to welcome the coming or speed the parting guest at the door of the country tavern. He drove a pair of beautiful, spirited horses, and had the satisfaction of knowing that he excited the envy of every beholder, as he took the ribbons in his hand, swung out his long whip and started.
If her husband's heart was swelling with pride, Pepeeta's was bursting with anxiety. An instinct which she did not understand had prevented her from telling the doctor of her interview with the Quaker. Long before the farmhouse came in sight she began to scan the landscape for the figure which had been so vividly impressed upon her mind.
The swift horses, well fed and well groomed, whirled the light wagon along the road at a rapid pace and as they pa.s.sed the humble home of the Quaker, Pepeeta saw a little child driving the cows down the long lane, and a woman moving quietly among the flowers in the garden; but David himself was not to be seen.
"He has gone," she said to herself joyously.
On through the beech grove, around the turn of the road, into full view of the bridge, they sped.
It was empty! And yet it was there that he had agreed to meet them!
A tear fell from her eye, and her chin quivered. With the utmost effort of her will she could not repress these evidences of her disappointment, and with a spasmodic motion she clutched the arm of the driver as if it were that of Destiny and she could hold it back.
So sudden and so powerful was the grasp of her young hand, that it turned the horses out of the road and all but upset the carriage.
With a violent jerk of the reins, the astonished driver pulled them back, and exclaimed with an oath:
"You little wild cat, if you ever d-d-do that again, I will throw you into the d-d-ditch!"
"Excuse me!" she answered humbly, cowering under his angry glances.
"What in the d-d-deuce is the matter?" he asked more kindly, seeing the tears in her eyes.
"I do not know. I am nervous, I guess," she answered sadly.
"Nervous? P-p-pepeeta Aesculapius nervous? I thought her nerves were m-m-made of steel? What is the m-m-matter?" he asked, looking at her anxiously.
His gentleness calmed her, and she answered: "I am sorry to leave a place where I have been so happy. Oh! why cannot we settle down somewhere and stay? I get so tired of being always on the wing. Even the birds have nests to rest in for a little while. Are we never going to have a home?"
"Nonsense, child! What do we want with a h-h-home? It is better to be always on the go. I want my liberty. It suits me best to fly through the heavens like a hawk or swim the deep sea like a shark. A home would be a p-p-prison. I should tramp back and forth in it like a polar bear in a c-c-cage."
Pepeeta answered with a sigh.
"Cheer up, child," he cried in his hearty fashion. "Your voice sounds like the squeak of a mouse! B-b-be gay! Be happy! How can you be sad on a morning like this? Look at the play of the muscles under the smooth skins of the horses! Remember the b-b-bright shining dollars that we coaxed out of the tightly b-b-b.u.t.toned breeches pockets of the gray-backed Q-Q-Quakers. What more do you ask of life? What else can it g-g-give?"