In the following days Bastian kept searching among the pictures for one with some special meaning for him - but in vain. In the evening he sat in the hut with the miner. Since the miner kept silent, Bastian got into the habit of saying nothing, and little by little he adopted Yor's careful way of moving for fear of making the pictures crumble.
'Now I've seen all the pictures,' Bastian said one night. 'None of them is for me.'
'That's bad,' said Yor.
'What should I do?' Bastian asked. 'Should I wait for you to bring up new ones?'
Yor thought it over, then he shook his head.
'If I were you,' he whispered, 'I'd go down into the mine and dig for myself 'But I haven't got your eyes,' said Bastian. T can't see in the dark.'
'Weren't you given a light for your long journey?' Yor asked, looking through Bastian. 'A sparkling stone or something that might help you now?'
'Yes,' said Bastian sadly. 'But I used Al Tsahir for something else.'
'That's bad,' Yor said again.
'Then what do you advise?' Bastian asked.
After a long silence the miner replied: 'Then you'll just have to work in the dark.'
Bastian shuddered. He still had all the strength and fearlessness AURYN had given him, but the thought of crawling on his belly in the black underground darkness sent the shivers down his spine. He said nothing more and they both lay down to sleep.
The next morning the miner shook him by the shoulders.
Bastian sat up.
'Eat your soup and come with me,' said Yor.
Bastian obeyed.
He followed the miner to the shaft and got into the pit cage with him. Together they rode down into the mine. At first a faint beam of light followed them down the shaft, but it vanished as the cage went deeper. Then a jolt signaled that they had reached the bottom.
Here below it was much warmer than on the wintry plain. The miner walked very fast, and trying to keep up for fear of losing him in the darkness, Bastian was soon covered with sweat. They twined their way over endless passages and galleries, which sometimes opened out into spacious vaults, as Bastian could tell by the echo of their footfalls. Several times Bastian bruised himself against jutting stones or wooden props, but Yor took no notice.
On this first day and for several that followed, the miner, by wordlessly guiding Bastian's hand, instructed him in the art of separating the paper-thin leaves of isinglass from one another and picking them up. There were tools for the purpose, they felt like wooden or horn spatulas, but Bastian never saw them, for when the day's work was done they stayed down in the mine.
Little by little he learned to find his way in the darkness. A new sense that he could not have accounted for taught him to distinguish one gallery from another. One day Yor told him silently, with the mere touch of his hands, to work alone in a low gallery, which he could enter only by crawling. Bastian obeyed. It was very close and cramped, and above him lay a mountain of stone.
Curled up like an unborn child in its mother's womb, he lay in the dark depths of Fantastica's foundations, patiently digging for a forgotten dream, a picture that might lead him to the Water of Life.
Since he could see nothing in the eternal night of the mine, he could not choose or come to any decision. He could only hope that chance or a merciful fate would eventually lead him to a lucky find. Evening after evening he brought what he had managed to gather from the Minroud Mine into the failing daylight. And evening after evening his work had been in vain. But Bastian did not complain or rebel. He had lost all self-pity. Though his strength was inexhaustible, he often felt tired.
How long this painful work went on it is hard to say, for such labor cannot be measured in days and months. Be that as it may, one evening he brought to the surface a picture. It moved him so deeply the moment he looked at it that he needed all his self-control to keep from letting out a cry of surprise that would have crumbled the picture to dust.
On the fragile sheet of isinglass - it was not very large, about the size of a usual book page - he saw a man wearing a white smock and holding a plaster cast in one hand. His posture and the troubled look on his face touched Bastian to the heart. But what stirred him the most was that the man was shut up in a transparent but impenetrable block of ice.
While Bastian looked at the picture that lay before him in the snow, a longing grew in him for this man whom he did not know, a surge of feeling that seemed to come from far away. Like a tidal wave, almost imperceptible at first, it gradually built up strength till it submerged everything in its path. Bastian struggled for air. His heart pounded, it was not big enough for so great a longing. That surge of feeling submerged everything that he still remembered of himself. And he forgot the last thing he still possessed: his own name.
Later on, when he joined Yor in the hut, he was silent. The miner was silent too, but for a long while he faced Bastian, his eyes once again seeming to look through him and far into the distance. And for the first time since Bastian had come, a smile passed briefly over the miner's stone-gray features.
That night, tired as he was, the boy who no longer had a name could not sleep. He kept seeing the picture before his eyes. It was as though this man wanted to say something to him but could not, because of the block of ice he was imprisoned in. The boy without a name wanted to help him, wanted to make the ice melt. As in a waking dream he saw himself hugging the block of ice, trying in vain to melt it with the heat of his body.
But then all at once he heard what the man was trying to say to him; he heard it not with his ears but deep in his heart.
'Please help me! Don't leave me! I can't get out of this ice alone. Help me! Only you can help me!'
When they awoke next morning at daybreak, the boy without a name said to Yor: T won't be going down into the mine with you anymore.'
'Are you going to leave me?'
The boy nodded. 'I'm going to look for the Water of Life.'
'Have you found the picture that will guide you?'
'Yes.'
'Will you show it to me?'
Again the boy nodded. They went out into the snow where the picture lay. The boy looked at it, but Yor directed his blind eyes at the boy's face, as though looking through it into the distance. For a long while he seemed to be listening for some sound. At length he nodded.
'Take it with you,' he whispered, 'and don't lose it. If you lose it, or if it is destroyed, you will have nothing left in Fantastica. You know what that means.'
The boy who no longer had a name stood with bowed head and was silent for a while. Then he said just as softly: 'Thank you, Yor, for what you have taught me.'
They pressed each other's hands.
'You've been a good miner,' Yor whispered. 'You've worked well.'
Then he turned away and went to the mine shaft. Without turning around he got into the pit cage and descended into the depths.
The boy without a name picked the picture out of the snow and plodded out into the snow-covered plain.
He had been walking for many hours. Yor's hut had long since disappeared below the horizon. On all sides there was nothing to be seen but the endless snow-covered plain. But he felt that the picture, which he was holding carefully in both hands, was pulling him in a certain direction.
Regardless of how far it might be, he was determined to follow this pull, for he was convinced that it would take him to the right place. Nothing must hold him back. He felt sure of finding the Water of Life.
Suddenly he heard a clamor in the air, as though innumerable creatures were screaming and twittering. Looking up into the sky, he saw a dark cloud like a great flock of birds. But when the flock came closer, he saw what it really was and terror stopped him in his tracks.
It was the butterfly-clowns, the Shlamoofs.
Merciful heavens! thought the boy without a name. If only they haven't seen me! They'll shatter the picture with their screams!
But they had seen him.
Laughing and rollicking, they shot down and landed all around him in the snow.
'Hurrah!' they croaked, opening wide their motley-colored mouths. 'At last we've found him! Our great benefactor!'
They tumbled in the snow, threw snowballs at one another, turned somersaults, and stood on their heads.
'Be still! Please be still!' the boy without a name whispered in desperation.
The whole chorus screamed with enthusiasm: 'What did he say?' -'He said we were too still!' - 'Nobody ever told us that before!'
'What do you want of me?' asked the boy. 'Why won't you leave me alone?'
All whirled around him, cackling: 'Great benefactor! Great benefactor! Do you remember how you saved us, when we were the Acharis? Then we were the unhappiest creatures in all Fantastica, but now we're fed up with ourselves. At first what you did to us was a lot of fun, but now we're bored to death. We flit and we flutter and we don't know where we're at. We can't even plan any decent games, because we haven't any rules. You've turned us into preposterous clowns, that's what you've done. You've cheated us!'
T meant well,' said the horrified boy.
'Sure, you meant well by yourself,' the Shlamoofs shouted in chorus. 'Your kindness made you feel great, didn't it? But we paid the bill for your kindness, you great benefactor!'
'What should I do?' the boy asked. 'What do you want of me?'
'We've been looking for you,' screamed the Shlamoofs with grimacing clown faces. 'We wanted to catch you before you could make yourself scarce. Now we've caught you, and we won't leave you in peace until you become our chief. We want you to be our Head Shlamoof, our Master Shlamoof, our General Shlamoof! You name it.'
'But why?' the boy asked imploringly.
The chorus of clowns screamed back: 'We want you to give us orders. We want you to order us around, to make us do something, to forbid us to do something. We want you to give us an aim in life!'
'I can't do that. Why don't you elect one of your number?'
'No, we want you. You made us what we are.'
'No,' the boy panted. T have to go! I have to go back!'
'Not so fast, great benefactor!' cried the butterfly-clowns. 'You can't get away from us. You think you can sneak away from Fantastica, don't you? You'd like that, wouldn't you?'
'But I'm at the end of my rope,' the boy protested.
'What about us?' the chorus replied.
'Go away!' cried the boy. T can't bother with you anymore.'
'Then you must turn us back!' cried the shrill voices. 'Then we'd rather be Acharis. The Lake of Tears has dried up, Amarganth is on dry land now. And no one spins fine silver filigree anymore. We want to be Acharis again.'
T can't!' the boy replied. T no longer have any power in Fantastica.'
'In that case,' the whole swarm bellowed, whirling and swirling about, 'we'll kidnap you!'
Hundreds of little hands seized him and tried to lift him off the ground. The boy struggled with might and main and the butterflies were tossed in all directions. But like angry wasps they kept coming back.
Suddenly in the midst of this hubbub a low yet powerful sound was heard - something like the booming of a bronze bell.
In a twinkling the Shlamoofs took flight and their cloud soon vanished in the sky.
The boy who had no name knelt in the snow. Before him, crumbled into dust, lay the picture. Now all was lost. Now nothing could lead him to the Water of Life.
When he looked up, he saw, blurred by his tears, two forms in the snow. One was large, the other small. He wiped his eyes and took another look.
The two forms were Falkor, the white luckdragon, and Atreyu.
XXVI.
The Water of Life
i G z A G G I N G unsteadily, scarcely able to control his feet, the boy who had no name took a few steps toward Atreyu. Then he stopped. Atreyu did nothing, but watched him closely. The wound in his chest was no longer bleeding.
For a long while they faced each other. Neither said a word. It was so still they could hear each other's breathing.
Slowly the boy without a name reached for the gold chain around his neck and divested himself of A URYN. He bent down and carefully laid the Gem in the snow before Atreyu. As he did so, he took another look at the two snakes, the one light, the other dark, which were biting each other's tail and formed an oval. Then he let the amulet go.
In that moment AURYN, the golden Gem, became so bright, so radiant that he had to close his eyes as though dazzled by the sun. When he opened them again, he saw that he was in a vaulted building, as large as the vault of the sky. It was built from blocks of golden light. And in the middle of this immeasurable space lay, as big as the ramparts of a town, the two snakes.
Atreyu, Falkor, and the boy without a name stood side by side, near the head of the black snake, which held the white snake's tail in its jaws. The rigid eye with its vertical pupil was directed at the three of them. Compared to that eye, they were tiny; even the luckdragon seemed no larger than a white caterpillar.
The motionless bodies of the snakes glistened like some unknown metal, the one black as night, the other silvery white. The havoc they could wreak was checked only because they held each other prisoner. If they let each other go, the world would end. That was certain.
But while holding each other fast, they guarded the Water of Life. For in the center of the edifice they encircled there was a great fountain. Its beam danced up and down and in falling created and dispersed thousands of forms far more quickly than the eye could follow. The foaming water burst into a fine mist, in which the golden light was refracted with all the colors of the rainbow. The fountain roared and laughed and rejoiced with a thousand voices.
As though parched with thirst, the boy without a name looked at the water - but how was he to reach it? The snake's head did not move.
Then Falkor raised his head. His ruby-red eyeballs glittered.
'Do you understand what the Water is saying?' he asked.
'No,' said Atreyu. 'I don't.'
'I don't know why,' said Falkor. 'But I understand perfectly. Maybe because I'm a luckdragon. All the languages of joy are related.'
'What does the Water say?' Atreyu asked.
Falkor listened closely, and slowly repeated what he heard: 'I am the Water of Life, Out of myself I grow. The more you drink of me, The fuller I will flow.'
Again he listened awhile. Then he said: 'It keeps saying: "Drink! Drink! Do what you wish!" '
'How can we get to it?' Atreyu asked.
'It's asking us our names,' Falkor reported.
'I'm Atreyu!' Atreyu cried.
'I'm Falkor!' cried Falkor.
The boy without a name was silent.