The Mammoth Book Of Scottish Romance - The Mammoth Book of Scottish Romance Part 58
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The Mammoth Book of Scottish Romance Part 58

Seven.

Gabriel didn't sleep at all. He paced, brooded, and lusted for the woman on the other side of the connecting door.

"You're up early," Mackenzie said entering the kitchen, her grizzled hair at odd angles, as always of a morning. "Couldn't sleep?"

Gabriel shook his head, neither denying or confirming her supposition. The old meddler could interpret his response however she chose.

"Difficult sermon to write?"

God, he hated Mackenzie's prying. "I was up half the night delivering twin lambs to Lady Hamilton."

"That ewe's too old."

"Tell her that." Gabriel felt a smile forming, until he recalled the reason he'd paced. "Oh, and we have company, if you must know."

"Well, 'course, I must, so I can make more boxty and scotch eggs. Drop scones too, I'd warrant. How many and who?"

"Suttie Scotney and Jacey Lockhart."

The cast iron griddle hit the floor with a clatter. Mackenzie covered her cheeks, emotions marching across her features fear, acceptance, then, oddly, relief. "'Bout time you two-"

Gabriel smacked the table with a hand. "No, by God!"

He startled the old bird into a screech.

"Mackenzie, forgive me." He took her arm, led her to a chair, and fetched a cup of water.

Her Scot scowl grew fierce. "Good thing Bridget's not up, or it'd take a month for her to look at you, again, after that outburst."

Why it mattered so much, Gabriel didn't know, but for the life of him, he'd get through to that wee bundle of bones with big eyes. "You're right."

"I'm always right," Mackenzie said, climbing the back stairs.

Gabriel sat at the table and scrubbed his face with his palms, the lamb butting his thigh. He leaned down to scratch its head, starved, like a beggar, for a hint of Jace's voice.

Jacey, getting dressed. Jace, in the hall in her night clothes, smoothing the hair from his brow. Jace with ruffles on her robe, pretty, like the first time he saw her in the Lockhart pew, in his father's Kirk. A three-year-old with dark ringlets, like Bridget looked today. The family resemblance was uncanny. Although, praise be, his wee one didn't resemble her aunt in temperament.

Back then, Jacey liked to work the vicar's scruffy son the way Suttie worked her puppets. But Gabriel adored Jace and followed her everywhere. He would have kissed the hem of her gown, surprised she never commanded it. Lord, she'd been a tyrant.

Then everything changed. He went to seminary. Rare visits home, he saw the changes in her. A woman grown, her raven hair formed a striking contrast to alabaster skin kissed by roses. Gull-winged brows hovered over bright emerald eyes and high, perfect cheekbones. Jace's smile could make poets weep.

Short conversations revealed the woman who replaced the brat to be beautiful inside and out. The day he came home, a scruff no more, he'd found her at their favourite haunt.

Perfection in a siren's body, lush, ripe, Jacey's smile illuminated her features, her arms opened to embrace him. And he was lost.

Drugged by her welcome, the opium of her skin, its taste and texture, he kissed her with a frightening passion.

Dark. Untamed. Forbidden.

The birds chattered, the heavens blessed them with sun, and in the ruins of Lockhart Keep, he gave his body, heart and soul, to the girl he'd loved his whole life.

Before three months passed, his love hardened his heart and sliced into his soul. His body wasn't so good, either, for some time after, as he hadn't cared to look after it.

Now she was back, tying him in knots, though she hadn't been back a day. Only one other person annoyed him as much Nick Daventry, the father of her child.

Five years, and Gabe still wanted to beat Nick senseless.

"No more passion," he growled. It ruled him once and damned near finished him. He wouldn't let it rule him again.

Jacey would have to go.

Eight.

Jacey opened her bedroom door, and her dear old nanny enveloped her in strong, welcoming arms.

"Mackenzie, he called you," Jacey said. "But I should have known. You, keeping house for the parson? You must want to beat his broody self ten times a day."

Nanny Mac chuckled and wiped her eyes. "Your mother sent me to your sister and I stayed to help with the bairn. Two years later, we came home, and Clara married himself. I promised on her deathbed, I'd stay and care for Bridget."

"How is Bridget, Mac? Will it be all right, do you think, to tell her who I am?"

Mac reared back, eyes wide.

"Too soon to mention I'm her mother's sister? I'll say I'm a friend, then."

Mac captured her hands. "Tell Bridget you're her aunt. Don't know what I was thinking. She needs you. Me, I play Granny, but Cricket doesn't know how to climb trees or run between raindrops. Those are your specialties."

Jacey grinned. "Gabriel won't like-"

"Himself likes nothing these days. But if anybody can snap him out of his sulks, it's you, if only to try his patience." Mac grinned. "Come sit with me while I make breakfast."

After a terse good-morning, Gabriel said nothing more.

Jace liked catching up with Mac, who raised her and her sister, though she hesitated to mention Clara around Gabriel. Less than two years married to Clara, and he's a widower. He must have loved her terribly, if his mood was any indication. Last night, she'd probably reminded him of Clara, and that's why he'd been so tender.

They made eye contact at the sound of small feet on the kitchen stairs. Jacey's heart nearly stopped at first sight of her niece.

Suttie dropped her fork.

The poppet on the stairs, watching her step, missed their surprise. Bridget's thick, black wavy hair paled her skin to milk. Not beautiful but striking, though she needed colour in her cheeks, bows in her hair. Sunshine. Laughter.

She needed her aunt. They needed each other.

Eyes glistening, Mac grasped Bridget's shoulders from behind and walked her over. "Look lovey, here is my Jacey, your mama's sister come to stay." Mac nodded above the child's head, as if to say she'd made the connection; no wonder her tears.

When Bridget looked up and their eyes met for the first time, Jacey's heart clenched, her soul mourned, and memory stirred. Shaken, but trying not to show it, she cupped Bridget's chin. She looked like Clara, Jace supposed, though darker than both her parents, more like their father, actually, hers and Clara's.

Bridget assessed her. "You look sad like me."

Gabriel caught the teapot he'd nearly upended. "Good morning Cricket." The soft smile he gave his step-daughter made him look younger.

Bridget turned her face into Mac's apron.

Gabriel's smile faded. Jacey reached out to him, but he turned a hostile look her way. He did not want to be consoled ... by her.

Bridget tugged on her sleeve, reclaiming her attention.

"What is it, sweetheart?" Jacey asked.

"Your dress is old."

Despite her embarrassment, Jacey felt a rush of love so intense and unexpected, she ached. "I know."

Bridget stepped closer. She liked Myjacey. She talked soft and smelled of the flowers that grew in the water meadow, like Mama used to. Bridget liked that scent better than the petals in Mama's trunk, locked in the fusty old attic. They made her sad, and cross.

She leaned against Myjacey's soft body and shut her eyes to inhale the scent that almost made it seem as if ...

"Mama," Bridget said.

Mac released a strangled sob, Gabriel paled, and pinpricks attacked Jacey's limbs.

Suttie brought the child over to kiss her head and raise her teacup. "To expected, and unexpected, ghosts."

Jacey took Bridget on her lap, and the child settled against her.

Jacey finger combed the hair from her appraising eyes, stifling a rush of emotion. "Are you hungry, sweetie?"

"Cricket," Bridget corrected.

"Cricket, then. What would you like for breakfast?"

"Boxty, please, with butter and sugar."

"Mmm. Your Mama and I used to ..." Jacey hesitated, but Gabriel, Mac, and Bridget, waited. "We liked boxty best with strawberry jam."

Cricket looked towards Mac.

Hands on her hips, Mac harumphed. "I suppose you'll be wanting strawberry jam, now?"

Bridget nodded, eyes wide. "Aye, please."

To Jacey's pleasure, Bridget refused to leave her lap to eat, so Jace pulled the plate over, despite Gabriel's disapproval. She'd ached to hold a child since hers passed, and she wouldn't relinquish her niece for anyone.

Ignoring Gabriel's steely regard, Jacey kissed the top of her wee dark head.

Lack of appetite had naught to do with Bridget's size, and the wee thing had perfected the art of ignoring her stepfather. She reminded Jacey of herself as a girl, trying to work Gabriel like Suttie did her puppets. Did Gabriel realize Bridget manipulated him?

"I take it you like boxty with jam?" Jacey asked.

The lamb butted Bridget's leg, and she slid to the floor to pet the lamb. Ah, that's what she'd wanted to hear, Bridget's laugh.

Gabriel shot to his feet, and everyone looked up. He placed a kiss on his daughter's head. "Have a nice day, Cricket. Jace, walk me outside, will you?"

Jacey stood though Bridget caught her hand. "I'll be right back."

Gabriel's disapproval, more than anything, disturbed Jacey, as she walked him through the house and out the door. "Gabriel, I assure you, I did nothing. We just met."

"I'm aware of that," he said. "I saw your face."

"And I saw yours."

Gabriel shrugged. "She's fragile, our Bridget. I think, Jace, that she needs you." He took a deep, shuddering breath. "I don't know your plans, but-" He cleared his throat. "I'd appreciate it if you stayed for a while. Bridget's better already and, frankly, I'd do anything, anything, to see her happy again."

"Even keep me around?" She turned towards the house.

He caught her arm. "I wanted to be the one to breathe life back into her, damn it."

Nine.

Gabe's words haunted Jacey as she took Bridget upstairs to look through Clara's things.

"I don't like the attic." Bridget pulled Jacey up short. "It smells fusty."

Jacey got her moving again. "You mean musty?"

"That too." Bridget sat in the middle of the stairs. "My legs hurt."

Jacey tugged her up. "You make me think of two wee girls I once knew, me and your mother."

"Did you whine, too?"