Ben watched her without understanding. He started toward her, then found he could not move. He looked down at himself and saw to his horror that he was fading away.
"Willow!" he cried out in warning.
She rose at once and hurried toward him. But he was already losing shape and definition, returning to his dream, to his sleep, to the prison that still held him. He heard her call out to him, saw her reach for him, watched her try to hold him back. But she could not. The magic that had joined them from the fairy mists of two worlds was breaking up.
"Willow!" he cried out again, desperate now, unable to slow his going. "I'll find you somehow! I promise! I'll come for you!"
"Ben!" he heard her call to him one final time, and then he was lifting away, transparent in the mists, a bit of air and wind borne back across the gap that separated them in waking, back into the sleep from which he had come.
Alone once more in the silent clearing, Willow stared skyward at the roiling gloom. Ben was gone. The magic of her vision had been strong enough to bring him, but not to hold him. He had set her free of the dance, but could not stay to help her further. She felt a renewed desperation settle through her and fought back against her tears. But there was no time for grief, for anything but her child, and she used her anger as armor and wheeled on Edgewood Dirk.
"I want to go home," she said quietly, deliberately. "Right now."
The prism cat blinked. "Then go, Queen of Landover."
"You will not stop me?"
"Not I."
"Nor the fairies that ring this clearing?"
Dirk yawned. "They have lost interest in playing this particular game. Interesting, don't you think, how they failed to challenge Holiday?"
She considered. It was interesting. Why had they let him go? And her. What was it that stopped them from interfering?
"What path do I take, Dirk?" she asked him.
Edgewood Dirk rose and stretched. "Any path will do. All lead to where you are meant to go. Your instincts will guide you. As I said earlier, you are stronger than you think."
She did not respond to him, too angry with what had been done to her to accept compliments. He had helped her in his own peculiar way, whether by accident or on purpose she still wasn't certain, but the prism cat was no friend in either case. The fairy mists and the creatures who lived within them, Dirk included, were anathema. She wanted gone from them all.
"You are not coming with me?" she questioned.
"No," he answered. "You have no further need of me. Your quest is finished."
So it was. She had the soils she had been sent to gather, the soils of the three worlds to which her child's blood could be traced. If the Earth Mother spoke the truth, the birth of her child could take place now. There was nothing more for her to do, nothing else required. She could go home.
Folding her cloak about her, clutching her pouch of soils close against her body, she turned and began to walk. She did as she was told and followed her instincts. Surprisingly, they seemed quite clear. They took her in a straight line through the trees.
They took her deep into the mists until she disappeared.
WAKENING.
Ben Holiday awoke with a start. His eyes snapped open, and he stared straight ahead through the predawn gloom into the trees of the Labyrinth. He did not move; he could not make himself. He was frozen in place as surely as if he had been encased in ice. Questions raced through his mind, one after the other, whispers and dark teasing. Had he dreamed of his meeting with Willow or had it actually taken place? Was it truth or a wild concoction of his imagination? How much of anything that had happened to him that he could remember was real?
The Lady lay pressed up against him, still sleeping. The Gargoyle sat hunched down at the edge of the trees several yards away, head bowed. Ben blinked. Nightshade? Strabo?
He closed his eyes and kept them shut for a moment, thinking. Something had happened to reveal the truth-that much was certain. He was not the Knight; he was Ben Holiday. The Knight was some personification of his real identity. It was so with the Lady and the Gargoyle as well. They had been changed by the Labyrinth and its magic, or by the magic that had sent them here, or by some foul deception they did not yet understand. They had been given identities that mirrored some part of who they were but concealed the rest. They appeared significantly different than they were. Strabo had been changed most; he was not even a dragon anymore. Nightshade was recognizable, yet she was different, too, in a way he could not quite explain. Neither had the use of their magic. Neither possessed the strength and power that was theirs in Landover.
He opened his eyes again. Mist hung amid the trunks and limbs of the trees. It carpeted the grasses on which he lay. The Labyrinth was a vast, endless mirage their vision could not see through.
What had been done to them?
Horris Kew. The conjurer had something to do with this, though in truth it was hard to believe he possessed power enough to imprison them in this otherworld. But he had been there watching. He had provided the box into which they had been lured, in which they were now trapped. Ben repeated the words. Trapped in a box. How, he wondered abruptly, had that been done? Horris Kew. He breathed slowly, carefully, trying to think. Did knowing Horris Kew was involved help in any way? Where were they? Oh, yes, the Labyrinth, but where was that?
His mind sideslipped. Willow. He had gone to her. He had not dreamed it-or if he had, there had been a large piece of reality in the dream. All was possible if you went into the fairy mists, where reality was fluid and anything could be brought to pass. Magic had brought him to her, magic born of her dance and of her imaginings. She had called him to her because she could not break free. Was she free now? Had he helped her escape before the dream had ended? What was she doing in the fairy mists in the first place?
There were no answers for his questions, only more questions. He could not allow too many. Too many would strangle him. Only one thing mattered now-that he break free of the Labyrinth and find her. There must be a way. Magic had been used to conceal the truth about who he was, and there was a reason for that. Somewhere in that concealing there was something that would help him, that would help them all.
He looked back at them again, at their silent, sleeping forms.
Once they knew, of course. Once they were told.
He eased himself away from Nightshade, thinking of what had passed between them as the Knight and the Lady, recognizing the damage they had inadvertently done to themselves. He remembered how she had kissed him. He remembered her touch. His eyes closed in dismay. How could he tell her that it was all a lie? How could he tell her that she was not his charge as he had believed, that the magic of their prison had misled them, had tricked them into thinking that their relationship was something other than what it really was and caused them to ...
He could not finish the thought. Only one thing mattered. There was now and had always been only Willow.
He climbed to his feet, not yet ready to do so. He walked away from her, moving toward the trees, trying to assemble the fragments of what he knew into some recognizable whole. He thought of how he had been made to appear, a Knight with no past and no future, a nameless warrior, a champion for a master with no name and of a cause without identity. His worst nightmare. His worst ...
Fear.
He saw it then, the truth that had been hidden from them all this time. They were in the fairy mists, too!
The Gargoyle was next to him suddenly, a dark shadow moving out of the haze. Gnarled hands balanced his disjointed body as he leaned forward. "What is it?" he asked, seeing Ben's face.
Ben looked at him, trying to see past the ugliness, past the mask the magic had created. He could not. "I know what has been done to us," he said. "I know where we came from. I know who we are."
The Gargoyle's face twisted and froze, his eyes glittering like candles. "Tell me."
Ben shook his head. He motioned to the Lady. "We must wake her, too."
They walked to her, and Ben reached down and touched her arm. She awoke at once, flawless, cold features softened by sleep, a smile upon her face. "I dreamed of you," she began.
He placed a warning finger to her lips. "No, say nothing. Don't speak. Sit up and listen to me. I have something to tell you." He moved back from her, letting her rise. "Listen carefully. I know who we are."
She stared at him for a moment, then shook her head quickly. "I don't want to know." There was fear in her voice, recognition that something was about to be stolen away. "What difference does it make to us here?"
He kept his voice calm, even. "By knowing who we are and where we come from, we give ourselves a chance to escape. Our only chance, I think."
"How is it that you know and we do not?" she snapped at him, angry now, defensive.
"I was given a dream," he told her. "In the dream I discovered what had happened to us. We have been trapped in this place by magic. We were sent here from another world, our world. Magic was used to make us forget who we are, to make us seem different. We were sent here to wander about forever, I think-to spend what was left of our lives futilely attempting to find a way out. But there is no way out of here except by using magic. You were right-magic alone can save us. But first we have to understand how that magic works. To do that, we have to understand ourselves, who we are, where we came from, what it is we do."
"No," she said quietly and shook her head back and forth. "Don't say anything else."
"I am not the Knight," he said, pressing quickly ahead, anxious to get this over with. "I am Ben Holiday, King of Landover."
Her hands flew to her mouth, shaking. She made a noise deep in her throat.
Unable to bear her look, Ben turned to the Gargoyle. The monster was staring at him, expressionless. "You are called Strabo. You are a dragon, not a Gargoyle."
He turned back to the Lady, determined. "And you are ..."
"Nightshade!" she hissed in fury. She shrank from him, and her smooth face contorted with despair and recognition. "Holiday, what have you done to us? What have you done to me me?"
Ben shook his head. "We have done it to ourselves, each of us in turn. This place has made it possible. Magic stole our memories when we were sent here from the Heart. Do you remember? There was a man with a box. There were notes purportedly sent by each of us to the other, bait for the trap that was used to ensnare us. Some sort of spell wrapped us about and sent us here, into the box ..."
"Yes, I remember now!" Strabo growled, who in spite of having his identity uncovered still did not look like the dragon. "I remember the man and his box and the magic netting us like fish! Such power! But why was it done? Look at me! How could I have been changed so?"
Ben knelt before him. The clearing was hushed and closed about. It was as if their world had stopped moving.
"We are in the fairy mists," he said quietly. "Think about how we appear. We have become the things we most fear we might really be. You are a monster, loathed and despised, an outcast that no one wishes to look upon, hunted by all, blamed for everything that cannot otherwise be explained. And you cannot fly, can you? Your wings have been stripped away. Haven't you always feared being earthbound? Flying has always provided you with a form of escape, no matter how terrible things were. Here, you have been cheated even of that."
He paused. "And look at me. I am what I feared most to become. I am the King's Champion, his handpicked destroyer, his butcher of enemies, nameless and empty of everything but my fighting skills and my desire to use them. Even my armor has become a weapon, a monstrous apparition called the Haze that eliminates any enemy who threatens. I fear killing more than anything, and so for me it comes to pass."
He stopped himself, unwilling to say more. They did not know he was the Paladin, only that the Paladin served the King. He would not have them know more.
"Nightshade," he said softly, turning back to her again. She crouched down like a cornered beast. "What is it you fear most? What frightens you? Loss of your magic, certainly. You have said as much. But something more ..."
"Silence!" she screamed.
"Being human," Strabo snapped. "She loses power when she acknowledges her humanness. Her emotions make her weak; they steal away her strength. She must not let herself feel. She must not be tender or soft or give love ..."
Nightshade flew at him, nails raking at his face, but Ben pushed her aside, bore her to the ground, and pinned her there while she spit and screamed like a madwoman. Nightshade had been changed in more ways than one, he thought as he held her. He would never have been able to do this in Landover, for Nightshade had ten times his strength. She was indeed without her power.
She went quiet finally and turned her head aside from him, tears coursing down her pale face. "I will hate you forever," she whispered, the words barely audible. "For what you have done to me, for what you have made me feel-all of it a lie, a monstrous deceit! That I could care for you, could love you, could have you as a woman would a man-how could I have been so stupid? I will hate you forever, Holiday. I will never forget."
He stood up and left her lying there, still turned away. There was nothing he could say to her that would help. That she had been made to feel something for him was unpardonable; that she had been deceived into thinking him her lover unforgivable. It did not matter what she had felt before. The chasm that had opened between them would never be bridged now.
"The Labyrinth is a part of the fairy mists." He straightened his cloak, knocked askew in his struggle. "It was Willow who called to me in my dream. She called from another part of the mists. When I went to her, I could sense that where she was and where I was were joined. I was reminded how the mists work on those who are human or have left that world. They use fear against us, to change who we are, to make us over, to confront us with that which will drive us mad. Where there is no reality but that which we create, imagination plays havoc with our emotions. Particularly fear. We are lost when that happens. We cannot control it as the fairy people do. They told me so once. They warned me against it."
He took a deep breath. "What we have done in our travels, where we have gone, who we have encountered, is not real. Or not real beyond the Labyrinth. Do you see? We made it up, all of it! Together or separately, I don't know which. The townsfolk, the River Gypsies, the Gristlies-they were all representations of creatures from Landover. The people of the Greensward, the once-fairy, Rock Trolls, G'home Gnomes, or whatever. They don't exist outside our minds or these mists or this prison in which we are confined."
Strabo shook his head. "The fairy mists would not affect me or the witch as they would you. We are fairy creatures ourselves. Yet look at me. I am more changed than you! And no less riddled with the fear you describe. And I did not sense it! I should have been able to do so, having access to the mists in my passage from world to world. Nightshade might be banned from the mists, but I am not. No, Holiday. There is more to this."
"There is the box!" Ben snapped. "The box is something more than a container for the mists. It is a trap strong enough to hold such as we. Another magic works within it."
"It is possible," the other agreed thoughtfully. "But if so, then what magic can free us?"
"I've been thinking about that," Ben said. "When I remembered who I was, I remembered something else, too. I think that our identities were stripped from us to wipe out any chance that we might remember anything that would help us escape. This trap was set up to work two ways. First, to make us forget who we are. Second, to steal away any magic we commanded, to render us impotent. Well, we've overcome the first, so that leaves the second. No magic. And we can't escape this trap without magic."
He glanced from one to the other. Nightshade was back on her feet, ramrod straight, her expression flat and set. "But I think that Horris Kew or whoever it was who put us here might have made a mistake. The magic intended to be stolen from us was innate. That's why we were changed in different ways. You were changed most of all, Strabo. Your magic is inherent in what you are-a dragon-so you were changed to something else entirely. Otherwise, you could use your fire to escape this trap, because your fire is your greatest power and among other things it lets you cross between worlds."
He turned to Nightshade. "And you were stripped of your magic for the same reason, although it was not necessary to change your appearance because how you looked made no difference to whether your magic worked. But the result was the same. Like Strabo, you were trapped without a means of escape because the magic you relied on most, the magic inside yourself, was gone."
He paused. "But it is different with me. I have no innate magic. I came to Landover without any and still possess none. So I was not affected. My memory was stolen, and that was enough. As long as I didn't remember who I was, what danger did I pose?"
"Get to the point," Nightshade snapped coldly.
"This is the point," Ben replied. He reached into his tunic and pulled forth the medallion with the graven image of the Paladin riding out of Sterling Silver at sunrise. "The medallion of the Kings of Landover, given to me when I was brought over from my own world. It invests me with the right to rule, it gives me command over the Paladin, and it does one thing more. It lets me pass through the fairy mists."
There was a protracted silence. "Then you think ..." Strabo began and stopped.
"It is possible that the magic of the talisman was not leached away in the same manner as your own, that our prison is designed to render the magic of living creatures useless, but not the magic of inanimate things." Ben paused. "Beyond Landover, the medallion lends no authority to rule and will not summon the Paladin. But it will allow passage through the fairy mists. Perhaps it can do so here. It has retained its link to the armor of the Paladin, even though that armor comes in the form of the Haze. It was recognized by the Gristlies and warded us from them. Perhaps it can set us free as well."
"If we are indeed imprisoned in some part of the mists," Strabo pointed out dourly.
"If," Ben agreed.
"This is a very slim chance you offer us," the other mused.
"But the only one we have."
Strabo nodded, his ugly face almost serene. "The only one."
Nightshade came forward then, all black anger and hard edges, and stopped before Ben. "Will this really work?" she demanded, her voice dangerously quiet.
He met her gaze and held it. "I think so. We will have to take the medallion into the mists and test it. If it does what it should, we will emerge from the mists where we entered them."
"Restored to ourselves?" Her eyes glittered.
"I don't know. Once we are beyond the prison and its magic, we should be."
She nodded. Her face was white marble, her eyes gone almost red. There was such fury mirrored there that he shrank inwardly from it.
"You had better hope so, play-King," she said softly. "Because if we do not escape this madness and I am not made whole again, every part of me, every piece of who and what I am, I will spend the rest of my days waiting for a chance to destroy you."
She drew her long cloak close about her, a dark ghost in the misty dawn. "You have my word on that. Now get us out of here."
Time seemed stopped.
Willow walked slowly, steadily through the mists, placing her feet carefully with each step. She could not tell where she was going. She could barely see the ground she trod. If this was a trap, she was finished. The haze was so dense that she would be on top of whatever snare might be waiting long before she could identify it. She was proceeding on trust, and where the fairies were concerned this was not particularly reassuring.
But after a while, the air began to clear. It thinned gradually, like dawn coming out of night, a slow giving way of greater shadows to lesser. The light strengthened from black to gray, but still there was no sun. Gradually the mist receded until it was entwined within a wall of trees and scrub. Willow looked about. She was in a jungle of tangled trees and vines, damp and fetid earth, and silence. There was no sound about her, no movement, as if all life had been destroyed.
She moved forward a few tentative steps and stopped. She looked about again. A sinking feeling unsettled her stomach. She knew where she was. She was in the Deep Fell, the home of Nightshade.
For an instant she thought she must be mistaken. How could she possibly have come here, of all places? She moved forward again, searching the jungle about her, trying to peer through the thick canopy of the trees, to see beyond the shadows, to convince herself she was wrong. She could not. Her instincts and memory were quite clear on the matter. She was in the Deep Fell.
She took a slow breath to steady herself. This might be another fairy trick, she thought. It might be their revenge on her, letting her wander into Nightshade's lair. Trust your instincts, Edgewood Dirk had advised. Trust not the cat. She exhaled. Whatever the case, she must escape quickly or she would be discovered.