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The Last Sin Eater Part 34

"Y our pa's going to skin your hide, boy, calling us out for nothing! And dang if I won't help him do it!"

"What're ye calling us up here for?"

"'Cause I told him to, that's why!" Miz Elda hollered at 'em. "Y e think we'd be ringing the bell if it weren't a matter of life and death? Now, hold yer peace and wait! When everyone's gathered we'll tell you what's going on in this here valley!" She was enjoying herself.

"I 'd think ye'd be pleased to know I 'm still breathing.

Fact is, I ain't felt better in my entire life."

Brogan Kai came with his two older sons. When he saw it was Fagan ringing the bell, his face got all red and tight. I thought he'd come charging up, but hedidn't. He kept his distance, asking others in a low voice what was going on. But his eyes, oh, his eyes were so black with rage and hate, I knew something terrible was going to happen, if not now, then later in the day or tomorrow or whenever he could get his hands on us.

430"Where's Fia?" Miz Elda asked my pa when he come alone.

"In bed. Ailing."

I didn't think much about it then because shehad been ailing off and on ever since Elen died.

"Well, then, Angor, ye'll be taking the news home to her, I expect."

"Y es, ma'am, whatever the news be." He glanced at me in question. I could see he thought I 'd done some terrible sin, something worse than they already thought I 'd done. I t made me sad my own father thought so little of me. But then, I hadn't given him much reason to think better.

The last two to arrive were Bletsung Macleod and Iona Kai. Everyone went quiet when Fagan spottedthem. He stopped ringing the bell for a few seconds, and people turned around to see why he was staring so. He started ringing the bell again as they came up the hill path together, each with a bouquet of flowers.

Iona was so pale, she looked like death. She looked at Brogan Kai and paused. Everything about her pleaded for his understanding, but he just stared back at her, lip curling in a sneer. He spit on the ground by her feet, right there in front of everyone. Bletsung reached outand took her hand, drawing her away.

431They kept on walking toward Miz Elda's cabin.

People moved back for them as they came up to the cabin and then closed in behind, whispering.

Miz Elda watched them come. The laughter had died in her when she saw Iona. She went all still and quiet. I saw her hands shake as she clasped them in her lap and knew she was reining in her emotions. So I moved closer, putting my hand on her shoulder. She was trembling all over, so filled up with feelings at seeing her daughter come to her after eighteen long years.

But what sort of feelings were they? And what would she say after so much hurt?

I thought of my own mother and how I longed for herto forgive me, and I prayed. I prayed hard.

Iona Kai stopped at the foot of the steps. She stood for a long moment beside Bletsung Macleod, her head down. Bletsung leaned close and whispered something to her, and then let go of her hand and moved back a step. Iona Kai slowly raised her head.

When her mouth jerked, she pressed her lips together tightly and stood silent of a moment.

"I t's nice to see ye well, Mama," she said finally, her voice thick with emotion. She looked at her mother, and in her face was a 432question, unspoken but clear. And all about her, people watched and waited to see what the old woman would do, the old woman who had the well-known reputation of being hard and unforgiving.

Miz Elda sat silent for a full minute, and I knew it wasn't for lack of words to say but for being unable to say them. "I never dared hope to see ye again in this lifetime," she said finally. And then she smiled and opened her arms. "Welcome home, darlin'."

Iona flew up the steps. Dropping to her knees, she puther head in her mother's lap and wept. Miz Eldawept, too, all the while stroking her daughter's hair gently and looking out at the others. Her eyes fixed upon Brogan Kai. He glared back at her, a muscle jerking in his cheek. There was hate in his look, a black pit of it.

"Y e can stop ringing the bell, lad," Miz Elda said.

"We're all gathered together now, except for those who canna come. I t's high time for ye to do yer talking."

Looking out at all the people, I had strong feelings of doubt about what was coming. They was not in the best of spirits for hearing anything, let alone something so different from what they believed. What one of them would listen to Fagan, a lad in rebellion against his father, or to me, reputed to 433have killed my own sister? I was plumb shy and hung back, hiding behind Miz Elda. Fagan took a deep breath, squared his shoulders, and walked to the front steps. He stood there, looking at his father first, then round at all the rest. "I 've got good news to tell ye!" he called out in a strong voice. "News that will bring ye tidings of great joy!" "Shut your mouth and stand down, boy!" Brogan shouted.Fagan stayed where he was, undaunted, and spoke the word of the Lord. I t flowed out of him, straight, clear, ringing louder than the bell, just like the man by the river had told us. Fagantold the who, the what, the when, the where, the how, and the why of it all in simple words any child could understand. For we had, hadn't we?

Surely they would, too. Oh, surely the goodness and mercy of God would speak to them....

I t was all said and done before Brogan Kai reached the space before the front steps of the cabin.

"Y ou're crazy!" he shouted up at us. "Y ou've gone out of your mind just like I warned ye would if ye listened to the madman. He was filled with lies and clean out of his mind!"

Fagan looked at him. "Is that why ye killed him, Pa?"

434There was a collective gasp, and people turned to stare at the Kai.

He faced them, shoulders back, head high. "Aye, I killed him! And I 'd do it again! I did it for all of us. I t's my duty to protect our valley. Look at the damage that man done in even the short time I let him alone. What right did he have, a stranger, to come up here from Godknows where, spilling out lies and turning our own children against us? I should've killed him sooner!"

"God made us witnesses," Fagan said loudly. "He's chosen us to be his servants so that we'll know him and believe him and understand he exists."

"Y ou ain't telling us anything we don't already know for ourselves, boy," someone shouted, taking Brogan's side.

"Hear the word of the Lord!" Miz Elda called out in a strong voice.

"Everything around us testifies to the glory of God,"

Fagan said. "Even the stars above us show his handiwork. God made the world and all things therein, seeing as how he is Lord of heaven and earth. He's the giver of life and breath. I t's in him we live and move and have our being. Forasmuch as we're his children, we oughtn't think that we can be savedby a man's devices."

"He's speaking against the sin eater!"

435Brogan Kai shouted. "That's what he's doing.Don't ye see? All these years, we've trusted in him, knowing from centuries past that we've needed a sin eater to make us ready to meet God. And ye stand here listening to him?"

"Our salvation depends upon God's only begotten Son, Jesus Christ!" Fagan shouted.

"He's a boy. What does he know?"

"This is the truth! I t's Jesus who was nailed on the cross. I t's Jesus who shed his blood to atone for our sins. I t's in Jesus we must believe, for he is the resurrection and the life!"

The Kai's face was feral as he glared up at Fagan.

"Y e're a fool!" He turned and spoke to the others.

"Don't listen to him! He's been poisoned by lies."

"I 'm telling the truth and you know it. That's why ye're so set against it. Before Christ there was no other, and neither shall there be after him. He is the Lord and there's no Savior except Jesus!"

"Who here will risk going before God with his sins still upon ye?" Brogan asked. "Will you, Angor Forbes?

What about you, John Hume? Or you, Hiram Sayre?Who wants to be the first to die and not have the sin eater come? Who wants to be first to burn in hell forever?"

436They looked afraid, confused, like sheep without a shepherd. Brogan came through them and stood before the cabin. I t was as though he wanted to put himself between them and Christ, blocking their way to the safety of the fold.

"Y ou're dead in your sins," Fagan said into the terrified silence. "And dead ye will remain if ye put your hope in a sin eater! Only God can take away your sins, and Jesus is the Christ, the Anointed One, the Lamb of God."

"Lies! All lies!"

"Listen to the boy, people!" Miz Elda said. "For our clan is destroyed for lack of knowledge!"

"God dinna send his Son into the world to condemn us! He sent him that we might be saved. Believe on him who died for you. Whoever believeth in him shall not perish, but have everlasting life," Fagan continued.

"He's saying our ways are evil!"Fagan came down the steps and faced his father.

"Those who do not believe are condemned already.

And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and you love darkness because of your evil deeds!"

Brogan hit Fagan hard, and he fell to the ground.

437"Brogan!" Iona cried out. "Don't!"

"Don't? I should've taken care of this long ago. And don't open your mouth again, woman!" he warned her with deadly calm. "Y e've spoiled the boy, and this is the result of it."

There was a stirring in me, a rush of fire in my blood.

I came around Miz Elda's chair and stood at the front steps. "I t's not the work of any man that makes us presentable to God! Jesus is the one who took our sins and nailed them to the cross! I t's been done.It is finished!"

"Y e'd like that, now, wouldn't ye?" Brogan seemed to have forgotten Fagan, seeing me as his enemy now.

"Y ou who pushed your own sister into the river and watched her drown!"The attack was like a spear through my heart. I looked at my father and saw he was ashamed. His face reddened in anger - but it was an anger roused by the telling of family sins in a public place.

"I didn't push her," I said with a calm past my understanding. "Elen came across the tree bridge and fell into the river."

"Y ou little liar!" Brogan said. "Everyone knows you did it. Everyone's talked about it ever since. Everyone knew how ye were jealous of her."

438"Aye, 'tis true I was jealous. 'Tis true I sometimes wished she'd never been born." I saw Brogan Kai's eyes light with triumph and satisfaction, but I didn't hesitate. "And that day when I saw her coming across to find me in my special place, I wished she'd fall. But Idinnapush her. And I have mourned the passing of my sister ever since."

Papa just stood there staring at me, saying nothing.

When he lowered his head, I reckoned he thought the worst of me still.

I t was my brother, Iwan, who stepped forward. He looked back at Brogan Kai and then up at me on EldaKendric's porch. "I believe ye, Cadi. And I believe what Fagan's telling us is the truth."

"So do I ," Cluny Byrnes said and pressed forward from behind her parents. She smiled across at Iwan, eyes radiant.

The Kai's look was malevolent and mocking. "No doubt ye both would. Two who'd like to be forgiven for what they done in secret. T ell 'em, Cleet. T ell 'em all how ye seen Iwan Forbes and Cluny Byrnes tangled together up in the woods. Go on and tell'em all what these two been doing behind her father's back."

With a sneer, Fagan's brother came forward and did just that in gleeful detail.

439Cluny tried to run away, but her father grabbed her and swung her around. Grasping her arms, he shook her. "Is it true?"

"I t weren't the way Cleet's saying," Iwan shouted, but when he tried to move, Pa grabbed him and held him back.

"Y ou harlot," Cluny's father said, shaking her.

"Shaming me before everyone.""Let her go! I love her. I want to marry her!"

"And ye think that makes it right?" Brogan said.

"Pa! We dinna mean it to happen." Cluny was crying.

"I swear!"

"Weallsin!" Miz Elda stood. "We all fall short of the glory of God. These two have confessed and repented, and they are forgiven."

"No, they ain't!" Brogan shouted. "Not unless her father says so, and they'll still carry that sin on 'em until the day they die!That's why we need the sin eater."

Cluny's father was weeping in shame and disappointment, pushing her away from him now, turning his back on her. And the poor girl was torn between pleading for his forgiveness and going to Iwan, who was holding out his hand to her.

"The sin eater is not the way to salvation!"

440Fagan cried out as he straightened to his feet once more.

"Y ou all know what we have to do, people!" Brogansaid, turning on them. "Y ou've always known! I t's the way things was done in the old country! And so they shall be done here!"

"And if it is so done, then we'll go on doing evil as we did the first day we set foot in this valley," Miz Elda said. She toddled forward, leaning heavily upon her cane. "For I will tell you the truth of how this land came to be ours."

And she did so, not sparing a single detail. I could tell by the downcast eyes of some that they'd already heard the terrible story from their own kin who'd been part of the massacre. Others looked sick at the revelation.

"They were savages! They'd've scalped us in our sleep!" Brogan said, defending his father before him.

"I f that were true, Laochailand Kai would not have felt the need of a sin eater, now, would he?" Miz Elda said.

"He'd've not been afeared for his immortal soul. But he knew he was a man with blood on his hands, innocent blood! That's how this whole wretched business of the sin eater started!""I t will not end!" Brogan Kai snarled.

441"Not until I draw my last breath!" He turned, challenging one man after another, all of whom were aware of the Kai's two sons with their loaded muskets.

"Who's got the guts to end it? Aye? Y ou, Angor? Y ou, Clem?" He turned and looked contemptuously at his own son. "Y ou, Fagan?"

I saw the desire in Fagan's eyes to strike back at the one who had struck so often at him.

"Be not caught in the wiles of the devil, boy," Miz Elda said quietly.

"The devil, you say," Brogan mocked. "I 'm not the devil. He is."

"Y e shout lies at us, Brogan Kai," the old woman said. "Y e speak words brewed in yer foul mind. Y e've set your heart against God, and it's Satan ye serve. He who would make Jesus Christ a stumbling block is of the devil!"

"May God strike you dead, old woman," he said, head down like a charging bull. She stood firm, and Fagan came to stand beside her. She nodded. "Ireckon he will, but it'll be in his time, not yours."

The strength of faith shone forth from her and from Fagan, so that even the Kai had to see it and feel it.

For just an instant I saw a flicker of doubt and fear in his eyes. And then Bletsung Macleod spoke.

442"There's no need for all this fighting. I t's over anyway."