"It seems to me that I do. But you oughtn't to let your fancy run away with you, Boyne. What a queer boy!"
"It's a kind of fascination, I suppose. But whether it's a real fancy or an unreal one, I can't get away from it."
"Poor boy!" said his sister.
"Perhaps it's those books. Sometimes I think it is, and I laugh at the whole idea; and then again it's so strong that I can't get away from it.
Ellen!"
"Well, Boyne?"
"I could tell you who it is, if you think that would do any good--if you think it would help me to see it in the true light, or you could help me more by knowing who it is than you can now."
"I hope it isn't anybody that you can't respect, Boyne?"
"No, indeed! It's somebody you would never dream of."
"Well?" Ellen was waiting for him to speak, but he could not get the words out, even to her.
"I guess I'll tell you some other time. Maybe I can get over it myself."
"It would be the best way if you could."
He rose and left her bedside, and then he came back. "Ellen, I've got something that I wish you would keep for me."
"What is it? Of course I will."
"Well, it's--something I don't want you to let Lottie know I've got. She tells that Mr. Trannel everything, and then he wants to make fun. Do you think he's so very witty?"
"I can't help laughing at some things he says."
"I suppose he is," Boyne ruefully admitted. "But that doesn't make you like him any better. Well, if you won't tell Lottie, I'll give it to you now."
"I won't tell anything that you don't want me to, Boyne."
"It's nothing. It's just-a picture of the Queen on porcelain, that I got in The Hague. The guide took me into the store, and I thought I ought to get something."
"Oh, that's very nice, Boyne. I do like the Queen so much. She's so sweet!"
"Yes, isn't she?" said Boyne, glad of Ellen's approval. So far, at least, he was not wrong. "Here it is now."
He put the miniature in Ellen's hand. She lifted herself on her elbow.
"Light the candle and let me see it."
"No, no!" he entreated. "It might wake Lottie, and--and--Good-night, Ellen."
"Can you go to sleep now, Boyne?"
"Oh yes. I'm all right. Good-night."
"Good-night, then."
Borne stooped over and kissed her, and went to the door. He came back and asked, "You don't think it was silly, or anything, for me to get it?"
"No, indeed! It's just what you will like to have when you get home.
We've all seen her so often. I'll put it in my trunk, and n.o.body shall know about it till we're safely back in Tuskingum."
Boyne sighed deeply. "Yes, that's what I meant. Good-night."
"Good-night, Boyne."
"I hope I haven't waked you up too much?"
"Oh no. I can get to sleep easily again."
"Well, good-night." Boyne sighed again, but not so deeply, and this time he went out.
XXII.
Mrs. Kenton woke with the clear vision which is sometimes vouchsafed to people whose eyes are holden at other hours of the day. She had heard Boyne opening and shutting Ellen's door, and her heart smote her that he should have gone to his sister with whatever trouble he was in rather than come to his mother. It was natural that she should put the blame on her husband, and "Now, Mr. Kenton," she began, with an austerity of voice which he recognized before he was well awake, "if you won't take Boyne off somewhere to-day, I will. I think we had better all go. We have been here a whole fortnight, and we have got thoroughly rested, and there is no excuse for our wasting our time any longer. If we are going to see Holland, we had better begin doing it."
The judge gave a general a.s.sent, and said that if she wanted to go to Flushing he supposed he could find some garden-seeds there, in the flower and vegetable nurseries, which would be adapted to the climate of Tuskingum, and they could all put in the day pleasantly, looking round the place. Whether it was the suggestion of Tuskingum in relation to Flushing that decided her against the place, or whether she had really meant to go to Leyden, she now expressed the wish, as vividly as if it were novel, to explore the scene of the Pilgrims' sojourn before they sailed for Plymouth, and she reproached him for not caring about the place when they both used to take such an interest in it at home.
"Well," said the judge, "if I were at home I should take an interest in it here."
This provoked her to a silence which he thought it best to break in tacit compliance with her wish, and he asked, "Do you propose taking the whole family and the appurtenances? We shall be rather a large party."
"Ellen would wish to go, and I suppose Mr. Breckon. We couldn't very well go without them."
"And how about Lottie and that young Trannel?"
"We can't leave him out, very well. I wish we could. I don't like him."
"There's nothing easier than not asking him, if you don't want him."
"Yes, there is, when you've got a girl like Lottie to deal with. Quite likely she would ask him herself. We must take him because we can't leave her."
"Yes, I reckon," the judge acquiesced.
"I'm glad," Mrs. Kenton said, after a moment, "that it isn't Ellen he's after; it almost reconciles me to his being with Lottie so much. I only wonder he doesn't take to Ellen, he's so much like that--"
She did not say out what was in her mind, but her husband knew. "Yes, I've noticed it. This young Breckon was quite enough so, for my taste. I don't know what it is that just saves him from it."
"He's good. You could tell that from the beginning."
They went off upon the situation that, superficially or subliminally, was always interesting them beyond anything in the world, and they did not openly recur to Mrs. Kenton's plan for the day till they met their children at breakfast. It was a meal at which Breckon and Trammel were both apt to join them, where they took it at two of the tables on the broad, seaward piazza of the hotel when the weather was fine. Both the young men now applauded her plan, in their different sorts. It was easily arranged that they should go by train and not by tram from The Hague. The train was chosen, and Mrs. Kenton, when she went to her room to begin the preparations for a day's pleasure which const.i.tute so distinctly a part of its pain, imagined that everything was settled. She had scarcely closed the door behind her when Lottie opened it and shut it again behind her.