Zhao Lijun still bowed his head and said nothing, so that Zhao Yan could not see what he was thinking.
Zhao Yan sighed and let out a sense of powerlessness.
He is really anxious!
His good big brother, why did he become like this.
Obviously the old brother was also a very good person.
Is there such a big change because of a woman?
Zhao Yan can't figure it out.
In fact, Zhao Lijun's current changes, even he himself is not clear.
What Li Xiaoran said touched him a lot, he tried his best to adjust his mood and wanted to start over.
But at this time, he met Hu Yutong who came to Zhao Yan again.
To be honest, hearing what Hu Yutong said, Zhao Lijun was like being trampled in the dust.
What's more funny is that his sincerity is regarded as worthless by others.
Can't curry favor with my cousin-in-law, so I go to curry favor with my cousin-in-law's mother-in-law, which is his eldest aunt.
At this moment, Zhao Lijun realized the importance of power.
Since he wants to start over, then Zhao Lijun must be that powerful person.
He doesn't want to rely on his cousin, he wants to rely on his own ability to go out.
He doesn't believe it anymore, he can't make a lot of achievements without his cousin-in-law's family.
The man's self-esteem played a great role at this moment, causing Zhao Lijun's psychology to change again.
"Brother, you should say something!" Zhao Yan was really anxious at this moment.
He felt that something was wrong, and he felt that his eldest brother seemed to be standing on the edge of a cliff.
He wanted to try his best to pull him back, but the eldest brother stood on the edge of the cliff and was indifferent.
How can Zhao Yan not be in a hurry!
Zhao Lijun walked out of his thoughts and looked at Zhao Yan who was very anxious.
"Don't worry, big brother is fine!"
Speaking of this, Zhao Lijun added a piece of firewood in, and then said something like this.
"You're not me, I don't understand how I feel during this time! Zhao Yan, have you ever tried to give a sincere heart and then be crushed under the soles of your shoes? Are you desperate for the sake of A woman pays, but in the end that woman mocks you for doing something wrong and not meeting her requirements? You are not me, you will never understand how I feel!"
"Yes yes yes, I can't understand how you feel, and there's no way I can empathize, but I want you to cheer up, brother! So, brother, tell me, what you want to do now What?" Zhao Yan asked.
Zhao Lijun thought about it carefully, then raised his head to look at the woods in the distance.
"I want to leave here, leave Bailu City, I want to go outside! Zhao Yan, one day, I will use my own ability to marry someone who only looks at me. The daughter-in-law is back!"
Zhao Yan opened his mouth and thought for a while. He originally wanted to say why this was necessary, but the words couldn't come out of his mouth.
Perhaps, as the elder brother Zhao Lijun said, he is not him, and there is no way to understand his thoughts.
Since he wants to go out, let's go!
"Brother, if you think this is the best way for you, then do it!" Finally, Zhao Yan said such words.
If he can persuade him, he has already said it. In the end, Zhao Lijun does not change his original intention, and he has no choice.
Zhao Lijun is an adult, he should be responsible for his own life.
Next, the brothers did not talk about this matter, but just like in Feiying Village, roasting game, drinking wine, and talking about the past.
The next day, when Zhao Yan woke up from the stone house, Zhao Lijun had already left.
Zhao Yan sighed, then cleaned up the stone house, and then left with his own things.
The two brothers had already agreed last night, and they will go down the mountain today.
The eldest brother Zhao Lijun at this time must have been talking to his second uncle about going out and making a foray!
To be honest, Zhao Yan is not optimistic about Zhao Lijun's idea.
It's just that Zhao Lijun has already got into the horns, so he can't listen to anything he says.
On the way back, Zhao Yan looked listless.
Just at this time, Li Xiaoran led Da Huang and the others out to solve the physiological problem, and the two met again.
"Hey, cousin Zhao Yan, why are you the only one going down the mountain today?" Li Xiaoran asked strangely.
When Zhao Yan saw Li Xiaoran, it was as if he had found a good helper.
"Cousin Xiaoran, you are very nice, there is something you can help me to see!"
"Okay, cousin, talk about it!" Li Xiaoran simply patted Da Huang's head and motioned for him to take other dogs around.
Rhubarb came over knowingly, and led the dog brothers to the side of the woods to have fun.
The two found a big rock to sit down, and Zhao Yan couldn't wait to tell what happened last night.
"Cousin, I don't think the elder brother's situation is right. I'm very worried that he will fight again after he goes out!" Zhao Yan didn't hide from Li Xiaoran, and directly stated his concerns.
"Second cousin, you are actually like my mother, you have entered a misunderstanding. You all think that you are good to others, but you forget whether others need it or not! The big watch at this time Brother, he has reached the point where he can't make any progress. He can't listen to anyone's opinions, and will only stubbornly stick to his own opinions. Therefore, it is useless for anyone to persuade the big cousin now!" Li Xiaoran was very calm. ground analysis.
"Then let the eldest cousin do what he wants to do? We know that what he is doing is wrong, so we can't think of a way to stop it?" Zhao Yan asked.
"How to stop it? My cousin complained to my mother because of a girl full of calculations, and now because that girl has entered the alley of ideas, she has become more and more extreme. To be honest, I think it's a good thing for the big cousin to go out and go out! If he can withstand the beatings outside and get better and better, it's also a good thing!"
"What if he runs into a wall outside and finally becomes disheartened?"
"That's also his life, his choice! Second cousin, you have to remember one thing, everyone should pay for their choices! Success often requires a lot of hard work ." Li Xiaoran said.
"The hardest thing is not going through hardships, but complaining about others after going through hardships, and not going to improve yourself and improve yourself. So, let the big cousin go out and make a fortune! After all, this is We have no right to interfere with his own decision! If you don't want your brothers to turn against each other, I advise you to stop interfering in the future! Look at the example of my mother and the second uncle's family having a quarrel, isn't it right in front of you? ?"