'It was true then and it's true now. Don't worry, love. Dab Sweet'll get us there.'
Sallit hoped he didn't. She hoped the old scout led 'em round in a great circle and all the way back to New Keln and her mother and father smiling in the doorway of the old house. That was all she wanted. But they were dead of the shudders, and out here in the great empty was no place for dreams. She took a hard breath, rubbed the pain out of her nose, making sure not to cry. That wasn't fair on the rest. Didn't help her when they cried, did it?
'Good old Dab Sweet.' Goldy snapped the reins and clucked at the oxen. 'Never been lost in his life, I hear.'
'Not lost, then,' said Crying Rock.
Sweet took his eyes off the coming rider to squint up at her, perched on top of one of the broken walls with the sinking sun behind, swinging a loose leg, that old flag unwrapped from her head for once and her hair shook out long, silver with a few streaks of gold still in it.
'When have you ever known me to be lost?'
'When I'm not there to point the way?'
He gave a sorry grin at that. Only a couple of times on this trip he'd needed to slip off in the darkness on a clear night to fiddle at his astrolabe and take a proper bearing. He'd won it off a retired sea-captain in a card game and it had proved damned useful down the years. It was like being at sea, sometimes, the plains. Naught but the sky and the horizon and the moaning bloody cargo. A man needed a trick or two to keep pace with his legend.
That red bear? It was a spear he'd killed it with, not his bare hands, and it had been old, and slow, and not that big. But it had been a bear, and he'd killed it, all right. Why couldn't folk be satisfied with that? Dab Sweet killed a bear! But no, they had to paint a taller picture with every telling bare hands, then saving a woman, then there were three bears until he himself could only disappoint beside it. He leaned back against a broken pillar, arms folded, and watched that horseman coming at a gallop, no saddle, Ghost fashion, with a sour, sour feeling in his gut.
'Who made me fucking admirable?' he muttered. 'Not me, that's sure.'
'Huh,' said Crying Rock.
'I never had an elevated motive in my life.'
'Uh.'
There was a time he'd heard tales of Dab Sweet and he'd stuck thumbs in his belt and chin to the sky and tricked himself that was how his life had been. But the years scraped by hard as ever and he got less and the stories more 'til they were tales of a man he'd never met succeeding at what he'd never have dreamed of attempting. Sometimes they'd stir some splinter of remembrance of mad and desperate fights or tedious slogs to nowhere or withering passages of cold and hunger and he'd shake his head and wonder by what fucking alchemy these episodes of rank necessity were made noble adventures.
'What do they get?' he asked. 'A parcel o' stories to nod their heads to. What do I got? Naught to retire on, that's sure. Just a worn-out saddle and a sack full of other men's lies to carry.'
'Uh,' said Crying Rock, like that was just the way of things.
'Ain't fair. Just ain't fair.'
'Why would it be fair?'
He grunted his agreement to that. He wasn't getting old no more. He was old. His legs ached when he woke and his chest ached when he lay down and the cold got in him deep and he looked at the days behind and saw how heavily they outnumbered those ahead. He'd set to wondering how many more nights he could sleep under the pitiless sky, yet still men looked at him awestruck like he was great Juvens, and if they landed in a real fix he'd sing a storm to sleep or shoot down Ghosts with lightning from his arse. He had no lightning, not he, and sometimes after he'd talked to Majud and played that role of knows-it-all-and-never-shirks better than Iosiv Lestek himself could have managed, he'd mount his horse and his hands would be all atremble and his eye dim and he'd say to Crying Rock, 'I've lost my nerve,' and she'd just nod like that was the way of things.
'I was something once, wasn't I?' he muttered.
'You're still something,' said Crying Rock.
'What, though?'
The rider reined in a few strides distant, frowning at Sweet, and at Crying Rock, and at the ruins they were waiting in, suspicious as a spooked stag. After a moment he swung a leg over and slid down.
'Dab Sweet,' said the Ghost.
'Locway,' said Sweet. It'd have to be him. He was one of the new type, sulky-like, just saw the bad in everything. 'Why ain't Sangeed here?'
'You can speak to me.'
'I can, but why should I?'
Locway bristled up, all chafe and pout like the young ones always were. Most likely Sweet had been no different in his youth. Most likely he'd been worse, but damn if all the posturing didn't make him tired these days. He waved the Ghost down. 'All right, all right, we'll talk.' He took a breath, that sour feeling getting no sweeter. He'd been planning this a long time, argued every side of it and picked his path, but taking the last step was still proving an effort.
'Talk, then,' said Locway.
'I'm bringing a Fellowship, might be a day's quick ride south of us. They've got money.'
'Then we will take it,' said Locway.
'You'll do as you're fucking told is what you'll do,' snapped Sweet. 'Tell Sangeed to be at the place we agreed on. They're jumpy as all hell as it is. Just show yourselves in fighting style, do some riding round, shout a lot and shoot an arrow or two and they'll be keen to pay you off. Keep things easy, you understand?'
'I understand,' said Locway, but Sweet had his doubts that he knew what easy looked like.
He went close to the Ghost, their faces level since he was fortunately standing upslope, and put his thumbs in his sword-belt and jutted his jaw out. 'No killing, you hear? Nice and simple and everyone gets paid. Half for you, half for me. You tell Sangeed that.'
'I will,' said Locway, staring back, challenging him. Sweet had a sore temptation to stab him and damn the whole business. But better sense prevailed. 'What do you say to this?' Locway called to Crying Rock.
She looked down at him, hair shifting with the breeze, and kept swinging that loose leg. Just as if he hadn't spoke at all. Sweet had himself a bit of a chuckle.
'Are you laughing at me, little man?' snapped Locway.
'I'm laughing and you're here,' said Sweet. 'Draw your own fucking conclusions. Now off and tell Sangeed what I said.'
He frowned after Locway for a long time, watching him and his horse dwindle to a black spot in the sunset and thinking how this particular episode weren't likely to show up in the legend of Dab Sweet. That sour feeling was worse'n ever. But what could he do? Couldn't be guiding Fellowships for ever, could he?
'Got to have something to retire on,' he muttered. 'Ain't too greedy a dream, is it?'
He squinted up at Crying Rock, binding her hair back into that twisted flag again. Most men would've seen nothing, maybe. But he who'd known her so many years caught the disappointment in her face. Or maybe just his own, reflected back like in a still pool.
'I never been no fucking hero,' he snapped. 'Whatever they say.'
She just nodded, like that was the way of things.
The Folk were camped among the ruins, Sangeed's tall dwelling built in the angle of the fallen arm of a great statue. No one knew now who the statue had been. An old God, died and fallen away into the past, and it seemed to Locway that the Folk would soon join him.
The camp was quiet and the dwellings few, the young men ranging far to hunt. On the racks only lean shreds of meat drying. The shuttles of the blanket weavers clacked and rattled, chopping the time up into ugly moments. Brought to this, they who had ruled the plains. Weaving for a pittance, and stealing money so they could buy from their destroyers the things that should have been theirs already.
The black spots had come in the winter and carried away half the children, moaning and sweating. They had burned their dwellings and drawn the sacred circles in the earth and said the proper words but it made no difference. The world was changing, and the old rituals held no power. The children had still died, the women had still dug, the men had still wept, and Locway had wept most bitterly of all.
Sangeed had put his hand upon his shoulder and said, 'I fear not for myself. I had my time. I fear for you and the young ones, who must walk after me, and will see the end of things.' Locway feared, too. Sometimes he felt that all his life was fear. What way was that for a warrior?
He left his horse and picked his way through the camp. Sangeed was brought from his lodge, his arms across the shoulders of his two strong daughters. His spirit was being taken piece by piece. Each morning there was less of him, that mighty frame before which the world had trembled withered to a shell.
'What did Sweet say?' he whispered.
'That a Fellowship is coming, and will pay. I do not trust him.'
'He has been a friend to the Folk.' One of Sangeed's daughters wiped the spit from the corner of his slack mouth. 'We will meet him.' And already he was starting to sleep.
'We will meet him,' said Locway, but he feared what might happen.
He feared for his baby son, who only three nights before had given his first laugh and so become one of the Folk. It should have been a moment for rejoicing, but Locway had only fear in him. What world was this to be born into? In his youth the Folk's flocks and herds had been strong and numerous, and now they were stolen by the newcomers, and the good grazing cropped away by the passing Fellowships, and the beasts hunted to nothing, and the Folk scattered and taken to shameful ways. Before, the future had always looked like the past. Now he knew the past was a better place, and the future full of fear and death.
But the Folk would not fade without a fight. And so Locway sat beside his wife and son as the stars were opened, and dreamed of a better tomorrow he knew would never come.
The Wrath of God 'Don't much care for the look o' that cloud!' called Leef, pushing hair out of his face that the wind straight away snatched back into it.
'If hell has clouds,' muttered Temple, 'they look like that one.' It was a grey-black mountain on the horizon, a dark tower boiling into the very heavens, making of the sun a feeble smudge and staining the sky about it strange, warlike colours. Every time Temple checked it was closer. All the endless, shelterless Far Country to cast into shadow and where else would it go but directly over his head? Truly, he exerted an uncanny magnetism on anything dangerous.
'Let's get these fires lit and back to the wagons!' he called, as though some planks and canvas would be sure protection against the impending fury of the skies. The wind was not helping with the task. Nor did the drizzle, when it began to fall a moment later. Nor did the rain that came soon after that, whipping from everywhere at once, cutting through Temple's threadbare coat as if he was wearing nothing. He bent cursing over his little heap of cow-leavings, dissolving rapidly in his wet hands into their original, more fragrant state while he fumbled with a smouldering stick of wood.
'Ain't much fun trying to set fire to wet shit, is it?' shouted Leef.
'I've had better jobs!' Though the same sense of distasteful futility had applied to most of them, now Temple considered it.
He heard hooves and saw Shy swing from her saddle, hat clasped to her head. She had to come close and shout over the rising wind and Temple found himself momentarily distracted by her shirt, which had stuck tight to her with wet and come open a button, showing a small tanned triangle of skin below her throat and a paler one around it, sharp lines of her collarbones faintly glistening, perhaps just the suggestion of- 'I said, where's the herd?' she bellowed in his face.
'Er . . .' Temple jerked a thumb over his shoulder. 'Might be a mile behind us!'
'Storm was making 'em restless.' Leef 's eyes were narrowed against the wind, or possibly at Temple, it was hard to say which.
'Buckhorm was worried they might scatter. He sent us to light some fires around the camp.' Temple pointed out the crescent of nine or ten they had managed to set a flame to before the rain came. 'Maybe steer the herd away if they panic!' Though their smouldering efforts did not look capable of diverting a herd of lambs. The wind was blowing up hard, ripping the smoke from the fires and off across the plain, making the long grass thrash, dragging the dancing seed heads out in waves and spirals. 'Where's Sweet?'
'No telling. We'll have to work this one out ourselves.' She dragged him up by his wet coat. 'You'll get no more fires lit in this! We need to get back to the wagons!'
The three of them struggled through what was now lashing rain, stung and buffeted by gusts, Shy tugging her nervous horse by the bridle. A strange gloom had settled over the plain and they scarcely saw the wagons until they stumbled upon them in a mass, folk tugging desperately at oxen, trying to hobble panicked horses and tether snapping livestock or wrestling with their own coats or oilskins, turned into thrashing adversaries by the wind.
Ashjid stood in the midst, eyes bulging with fervour, sinewy arms stretched up to the pouring heavens, the Fellowship's idiot kneeling at his feet, the whole like a sculpture of some martyred Prophet. 'There is no running from the sky!' he was shrieking, finger outstretched. 'There is no hiding from God! God is always watching!'
It seemed to Temple he was that most dangerous kind of priest one who really believes. 'Have you ever noticed that God is wonderful at watching,' he called, 'but quite poor when it comes to helping out?'
'We got bigger worries than that fool and his idiot,' snapped Shy. 'Got to get the wagons closed up if the herd charges through here there's no telling what'll happen!'
The rain was coming in sheets now, Temple was as wet as if he had been dunked in the bath. His first in several weeks, come to think of it. He saw Corlin, teeth gritted and her hair plastered to her skull, struggling with ropes as she tried to get some snapping canvas lashed. Lamb was near her, heavy shoulder set to a wagon and straining as if he might move it on his own. He even was, a little. Then a couple of bedraggled Suljuks jumped in beside him and between them got it rolling. Luline Buckhorm was lifting her children up into a wagon and Temple went to help them, scraping the hair from his eyes.
'Repent!' shrieked Ashjid. 'This is no storm, this is the wrath of God!'
Savian dragged him close by his torn robe. 'This is a storm. Keep talking and I'll show you the wrath of God!' And he flung the old man on the ground.
'We need to get . . .' Shy's mouth went on but the wind stole her words. She tugged at Temple and he staggered after, no more than a few steps but they might as well have been miles. It was black as night, water coursing down his face, and he was shivering with cold and fear, hands helplessly dangling. He turned, bearings suddenly fled and panic gripping him.
Which way were the wagons? Where was Shy?
One of his fires still smouldered nearby, sparks showering out into the dark, and he tottered towards it. The wind came up like a door slamming on him and he pushed and struggled, grappling at it like one drunkard with another. Then, suddenly, a sharper trickster than he, it came at him the other way and bowled him over, left him thrashing in the grass, Ashjid's mad shrieking echoing in his ears, calling on God to smite the unbeliever.
Seemed harsh. You can't just choose to believe, can you?
He crawled on hands and knees, hardly daring to stand in case he was whisked into the sky and dashed down in some distant place, bones left to bleach on earth that had never known men's footsteps. A flash split the darkness, raindrops frozen streaks and the wagons edged with white, figures caught straining as if in some mad tableau then all sunk again in rain-lashed darkness.
A moment later thunder ripped and rattled, turning Temple's knees to jelly and seeming to shake the very earth. But thunder should end and this only drummed louder and louder, the ground trembling now for certain, and Temple realised it was not thunder but hooves. Hundreds of hooves battering the earth, the cattle driven mad by the storm, so many dozen tons of meat hurtling at him where he knelt helpless. Another flash and he saw them, rendered devilish by the darkness, one heaving animal with hundreds of goring horns, a furious mass boiling across the plain towards him.
'Oh God,' he whispered, sure that, slippery as he was, death's icy grip was on him at last. 'Oh God.'
'Come on, you fucking idiot!'
Someone tugged at him and another flash showed Shy's face, hatless with hair flattened and her lips curled back, all dogged determination, and he had never been so glad to be insulted in his life. He stumbled with her, the pair of them jerked and buffeted by the wind like corks in a flood, the rain become a scriptural downpour, like to the fabled flood with which God punished the arrogance of old Sippot, the thunder of hooves merged with the thunder of the angry sky to make one terrifying din.
A double blink of lightning lit the back of a wagon, canvas awning madly jerking, and below it Leef's face, wide-eyed, shouting encouragements drowned in the wind, one arm stretched starkly out.
And suddenly that hand closed around Temple's and he was dragged inside. Another flash showed him Luline Buckhorm and some of her children, huddled together amongst the sacks and barrels along with two of the whores and one of Gentili's cousins, all wet as swimmers. Shy slithered into the wagon beside him, Leef dragging her under the arms, while outside he could hear a veritable river flowing around the wheels. Together they wrestled the flapping canvas down.
Temple fell back, in the pitch darkness, and someone sagged against him. He could hear their breath. It might have been Shy, or it might have been Leef, or it might have been Gentili's cousin, and he hardly cared which.
'God's teeth,' he muttered, 'but you get some weather out here.'
No one answered. Nothing to say, or too drained to say it, or perhaps they could not hear him for the hammering of the passing cattle and the hail battering the waxed canvas just above their heads.
The path the herd had taken wasn't hard to follow a stretch of muddied, trampled earth veering around the camp and spreading out beyond as the cattle had scattered, here or there the corpse of a dead cow huddled, all gleaming and glistening in the bright wet morning.
'The good people of Crease may have to wait a little longer for the word of God,' said Corlin.
'Seems so.' Shy had taken it at first for a heap of wet rags. But crouching beside it she'd seen a corner of black cloth flapping with some white embroidery, and recognised Ashjid's robe. She took off her hat. Felt like the respectful thing to do. 'Ain't much left of him.'
'I suppose that's what happens when a few hundred cattle trample a man.'
'Remind me not to try it.' Shy stood and jammed her hat back on. 'Guess we'd best tell the others.'
It was all activity in the camp, folk putting right what the storm spoiled, gathering what the storm scattered. Some of the livestock might've wandered miles, Leef and a few others off rounding them up. Lamb, Savian, Majud and Temple were busy mending a wagon that the wind had dragged over and into a ditch. Well, Lamb and Savian were doing the lifting while Majud was tending to the axle with grip and hammer. Temple was holding the nails.
'Everything all right?' he asked as they walked up.
'Ashjid's dead,' said Shy.
'Dead?' grunted Lamb, setting the wagon down and slapping his hands together.
'Pretty sure,' said Corlin. 'The herd went over him.'
'Told him to stay put,' growled Savian. That man was all sentiment.
'Who's going to pray for us now?' Majud even looked worried about it.
'You need praying for?' asked Shy. 'Didn't pick you for piety.'
The merchant stroked at his pointed chin. 'Heaven is at the bottom of a full purse, but . . . I have become used to a morning prayer.'
'And me,' said Buckhorm, who'd drifted over to join the conversation with a couple of his several sons.