Then she regarded Louise and Gaston, seated by each other, wrapped in their happiness, oblivious of the world around them.
"How happy they are!" she thought
The ball was very animated, Albertine, Valerie, and Lucienne had abandoned themselves to the gaiety of their age, but Clarisse, who observed with secret envy sometimes Gaston and Louise, sometimes Eve, pensive, refusing ten invitations,--Clarisse cried out all at once:
"Mademoiselle de La Tour-d'Adam is ill."
The musicians stopped playing. Gaston rushed to his cousin. Louise was the first to take in hers Eve's ice-cold hands; she could not refrain from pressing them to her lips.
Eve soon opened her eyes, saw Louise on her knees, Gaston at her side, smiled on them with angelic sweetness, and addressing herself to the young girl:
"You do not know me," she said, "but I wish you to be my friend. You will come to see me, will you not?"
The little branch of jasmine which Eve had taken from her own forehead remained in Louise's hands. Madame du Castellet, aided by her nephew, carried away Eve de la Tour-d'Adam.
A few minutes after Louise was conducted home.
Clarisse Dufresnois did not fail to attribute Eve's fainting to the desire of appearing interesting; this was at least the version which she gave to the young ladies Suzanne, Valerie, Lucienne, and Albertine, but the supposition which she expressed to the Vicomte de la Perliere, the object of her seventh matrimonial dream, was less inoffensive.
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"Mademoiselle de La Tour-d'Adam," said she, "was taken ill of jealousy and vexation, on remarking her cousin's attention to Mlle, de Rouvray's _protege_."
She enlarged on this theme with so much wit, that the Vicomte de la Perliere, a man of sense who did not lack heart, forgot at the end of the winter to propose to her. The autumn following he asked and obtained Leonore's hand, which did not prevent Clarisse from being more witty than ever.
II.
Eve pa.s.sed a frightful night, a prey to the delirium of fever; the doctors, forced to rea.s.sure the old marquis and the governess, did not conceal from Gaston that his cousin's case presented very alarming symptoms. Gaston was uneasy, Louise shared his fears, but their betrothal took place notwithstanding; the promise already made by M.
de Mirefont was confirmed in the family, but on account of Eve's illness Madame du Castellet's absence was excused.
In the Castle de La Tour-d'Adam reigned a profound sadness.
Eve had recovered her ordinary calm and serenity, but her weakness and pallor were extreme; the old marquis was conducted to her room.
"Eve, my dear child, when I think of all you said to me before going to the ball, I reproach myself bitterly for having forced you to go."
"Do not regret it, grandfather, for I am delighted to have seen the young girl who is going to marry my cousin Gaston. I wish her to be my best friend."
"My child," said the marquis again, "is anything lacking that you wish? Have confidence in me."
"What can I lack? you refuse me nothing."
"Doubtless, and for all," suggested the old man, with a real timidity, "you fear to unveil for me the state of your heart! I hesitate to say what I think, my dear daughter, but if you have a secret inclination--"
Eve shuddered, and lowered her large eyes.
"Know well, at least, that I shall never be an obstacle to your happiness; my Eve would not know how to make an unworthy choice."
The young girl bent her head and remained silent. Mme. du Castellet observed her sadly.
"Eve," said she, "you answer nothing?"
"What can I answer?" murmured the heiress, "I ask myself," she said with feeling. "My good father," she said again, "words are wanting to express to you my grat.i.tude and my tenderness."
"Then from what does she suffer?" the marquis asked himself in despair.
As a flower scorched by the sun, Eve languished; the fever disappeared, but her strength did not return. Her only pleasure was to put on, one after another, the freshest of her jasmine wreaths.
The doctors understood nothing of her illness; the most skilful of all interrogated the governess.
"I fear that this young girl is struck by a moral hurt; love, when it is opposed, sometimes presents a.n.a.logous symptoms."
"We have been beforehand with your question, doctor; Eve knows that her choice would be approved; she made no response."
"Has she p.r.o.nounced any name in her delirium?"
"None; she spoke only of the good works which constantly occupied her."
Madame du Castellet had found that Eve knew the whole history of Louise's filial devotion.
"Madame," replied the physician, "I persist in believing that Mlle, de La Tour-d'Adam conceals her secret from you. A false shame, without doubt, restrains her; send for her confessor, and have him, if possible, oblige her to tell you the truth."
When the doctor had gone, Madame du Castellet burst into tears. Eve was given up by science, because they {377} absolutely would have it that her illness had a mysterious origin.
The confessor was called, although the governess hoped nothing from his intervention. An emotion of profound piety was painted on the features of the man of G.o.d when he came out of the invalid's chamber, but Eve, calm and with pious recollection, was praying with her eyes raised to heaven. The young girl made no confidence to Mme. du Castellet, only several hours later--
"Cousin," she said, "Mlle. Louise de Mirefont and Gaston are slow in coming to see me."
It was not the first time that Eve had expressed the same desire; the governess ordered the carriage in order to go for Mlle. de Mirefont.
"Louise, generous Louise," murmured Eve, "I would that my soul could be blended with yours!"
Her heart beat violently as she thought of Gaston's happiness; Eve did not account to herself for her poignant emotion, but she prayed that G.o.d would permit her to live for her n.o.ble grandfather.
"My loss would be too cruel for him," she murmured, weeping.
Then she interrogated herself with a simple severity:
"Would I then be culpable for not speaking of that of which I am myself ignorant?"
Her conscience responded by a firm resolution not to carry trouble to the hearts of all those who cherished her. "My duty, I feel, is to rejoice at the happiness of Gaston and of Louise. Do I deceive myself?
My G.o.d! enlighten me, guide me!"
Eve was kneeling; the Marquis de La Tour-d'Adam, a.s.sisted by his valet, entered, and in a reproachful tone--
"Why do you fatigue yourself thus?" said he; "Eve, I implore thee, be careful of thy strength, if only out of pity for me."