"What! aren't I going to see you again?"
He was going to speak, but changed his mind, and, turning on his heel, strode from the place, his spurs jingling with each step ... and there was something in his face that made people keep silent as he pa.s.sed.
XI
It lacked two hours of midnight when an aeroplane crossed the Channel.
With his feet automatically guiding the rudder and his eyes keeping incessant watch on his compa.s.s and the pulsating lights of landing points showing like lighthouses at sea, the Black Cat brought all his conscious mind to bear on the events of the day.
In the whim of the moment, when the rain was on the roof, he had suggested this adventure to the little girl of the lonely mill-house; and for one day London had been hers. He had carried out his plan. Her countless comments, some childish, some strangely mature, were evidence enough of her enjoyment. Then why, he questioned, was he experiencing a dull feeling of depression, as the shadows beneath showed that once more they were over France? To-morrow he would have the zest of battle; again he would lead his squadron in the greatest sport of the ages....
Then why this heaviness of spirit?
His mind relapsed into a musing mood that got him no further in his introspective a.n.a.lysis; and his eyes, which had always been a reliable pair, commenced playing odd tricks with him. Though in the daytime he was used to seeing the earth and the horizon, and thus establishing his estimate of distance, he was relying that night almost entirely on his sense of equilibrium, glancing only occasionally at the instruments which would tell him if he were not flying level.
It was the compa.s.s that first surprised him.
He was studying its sensitive needle when he noted with some astonishment that the dial had taken on the addition of two dark and most expressive eyes, which proceeded to surround themselves with the delicate features of a girl's face, possessed of a brow that was spiritually white, and dark hair that melted into the blackness of the night.
He shook his head and sought a light on the ground, which, after the manner of "Winking w.i.l.l.i.e.s," was showing long and short flashes like Morse. To his amazement, the light became a smile, which gradually developed into a most alluring female face. If he had been in possession of his usual sense of the humorous, he would have recalled that Lewis Carroll's cat appeared to Alice in much the same way; but his mind and body were both in the clouds, a realm where cats and humor are uninvited guests.
He next tried a star, which underwent the same evolution. Even the moon was not proof against the phenomenon. Once he half-closed his eyes, but that was worse than ever. Everywhere he looked, there was the same face--smiling, pouting, coquetting, sympathizing, commiserating.
He tried whistling, but it offered no relief.
Behind him, nearly asleep, Pippa sat with closed eyes. To her the solution was much more simple. All day she had had her Prince by her side, her arm in his, her fingers locked with his. Therefore she was happy; also she was tired.
Not having any tiresome masculine mental gyrations to perform in discovering a truth that was so easily apparent, she accepted the situation with sentimental nonchalance, and falling asleep, dreamed that the statue of Peter Pan in Kensington Gardens had changed to that of the Airy Prince (who, she thought, was ever so much more handsome), and that she was sitting on the gra.s.s admiring him, while rabbits played about his feet. She was awakened from this delightful dream by a sensation similar to that of falling off a ladder in one's sleep; but such is the penalty of those who travel at night by air.
And, applying the laws of logic to the case, when a young gentleman sees dark eyes and curved lips in a compa.s.s, and a young woman dreams that the citizens of London have erected a monument to a young gentleman with a long face and glow-worm eyebrows, it is reasonable to suppose that they have fallen in love with each other.
But strange things happen in the month of April.
XII
She had just fallen asleep for the second time, when the cessation of the engines woke her, and a few moments later they had descended in a field adjoining his aerodrome.
He jumped from the pilot's seat and lifted her out. "Quick, Pippa," he said. "They'll be here in a few minutes for the machine. I had to land here because that light was my only guide. Do you see that heavy tree over there by the road? Wait by it until I return with a motor-cycle.
Hurry, youngster; they're coming."
She did as he bade her, and took refuge in the shadow of a huge tree, just as men's voices told her the mechanics had come. The rolling of distant guns, like thunder echoing through cavernous depths, traveled on the wings of the wind and left her heart fluttering from a sudden contraction of pain. For one day, in the restful meadows of England and in the fascination of the unmarred City of Adventure, she had forgotten France's agony. With the thought came a sudden bitterness.
Ten minutes later she heard him coming with a motor-cycle, to which a side-car was attached. She took her seat in the car, and he fastened the rubber cover over her knees. Then, opening the throttle, they sped through the night towards her home.
It was just twenty minutes to twelve when they reached the mill.
Hurrying across the foot-bridge which spanned the chute, she entered the cottage and lit the lamp.
"Louis!" she cried. "Louis!"
That patient feline awoke from slumber and stretched in the most blase manner; but his little mistress, gathering him in her arms, pressed her cheek against his head, asking a dozen questions at once, to which he deigned no reply other than blinking into s.p.a.ce and licking his chops, as though the ways of women were beyond him, but 'twere best to let them have their own way.
The airman followed her in.... The prevaricating clock continued its dilatory march of time. Marshal Joffre was, if anything, more paternal than before, and the geranium-colored table cover lent its unsubtle glow to the scene.
"Good-by, Pippa," he said.
The girl stood motionless, and there was a quick stab in her heart. She had known that this moment would come, but had kept her thoughts from it ... and now ... he was going....
Once more she would have only her little world of make-believe. She released the cat from her arms and turned her eyes away.
"You have been very kind, monsieur," she said.
He fingered his helmet absent-mindedly. "Did you enjoy it?" he asked aimlessly.
"It was wonderful," she said quietly, still looking into distance; "I have seen so much. This morning I was just a little girl, but now----"
His fingers ceased turning the helmet, and he frowned at it intently.
"We do not grow old with years but by moments," he said. "For a long time one is a child; then there comes an instant of suffering, or of love ... and one is no longer a child. That is all."
She slowly sank into a chair by the table, and, folding her hands, appeared engrossed in the table cover. "Your Majesty," she said, "do you remember the poor lady with the violets?"
"Yes, Pippa."
"What did she say to you?"
He smiled awkwardly. "It--it is rather hard to explain, little one. She told me to--to take care of you."
"Why did she say that?" she asked without removing her eyes for a moment from the table.
"Well--perhaps you do not know this--but men are sometimes very unkind to women."
"I know, monsieur. Simon Barit, he often beats his wife."
He sat down on a chair opposite her. "There are many more ways of being cruel than that," he said. "Sometimes a kiss, or the gift of a flower, is worse than a blow. Often, Pippa, men play with women's hearts as--well, as Louis does with a spool."
A shadow fell on her face. "I think I understand, monsieur. That poor lady was afraid I should fall in love with you, but that you would not love me."
"That is partly what she meant."
Pippa rose and walked to the window. "To-night I think," she said, after a minute's silence, "that women have the most sorrow in life."
"They do, little one."
"But also the most joy, monsieur."
He rested his chin on his hand, but said nothing.
"All to-day," resumed the girl, "when men seemed happiest it was because they were with women. Also when they looked most cruel--you perhaps know what I mean--there were women there too with the faces that frightened me. And all those lovely children playing in the park--always they seemed so merry because their mothers were near them.
But also, you remember the poor soldier in the chair?--no legs and but one arm. His face was so sad until once the lady with him--a nurse, you said--spoke to him and he looked at her and smiled. It was lovely, monsieur. I think I wept a little."