Alexander was silent.

"Or a Jew. Or a skank." Ouspensky looked him over. "Are you a kulak? A member of the Political Red Cross? A closet philosopher? A socialist? A historian? Are you an agricultural spoiler? An industrial wrecker? An anti-Soviet agitator?"

"I'm a Tatar drayman," said Alexander.

"You will get ten years for that. Where is your dray? My wife would find it very useful for hauling onions from nearby fields. Are you telling me we were arrested because we had the fucking bad luck to be bedded next to you?"

Maikov emitted a whimper that bordered on a wail. "But we know nothing! We did nothing!"

"Oh?" said Alexander. "Tell that to the group of musicians and a small audience that used to gather in the early thirties for an evening of piano without clearing it first with the housing council. To help defray the costs of the wine, they would collect a few kopecks from each person. When they were all arrested for anti-Soviet agitation, the money they had collected was deemed to have gone to prop up the nearly extinct bourgeoisie. The musicians and the audience all got from three to ten years." Alexander paused. "Well, not all. Only those who confessed to their crimes. Those who refused to confess were shot."

Ouspensky and Maikov stared at him. "And you know this how?"

Alexander shrugged. "Because I, being fourteen, escaped through the window before they had a chance to catch me."

They heard someone coming and fell quiet. Alexander stood up, and as the door was opened, Alexander said to Maikov, "Corporal, imagine your old life is gone. Imagine they've taken from you all they can and there is nothing left-"

"Come, Belov, let's go!" shouted a stout man with a single-shot Nagant rifle.

"It's the only way you will make it," Alexander said, stepping out of the cell and hearing the door slam closed behind him.

He sat in a small room in the abandoned school, in a school chair, in front of a table that was in front of a blackboard. He thought at any minute the schoolmaster was going to come in with a textbook and proceed with the lesson on the evils of imperialism.

Instead two men came in. There were now four people in the room, Alexander in the chair, a guard at the back of the class and two men behind the teacher's table. One man was bald and very thin with a long, thoughtful nose. He introduced himself kindly as Riduard Morozov. "Not the Morozov of this town?" asked Alexander.

Morozov smiled thinly. "No."

The other man was extremely heavy, extremely bald and had a round bulbous nose with broken capillaries. He looked like a heavy drinker. He introduced himself-somewhat less kindly-as Mitterand, which Alexander found almost humorous since Mitterand was the leader of the tiny French "Resistance movement in Nazi-occupied France.

Morozov began. "Do you know why you're here, Major Belov?" he asked, smiling warmly, speaking in polite, friendly tones. They were having a conversation. In a moment Mitterand was going to offer Alexander some tea, maybe a shot of vodka to calm him. Alexander thought of it as a joke, but oddly, the bottle of vodka actually did materialize from behind a desk, along with three shot glasses. Morozov poured.

"Yes," Alexander said brightly. "I was told yesterday I'm getting promoted. I'm going to be lieutenant colonel. And no, thank you," he said to the drink being offered to him.

"Are you refusing our hospitality, Comrade Belov?"

"I am Major Belov," Alexander said, standing up and raising his voice to the man in front of him. "Do you have a rank?" He waited. The man said nothing. "I didn't think so. You're not wearing a uniform. If you had a uniform to wear, you would be wearing it. Now, I will not have your drink. I will not sit down until you tell me what you want with me. I will be glad to cooperate in whatever way I can, comrades," he added, "but don't sit there and insult me by pretending we're the best of friends. What's going on?"

"You're under arrest."

"Ah. So no promotion then? It only took you since four this morning. Ten hours. You have not told me what you want with me. I don't know if you know yourselves. Why don't you go and find someone who can actually tell me? In the meantime, take me back to my cell and stop wasting my time."

"Major!" That was Morozov. The voice was less kind. The vodka, however, had been drunk by both men. Alexander smiled. If he kept them in the classroom drinking, they'd be leading him to the Soviet-Finnish border themselves, talking to him in soft English. They called him major. Alexander understood the psychology of rank extremely well. In the army there was only one rule-you never spoke rudely to your superiors. The pecking order was precisely established. "Major," Morozov repeated. "Stay right here."

Alexander returned to his chair.

Mitterand spoke to the young guard by the door; Alexander didn't hear the individual words. He understood the essence. This was not only out of Morozov's hands, this was out of his league. A bigger fish was needed to deal with Alexander. And soon the fish would be coming. But first they were going to try to break him.

"Put your hands behind your back, Major," said Morozov.

Alexander threw his cigarette on the floor, twisted his foot over it, and stood up.

They relieved him of his sidearm and his knife and pillaged through his rucksack. Having found bandages and pens and her white dress-nothing worth removing-they decided to take Alexander's medals off his chest, and they also tipped his shoulder bars and they told him he was not a major anymore and had no right to his title. They still hadn't told him the charges against him, nor had they asked him any questions.

He asked for his ruck. They laughed. Almost helplessly, he glanced at it once, in their hands, knowing Tatiana's dress was there. Just one more thing to be trampled on, to be left behind.

Alexander was taken to a solitary concrete cell with no window, no Ouspensky, no Maikov. He had no bench, he had no bed, and he had no blanket. He was alone, and his only sources of oxygen came from the guards opening the door, or from opening the sliding steel reinforced window on the door, or from the peephole they peered at him through, or from the small hole in the ceiling that was probably used for poison gas.

They left him his watch, and because they didn't search his person they did not find the drugs in his boots. He had a feeling the drugs were not safe. But where to put them? Slipping off the boots, he took the syringe, the morphine vial and the small sulfa pills and stuffed them in the pocket of his BVDs. They would have to search more thoroughly than they usually did to find them there.

Bending reminded him of his sharply throbbing back, which, as the day wore on, felt as if it were swelling and expanding. He debated giving himself a morphine shot, then decided against it. He didn't want to numb himself to what was about to come. He did chew one of the sulfa tablets, bitter and acidic, without crushing it, without asking for water. He just put it into his mouth and chewed it, shuddering with the swallow. Alexander sat quietly on the floor, realizing they couldn't see him because it was so dark in the cell, and closed his eyes. Or maybe they had remained open; it was hard to tell. It didn't matter in the end. He sat and waited. Had the day gone? Had it been one day? He wanted a smoke. He remained motionless. Had Sayers and Tatiana left? Had Tania allowed herself to be convinced, to be goaded, to be comforted? Had she taken her things and got into Sayers's truck? Had they fled Morozovo? What Alexander wouldn't give for a word. He was very afraid that Dr. Sayers would break down, not convince her, and she would still be here. He tried to feel for her up close, sensing nothing but the cold. If she were still in Morozovo, he knew that once they started interrogating him for real and once they knew of her, he would be finished. He couldn't breathe thinking of her still so close. He needed to stall the NKVD for a little while longer until he knew for sure she was out. The sooner she left, the sooner he could give himself over to the state.

She seemed very close. He could almost reach for his ruck and feel for her dress, and see her, white dress with red roses, hair long and flowing, teeth gleaming. She was very close. He didn't have to touch the dress. He didn't need comfort. She needed comfort. She needed him so much, how was she going to get through this without him?

How was she going to get through losing him without him?

Alexander needed to think about something else.

Soon he didn't have to.

"Idiot!" he heard from the outside. "How do you plan to observe the prisoner if he has no light? He could have killed himself in there for all you know. Stupid moron!"

The door opened and a man walked in with a kerosene lamp. "You need to be illuminated at all times," said the man. It was Mitterand.

"When is someone going to tell me what's going on around here?" said Alexander.

"You are not to question us!" Mitterand shouted. "You are not a major anymore. You are nothing. You will sit and wait until we are ready for you."

That seemed to be the sole purpose of Mitterand's visit-to yell at Alexander. After Mitterand left, the guard brought Alexander some water and three-quarters of a kilo of bread. Alexander ate the bread, drank the water, and then felt around the floor for a drain hole. He did not want to be illuminated. He also did not want to compete for oxygen with a kerosene lamp. Opening the bottom of the lamp, he poured the kerosene down the drain, leaving just a little left at the bottom that burned out in ten minutes. The guard opened the door and shouted, "Why is the lamp out?"

"Ran out of kerosene," Alexander said pleasantly. "Have you got more?"

The guard did not have more.

"That's too bad," Alexander said.

He slept in the darkness, in a sitting position, in the corner, with his head leaning against the wall. When he woke up it was still pitch black. He didn't know for sure he had woken up. He dreamed he had opened his eyes, and it was black. He dreamed of Tatiana, and when he woke up, he thought of Tatiana. Dreams and reality were mingled. Alexander didn't know where the nightmare ended and real life began. He dreamed he closed his eyes and slept.

He felt disconnected from himself, from Morozovo-from the hospital, from his life-and he felt strangely comforted in his detachment. He was cold. That attached him back to his cramped and uncomfortable body. He preferred it the other way. The wound in his back was merciless. He grit his teeth and blinked away the darkness.

Harold and Jane Barrington, 1933 Hitler had become the Chancellor of Germany. President Von Hindenburg had "stepped down." Alexander felt an inexplicable stirring in the air of something ominous he could not quite put his finger on. He had long stopped hoping for more food, for new shoes, for a warmer winter coat. But in the summer he didn't need a coat. The Barringtons were spending July at their dacha in Krasnaya Polyana and that was good. They rented two rooms from a Lithuanian widow and her drunken son.

One afternoon, after a picnic of hard-boiled eggs and tomatoes and a little bologna, and vodka for his mother ("Mom, since when do you drink vodka?"), Alexander was lying in the hammock reading when he heard someone behind him in the woods. When he languidly turned his head, he saw his mother and father. They were near the clearing by the lake, throwing pebbles into the water, chatting softly. Alexander was not used to his parents talking quietly, so strident had their relationship become with their conflicting needs and anxieties. Normally he would have looked back into his book. But this quiet chatter, this convivial closeness-he didn't know what to make of it. Harold took the pebbles out of Jane's hands and brought her to stand close to him. One of his hands was around her waist. He was holding her other hand. And then he kissed her and they began to dance. They waltzed slowly in the clearing, and Alexander heard his father singing-singing!

As they continued to waltz, their bodies spinning in a conjugal embrace, and as Alexander watched his mother and father in a moment they had never had before in front of him and would never have again, he was filled with a happiness and longing he could neither define nor express.

They drew away from one another, looked at him, and smiled.

Uncertainly he smiled back, embarrassed but unable to look away.

They came over to his hammock. His father's arm was still around his mother.

"It's our anniversary today, Alexander."

"Your father is singing the anniversary song to me," said Jane. "We danced to that song the day we were wed thirty-one years ago. I was nineteen." She smiled at Harold.

"Are you going to stay in the hammock, son? Read for a while?"

"I'm not going anywhere."

"Good," said Harold, taking Jane by the hand and heading with her toward the house.

Alexander looked into his book, but after an hour of turning the pages, he could not see or remember a single word of what he had just read.

Winter came too soon. And during the winter on Thursday evenings after dinner Harold would take Alexander by the hand and walk with him in the cold to Arbat-the Moscow street vendors' mall of musicians and writers and poets and troubadours and old ladies selling chachkas from the days of the Tsar. Near Arbat, in a small, smoke-filled two-room apartment, a group of foreigners and Soviet men, all devout communists, would meet for two hours from eight to ten to drink, smoke and discuss how to make communism work better in the Soviet Union, how to make the classless society arrive faster at their doorstep, a society in which there was no need for the state, for police, for an army because all grounds for conflict had been removed.

"Marx said the only conflict is economic conflict between classes. Once it's gone, the need for police would be gone. Citizens, what are we waiting for? Is it taking longer than we anticipated?" That was Harold.

Even Alexander chipped in, remembering something he had read: "'While the state exists, there can be no freedom. When there will be freedom, there will be no state.'" Harold smiled approvingly at his son quoting Lenin.

At the meetings Alexander made friends with sixty-seven-year-old Slavan, a withered, gray man who seemed to have wrinkles even on his scalp, but his eyes were small blue alert stars, and his mouth was always fixed in a sardonic smile. He said little, but Alexander liked the look of his ironic expression and the bit of warmth that came from him whenever he looked Alexander's way.

After two years of meetings, Harold and fifteen others were called into the Party regional headquarters or Obkom-Oblastnyi Kommitet-and asked if the focus of their future meetings could perhaps be something other than how to make communism work better in Russia since that implied it wasn't working quite so well. After hearing about it from his father, Alexander asked how the Party knew what a group of fifteen drunk men talked about once a week on Thursdays in a city of five million people. Harold said, himself quoting Lenin, "'It is true that liberty is precious. So precious that it must be rationed.' They obviously have ways of finding out what we talk about. Perhaps it's that Slavan. I'd stop talking to him if I were you."

"It's not him, Dad."

After that the group still met on Thursdays, but now they read aloud from Lenin's What Is To Be Done? or from Rosa Luxembourg's pamphlets, or from Marx's Communist Manifesto.

Harold often brought up the approval of American communist supporters to show that Soviet communism was slowly being embraced internationally and that it was all just a matter of time. "Look what Isadora Duncan said about Lenin before she died," Harold would say and quote: "'Others loved themselves, money, theories, power. Lenin loved his fellow men...Lenin was God, as Christ was God, because God is love, and Christ and Lenin were all love.'"

Alexander smiled approvingly at his father.

During one full night, many hours of it, fifteen men, except for a silent and smiling Slavan, tried to explain to a fourteen-year-old Alexander the meaning of "value subtraction." How an item-say shoes-could cost less after it was made than the sum total value of its labor and material parts. "What don't you understand?" yelled a frustrated communist who was an engineer by day.

"The part of how you make money selling shoes."

"Who said anything about making money? Haven't you read the Communist Manifesto?"

"Yes."

"Don't you remember what Marx said? The difference between what the factory pays the worker to make the shoes and what the shoes actually cost is capitalist theft and exploitation of the proletariat. That's what communism is trying to eradicate. Have you not been paying attention?"

"I have, but value subtraction is not just eliminating profit," Alexander said. "Value subtraction means it's actually costing more to make the shoes than the shoes can be sold for. Who is going to pay the difference?"

"The state."

"Where is the state going to find the money?"

"The state will temporarily pay the workers less to make the shoes."

Alexander was quiet. "So in a period of flagrant worldwide inflation, the Soviet Union is going to pay the workers less? How much less?"

"Less, that's all."

"And how are we going to buy the shoes?"

"Temporarily we're not. We'll have to wear last year's shoes. Until the state gets on its feet." The engineer smiled.

"Good one," Alexander said calmly. "The state got on its feet enough to cover the cost of Lenin's Rolls Royce, didn't it?"

"What does Lenin's Rolls Royce have to do with what we're talking about?" screamed the engineer. Slavan laughed. "The Soviet Union will be fine," the engineer continued. "It is in its infancy stages. It will borrow money from abroad if it has to."

"With all due respect, citizen, no country in the world will lend money to the Soviet Union again," said Alexander. "It repudiated all of its foreign debt in 1917 after the Bolshevik Revolution. They will not see any foreign money for a long time to come. The world banks are closed to the Soviet Union."

"We have to be patient. Changes will not happen overnight. And you need to have a more positive attitude. Harold, what have you been teaching your son?"

Harold didn't reply, but on the way home he said, "What's gotten into you, Alexander?"

"Nothing." Alexander wanted to take his father's hand, like always, but suddenly thought he was too old. He walked alongside him, and then took it anyway. "For some reason, the economics are not working. This revolutionary state is built foremost on economics, and the state has figured out everything except how to pay the labor force. The workers feel less and less like proletariat than like the state-owned factories and machines. We've been here over three years. We just finished the first of the Five-Year Plans. And we have so little food, and nothing in the stores, and-" He wanted to say, and people keep disappearing, but he kept his mouth shut.

"Well, what do you think is going on in America?" Harold asked. "Thirty per cent unemployment, Alexander. You think it's better there? The whole world is suffering. Look at Germany: such extraordinary inflation. Now this man Adolf Hitler is promising the Germans the end of all their troubles. Maybe he will succeed. The Germans certainly hope so. Well, Comrades Lenin and Stalin promised the same thing to the Soviet Union. What did Stalin call Russia? The second America, right? We have to believe, and we have to follow, and soon it will be better. You'll see."

"I know, Dad. You may be right. Still, I know that the state has to pay its people somehow. How much less can they pay you? We already can't afford meat and milk, not that there is any, even if we could. And will they pay you less until-what? They'll realize they need more money, not less, to run the government, and your labor is their largest variable cost. What are they going to do? Reduce your salary every year until-until what?"

"What are you afraid of?" Harold said, squeezing Alexander's reluctant hand. "When you get big, you will have meaningful work. You still want to be an architect? You will. You will have a career."

"I'm afraid," said Alexander, extricating himself from his father, "that it's just a matter of time before I am, before we all become nothing more than fixed capital."

CHAPTER SIX.

Edward and Vikki, 1943 TATIANA WAS SITTING BY the window, holding her two-week-old baby with one hand and a book with the other. Her eyes were closed, and then she heard a breath, and instantly opened her eyes.

Edward Ludlow was standing a few feet away from her with an expression of curiosity and concern. She could understand. She had been very silent since her baby was born. She did not think that was so unusual. Many people who came here, leaving their life behind, must have been silent, as if the enormity of what was behind and what was ahead was just dawning on them in their small white rooms as they stared at the robes of Lady Liberty. "I was worried about you dropping the baby," he said. "I didn't mean to startle you..."

She showed him how tightly she was holding Anthony. "Don't worry."

"What are you reading?"

She looked at her book. "I'm not reading, just...sitting." It was The Bronze Horseman and Other Poems by Aleksandr Pushkin.

"Are you all right? It's the middle of the afternoon. I didn't mean to wake you."