Stella kept on bickering "You . . . You know he , he died because of my carelessness . . . "

Sebastian was getting more and more jealous 'She never wept or yelled like that for me ever . . . but she didn't know how much I cried for her and how much I love her, but here she is talking about loving some one else in front of me'

But he did not react at all he just kept stoking her hairs

She tugged her hand and said "I love him . . . You know"

Her eyes were red and she looked truly pitiful

Finally Sebastian can't hold him self "Evans?? He a the man whom you loved for so many years?? When did he die?"

She slapped his hand which was stroking her hair and said "b.a.s.t.a.r.d how dare you said that? You are rude and cold even in my dreams . . . I really hate you , really really hate you"

Sebastian was stunned she just said that she love Evans to death , and here I'm being hated by her . . . but why? What crime did I commit ?

He asked "Why?Why do you hate me? and why do you love him?"

He continued in a soft tone because ke knew that of he lose him self here, she will never tell hum about Evans and may me he is going to misunderstand her again "Stella . . Can you tell me the story between you and Evans??"

She looked at him and said "Thank G.o.d you are not that cold . . . I can say that it's truly a dream . . . Can I ? Do you really listen to me?"

He nodded his head in curiosity

"Umm"

Even he said he wants so know about THAT guy but he was afraid that he will lose his tinniest hope to make her fall in love with him

She started crying like a crazy once again "You . . You know I . . I Evans he is my child , he was my flesh and blood but . . but I lose him before I can even give birth to him . . . "

Sebastian was shocked to death . . His movements stop right at the moment he even forget to breath he was so shocked that he did not understand himself what to do and how to react on it . .

She continued "I . . I wanted to run away from our marriage I . . at that . . that time when we were getting engaged I was already 10 weeks pregnant, I . . at first wanted to kill that child in my womb but . . . but I can't after all he was a life too . . . so . . so I decided to keep him at, at that time you said were not happy with our marriage so . . so I simply d-decided to run away . . "

Sebastian did not know how to respond at this . . .

After all he was not in position to ask her any thing . .

But one thing was for sure , after getting married with her, his nightmares became even worse he keep on seeing a child who died every time in a different way . . Some time he was chased by some goons with his/her mother some times he was killed in her mother's womb . . some times some people will came to hospital and ran away with that child and every time that child keep on crying . . . he was so confused about that . . .

But now he can relate his dream with her story . . . actually with her overbearing pain

She continued " I never wanted to attend our marriage ceremony in j.a.pan . . . I simply wanted to run away some where hide hide with my child in the corner of the world . . . But . . ??"

Sebastian was very sad and heartbroken he asked "How did this happen . . . ?"

"I . . I was . . That day lift was not working well and I have to go to the hospital because it was already my 9th month . . . *sob . . *sob"

She started crying again

Stella kept on bickering You . You know he , he died because of my carelessness . Sebastian was getting more and more jealous She never wept or yelled like that for me ever . but she didnt know how much I cried for her and how much I love her, but here she is talking about loving some one else in front of me But he did not react at all he just kept stoking her hairs She tugged her hand and said I love him . You know Her eyes were red and she looked truly pitiful Finally Sebastian cant hold him self Evans?? He a the man whom you loved for so many years?? When did he die? She slapped his hand which was stroking her hair and said b.a.s.t.a.r.d how dare you said that? You are rude and cold even in my dreams . I really hate you , really really hate you Sebastian was stunned she just said that she love Evans to death , and here Im being hated by her . but why? What crime did I commit ? He asked Why?Why do you hate me? and why do you love him? He continued in a soft tone because ke knew that of he lose him self here, she will never tell hum about Evans and may me he is going to misunderstand her again Stella Can you tell me the story between you and Evans?? She looked at him and said Thank G.o.d you are not that cold . I can say that its truly a dream . Can I ? Do you really listen to me? He nodded his head in curiosity Umm Even he said he wants so know about THAT guy but he was afraid that he will lose his tinniest hope to make her fall in love with him She started crying like a crazy once again You You know I I Evans he is my child , he was my flesh and blood but but I lose him before I can even give birth to him . Sebastian was shocked to death His movements stop right at the moment he even forget to breath he was so shocked that he did not understand himself what to do and how to react on it She continued I I wanted to run away from our marriage I at that that time when we were getting engaged I was already 10 weeks pregnant, I at first wanted to kill that child in my womb but . but I cant after all he was a life too . so so I decided to keep him at, at that time you said were not happy with our marriage so so I simply d-decided to run away Sebastian did not know how to respond at this . After all he was not in position to ask her any thing But one thing was for sure , after getting married with her, his nightmares became even worse he keep on seeing a child who died every time in a different way Some time he was chased by some goons with his/her mother some times he was killed in her mothers womb some times some people will came to hospital and ran away with that child and every time that child keep on crying . he was so confused about that . But now he can relate his dream with her story . actually with her overbearing pain . She continued I never wanted to attend our marriage ceremony in j.a.pan . I simply wanted to run away some where hide hide with my child in the corner of the world . But ?? Sebastian was very sad and heartbroken he asked How did this happen . ? I I was That day lift was not working well and I have to go to the hospital because it was already my 9th month . *sob *sob She started crying again