Chapter 146 - I See You As a Brother But You Want to Sleep With Me

Translated by Eve

Edited by Serefina

4. I See You As a Brother But You Want to Sleep With Me

Actually, Han Wenqian had known that Xie He had left the house the moment he had walked through the doors. However, he hadnt been planning on following the boy.

Since he had already made his decision, there was no need to hesitate. He was not an indecisive person. He had already given Xie He to someone else. It now had nothing to do with him

He just hadnt been expecting to receive Xie Hes text. Although the text consisted of just a few lines, it felt like he could feel the young mans earnest desire to be understood and trusted seeping out from the screen.

Xie He trusted him like that. And he wished that Han Wenqian would trust him too.

Han Wenqian suddenly felt stuffy inside. The pain and hesitation made his head hurt once more. He threw his phone to the side, trying not to look at or think about it. But even when he shut his eyes, he would continue to see the young mans terrified, frightened, deathly pale visage. Whywhy did he have to pretend to be innocent!

Did you think that if you acted like this Id act like I did in the past? That Id trust you and protect you unconditionally, only to be ruthlessly used and betrayed by you?

Han Wenqian slowly opened his eyes, his pupils having condensed into ice. He draped on a coat and left.

When Han Wenqian reached the hotel, he saw Xie He pressed onto the ground by several people.

The young mans beautiful, slender body was completely exposed. His pretty face was full of fear and dread. His black eyes were glittering. He tried to resist with all his might but it was to no avail. Very quickly, he ran out of strength and his consciousness began to fade. Then, he suddenly turned to face Han Wenqian. He parted his lips and weakly sobbed in despair,

Ge

save me.

His eyes were unfocused. He was only gazing in Han Wenqians direction with a look of confusion. Actually, it wasnt that he recognized him. He was only instinctively calling out for help.

He wanted Han Wenqian to save him.

Han Wenqians heart stopped for a moment. This was the person he had carefully protected and cherished for sixteen yearsbut the other had betrayed him, which was why Han Wenqian had wanted to make him get a taste of what it was like to live a life worse than death. That was why Han Wenqian had not hesitated to abandon him and had steeled his heart to no longer concern himself with the other.

But at this moment, when he saw Xie Hes face streaked with tears, when he thought about how the other was about to be violated by other men, he suddenly couldnt bear it. He couldnt continue to watch.

This was the child he had considered his younger brother, the child who he had brought up single-handedly.

At this moment, the child was looking at him with such a trusting gaze, asking him for help.

How could he remain indifferent? Even if he hated him, he couldnt.

Han Wenqian suddenly came forward, a low voice seeping out of his lips, Let go of him.

Zhou Yuebin was taken aback. Although he had seen Han Wenqian walk in, he hadnt paid him any attention. Han Wenqian had agreed to letting them do this to Lin Xin butwhat did Han Wenqian mean by stopping them now? It couldnt be that he regretted it?

Zhou Yuebins expression changed. Han

ge,

you.

The hands hanging by the side of Han Wenqians body clenched. He said in a deep voice, Dont think too much. Im not one to go back on my word. Wait until I expel him from the Han Family. Hell be yours then.

Zhou Yuebin was about to bristle. He was a bit angry at getting stopped just as he was getting excited. However, he didnt dare go against Han Wenqian. He looked regretful but ended up letting go of Xie He. He shrugged. Whatever you say.

In any case, he was nothing but a toy. He didnt

have

to play with him. If he had to wait, so be it.

Han Wenqian took off his coat and covered Xie He with it. He carried him into the neighbouring room and then threw him on the bed.

Xie Hes mind wasnt very clear. He curled up on the bed and rolled around. His delicate, beautiful face still had tear streaks on it. His pink lips were slightly open and the coat fell off him. His long, pale, and slender legs were curled up. He looked weak, making others want to ravage him.

Han Wenqian stared at Xie He. This was the first timehe felt such an inappropriate impulse towards the young man. He had never had such an impulse before. He couldnt help but think of what had happened in his previous life. Even if all the evidence pointed at Lin Xin being the traitor, he had still harboured hope that it wasnt true and had gone to look for him. He had wanted to hear the words from the others mouth. As long as Lin Xin denied it, he would have believed him and would have investigated the matter all over again.

In his previous life, he had trusted Lin Xin the entire time.

But what he wished for hadnt happened. Lin Xin hadnt denied it. He had even been in bed with Qin Ye at the timeshamelessly rolling in the sheets with another man while ridiculing Han Wenqian with cold, harsh words.

However much Han Wenqian used to trust him was however much he now hated him!

The rage once again flared up in Han Wenqians chest. He had already decided to use the cruellest of methods to take revenge! He would let Lin Xin have a taste of the pain betrayal would bring! That had been why he had made this proposal to Zhou Yuebin. Thats why he hadnt vetoed Zhou Yuebins ideas. He had thought that he would never care for this boy ever again.

But why was it that, when he saw Xie He pressed down by that group of men, when he saw him weeping and begging for his helphe couldnt go through with it?

It couldnt be that he would have to let him off like this? To call it even like this? Impossible!

Han Wenqians icy gaze fell on Xie Hes body. It was truly a beautiful, seductive body. And it was precisely with this body that the boy had been able to seduce Qin Ye. It had all been for the purpose of scheming against Han Wenqians company.

If Qin Ye could f*ck him, why couldnt he?

Han Wenqian reached out to pinch Xie Hes chin, forcing him to raise his head. He looked into Xie Hes misty eyes and slowly s.h.i.+fted his gaze downwards. Those pink lips were slightly parted, as if tempting him to kiss himk2026;.

Tempting him to fiercely, forcefully, f*ck him!

The last strand of reason within Han Wenqians eyes snapped. All that was left was hatred and desire.

Save you? No, I wont save you. I will only make you suffer.

444/(o)/~~

Xie HeBaby, whats wrong?

444If Han Wenqian hadnt come yesterday, what would we have done? /(o)/~~How frightening!

Xie HeThats why I reminded him to come, no? Smile.JPG

Xie HeMy good older brother has protected and doted on me for so many years. Its actually rather difficult for him to suddenly become heartless when it comes to me The reason he had so callously gifted me to someone else was the timing of his rebirth. Hes currently at the peak of his anger. People are capable of doing anything when fuelled by the impulsiveness of anger. Wait until hes calmed down a bit. Then, he will not be willing to let me be defiled by anyone else. Only you can bully the people in your family. Others arent allowed to. Its a common feeling that humans have.

444

Xie HeHow can reading a tragic story on paper or listening to hearsay compare to personally witnessing it? As long as he comes, he will not be able to remain indifferent. I obviously wont let him let go of me that easily.

444

Xie HeFurthermore, compared to that group of weaklings, I much prefer my 18 cm boyfriend ?

444Speechless. _(:)_

Han Wenqian sat on the sofa, his dark gaze on the person on the bed.

The young mans body was full of marks from having been handled roughly. Han Wenqian narrowed his eyes. In the beginning, he had only been doing it out of anger and the desire to hurt him. But later on, his desire gradually took control. The younger mans body seemed to have been casting some sort of spell on him, making him unable to stop. This personmade him not want to let go, made him want to see him crying and begging beneath him.

Ding, the target Han Wenqians Favourability Value +10. The current Favourability Value is 30. The current Blackening Value is 80.

Han Wenqian extinguished his cigarette. At this moment, the young man on the bed fluttered his eyelashes.

Xie He slowly opened his eyes. He stared dumbly in Han Wenqians direction, lips trembling. He spoke in a hoa.r.s.e voice,

Ge.

Very soon, the young man could feel that his body ached, like all his bones had come apart. Moreover, an unspeakable part of his body throbbed. There were also those stains on the bed. All of this put Xie He into a daze. The terrifying memories of last night flooded his brain. He remembered that he had gone to see Shu Yan but ended up getting pushed down by Zhou Yuebin and his friends.

Then, those disgusting people.

Xie Hes face turned deathly pale. He suddenly grabbed his head and screamed miserably. He couldnt remember, he couldnt remember, but his body did.

He shouted for a while until his throat hurt. He then stopped abruptly, eyes fixed on Han Wenqian. There was despair and fright filling his eyes. With a shaking voice, he said,

Ge

you saved meright? You saved meit didnt actually happenright?

Han Wenqians expression changed. He soon realized that Xie He didnt remember what had happened after he had begged for help. He thought that he had been violated by those people.

Heh

Han Wenqian looked at Xie He indifferently and once again spat out coldhearted words. By the time I came, everything had ended.

When Xie He heard these words, the last bit of hope in him dissipated. He curled up his body, the pain a clear reminder of his reality. He could no longer lie to himself.

So disgustingso disgusting.

Xie He was lying on the edge of the bed and suddenly threw up. Even when nothing came out, he continued to heave.

Han Wenqian watched Xie He, a pensive look on his face. He slowly walked over and lifted Xie Hes face up slightly. He took up a handkerchief and wiped the others lips. The black eyes on the young mans pale face was full of despair and an eerie stillness. It was like the sky had fallen all around him.

It was the same sense of powerlessness, the same sense of mourning that Han Wenqian had felt.

Yesjust like thisfeel more anguish and despair.

Have a taste of all the suffering I had gone through.

Ding, the target Han Wenqians Blackening Value -20. The current Favourability Value is 30. The current Blackening Value is 60.

Han Wenqian threw the dirtied handkerchief into the trash and spoke in an icy voice, Ive already told you that I would not help you if there was a second time. What did you say to me? Its only been a day and youve gone to see those people again. Not only were you doing drugs, but having s.e.x with so many different partners. Youre okay with both guys and girls. I really underestimated you.

Ah ah ah Xie He suddenly covered his own ears and shrieked. He didnt want to hear these words. Enough! He didnt want to listen! His eyes were red as he stared right at Han Wenqian. I didnt! Zhou Yuebin had set a trap for me! He admitted it! They were trying to hurt me!

Han Wenqians lips raised into a smile, Do you have proof?

Xie Hes lips trembled. I.

Han Wenqian spoke again, If you dont have proof, why should I believe you? After all, youve proven yourself to be undeserving of my trust.

Han Wenqians words were like knives, stabbing into Xie Hes heart. It made it feel like his heart would stop. His blood felt cold as ice. Thats rightno one would believe him. He had no proof. His body was dirty through and througheven his blood was dirty. Even if it were him, he wouldnt believe such a disgusting person.

No one could help him. Even his brother who had doted on him the most wasnt willing to help him.

This realization drained him of the last of his strength. His body crumpled, void of all strength.

Han Wenqian gave him a disdainful look. He threw some clothes at him and said, Get dressed. Youve been missing for an entire day. You dont want to worry Mother, do you?

Mother Han had already called Xie He more than once to ask him why he didnt come home this weekend. However, no one had picked up. Therefore, she had called Han Wenqian, concerned. If it wasnt because he was worried about Mother and Father Hans feelings and the possibility of incurring pesky trouble, Han Wenqian would have kicked Xie He out right away. But it didnt matter. He had a way to make the other leave on his own.

When Xie He heard this, he didnt move. The enormous attack had rendered him unable to react. His eyes were completely blank.

But Han Wenqian had no patience. He dragged Xie He over and dressed him. Aside from the fact that his complexion was still terrible, one couldnt see anything wrong with him. He just looked sick.

Han Wenqian spoke in a frigid tone, What are you doing, acting like you want to die? If you dont want to hide this, then fine. Tell everyone what you did. Let everyone know of your actions, of what youve done. I can do without helping you clean up your messes.

These words finally caused Xie He to react a bit. He shook all over.

If other people knew what had happened, how would they see him? When he thought of how everyone would look at him with contempt and disgusthow they would ridicule him for his actions.

No, everything would be destroyed.

His life, his dreams.

Han Wenqian let go of Xie He, voiced filled with impatience. Make your decision quickly. If you really want to fall into depravity, then say it. Im leaving now. Your life and death no longer have anything to do with me.

Xie He gripped the side of the bed tightly. His body swayed and his eyes were unfocused. A long time later, he squeaked out, NoI dont want others to know.

He couldnt let others know.

He only had one last wish left but it was enough to make him slowly stand up. However, he nearly fell over the moment he got onto his feet. He grit his teeth and slowly followed Han Wenqian to the car.

When Mother Han saw that Xie He had finally come home, she had originally been a bit angry and had wanted to ask him why he hadnt picked up her calls. But when she saw how pale Xie He was, her anger immediately turned to worry.

Xiao

Xin, whats wrong? Are you feeling unwell?

Xie He looked at Mother Han and cowered back. Pain, despair and shame made him unable to look Mother Han directly in the eyes. He lowered his head and said, I caught a cold. Its fine.

His voice sounded as if he were sobbing underneath. Mother Han had always treated him really well. Would she believe him? Or would she despise and loathe him like Han Wenqian did? Could he speak to her? Nohe couldnt take that risk. This ugly thing was too disgusting.

Han Wenqians disgust had already brought Xie He to the brink of falling apart. He could not endure another attack by someone close to him. Even if she treated him well, she wasnt his biological mother. He had always known this.

Buthe was really sufferingwhat should he do? Who could help him?

Han Wenqian could see the hesitation and conflict in Xie Hes eyes. He grabbed Xie Hes wrist and smiled at Mother Han. Mother, dont worry. Ill take him upstairs to rest. Ill take good care of him.

Mother Han really trusted Han Wenqian. Her son had always had a stable and reliable personality. He also really knew how to take care of his younger brother. Therefore, she nodded and said, Quickly take

Xiao

Xin to bed. Right, help him ask for a few days off of school since hes sick. Hes about to graduate, so taking a few days off shouldnt be an issue.

Han Wenqian nodded and said, Got it. Ill get it done.

Xie He didnt have the courage to speak. He let Han Wenqian drag him upstairs. Han Wenqian pushed open the door to Xie Hes room and the expression on his face changed. All that was left was indifference and disgust. Without a word, he turned and left.

Xie He had no reaction. Han Wenqians behaviour made his heart hurt so much it went numb. This was the person he relied on and trusted the most. But now, he despised him. The other treated him coldly in his greatest time of suffering.

No matter how he tried to explain himself, it was of no use.

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dada

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Xie HeHe just wants to see me suffer. If I do as he wishes, wont the Blackening Value drop? Hehe.

444Sounds reasonable._(:)_

Xie HeMoreover, a one-man show is boring. When I see how much effort hes put into tarnis.h.i.+ng my reputation , I cant help but want to help him out. ?

444What kind of dark kink was this?

Xie He slowly wobbled over to the washroom. He turned on the shower and began to wash. Two hours pa.s.sed but he showed no intention of coming out.

At night, the Han Family helped make dinner. Mother Han was about to call Xie He to eat but before she reached his door, she was stopped by Han Wenqian. He said with a smile,

Xiao

Xin is asleep. Dont wake him up. Ill have someone send up warm food to him later tonight.

Mother Han didnt insist and smiled. OK.

Han Wenqian watched Mother Han leave and then entered Xie Hes room. There was no one inside but the sound of the shower could be heard from the ensuite. Han Wenqians expression changed and he strode in. He saw Xie He on the ground, naked, and not moving.

Han Wenqians breath stopped. His body reacted before his mind did as he rushed over to pick Xie He up from the ground. He placed his finger under the others nose. The other had just fainted. Only then did it occur to him just how worried he had been. Han Wenqians expression suddenly cooled down. He actually still cared about this contemptible traitor.

Ding, the target Han Wenqians Favourability Value +10. The current Favourability Value is 40. The current Blackening Value is 60.

No, he could not allow this.

Han Wenqian carried Xie He over to the bed and threw him down. He didnt care about whether the other would be chilled and just left.

Xie He did not leave his room after coming home.

Only on the second night did Han Wenqian come by again. He had a tray in his hands with a hot meal on it. He said to Xie He, Come eat.

Xie He sat on the bed, hugging his knees. He looked at Han Wenqian despondently, a sliver of hope appearing in his eyes. His voice was hoa.r.s.e,

Ge

.

Han Wenqian looked at Xie He like this and his chest felt stuffy. He said coldly, If you dont want to die, eat. If you really want to die, go outside. Dont stay here.

Xie Hes expression flickered through several emotions but finally landed on sorrow and hopelessness. But he didnt try to defend himself. In any case, no matter what he said, Han Wenqian would not believe him. He would only look down on him with ruthless words. Therefore, what was the point of inviting humiliation onto himself?

Han Wenqian obviously didnt have any intention of waiting on Xie He while he ate. It was just that Mother Han had asked him to bring food up. Whether he ate was Xie Hes business.

Xie He watched Han Wenqian leave and didnt move. Shortly after, he fell asleep. When he woke up again, his stomach rumbled. He ended up climbing out of bed and eating a cold meal.

He couldnt diehe had to perseverehe could do it..

There were still so many things he wanted to do.

He ate and ate and couldnt help but remember those disgusting things. He threw everything back up, his whole body weak. But he wiped his mouth and continued to eat. He then curled back up in bed.

When Han Wenqian came again, he frowned at the scent in the room.

This young man, who used to love cleanliness and tidiness, currently had a messy room. There was trash haphazardly on the floor and the desk had dried vomit on it. It was a totally dejected mess. He cast a look on the young man on the bed. The young man was curled up into a ball. It looked like he was dreaming of something really horrifying, as his eyes were shut tight and eyebrows furrowed. He looked like a hedgehog that had tightly curled up its body in self-protection.

Han Wenqian put down the food and left.

Xie He didnt know of Han Wenqians coming and going. He was stuck in an endless loop of nightmares. He was in so much pain. It was like hundreds of claws were slas.h.i.+ng at his heart. It was so painfulhe had thought that it was just a nightmare, but when he opened his eyes, the pain didnt stop. Instead, it only became more intense. He really wantedyearned for a certain something.

Utter anguish emerged in Xie Hes eyes. He knew what he wantedbuthe couldnthe could not.

Han Wenqian sat in his room. Although it was already late at night, he didnt sleep. Instead, he sat on the sofa in neat clothes, as if waiting for something.

It was already the third day.

At midnight, his door suddenly opened with a quiet clack. Xie He staggered in and fell in front of Han Wenqian in crumpled pyjamas. His face was warped from the pain. He struggled, wanting to crawl up, but his arms and legs were shaking. He raised his head to look at Han Wenqian with his black eyes. His pale lips parted and he let out a faltering voice,

Ge

it hurts so muchhelp me.

Han Wenqians eyes darkened. He reached out to lift Xie Hes chin, thumb pressing down on his soft lips. His index finger traced the outline of the others face. The pad of his finger swept over that smooth, exquisite skin. This was the child his family had pampered and raised with the utmost care. He was pure and beautiful. Anyone who saw him would like him.

Thats why Zhou Yuebin, Qin Ye and all of them had been seduced by him.

And right now, Han Wenqian was no exception.

Han Wenqians eyes darkened even more. He smiled. Rather than letting others have him, he might as well use Xie He himself.

In any case, you owe me this much.

Just thisIll take your pain, despair and body to repay the debt you owe me.

The corner of Han Wenqians lips quirked up and he chuckled in a low voice, If you want my help, youll have to pay.

Eve: _(:)_ My heart is tired.

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