Bruno's smile grew wider. "What're you scared about, Guy?"

"Not a thing."

"Are you happy?"

Guy sat stiffly on the edge of his seat. He was sitting opposite a murderer, he thought. Those hands had crushed Miriam's throat.

"Listen, Guy, why didn't you tell me about Anne?"

"What about Anne?"

"I'd have liked to know about her, that's all. On the train, I mean."

"This is our last meeting, Bruno."

"Why? I just want to be friends, Guy."

"I'm going to turn you over to the police."

"Why didn't you do that in Metcalf?" Bruno asked with the lowest pink gleam in his eyes, as only he could have asked it, impersonally, sadly, yet with triumph. Oddly, Guy felt his inner voice had asked him the question in the same way.

"Because I wasn't sure enough."

"What do I have to do, make a written statement?"

"I can still turn you over for investigation."

"No, you can't. They've got more on you than on me." Bruno shrugged.

"What're you talking about?"

"What do you think they'd get on me? Nothing."

"I could tell them!" He was suddenly furious.

"If I wanted to say you paid me for it," Bruno frowned selfrighteously, "the pieces would fit like hell!"

"I don't care about pieces."

"Maybe you don't, but the law does."

"What pieces?"

"That letter you wrote Miriam," Bruno said slowly, "the cover-up of that job canceling. The whole convenient trip to Mexico."

"You're insane!"

"Face it, Guy! You're not making any sense!"Bruno's voice rose hysterically over the jukebox that had started up near them. He pushed his hand flat across the table toward Guy, then closed it in a fist. "I like you, Guy, I swear. We shouldn't be talking like this!"

Guy did not move. The edge of the bench cut against the back of his legs. "I don't want to be liked by you."

"Guy, if you say anything to the police, you'll only land us both in prison. Don't you see?"

Guy had thought of it, even before now. If Bruno clung to his lies, there could be a long trial, a case that might never be decided unless Bruno broke down, and Bruno wouldn't break down. Guy could see it in the monomaniacal intensity with which Bruno stared at him now. Ignore him, Guy thought. Keep away. Let the police catch him. He's insane enough to kill you if you make a move.

"You didn't turn me in in Metcalf because you like me, Guy. You like me in a way."

"I don't like you in the least."

"But you're not going to turn me in, are you?"

"No," Guy said between his teeth. Bruno's calm amazed him. Bruno was not afraid of him at all. "Don't order me another drink. I'm leaving."

"Wait a minute." Bruno got money from his wallet and gave it to the waiter.

Guy sat on, held by a sense of inconclusiveness.

"Good-looking suit." Bruno smiled, nodding toward Guy's chest.

His new gray flannel chalk-stripe suit. Bought with the Palmyra money, Guy thought, like his new shoes and the new alligator brief case beside him on the seat.

"Where do you have to go?"

"Downtown." He was to meet a prospective client's representative at the Fifth Avenue Hotel at 7. Guy stared at Bruno's hard, wistful eyes, feeling sure Bruno thought he was on his way to meet Anne now. "What's your game, Bruno?"

"You know," Bruno said quietly. "What we talked about on the train. The exchange of victims. You're going to kill my father."

Guy made a sound of contempt. He had known it before Bruno said it, had suspected it since Miriam's death. He stared into Bruno's fixed, still wistful eyes, fascinated by their cool insanity. Once as a child he had stared at a mongoloid idiot on a streetcar, he remembered, like this, with a shameless curiosity that nothing could shake. Curiosity and fear.

"I told you I could arrange every detail." Bruno smiled at the corner of his mouth, amusedly, apolegetically."It'd be very simple."

He hates me, Guy thought suddenly. He'd love to kill me, too.

"You know what I'll do if you don't." Bruno made a gesture of snapping his fingers, but his hand on the table was carelessly limp. "I'll just put the police onto you."

Ignore him, Guy thought, ignore him! "You don't frighten me in the least. It'd be the easiest thing in the world to prove you insane."

"I'm no more insane than you are!"

It was Bruno who ended the interview a moment later. He had a 7 o'clock appointment with his mother, he said.

The next encounter, so much shorter, Guy felt he lost, too, though at the time he thought he had won. Bruno tried to intercept him one Friday afternoon as he was leaving his office on the way to Long Island to see Anne. Guy simply brushed past him and climbed into a taxi. Yet a feeling of having physically run away shamed him, began to undermine a certain dignity that had up to them been intact. He wished he had said something to Bruno. He wished he had faced him for an instant.

Twenty-One.

In the next days, there was hardly an evening when Bruno was not standing on the sidewalk across the street from his office building. Or if not there, standing across the street from where he lived, as if Bruno knew the evenings he would come straight home. There was never a word now, never a sign, only the tall figure with the hands in the pockets of the long, rather military overcoat that fit him closely, like a stovepipe. There was only the eyes following him, Guy knew, though he did not look back until he was out of sight. For two weeks. Then the first letter came.

It was two sheets of paper: the first a map of Bruno's house and the grounds and roads around it and the course Guy would take, neatly drawn with dotted and ruled ink lines, and the second a typed, closely written letter lucidly setting forth the plan for the murder of Bruno's father. Guy tore it up, then immediately regretted it. He should have kept it as evidence against Bruno. He kept the pieces.

But there was no need to have kept them. He received such a letter every two or three days. They were all mailed from Great Neck, as if Bruno stayed out there nowa"he had not seen Bruno since the letters begana"writing perhaps on his father's typewriter the letters that must have taken him two or three hours to prepare. The letters were sometimes drunken. It showed in the typing mistakes and in the emotional bursts of the last paragraphs. If he were sober, the last paragraph was affectionate and reassuring as to the ease of the murder. If he were drunk, the paragraph was either a gush of brotherly love or a threat to haunt Guy all his life, ruin his career and his "love affair," and a reminder that Bruno had the upper hand. All the necessary information might have been gotten from any one of the letters, as if Bruno anticipated he might tear most of them up unopened. But despite his determination to tear up the next, Guy would open it when it came, curious as to the variations in the last paragraph. Of Bruno's three plans, the one with a gun, using the back entrance of the house, came most often, though each letter invited him to take his choice.

The letters affected him in a perverse way. After the shock of the first, the next few bothered him hardly at all. Then as the tenth, twelfth, fifteenth appeared in his mailbox, he felt they hammered at his consciousness on his nerves in a manner that he could not analyze. Alone in his room he would spend quarter hours trying to isolate his injury and repair it. His anxiety was unreasonable, he told himself, unless he thought Bruno would turn on him and try to murder him. And he didn't really. Bruno had never threatened that. But reasoning could not alleviate the anxiety, or make it less exhausting.

The twenty-first letter mentioned Anne. "You wouldn't like Anne to know your part in Miriam's murder, would you? What girl would marry a murderer? Certainly not Anne. The time is getting short. The first two weeks in March is my deadline. Until then it would be easy."

Then the gun came. It was handed him by his landlady, a big package in brown paper. Guy gave a short laugh when the black gun toppled out. It was a big Luger, shiny and new-looking except for a chip off the crosshatched handle.

Some impulse made Guy take his own little revolver from the back of his top drawer, made him heft his own beautiful pearlhandled gun over his bed where the Luger lay. He smiled at his action, then brought the Texas gun up closer to his eyes and studied it. He had seen it in a glutted pawnshop window on lower Main Street in Metcalf when he was about fifteen, and had bought it with money from his paper route, not because it was a gun but because it was beautiful. Its compactness, the economy of its short barrel had delighted him. The more he had learned of mechanical design, the more pleased he had been with his gun. He had kept it in various top drawers for fifteen years. He opened the chamber and removed the bullets, three of them, and turned the cylinder around with six pulls of the trigger, admiring the deep pitched clicks of its perfect machinery. Then he slipped the bullets back, put the gun into its lavender-colored flannel bag, and replaced it in his drawer.

How should he get rid of the Luger? Drop it over an embankment into the river? Into some ashcan? Throw it out with his trash? Everything he though of seemed either suspect or melodramatic. He decided to slip it under his socks and underwear in a bottom drawer until something better occurred to him. He thought suddenly of Samuel Bruno, for the first time as a person. The presence of the Luger brought the man and his potential death into juxtaposition in his mind. Here in his room was the complete picture of the man and his life, according to Bruno, the plan for his murdera"a letter had been waiting in his box that morning, too, and lay on his bed now unopeneda"and the gun with which he was supposed to kill him. Guy got one of Bruno's recent letters from among a few in the bottom drawer.

Samuel Bruno (Bruno seldom referred to him as "my father") is the finest example of the worst that America produces. He comes of low-class peasants in Hungary, little better than animals. He picked a wife of good family, with his usual greed, once he could afford her. All this time my mother quietly bore his unfaithfulness, having some concept of the sacredness of marriage contract. Now in his old age he tries to act pius before it is too late, but it is too late. I wish I could kill him myself but I have explained to you due to Gerard, his private detective, it is impossible. If you ever had anything to do with him, he would be your personal enemy, too. He is the kind of man who thinks all your ideas about architecture as beauty and about adiquate houses for everyone are idiotic & doesn't care what kind of factory he has as long as the roof doesn't leak and ruin his machinery. It may interest you to know his employees are on strike now. See N. Y. Times last Thurs. p .31 bottom left. They are striking for a living wage. Samuel bruno does not hesitate to rob his own sona Who would believe such a story if he told it? Who would accept such fantasy? The letter, the map, the guna"They seemed like props of a play, objects arranged to give a verisimilitude to a story that wasn't real and never could be real. Guy burnt the letter. He burnt all the letters he had, then hurried to get ready for Long Island.

He and Anne were going to spend the day driving, walking in the woods, and tomorrow drive up to Alton. The house would be finished by the end of March, which would give them a leisurely two months before the wedding to furnish it. Guy smiled as he gazed out the train window. Anne had never said she wanted a June wedding; it was simply drifting that way. She had never said she wanted a formal wedding, only, "Let's not have anything too slapdash." Then when he had told her he wouldn't mind a formal wedding if she wouldn't, she had let out a long"Oh-h!" and grabbed him and kissed him. No, he didn't want another three-minute wedding with a stranger for a witness. He began sketching on the back of an envelope the twenty-story office building he had learned last week he had a good chance of being commissioned for, that he had been saving as a surprise for Anne. He felt the future had suddenly become the present. He had everything he wanted. Running down the platform steps, he saw Anne's leopard coat in the little crowd by the station door. Always he would remember the times she waited for him here, he thought, the shy dance of impatience she did when she caught sight of him, the way she smiled and half turned round, as if she wouldn't have waited half a minute longer.

"Anne!" He put his arm around her and kissed her cheek.

"You didn't wear a hat."

He smiled because it was exactly what he had expected her to say. "Well, neither did you."

"I'm in the car. And it's snowing." She took his hand and they ran across the crisp ash lane toward the cars. "I've got a surprise!"

"So have I. What's yours?"

"Sold five designs yesterday on my own."

Guy shook his head. "I can't beat that. I've just got one office building. Maybe."

She smiled and her eyebrows went up. "Maybe? Yes!"

"Yes, yes, yes!" he said, and kissed her again.

That evening, standing on the little wooden bridge over the stream back of Anne's house, Guy started to say, "Do you know what Bruno sent me today? A gun." Then, not that he had come close to saying it, but the remoteness of Bruno and his connection with him from his and Anne's life shocked him with a terrible realization. He wanted no secrets from Anne, and here was one bigger than all he had told her. Bruno, the name that haunted him, would mean nothing to Anne.

"What is it, Guy?"

She knew there was something, he thought. She always knew. "Nothing."

He followed her as she turned and walked toward the house. The night had blackened the earth, made the snowy ground hardly distinguishable from woods and sky. And Guy felt it againa"the sense of hostility in the clump of woods east of the house. Before him, the kitchen door spilled a warm yellow light some way onto the lawn. Guy turned again, letting his eyes rest on the blackness where the woods began. The feeling he had when he gazed there was discomforting and relieving at once, like biting on an ailing tooth.

"I'll walk around again," he said.

Anne went in, and he turned back. He wanted to see if the sensation were stronger or weaker when Anne was not with him. He tried to feel rather than see. It was still there, faint and evasive, where the darkness deepened at the baseline of the woods. Nothing of course. What chance combination of shadow and sound and his own thoughts had created it?

He slipped his hands into his overcoat pockets and moved stubbornly closer.

The dull snap of a twig plummeted his consciousness to earth, focused it at a certain point. He sprinted toward it. A crackling of bushes now, and a moving black figure in the blackness. Guy released all his muscles in a long dive, caught it, and recognized the hoarse intake of breath as Bruno's. Bruno plunged in his arms like a great powerful fish underwater, twisted and hit him an agonizing blow on the cheekbone. Clasping each other, they both fell, fighting to free arms, fighting as if they both fought death. Bruno's fingers scratched frenziedly at his throat, though Guy kept his arms straight. Bruno's breath hissed in and out between his drawn-back lips. Guy hit the mouth again with his right fist that felt broken, that would no longer close.

"Guy!" Bruno burst out indignantly.

Guy caught him by the front of his collar. Suddenly they both stopped fighting.

"You knew it was me!" Bruno said in a fury. "Dirty bastard!"

"What're you doing here?" Guy pulled him to his feet.

The bleeding mouth spread wider, as if he were going to cry. "Lemme go!"

Guy shoved him. He fell like a sack to the ground and tottered up again.

"Okay, kill me if you want to! You can say it's selfdefense!" Bruno whined.

Guy glanced toward the house. They had struggled a long way into the woods. "I don't want to kill you. I'll kill you next time I find you here."

Bruno laughed, the single victorious clap.

Guy advanced menacingly. He did not want to touch Bruno again. Yet a moment before, he had fought with "Kill, kill!" in his mind. Guy knew there was nothing he could do to stop Bruno's smile, not even kill him. "Clear out."

"You ready to do that job in two weeks?"

"Ready to turn you over to the police."

"Ready to turn yourself over?" Bruno jeered shrilly. "Ready to tell Anne all about it, huh? Ready to spend the next twenty years in jail? Sure, I'm ready!" He brought his palms together gently. His eyes seemed to glow with a red light. His swaying figure was like that of an evil spirit's that might have stepped from the twisted black tree behind him.

"Get someone else for your dirty work," Guy muttered.

"Look who's talking! I want you and I've got you! Okay!"A laugh. "I'll start. I'll tell your girl friend all about it. I'll write her tonight." He lurched away, tripped heavily, and staggered on, a loose and shapeless thing. He turned and shouted, "Unless I hear from you in a day or so."

Guy told Anne he had fought with a prowler in the woods. He suffered only a reddened eye from the battle, but he saw no way to stay on at the house, not go to Alton tomorrow, except by feigning injury. He had been hit in the stomach, he said. He didn't feel well. Mr. and Mrs. Faulkner were alarmed, and insisted to the policeman who came to look over the grounds that they have a police guard for the next few nights. But a guard was not enough. If Bruno came back, Guy wanted to be there himself. Anne suggested that he stay on Monday, so he would have someone to look after him in case he were sick. Guy did stay on.

Nothing had ever shamed him so much, he thought, as the two days in the Faulkner house. He was ashamed that he felt the need to stay, ashamed that on Monday morning he went into Anne's room and looked on the writing table where the maid put her mail to see if Bruno had written. He hadn't. Anne left each morning for her shop in New York before the mail was delivered. On Monday morning, Guy looked through the four or five letters on her writing table, then hurried out like a thief, afraid the maid might see him. But he often came into her room when she was not there, he reminded himself. Sometimes when the house was filled with people, he would escape to Anne's room for a few moments. And she loved to find him there. At the threshold, he leaned his head back against the door jamb, picking out the disorder in the rooma"the unmade bed, the big art books that didn't fit in the bookshelves, her last designs thumbtacked to a strip of green cork down one wall, on the corner of the table a glass of bluish water that she had neglected to empty, the brown and yellow silk scarf over the chair back, that she had evidently changed her mind about. The gardenia scent of the cologne she had touched to her neck at the last moment still lingered in the air. He longed to merge his life with hers.

Guy stayed until Tuesday morning when there was no letter from Bruno either, and then went in to Manhattan. Work had piled up. A thousand things nettled him. The contract with the Shaw Realty Company for the new office building still had not been settled. He felt his life disorganized, without direction, more chaotic than when he had heard of Miriam's murder. There was no letter from Bruno that week except one that awaited him, that had arrived Monday. It was a short note saying thank God his mother was better today and he could leave the house. His mother had been dangerously ill for three weeks with pneumonia, he said, and he had stayed with her.

Thursday evening when Guy got back from a meeting of an architectural club, his landlady Mrs. McCausland said he had had three calls. The telephone rang as they stood in the hall. It was Bruno, sullen and drunk. He asked if Guy was ready to talk sense.

"I didn't think so," Bruno said. "I've written Anne." And he hung up.

Guy went upstairs and took a drink himself. He didn't believe Bruno had written or intended to write. He tried for an hour to read, called Anne to ask how she was, then restlessly went out and found a late movie.

On Saturday afternoon, he was supposed to meet Anne in Hempstead, Long Island, to see a dog show there. If Bruno had written the letter, Anne would have gotten it by Saturday morning, Guy thought. But obviously she hadn't. He could tell from her wave to him from the car where she sat waiting for him. He asked her if she had enjoyed the party last night at Teddy's. Her cousin Teddy had had a birthday.