1827 Mio's Determination

For the next few minutes, the kiss that I initiated went on with Kanzaki receiving it wholeheartedly. Slowly, I pushed her closer to the window that still had its curtain blocking the view outside, obscuring us further into the others view.

Well, for sure, Miyoshi or that lackey could already see what were doing but what could they do? Report us to Shio?

At most, wed get scolded and everyone would find out what were doing but would that be a big deal?

Maybe. Fukuda would probably think its a chance to take me down a peg. The vagueness of our relationship would be put into question and some of those unrelated to us would definitely say something about this situation.

In any case, that would only happen if they did something.

However, even after we finished and I left Kanzaki in a dreamy state, I didnt hear a squeak from behind me.

When I glanced back, I saw Miyoshis envious eyes while the other dude was slowly raising his thumb while sporting an awkward smile.

He was always snarly around me but I guess he found peeping at us enjoyable. And thats even when he shouldve been unable to see it clearly.

I dont know. He probably imagined what was happening when he saw Kanzakis arms slung around my neck.

I smirked at him before wiping the wetness of my lips with my thumb and gesturing for him to be quiet.

The idiot understood and nodded right away. I had no idea what he was thinking but I guess hes better than Mushitani. Should I start remembering his name?

As for Miyoshi, the guy turned his head in the other direction, acting like he was not bothered by what he saw. Hes still a coward.

Anyway, I turned my gaze back to check on Kanzaki and sure enough, shes still a little dazed from it. When she finally recovered, the girl straightened her back again while her hand covertly slipped into mine. As our fingers entwined, filling the gaps in each other, Kanzakis head gradually dropped and rested on my shoulder.

Ruki, what if I get addicted to our kisses? Can I always ask you for it?

Is it that good?

It is. But theres nothing to compare it with. Youre my first kiss.

Ah. Thats right. If you can get addicted to it then Ill be flattered. Besides, Ill make sure that your lips are only mine to kiss. Im that possessive.

Upon saying that, I gave her another kiss but its a swift one this time. Kanzaki liked it enough that she chased for another one before she could reply.

I get it. I dont plan on kissing anyone else aside from you. Thats why... Ill always take my chances when it presents itself.

Looking at her expression, shes not bothered by my declaration. Its more like she already expected that from me. Furthermore, she also didnt bring up the other girls. Shes quite focused on herself while quietly putting aside her acceptance of our situation.

Well, thats just my assumption for now. Ill continue trying to understand her and her way of thinking the more times we get this kind of chance. For now, were both satisfied this way.

Mhm. Thats also what Ill do, you know? So, just ask me for it. Even if the place isnt suitable, finding a corner will not be difficult.

Pfft. Youre speaking from experience. Now that I think about it, that was wild earlier.

You only thought about it now? Girl, looks like my effect on you is already making your thinking speed slower.

Yeah. Its your fault for occupying the space for my thought process.

Alright. Thats a good comeback and I dont feel like countering it anymore.

I simply smiled at her before reaching for her face and caressing them.

A while later, Kanzaki opened up a conversation again.

By the way, Ruki.

What is it?

I will try to fit in with the others during this activity. Im kind of uptight so... wish me luck.

Are you worried they wont like you?

She shook her head, No. Not that. Im worried whether Im good enough.

For her to bring this up to me, I guess shes looking for a boost of confidence. All those times that she was in her former state of not being able to say what she really wanted put her in a rather tight spot with my girls.

Its only recently that she returned to her former self and became more honest.

Since she probably thought that she did not have what it takes to be the same as the others yet, she wanted to use this camping trip as an opportunity to fit in or at least, close the gap that she initially widened herself.

Little did she know, my girls arent really bothered by her. Most of them have already accepted that shes becoming one of them. Theyre just not vocal about it.

In any case, Kanzaki being this open to it is definitely great progress. I love that shes trying this hard for me...

I stared at her for a moment and let my mind process everything before giving her a proper thoughtful response.

You know what I think? Thats not something you should be worried about. Believe me, youre not just good enough. Youre great. Youre our diligent Class President. You can accomplish things that some of us find annoying. You just have to be yourself, Mio. Even if you want to change, the core of your personality remains to be the most important.

Kanzaki also stared at my face as she took in my words and digested their meaning.

Around a minute later, Kanzakis smile bloomed once again. She then unhesitatingly wrapped her arms around me, even pulling my body to turn to her so she could bury herself in my chest and deep in my embrace.

This time, I could feel her emotions surging. Shes thankful, happy, and content. Shes reaffirming her choice of being with me rather than getting stuck with Miyoshi or even if not that, continuing alone.

I held her closely while caressing her head and giving her the comfort she was seeking. No words needed to be said anymore.

Our feelings were already being conveyed to each other through this affectionate connection.

A few minutes later, we moved closer to the window. Kanzaki switched places with me so she could still lean on my side and hug me. On the other hand, my arm was stretched across her shoulder, keeping her as close to me as possible.

I thought Kanzaki switched places with me so we could look outside together but she stopped me from opening the curtain.

She then picked up our bags that were put at our feet to take up the space that opened on her side, piling them on top of each other. Although the result wasnt that tall, its most likely to obstruct the view of the two from our side.

Following that, Kanzaki shyly whispered to me.

Ruki... I know this will sound weird but... I noticed that from you. Its not calming down, isnt it?

Moving her arms for a bit, she pointed down at my pants. Or specifically to the bulge that had yet to calm down.

... I managed to calm it down before we left the house but with my girls surrounding me like that earlier, it naturally reacted to them. I covered it up with my bag when climbing up the bus and it calmed down for a bit during the first few minutes.

However, kissing Kanzaki and feeling her body against me once again awakened the insatiable beast.

Mio, youre not thinking of helping me about it, right?

... I am. If youll allow me to.

This girl... Ill hand it to her for being bold. However, shes also a complete novice about it. Besides, I didnt necessarily have to release it... It still can naturally calm down.

Unfortunately, hearing her say that triggered something in me.

Before her eyes, it visibly twitched as though it was about to erupt. With our current position and how close we are, it will definitely be hard to see what were doing here.

However, should I really let her do it? In this bus where we can be easily caught if someone stands up and walks by?

You dont have to, Mio. It will calm down on its own.

... Okay. Then Ill just cover it up, Ruki.

I managed to reel in my perverted side that would naturally say yes to her and came up with that answer. However, as though her head was already in the clouds, Kanzaki bit her lips as her hand moved down, settling on top of it.

By covering it up, she meant using her hand...