His heart heard. Like a tight fist it began to relax, a finger at a time.

'Stop all for good, forget all for good,' she whispered.

Well why not?

'Slower... slowest.'

His heart stumbled.

And then for no reason, save perhaps for a last look around, because he did did want to get rid of the pain, and sleep was the way to do that... Charles Halloway opened his eyes. want to get rid of the pain, and sleep was the way to do that... Charles Halloway opened his eyes.

He saw the Witch.

He saw her fingers working at the air, his face, his body, the heart within his body, and the soul within the heart. Her swamp breath flooded him while, with immense curiosity, he watched the poisonous drizzle from her lips, counted the folds in her stitch-wrinkled eyes, the Gila monster neck, the mummy-linen ears, the dry-rivulet riversand brow. Never in his life had he focused so nearly to a person, as if she were a puzzle, which once touched together might show life's greatest secret. The solution was in her, it would all spring clear this moment, no, the next, no, the next, watch her scorpion fingers! hear her chant as she diddled the air, yes, diddled was it, tickling, tickling, 'Slow!' she whispered. 'Slow!' And his obedient heart pulled rein. Diddle-tickle went her fingers.

Charles Halloway snorted. Faintly, he giggled.

He caught this. Why? Why am I... giggling... at such a time!?

The Witch pulled back the merest quarter inch as if some strange but hidden electric light socket, touched with wet whorl, gave shock.

Charles Halloway saw but did not see her flinch, sensed but seemed in no way to consider her withdrawal, for almost immediately, seizing the initiative, she flung herself forward, not touching, but mutely gesticulating at his chest as one might try to spell an antique clock pendulum.

'Slow!' she cried.

Senselessly, he permitted an idiot smile to balloon itself up from somewhere to attach itself with careless ease under his nose.

'Slowest!'

Her new fever, her anxiety which changed itself to anger was even more of a toy to him. A part of his attention, secret until now, leaned forward to scan every pore of her Halloween face. Somehow, irresistibly, the prime thing was: nothing mattered. Life in the end seemed a prank of such size you could only stand off at this end of the corridor to note its meaningless length and its quite unnecessary height, a mountain built to such ridiculous immensities you were dwarfed in its shadow and mocking of its pomp. So with death this near he thought numbly but purely upon a billion vanities, arrivals, departures, idiot excursions of boy, boy-man, man and old-man goat. He had gathered and stacked all manner of foibles, devices, playthings of his egotism and now, between all the silly corridors of books, the toys of his life swayed. And none more grotesque than this thing named Witch Gypsy Reader-of-Dust, tickling, that's what! just tickling tickling the air! Fool! Didn't she know what she was the air! Fool! Didn't she know what she was doing! doing! He opened his mouth. He opened his mouth.

Of itself, like a child born of an unsuspecting parent, one single raw laugh broke free.

The Witch swooned back.

Charles Halloway did not see. He was far too busy letting the joke rush through his fingers, letting hilarity spring forth of its own volition along his throat, eyes squeezed shut; there it flew, whipping shrapnel in all directions.

'You!' he cried, to no one, everyone, himself, her, them, it, all. 'Funny! You!'

'No,' the Witch protested.

'Stop tickling!' he gasped.

'Not!' she lunged back, frantically. 'Not! Sleep! Slow! Very slow!'

'No tickling is all it is, for sure,' he roared. 'Oh, ha! Ha, stop!'

'Yes, stop stop heart!' she squealed. ' heart!' she squealed. 'Stop blood.' Her own heart must have shaken like a tambourine; her hands shook. In mid-gesticulation she froze and became, aware of the silly fingers. blood.' Her own heart must have shaken like a tambourine; her hands shook. In mid-gesticulation she froze and became, aware of the silly fingers.

'Oh, my God!' He wept beautiful glad tears. 'Get off my ribs, oh, ha, go on, my heart!'

'Your heart heart, yesssssss!'

'God!' He popped his eyes wide, gulped air, released more soap and water washing everything clear, incredibly clean. 'Toys! The key sticks out your back! Who wound you up!?'

And the largest roar of all, flung at the woman, burnt her hands, seared her face, or so it seemed, for she seized herself as from a blast furnace, wrapped her fried hands in Egyptian rags, gripped her dry dugs, skipped back, gave pause, then started a slow retreat, nudged, pushed, pummeled inch by inch, foot by foot, clattering bookracks, shelves, fumbling for handholds on volumes that thrashed free as she scrambled them down. Her brow knocked dim histories, vain theories, duned-up time, promised but compromised years. Chased, bruised, beaten by his laugh which echoed, rang, swam to fill the marble vaults, she whirled at last, claws razoring the wild air and fled to fall downstairs.

Moments later, she managed to cram herself through the front door, which slammed! slammed!

Her fall, the door slam, almost broke his frame with laughter.

'Oh God, God, please stop, stop yourself!' he begged of his hilarity.

And thus begged, his humor let be.

In mid-roar, at last, all faded to honest laughter, pleasant chuckling, faint giggling, then softly and with great contentment receiving and giving, breath, shaking his happy-weary head, the good ache of action in his throat and ribs, gone from his crumpled hand. He lay against the stacks, head leaned to some dear befriending book, the tears of releaseful mirth salting his cheeks, and suddenly knew her gone.

Why? he wondered. he wondered. What did I do? What did I do?

With one last bark of mirth, he rose up, slow.

What's happened? Oh, God, let's get it clear! First, the drug store, a half-dozen aspirin to cure this hand for an hour, then, think think. In the last five minutes you did win something, didn't didn't you? What's victory taste like? you? What's victory taste like?

Try to remember And smiling a new smile at the ridiculous dead-animal left hand nested in his right crooked elbow, he hurried down the night corridors, and out into town...

Part III - Departures

I know not all that may be coming, but be it what it will, I'll go to it laughing.

-STUBB in Moby Dick

45

The small parade moved, soundless, past the eternally revolving, ending-but-unending candy serpentine of Mr. Crosetti's barber pole, past all the darkening or darkened shops, the emptying streets, for people were home now from the church suppers, or out at the carnival for the last side show or the last high-ladder diver floating like milkweed down the night.

Will's feet, far away below, clubbed the sidewalk. One, two, he thought, someone tells me left, right. Dragonfly whispers: one-two.

Is Jim in the parade?! Will's eyes flicked the briefest to one side. Yes! But who's the other little one? The gone-mad, everything's-interesting-so-touch-it, everything's red-hot, pull-back, Dwarf! Plus the Skeleton. And then behind, who were all those hundreds, no, thousands of people marching along, breathing down his neck?

The Illustrated Man.

Will nodded and whined so high and silently that only dogs, dogs who were no help, dogs who could not speak, might hear.

And sure enough, looking obliquely over, he saw not one, not two, but three dogs who, smelling the occasion, their own parade, now ran ahead, now fell behind, their tails like guidons for the platoon.

Bark! thought Will, like in the movies! Bark, bring the police!

But the dogs just smiled and trotted.

Coincidence, please, thought Will. Just a small small one! one!

Mr. Tetley! Yes! Will saw-but-did-not-see Mr. Tetley! Rolling the wooden Indian back into his shop, closing for the night!

'Turn heads,' murmured the Illustrated Man.

Jim turned his head. Will turned his head.

Mr. Tetley smiled.

'Smile,' murmured Mr. Dark.

The two boys smiled.

'Hello!' said Mr. Tetley.

'Say hello,' someone whispered.

'Hello,' said Jim.

'Hello,' said Will.

The dogs barked.

'A free ride at the carnival,' murmured Mr. Dark.

'Free ride,' said Will.

'At the carnival!' cracked Jim.

Then, like good machines, they shut up their smiles.

'Have fun!' called Mr. Tetley.

The dogs barked joy.

The parade marched on.

'Fun,' said Mr. Dark. 'Free rides. When the crowds go home, half an hour from now. We'll ride Jim round. You still want want that, Jim?' that, Jim?'

Hearing but not hearing, locked away in himself, Will thought, Jim, don't listen!

Jim's eyes slid: wet or oily, it was hard to tell.

'You'll travel with us, Jim, and if Mr. Cooger doesn't survive (it's a near thing for him, we haven't saved him yet, we'll try again now) but if he doesn't make it, Jim, how would you like to be partners? I'll grow you to a fine strong age, eh? Twenty-two? Twenty-five? Dark and Nightshade, Nightshade and Dark, sweet lovely names for such as we with such as the side shows to run around the world! What say, Jim?'

Jim said nothing, sewn up in the Witch's dream.

Don't listen! wailed his best friend, who heard nothing but heard it all.

'And Will?' said Mr. Dark. 'Let's ride him him back and back, eh? Make him a babe in arms, a babe for the Dwarf to carry like a clown-child, roundabout in parades, every day for the next fifty years, would you like that, Will? to be a babe forever? not able to talk and tell all the lovely things you know? Yes, I think that's best for Will. A plaything, a little wet friend for the Dwarf!' back and back, eh? Make him a babe in arms, a babe for the Dwarf to carry like a clown-child, roundabout in parades, every day for the next fifty years, would you like that, Will? to be a babe forever? not able to talk and tell all the lovely things you know? Yes, I think that's best for Will. A plaything, a little wet friend for the Dwarf!'

Will must have screamed.

But not out loud.

For only the dogs barked, in terror; yipping, off they ran, as if pelted with rocks.

A man came around the comer.

A policeman.

'Who's this?' muttered Mr. Dark.

'Mr. Kolb,' said Jim.

'Mr. Kolb!' said Will.

'Darning-needle,' whispered Mr. Dark. 'Dragonfly.' Pain stabbed Will's ears. Moss stuffed his eyes. Gum glued his teeth. He felt a multitudinous tapping, shuttling, weaving, about his face, all numb again.

'Say hello to Mr. Kolb.'

'Hello,' said Jim.

'... Kolb...' said the dreaming Will 'Hello, boys. Gentlemen.'

'Turn here,' said Mr. Dark.

They turned.

Away toward meadow country, away from warm lights, good town, safe streets, the drumless march progressed.