The doll knocked Su Lenghan's cap off his head . He didn't move to pick up his cap and instead stared at the doll that had fallen to the ground .

He'd sent it to her, but he didn't even know why he wanted to . Perhaps deep down, he merely wanted to see her . Perhaps he wanted to do something so that he wouldn't feel this endless misery in his heart .

The doll rolled around on the ground . It was just like a heart—cast to the side of the road, with no one bothering to pick it up .

Su Lenghan stiffly stood rooted to the ground . He allowed the cold winter winds to blow across his face . The wind blasted so hard that his face hurt . He seemed to be unaware of it, but his gaze kept falling on the doll .

He scoffed in self-mockery . When Yun Bixue was by his side, he truly hadn't been sincere and didn't cherish her .

It wasn't that he didn't know what she liked . He knew . She would always stare lovingly at this little piggy doll every single time she pa.s.sed by it . How could he not know? He merely ignored her intentionally .

Perhaps she had been neglected so much that she would never cry nor throw a fit . She showed her understanding . As time pa.s.sed, he took it for granted . Eventually, he completely ignored her .

Thinking back, he really understood too little about Yun Bixue's preferences .

On the other hand, when he was together with Meng Xinyan, he started their relations.h.i.+p by willingly putting in the effort . In the end, the more he contributed, the less he received in return . He then grew increasingly drained by this relations.h.i.+p, and couldn't even discern his true feelings anymore .

Eventually, Meng Xinyan's demands grew harsher and harsher . He had to give her the best clothes, food, housing, and car . Otherwise, she would blame him for not loving her enough .

At that time, he finally came to the realization that a woman's temperament was all the same . When they threw a petty tantrum, he definitely shouldn't give in to them .

Occasionally, he would miss the days he spent with Yun Bixue . He missed her thoughtfulness and kindness .

With his abrupt realization today, he finally understood Yun Bixue's feelings in the beginning . She must have felt exhausted giving in blindly back then .

At the time, he thought that Yun Bixue was rather silly . She appeared like a pretty daughter from a humble family, and she didn't seem to possess the dignified mannerisms that a matron would have . Thinking back to it now, he had misjudged her .

He couldn't forget how dazzling and beautiful she looked standing next to Xie Limo on his wedding day . All the other socialites and women at the venue paled in comparison to her .

He never knew that she could be br.i.m.m.i.n.g and sparkling with confidence . Ever since he regained consciousness, that silhouette had constantly flooded his mind .

He always thought about his past memories . The more he dwelt on the past, the more stifled his heart felt, and the more he hated himself . These past few days, he suffered from severe insomnia .

Meng Xinyan's pestering began to grow in intensity . Even if he was sleeping during the dead of the night, she would still call him . At the start, he would still answer her calls . Subsequently, her tantrums grew out of hand, and he stopped picking up her calls altogether .

His heart felt extremely drained, and he especially wished to clear up his mind and rest .

These past few days, he would wait below this building after work . Although he didn't meet Yun Bixue, knowing that she was upstairs helped his heart to feel calmer and more grounded .

For this little piggy doll, he had even put the Su family's authority to use in order to locate the shop that had already relocated somewhere else . He requested them to re-manufacture the doll .

When he received the doll, his heart had actually stirred . However, looking at the doll that had fallen to the ground, his heart turned still .

He walked forward and gently picked up the doll, as though treating it as a precious object . He took out his cell phone and repeatedly clutched and released his grip on it . After some time, he finally pressed the dial b.u.t.ton beside Yun Bixue's name .

. . . . The doll knocked Su Lenghans cap off his head . He didnt move to pick up his cap and instead stared at the doll that had fallen to the ground . Hed sent it to her, but he didnt even know why he wanted to . Perhaps deep down, he merely wanted to see her . Perhaps he wanted to do something so that he wouldnt feel this endless misery in his heart . The doll rolled around on the ground . It was just like a heart—cast to the side of the road, with no one bothering to pick it up . Su Lenghan stiffly stood rooted to the ground . He allowed the cold winter winds to blow across his face . The wind blasted so hard that his face hurt . He seemed to be unaware of it, but his gaze kept falling on the doll . . . He scoffed in self-mockery . When Yun Bixue was by his side, he truly hadnt been sincere and didnt cherish her . It wasnt that he didnt know what she liked . He knew . She would always stare lovingly at this little piggy doll every single time she pa.s.sed by it . How could he not know? He merely ignored her intentionally . Perhaps she had been neglected so much that she would never cry nor throw a fit . She showed her understanding . As time pa.s.sed, he took it for granted . Eventually, he completely ignored her . Thinking back, he really understood too little about Yun Bixues preferences . On the other hand, when he was together with Meng Xinyan, he started their relations.h.i.+p by willingly putting in the effort . In the end, the more he contributed, the less he received in return . He then grew increasingly drained by this relations.h.i.+p, and couldnt even discern his true feelings anymore . . . Eventually, Meng Xinyans demands grew harsher and harsher . He had to give her the best clothes, food, housing, and car . Otherwise, she would blame him for not loving her enough . At that time, he finally came to the realization that a womans temperament was all the same . When they threw a petty tantrum, he definitely shouldnt give in to them . Occasionally, he would miss the days he spent with Yun Bixue . He missed her thoughtfulness and kindness . With his abrupt realization today, he finally understood Yun Bixues feelings in the beginning . She must have felt exhausted giving in blindly back then . At the time, he thought that Yun Bixue was rather silly . She appeared like a pretty daughter from a humble family, and she didnt seem to possess the dignified mannerisms that a matron would have . Thinking back to it now, he had misjudged her . He couldnt forget how dazzling and beautiful she looked standing next to Xie Limo on his wedding day . All the other socialites and women at the venue paled in comparison to her . He never knew that she could be br.i.m.m.i.n.g and sparkling with confidence . Ever since he regained consciousness, that silhouette had constantly flooded his mind . He always thought about his past memories . The more he dwelt on the past, the more stifled his heart felt, and the more he hated himself . These past few days, he suffered from severe insomnia Meng Xinyans pestering began to grow in intensity . Even if he was sleeping during the dead of the night, she would still call him . At the start, he would still answer her calls . Subsequently, her tantrums grew out of hand, and he stopped picking up her calls altogether . His heart felt extremely drained, and he especially wished to clear up his mind and rest . These past few days, he would wait below this building after work . Although he didnt meet Yun Bixue, knowing that she was upstairs helped his heart to feel calmer and more grounded . For this little piggy doll, he had even put the Su familys authority to use in order to locate the shop that had already relocated somewhere else . He requested them to re-manufacture the doll . When he received the doll, his heart had actually stirred . However, looking at the doll that had fallen to the ground, his heart turned still . He walked forward and gently picked up the doll, as though treating it as a precious object . He took out his cell phone and repeatedly clutched and released his grip on it . After some time, he finally pressed the dial b.u.t.ton beside Yun Bixues name .