Chapter 2: my start

I am standing at the desolate land with a village beside me-if a gang of shabby house and several people with old cloth full of patch can be called village. Let alone the monsters surround the village. But I have no time to think where I am. My brain is filled with the list that angel shows mw just now.

If it is a dream, it is too real. I can't believe I can do a dream like that. I can't imagine such a lifelike game.

I stare at the sky silently, in my upper left there's a line shows the time now: August 8 2050, 15:28.

I try my best to find a reasonable explanation about the situation I am. But I can't find. Any excuse will be broke by a line of words: nerve system are damaged and became a vegetarian patient at 25. It is the most reasonable explanation for me.

But, howhow is it possible. The game company promise the safety of all player, thousands of experts proved the safety of game hamlet and a boss of a game company even use it to his son who just born a few days. How is it possible, how is it possible!!! There are billions of people who playing the game through the game hamlet. But why me, why only me have suffered such a dammed bug? It's impossibleimpossible.

It must be Xueke, it must be him who gave me such an illusion through my game hamlet! Come on! Xueke let's fight with equal conditions I won't use my Holy Spirit set. Let's fight again! Don't use such a despicable method!

Is the things shows in front of my eyes really illusions? Do not cheat myself anymore. How can an illusion last so long? Even I can't count the time in the dark space. But I can feel it was really a long time

I finally recover from my confused thought and can control my mind after two hours and analysis out my situation right now: At the last game I played, my mind was "sealed" by the program that have already evolved out his own intelligent through the only weapon he can use in the real worldgame hamlet.

After 20 years, the seal appear a small gap because of a reason I don't know yet. But based on the phenomenon that I still appear in the dark space and I still can't control my body even just a bit. I am still a vegetarian patient in medical sense at present.

It almost means I have no hope to recover except there's miracle happens. It is true that there are some examples that vegetarian patient wake up after some times. But people still did not know why they would wake up in the year I became a vegetarian patient. Maybe I will live in a game world forever

I am even more scared when I declare the situation of mine. It is grief for my parent who died in the era I am in a coma. It is also for fear my future life.

My IQ is really high and I am also very clever in my childhood. My parent aren't very rich, but they still support me to study in one of the best university in my country. But I let them disappointing because I get addicted to online games in the university and chose professional player because I am good for nothing except this. I always want to prove myself through earning money in the game, but I ignore the feeling of my parent ignore the painfulness of their heart

I can never repay the kindness for them to raise me up and even let them suffer such affliction. I can imagine the shock when they hear I became a vegetarian patient. I can imagine the effort they try to wake me up. I can imagine the regret when they finally leave the world! But as for meme, I even didn't look at them when they were about to leaving the world!!!

Now I have nothing, family, money health friends and hope, nothing except the game! I am almost a ghost wondering in the wild.

I clenched my fists tightly, sadness, desolate, guilty, hopelessalmost all negative emotions has engulfed my mind. I can't keep my mind clear I can even not thinking in this moment as if I will got explosion if I continue thinking that. I rush to the wild dog and wild cat crazily

I don't know how many time I had resurrection. But every time I appear in the resurrection point, I rush to the monster around the village right away. Just let the pain feeling woke up my humanity that sleeping for 20 years.