Chapter 2658: Kill Myself to Make up for It
There is a rule in the cultivation world. Cultivators cant marry mortals, but I still chose to be together with Yuanhan. My father found out about it afterwards. Although its not allowed according to the rules, it wasnt required that I be killed just because of that. I would only be punished and lose my abilities before being chased out of the cultivation world.
I chose to be deprived of my abilities and become an ordinary person, but my father didnt give me that chance. He felt that I greatly humiliated him, so he vented his anger on me. Yuanhan was dragged into it because of me. If it hadnt been for me, he wouldnt have been killed.
Saying that, Jing Yunyao cried as she was filled with pain and self blame.
Because my cousin found out that my father wanted to kill me, he came after me. But it was too late and he could only save me. After I survived, I lost my memories, so I couldnt take revenge for Yuanhan. I injured my father today by depriving his abilities and breaking his legs. Hes disabled from now on, but I didnt have the heart to kill him, so the revenge isnt completely done. Actually, if I didnt have Shaoting, I would kill myself to make up for it.
Jing Yunyao wasnt just saying it, she really had that thought.
Although it had been seventeen years, it was just a year for Jing Yunyao. Because she lost her memories, and only remembered what had happened to her after she regained them. As a result, Jing Yunyao suffered from mental anguish all the time.
For many nights, she cried because she missed Leng Yuanhan badly.
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Nonsense, you dont need to feel guilty at all. It might have been caused by you, but you didnt want it to happen either. Master Leng stopped Jing Yunyao when she said that she wanted to kill herself because she felt guilty.
It was hard for Master Leng to accept the fact that Jing Yunyaos father had killed his son and he slightly blamed Jing Yunyao for it. After all, it was his son, his favorite son, who had been killed.
No matter how much he approved of Jing Yunyao as his daughter-in-law, she was hardly comparable to his biological son. Therefore, it was understandable that he blamed Jing Yunyao for it. It would be strange if he wasnt affected at all. It was his biological son after all!
However, he wouldnt hate Jing Yunyao, because she didnt do it on purpose. And she paid her father back.
Jing Yunyao didnt kill her father, because it was her biological father. If she really killed him, she would be no different from him.
Although it was Jing Yunyaos father who wanted to kill them first, Jing Yunyao would be criticized if she killed her father afterwards.
It had also been seventeen years, so Master Leng had already gotten over Leng Yuanhans death.
If he learned about the truth right after the accident happened, he would surely have criticized Jing Yunyao angrily and there might be estrangement between them, but Jing Yunyao was also a victim who survived the accident, and she did her best to make up for it.
Master Leng wasnt a stubborn and unreasonable person, so he wouldnt stay away from Jing Yunyao even though he blamed her for what happened.
No matter what, Jing Yunyao was his grandsons mother, so he hoped that she could live a good life.
If anything bad happened to her again, Leng Shaoting would be hurt. He didnt want Leng Shaoting to suffer that pain again.
Dad, Im sorry, I dont know what to say right now. I didnt want to disappoint you said Jing Yunyao, filled with sadness and guilt. She didnt know how to face Master Leng.
Alright, Im sad too after knowing the truth, but it has already happened. Its meaningless to argue over it now. I dont blame you. Dont burden yourself. I dont want Shaoting to be worried, said Master Leng.
Even though he was a little mad at Jing Yunyao, he wouldnt say it. He only hoped that Jing Yunyao wouldnt be mentally burdened and could live her life in the future.
If she blamed herself and lived in guilt afterwards, she wouldnt be happy.
Anyway, Jing Yunyao couldnt help but blame herself. Master Lengs generosity made her feel even guiltier.
However, at that moment, she didnt know what to say.
After that, they said nothing further and went out.
Jing Yunyao just cried, so her eyes were red and swollen. So in order to not let the other people notice, she treated herself with magical power.
After they went out, Jing Yunyao and the others left. They knew Master Leng was in a bad mood and needed some time alone.
It was true that Master Leng was very sad and needed some time to be alone. He went out to the hall just because Shangguan Yang was in the living room. Shangguan Yang was the guest, so he needed to walk him out.
When Jing Yunyao and the others were gone, Master Leng directly went back to the study. Leng Yuanzhen and the others also saw that he was in a bad mood, so they didnt ask further about it.
Gu Ning and the others heard Jing Yunyaos conversation with Master Leng in the study, so they understood that it was hard for Master Leng to accept it even though he said he wouldnt blame Jing Yunyao.
It was very normal, and they felt sorry for Master Leng.
Unfortunately, no one could change it, so they only hoped that Jing Yunyao and Master Leng could get over it as soon as possible.
When Jing Yunyao and the others left, they took Jing Yunyan away, but they dumped him halfway. They had no intention of letting him rest somewhere.
Because they didnt plan to kill him, they were unwilling to keep him, but before they let him go, they injured him and broke one of his hands, which was the price he paid for what he had done to the Leng family.
If Jing Yunyan succeeded, he would definitely have been killed, but he failed, so he was left alive.