Chapter 92: So Hard to Make Him Give In (II)
Translator: Storm in a Teacup
s.h.i.+ smiled. âHow can you say that? Donât worry. Iâm not that fragile. Itâs just an accident this time.â
Long lowered his head, and then looked up. He said with mixed feelings, âQingzhou, in my impression, youâve always been all-powerful. I always thought that any problem would be solved when you were the one who dealt with it. However, I forgot that you were also a human being, who could get ill, injured or be defeated by nature. Qingzhouâ¦â Long said sadly, âQingzhou, do you know how regretful I was when I knew that you were trapped in the mountain? I should have gone with you. I shouldnât have left you alone in dangerâ¦â
âYour Majesty.â s.h.i.+ suddenly sat up and took Longâs hand. âPlease donât say that.â
Long looked at s.h.i.+ in confusion. Shouldnât he say that? But that was exactly what he thought.
s.h.i.+ fixed his eyes on Long and said word by word. âIt was an accident this time. Itâs nothing to do with you. Donât blame yourself. Itâs not anyoneâs fault. Understand?â
Long slightly curled his lips upwardly, but that smile was so ugly. âQingzhou, you donât want me to feel guilty, right?â
âMore than that,â s.h.i.+ said, âI mean it. Itâs not your fault. It was just an accident.â
Since it was an accident, Long shouldnât blame himself.
Long looked at s.h.i.+ and finally nodded slowly. He sighed and hugged s.h.i.+ tightly. âQingzhou, promise me not to get hurt again. Seeing you get hurt, I⦠I feel heartbroken.â
Anyone would suffer some injuries in a lifetime. s.h.i.+ wanted to laugh, but he still felt so warm deep inside.
So, s.h.i.+ nodded and said seriously and softly, âOkay, I promise you.â
Long smiled. He held s.h.i.+ in his arms and hugged him tightly before letting him go.
After a while, the porridge was delivered there. s.h.i.+ wasnât so sick that he didnât even have the strength to eat, but Long insisted on feeding s.h.i.+ and didnât allow him to move a bit.
As a result, s.h.i.+ didnât move at all and let Long feed him two bowls of porridge.
Long didnât dare to let s.h.i.+ eat too much at once, for fear that s.h.i.+âs stomach couldnât take it. Two bowls of porridge should be okay, because the bowl wasnât very big and the porridge was medicinal, which was good for s.h.i.+âs health.
At night, while s.h.i.+ was resting, Long summoned a Shadow Guardian to ask about the condition of the Shadow Guardians who were with s.h.i.+ earlier. He got a positive answer that all those men had recovered and the toxins had been removed.
However, since they failed to protect the empress, all of them needed to be punished. They had all admitted their error and asked for punishment.
Long looked at s.h.i.+, âQingzhou, how should I punish them?â
s.h.i.+ smiled slightly. âIt was a natural disaster. No one wanted that. So be lenient with them.â
After hearing those words, Long puckered his lips slightly, but still nodded. âIâll take your advice.â
They were short of hands at the moment, so it wouldnât be a good thing if the Shadow Guardians got hurt.
So, Long decided to postpone it and the Shadow Guardians wouldnât be punished until they went back to the palace.
Knowing that those men were fine, Long waved away the Shadow Guardian and then went to bed.
Looking at Long, s.h.i.+ asked, âShall we go on tomorrow?â
Long gently pursed his lips and nodded. âWell, you should rest at the inn. Iâll go.â
âNo way.â s.h.i.+ immediately frowned. âYour Majesty, itâll be too dangerous for you. Iâm totally fine now. Let me go.â
Long stared at s.h.i.+. âYou still need to take more medicine to completely remove the remaining poison in your body. How can you say youâre totally fine?â
s.h.i.+ felt a little helpless. âItâs just some more medicine. I can take it after I come back.â
âThereâs no room for discussion. You must rest in the inn,â Long said firmly.
s.h.i.+ gritted his teeth and said, âNo way! I must go. Your ident.i.ty must not be exposed!â
âYouâ¦â Seeing that s.h.i.+ talked back, Long gritted his teeth and stared at him. âI am the emperor!â
s.h.i.+ pressed his lips together. âYes, I know, but are you sure you want to stop me with your ident.i.ty?â
âYouâ¦â Long was so angry that his body trembled. s.h.i.+ stared at Long and didnât make a concession.
In the end, Long gave in. âLetâs go together.â
s.h.i.+ still shook his head. âNo, Iâll go. You wait for the news here.â
âs.h.i.+ Qingzhou!â Long got furious.
s.h.i.+ fixed his eyes on Long. There wasnât fear, only grim determination, in his eyes.
Long got wrathful. He directly lay down and wrapped the quilt around him. Then, he turned his back to s.h.i.+ and stopped talking to him.
s.h.i.+âs expression softened. A moment later, a wry smile flashed across his face, but he said nothing and didnât plan to give in.
Long was waiting for s.h.i.+ to say something nice to him. Well, it would be fine if s.h.i.+ didnât say any sweet words, but he just wanted s.h.i.+ to give up the idea.
d.a.m.n it! Long waited for all night and he was so desperate to sleep, but s.h.i.+ still didnât say anything to him!
Long fell asleep with anger, while s.h.i.+⦠After daybreak, s.h.i.+ took several Shadow Guardians to continue his journeyâ¦
So, when Long woke up, what he saw was only the empty bed beside him! Long got so angry that he almost smashed the inn!
âZhang Yuan!â Long roared.
One Shadow Guardian came in. âMy Lord, Zhang Yuan has gone with Mr. s.h.i.+.â
âWhat? Theyâve left together?â Long felt that his anger subsided a little.
âYes.â
Long pressed his lips together. âHow many people did Mr. s.h.i.+ take with him?â
âTen guards, along with Zhang Yuan.â
So he took ten Shadow Guardians with him? There were enough people⦠Long calmed down a bit more.
Finally, Long waved.
âWell, go and bring some food here.â
âYes, my Lord.â
After the Shadow Guardian left, Long stared at the other half of the bed beside him and lost himself in thought.
He felt that⦠his empress seemed to pay less and less attention to his feelings.
When he was furious, his empress still dared to disobey the imperial edict and act without permission!
Thinking about that, Long got angry again.
But, he thought it over and found that it was also a good thing that his empress was so brave.
At least, his empress had seen him as an equal lover, instead of the emperor that all ministers should always obey.
Otherwise, no matter how s.h.i.+ wasnât satisfied, he wouldnât dare to disobey the imperial edict.
Whatâs more, s.h.i.+ did that⦠just because s.h.i.+ worried about him. s.h.i.+ was afraid that Longâs ident.i.ty would be exposed and others might a.s.sa.s.sinate him.
Alasâ¦
Long sighed and felt it was such a bittersweet experience.
It was good that his empress no longer treated him as an outsider, but⦠it also angered him that his empress didnât take his advice at all!
Look, s.h.i.+ even dared to ignore him!
After a while, some food was delivered there. Long got out of bed, put on his clothes and then began to eat at the table. Those dishes were actually very delicious, but since his lover wasnât with him, he felt all the food was tasteless!
After taking a couple of bites, Long put his chopsticks down⦠and asked the servant to take the food awayâ¦
Waiting was also so torturous.
Long was in no mood to go out for a walk, so he just shut himself up in the inn to sleep.
Then, Long had a dream.
In his dream, he saw himself in the previous life. He saw⦠what happened after he died.
He died of illness. His mother cried in front of his bed and his father comforted her, but his eyes were also red.
And his younger brother⦠clenched his fists tightly and kept lowering his head.
He saw a lot of people attending his funeral and his brother standing numbly in front of his coffin.
Then, he saw that his family buried him and his parents and brother burned paper money in front of his grave.
âElder brother, itâs good. Youâre finally free. If thereâs really an afterlife, I hope you can have a healthy body. Then youâll be able to do everything. You can run. You can jump. You can eat anything you like.â
Long really wanted to cry at this moment⦠Then, he woke up.
Lying on the bed, he looked at the inn and could not help murmuring. âIâve got myself a healthy body now. I can eat whatever I want. I can run. I can jump. I also can do a little martial arts⦠Donât worry, brother.â
âBrotherâ¦â
After this dream, Long found that he really missed his family⦠his real familyâ¦
Fortunately, although he had no relatives in the current life, he had found his real love.
If his brother found that heâd fallen in love with a man⦠would that silly boy be angry⦠or happy?
Long couldnât help looking forward to seeing his brotherâs reaction.
However, Long knew it clearly that he would never see his brother again⦠Thinking about that, he felt sadness welling up inside of him.