elevator. It was time, time that he needed.
It was supposed to have been so easy. In the dark, while everyone was
confused, he should have been able to get to her. He still had the
pills in his pocket he had planned to force her to take. It would have
been easy, smooth, quiet.
But nothing had gone easily.
Just like the first time.
"Why?" Sick with vertigo, Emma sunk to the floor. "Why did you do that
to Darren?"
Sweat was running off him, drenching his crisp linen shirt. "He wasn't
supposed to be hurt. No one was. It was just a publicity stunt."
She shook her head to clear it. "What?"
"Your mother gave me the idea." He looked down at her. He doubted she'd
give him much trouble. She was white as a sheet. She'd always had
trouble on planes, elevators. With heights. He glanced at the b.u.t.tons
on the panel. Why hadn't he thought of it before?
The opening act would be starting. The show must go on, he thought.
Illusion was the first order of the day. While millions of people
around the country were watching the record industry pat itself on the
back, a few confused guards were looking for Emma backstage. Up here he
had time to think. And to plan.
She felt the elevator shudder and b.u.mp to a halt. "What are you talking
about?"
"Jane-she was always pressuring for more money, threatening to go to the
press with this story, or that story. She worried me at first until I
began to see that the publicity about you equaled a boom in record
sales." He pulled her up. She was limp with nausea and clammy with icy
sweat. So much the better. With his arm around her neck, he dragged
her up another flight of stairs.
She had to keep him talking. Emma bit back the sickness and the fear.
Bev had gotten away, and the baby. Someone would come looking for her.
He didn't worry about her screaming now. She could yell her lungs out
and no one would hear. Shoving open a door, he pushed her out on the
root The wind slapped across her face, tore at her hair. And cleared
her head.
"We were talking about Darren." She kept her eyes on his as she backed
away. The sun was still bright. One part of her mind wondered how it
could be day when she'd been in the dark for so long. "I need to know
why-" She backed into the low wall, then swayed at the dizzying view
below. Clenching her teeth, she looked back at him. "Tell me why you
were in Darren's room."
He could afford to indulge her. And himself He'd nearly lost control
for a moment, but he could feel himself leveling now. He'd find a way
out. "Everything was fine for a while. Then it started to flatten out.
We were having some internal troubles with the group, as well. They
needed something to shake them up. Jane came to me with Blackpool. She
wanted me to make him a star, a bigger star than Brian. And she wanted
a cut. She got drunk." He waved his hand. "In any case, she offered me
a solution. We planned to kidnap Darren. The press would eat it up. A
lot of sympathy, a lot of sales. The band would pull together.