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registers if you want to sound like a dronetalker," Sev ' warned. "Drones' synthesized voices don't wobble." '

He sank to the cabin floor, long legs folding under him with no apparent strain, and gazed at the fake wafl con- cealing Nancia's t.i.tanium column. "Undercover work is always a strain,'' heconfided. "I used to do half an hour of yoga meditation before taking on a false ident.i.ty."

Nancia rapidly scanned her data banks. Apparently yoga was an old-style Earth exercise designed to induce tranquility and spiritual enlightenment.

"Too bad you can't do the same thing," Sev commented.

"A brainship can do anything you softpersons can,"

Nancia snapped, "only better! Tell me about thisyoga."

Sev grinned. "Well. Maybe you can. It just requires a little translation. Let's see, start with regular breathing...

Not heavy," he said reprovingly as Nancia flushed dean air in and out through her ventilation ports, "just regular. Even. Smooth. That's the idea. Now dose your... umm, deactivate your visual sensors."

Usually Nancia hated the blackness that accom- panied temporary loss of visual sensor connections.

But this time it was voluntary. And Sev's voice con- tinued, low and soothing... and it was restful not to be scanning her remodeled interior.

Caleb must be exiting her lower entry port now; if she opened an external sensor she'd be able to see him walk- '*>*(* l_l^-_ ___J__ .!_" *~*n.^cmn-r+ rvanli-il the exercise now; Sev's patient instructions were work- ing. She felt perceptibly less nervous as she followed his suggestions to feel the energy in her lower engines and let it flow through her propulsion units without actually releasing it A warm glowing sensation bathed her fins and exterior sh.e.l.l. Caleb's near-quarrel widi Sev, the ap- proaching confrontation off Bahati, even the exciting suspicion that Daddy had personally recommended her for this a.s.signment... all these doubts and fears and hopes seemed very small and far away. Nancia con- templated herself, a tiny speck in the universe; as was the planet on which she sat, the sun that lit the sky around them. All little floating dots in an infinite pattern; dots winked out or came into existence, but the pattern swirled on and on forever....

150 6f "Restore full sensor connections." Sev's calm order was like a gentle wake-up call. Nancia opened her sen- sors one by one, feeling anew the wonder of existence.

The gritty s.p.a.ceport floor beneath her landing gear, the smell of engine oil in the air outside, the sights and sounds of an ordinary working s.p.a.ceport were all bright and trembling with new meaning.

"I think you'll do now," Sev said with satisfaction.

"I think so, too," Nancia agreed.

Out of habit, Nancia lifted offas gently as if she were carrying a full committee of Central Worlds diplomats.

Just because she was decked out in the revolting colors of OG Shipping didn't mean she had to slam on-and off-world like a mindless drone. Besides, rapid move- ment would destroy the trance of peace in which she was still floating. And, she thought guiltily, it would also bounce Sev around. If Caleb had been aboard, his comfort would have been her first thought; Sev deserved the same consideration.

The work of outfitting her as an OG drone had been done at Razmak Base in Bellatrix subs.p.a.ce. Razmak possessed the very useful quality of being located just one hour's s.p.a.ceflight away from a Singularity zone opening directly onto Vega subs.p.a.ce near Nyota ya Jaha; Nancia would not have to risk a long flight during which some authentic OG Shipping employee might notice and report her presence. She arced through the sky like a silver rainbow and made one sleek rolling dive into Singularity.

The disadvantage of this particular transition, from a softperson's point of view, was that the transition through Singularity was subjectively longer than usual.

Sev had considered this a reasonable tradeoff for the ad- vantages of Razmak Base; Nancia hoped he would feel the same way when they exited into Vega subs.p.a.ce.

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jump- She skimmed the rolling waves of collapsing sub- s.p.a.ce, dove and surfaced and spiraled through the s.p.a.ces until the decomposition funnel drew her whirling into its shrinking s.p.a.ce. Systems of linear equations fol- lowed their orderly dance; s.p.a.ce shrank and expanded about Nancia, colors sang to her and the inexorable regularity of the mathematical transformations unfolded with the beauty of a Bach fugue. She came out into Vega subs.p.a.ce with an exuberant shout of joy, the golden notes of a Purcell trumpet voluntary echoing through concealed pa.s.sages and empty loading bays, "CUT THAT OUT!".

The outraged shout, echoing where no human voice should have sounded, was like a spattering of high-frequency power along Nancia's synaptic connectors.

She opened all sensor connections at once. The world was a faceted diamond of images: painted bulkheads, pseudosteel corridors, Sev still strapped to his bunk for the Singularity transition, the central cabin viewed from three angles at once: all framed by the external sensor views...o...b..ackness spattered by the fire of distant suns.

And Caleb, coming from one of the angles where temporary walls blocked Nancia's sensor view of her own interior, resplendent in his Courier Service full- dress uniform and still green in the face from the extended period in Singularity. Nancia dosed down all the other sensors and expanded the image of Caleb.

Her brawn wasn't usually inclined to Service frip- peries; she had forgotten just how fine a man could look in the uncomfortable full-dress black and silver of the Courier Service, with the stiff collar forcing his jaw up and the silver-and-corycium braid winking in rain- bow lightfires every time he drew a deep breath.

"You've developed a distaste for cla.s.sical musk?" It was the only thing she could think of to say - the only thing that was even remotely safe to say.

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"You were half a tone flat on the high notes," Caleb informed her, using the same carefully remote voice that Nancia had employed. "And much too loud."

"I suppose I should apologize for the unintended a.s.sault on your delicate sensors," Nancia said. "I had turned off the cabin speakers, and I wasn't aware that there was another softsh.e.l.l aboard."

"Awhat?"

Had Caleb really spent four and a half years as her brawn without ever once hearing the slang term that sheUpersons used for mobile humans? Nancia rapidly reviewed a selection of their communications. It was indeed possible. She had never realized how much of her communication she censored for Caleb's benefit, how careful she'd been to avoid offending against his standards of speech and action.

Maybe she'd been too careful, if he thought he could get away with a stunt like this.

"I think you can figure out what the term means,"

Nancia told him. Then, as she absorbed the emotional impact of what Caleb's action meant, her hard-won control cracked like a faulty sh.e.l.l. "Caleb, you idiot, you could have been killedl What if I'd lifted off at full speed? Hiding in that corner, you'd have been bounced around like three dice in a cup!"

"You never do bruising takeofls or landings," Caleb pointed out. "Too fond of showing off your land-on- an-eggsh.e.l.l, turn-on-a-dime navigational skills."

Nancia was momentarily distracted. "What's a dime?"

"I'm not sure," Caleb admitted. "It's an Old Earth phrase. I think it refers to some kind of small insect.

Want to check your thesaurus? We could call up the Old English language files via the Net, too. Something to pa.s.s die time."

"Stop trying to change the subject! Why didn't you tell me you were going to be aboard?"

"Would you have let me come?"

"Well. *. no," Nancia admitted. "I'd have had to tell Brytey. Your presence could compromise the mission, Caleb, don't you realize that? I'm supposed to be an unmanned droneship, remember?"

"I know," Caleb said. "Don't worry. I won't com- promise the b.l.o.o.d.y mission. But I couldn't let you face this gang of diieves alone, Nancia. Don't you see that?"

She wasn't alone; she had Sev, who knew all about investigative work and undercover missions. But she couldn't very well berate Caleb for wanting to protect her, could she?

"Just keep out of sight," Nancia said finally. "Please, Caleb?" Oh-oh. Sen is using his cabin. He isn't going to Uke that. "Work it out with Sev. If one of you can hide, I guess two of you can. But-he's in charge for this mis- sion. I agreed to that, and you'll have to do the same."

She took the set of his jaw and the brief upward jerk of his head for all the a.s.sent she was going to get "Oh. One other thing."

"Yes?"

"Why," Nancia inquired, "did you choose to wear full Service uniform for this little jaunt? Not that it isn't becoming, but I'd have thought something a little less conspicuous...."

Caleb explained, patiently and at length, about tradi- tions of honor on Vega. There seemed to be some connection in his mind between wearing uniform and being taken for a spy. Or not taken for a spy. Nancia couldn't quite follow the argument, and when he went from Vega history to Old Earth stories about somebody called Major Andr, she quit trying. Caleb was Caleb. His sense of honor wouldn't let him send his brainship without him into what he considered a dangerous and morally ambiguous situation. Apparently his sense of honor also wouldn't let him dress sensibly for the oc- casion. His sense of honor was a royal pain in the 154.

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synapses at times, but it was part of Caleb. Part of what she respected in him.

While Caleb discussed the laws of war, the concept of a just war, the Truce of G.o.d, and the Geneva Conven- tions, Nantia found and activated her files of baroque bra.s.s music. With all speakers off, she ran the Purcell trumpet voluntary through her comm channels three times and was going on for a fourth before Caleb final- ly ran out of things to say.

Fa.s.sa del Parma paced the loading dock of Bahati s.p.a.ceBase II, biting her lip. Ever since that near- debacle over s.p.a.ceBase I, she had been unwilling to delegate the ambiguous details of her business. That had been a near thing. Who'd have thought Sev Bryley would be so persistent? She'd taken him aboard the Xanadu and given him what he wanted, hadn't she? And when that hadn't proved sufficient to shut the man up - Fa.s.sa stopped pacing and bit her lip. All she'd wanted from Darnell was to fake a minor gam- bling and embezzling record that would discredit Sev with his employers. There'd been no need to go as far as he had, even if Sev had come sniffing around the Pair-a-Dice to find out who was framing him. There were other ways to discourage people besides dump- ing their unconscious bodies in a recycling bin. She should have recognized DarnelTs s.a.d.i.s.tic tendencies, she should have remembered the whispers about mysterious disappearances from the Pair-a-Dice.

Oblivious to the soft thump and the vibration through the base walls that announced the docking of DarnelTs OG Shipping drone, Fa.s.sa leaned her head against the wall for a moment. It gave slightly where her forehead pressed against it; that was what hap- pened when you replaced the contracted synthosteel with steel-painted plastiflim. Not that she cared. Not that anybody cared about anything. That was how the world was, and n.o.body bothered to stop any of the corruption. Why should she trouble herself about one man caught up in the general unfeeling way of the world? n.o.body had ever cared about her> had they?

Certainly not Sev Bryley. All he'd been after was a scandalous case that would build up his career. He'd taken what she offered and then attacked her again as if none of it meant anything. Well, it didn't.

Did it?

Fa.s.sa blinked rapidly and activated the series of locks that would automatically check on the seal between an attached ship and the s.p.a.cebase itself, equalize pressures and open the s.p.a.cebase for loading and unloading. She hadn't economized on that part of the work. She was dever enough to keep well above standards on any part of a contract that might jeopardize her personal safety.

Clever enough, she thought as the s.p.a.cebase doors irised open, to handle any problem that came up ... except, maybe, her own memories.

Which were no problem!

She was about to call the loading crew to shift the permasteel beams and other expensive materials onto Darnell's drone when a thought stopped her. You couldn't be too careful these days. She walked through the s.p.a.ceport iris, through the extruded pressure chambers and into the empty loading bays of the OG Shipping droneship.

Everything seemed to be as it should. The loading layout was rather strange, but Darnell had a habit of taking ships from the other companies he acquired and retrofitting them to suit his own needs. Certainly there was plenty of s.p.a.ce. And everywhere she looked, on columns and walls and internal panels, Fa.s.sa saw the puce-and-mauve logo of OG Shipping stenciled.

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trouble to oversee his people personally as she did hers, she thought, and the difference showed.

"Droneship, are you prepared to accept cargo?" she queried the air.

"Prepared. To accept. Cargo. Begin. Transfer." The answer came back from a speaker somewhere behind her, metallic and uninflected like all AI speech. Fa.s.sa remembered reading that AI linguists were perfectly capable of designing a more human-sounding speech system, especially with the help of the sophisticated metachips of Shemali design, but that marketing for- ces wouldn't let them release it. Drones and other AI devices weren't supposed to sound too human; it made people nervous.

"Credit transfer, please," Fa.s.sa requested briskly.

Darnell had stiffed her on one load of supplies, resell- ing it and pocketing the profit himself and blandly denying that any of his drones had been anywhere near s.p.a.ceBase I. And her own excessive caution, her own refusal to leave any records behind, had given her no way to fight him. Now she demanded payment in advance before a single roll of synthosteel made it onto one of the b.a.s.t.a.r.d's drones.

"Your credit transfer will be. Approved. As soon as the. Loading is complete."

Fa.s.sa grinned to herself. That speech had sounded considerably more like human inflections than most dronetalk did. She wouldn't put it past Darnell to have diverted some of the new metachips for frivolous ap- plications like improving dronetalk. He hadn't got it quite right, though. She could still tell she was talking to a machine.

And she wasn't about to let a d.a.m.ned droneship cheat her out of the rights to this expensive shipment!

"Credit transfer to be produced when loading is twenty-five percent complete," she said, "as by usual agreement. Or I stop loading there and you don't leave s.p.a.ceBase until the credit slip is approved."

"Agreed." The last word from the droneship had a very human sound of resignation to it. Darnell had been fooling with the Shemali metachips in his ships; Fa.s.sa was now willing to bet on it She still felt a vague unease about the operation, but brushed it off. She was just brooding over the Sev Bryley fiasco, that was all. No reason to suppose any- thing like that would happen again - not with the number of senators and bankers and inspectors Fa.s.sa now had personally dedicated to her welfare. Fa.s.sa ac- tivated the s.p.a.cebase's comm link and called her hand-picked loading crew to complete the transfer.

With drone-powered lifters and other automated devices, loading the construction materials was a quick job, calling for no more than three men, all of them bound to Fa.s.sa by personal loyalty - and by the stock which they had vested in Polo Construction, Those stock options were an expense Fa.s.sa regretted, but it was necessary to ensure the absolute silence ofher a.s.sistants.

Once again, while the men went about their business, she cursed the underlying chauvinism of contractors who insisted on building their lifters to the specifications of a six-foot, muscular male body. There was no reason the lifters couldn't be designed so that their controls were within the reach and strength of a smallish woman; the real muscle involved here came from the machines, not from the men. But Fa.s.sa was too small to operate the machines. When she calculated what this one feet was costing her in stocks and bonuses to keep her loading crews silent, she was tempted to start her own heavy machinery factory, with lifters and forks and cranes all built so that anybody could operate them at the touch of a b.u.t.ton.

Someday, she promised herself. When I have enough money. When I feel strong enough... and secure enough...

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Somehow she felt that such a day would never arrive.

But the twenty-five percent mark on transfer had ar- rived ... and it was time to claim her credit slip. Fa.s.sa motioned to die loading crew to stop. While they waited in position, lifters frozen in mid-arc, she walked back into the partially filled cargo bays of the droneship.

"Credit transfer," she rapped out "Now!"

"Regret that I do not have facilities to issue credit slips in loading bay area," the droneship replied. "Re- quest that del Parma unit transfer self to cabin area to receive payment."

The inflections were almost human, but the awkward wording was pure dronespeak. Smiling as she waved her hand before the lift-door sensors, Fa.s.sa reflected that she would have to recommend some bet- ter linguists to Darnell.

The lift-door irised open and Fa.s.sa, wrapped in her satisfied thoughts, took one step forward before she took in the glitter of silver and corycium braid against the deep-s.p.a.ce black of a Courier Service uniform.

Startled, she flung herself backwards, but the uniformed man grabbed her sleeve just before she was out of reach. Fa.s.sa fell back onto the loading dock floor, dragging her a.s.sailant with her. He landed heavily on her midsection, knocking the breath out of her. Where were the d.a.m.ned loading crew? Couldn't they see something had gone wrong?

"Fa.s.sa del Parma - I arrest you - in the name of Central Worlds - for embezzlement of s.p.a.ceBase - construction and supplies," the b.a.s.t.a.r.d wheezed. Both his hands were around her wrists now, pinning her to the floor. Fa.s.sa gasped for breath, brought up a knee into the brute's crotch, and wriggled free in one move- ment. Her brain had never stopped working. So there was a witness! Darnell had double-crossed her? All right; dispose of the witness, that was the new prob- lem, then she would deal with the rest "Kill that man!" she screamed at the dumbstruck idiots on her loading crew. She raced towards the safety of the s.p.a.cebase.

The droneship's loading doors slammed shut. How had the b.a.s.t.a.r.d managed to transmit the command?

He should still be writhing in agony.

He was. But as Fa.s.sa looked, he rose to his knees.

"Under-arrest,** he panted.

"That's what you think," Fa.s.sa said with her sweetest smile. What did this fool think, that she was too weak and sentimental to kill a man face to face? He was still on his knees, and she was standing, and the needier in her left sleeve slid into the palm of her hand with the cool solid feel of revenge. Time slowed and the air shimmered about her. The Courier Service brawn was lunging forward now, but he'd never reach her in time. Fa.s.sa aimed the needier until she saw a face neatly framed in the viewfinder. Who was he? It didn't matter. He was a total stranger, he was Sev, he was Senator Cenevix, he was Paul del Parma. All turn- ing green around her, and her fingers almost too weak to squeeze the needier; what was happening? Fa.s.sa swayed on her feet, squeezed the needier handle and saw an arc of darts ripping wildly through the thick green clouds that surrounded them now. So dizzy ...

her eyes wouldn't stay open to track the darts to their target... but she'd been too dose to miss. So close.,.

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* CHAPTER TEN