They returned to the door, and Dyce again took the offered hand.
"I shall be here at eight on Thursday," he said. "Unless it rains. In that case, on the first fine morning."
"I don't promise to meet you."
"I will come without a promise."
"As you like," said May, slowly closing the door upon him. "But don't prepare for yourself another surprise."
She regained the house, having met no one but a gardener. Within, she encountered no one at all. Safe in her room, she reflected on the morning's adventure, and told herself that it had been, in a double sense, decidedly dangerous. Were Constance Bride or Lady Ogram to know of this clandestine rendezvous, what a storm would break! On that account alone she would have been glad of what she had done. But she was glad, also, of Lashmar's significant behaviour and language. He perceived, undoubtedly, that the anonymous letter came from her, and, be the upshot what it might, their romantic intimacy gave life a new zest. May flattered herself that she knew the tremours of amorous emotion. "If I liked, I _could_ be really, really in love!" This was delightful experience; this was living! Dangerous, yes; for how did she mean to comport herself in the all but certain event of her receiving an offer of marriage from Lord Dymchurch? Mrs. Toplady was right; Lady Ogram had resolved upon this marriage, and would it be safe to thwart that strong-willed old woman? Moreover, the thought was very tempting.
A peeress! Could she reasonably look for such another chance, if this were lost? Was she prepared to sacrifice it for the sake of Dyce Lashmar, and the emotional joys he represented?
She thought of novels and poems. Browning was much in her mind. She saw herself as the heroine of psychological drama. How interesting! How thrilling! During her life at Northampton, she had dreamed of such things, with no expectation of their ever befalling her. Truly, she was fortune's favourite. Destiny had raised her to the sphere where her powers and sensibilities would have full play.
So it was with radiant face that she appeared at the breakfast table.
Constance and she shook hands as usual; with everyday words. It seemed to her that she saw disquiet in the secretary's countenance--after all, what was Miss Bride but a salaried secretary? Lashmar's betrothed might well suffer uneasiness, under the circ.u.mstances; _she_, it was obvious, did not regard the engagement as a mere pretence. No, no; Constance Bride was ambitious, and thought it a great thing to marry a man with a parliamentary career before him. She was of a domineering, jealous nature, and it would exasperate her to feel that Lashmar merely used her for his temporary purposes. n.o.ble self-sacrifice, indeed! Lashmar himself did not believe that. Best of all things, at this moment, May would have liked to make known her power over Lashmar, and to say, "Of course, dear Miss Bride, he is nothing whatever to me. In my position, you understand--"
There had been a few moments' silence, when Constance asked:
"Do you ever hear of Mr. Yabsley?"
Was the woman a thought-reader? At that instant May had been thinking--the first time for weeks, perhaps--of her Admirable Crichton in the old Northampton days, and reflecting with gratification on the vast change which had come upon her life and her mind since she followed Mr. Yabsley's spiritual direction. Startled, she gazed at the speaker.
"How odd that you should have remembered his name!"
"Not at all. I heard it so often when you first came here."
"Did you?" said May, pretending to be amused. "Mr. Yabsley is a remarkable man, and I value his friendship. You remind me that I really ought to write to him."
Constance seemed to lose all her interest in the matter, and spoke of something trivial.
In the course of the morning there happened a singular thing.
Lady Ogram rose earlier than usual. Before leaving her room, she read in the _Hollingford Express_ all about the sudden death of Mr. Robb.
The event had kept her awake all night. Though on the one side a disappointment, for of late she had counted upon Robb's defeat at the next election as an all but certain thing, the fact that she had outlived her enemy, that he lay, as it were, at her feet, powerless ever again to speak an insulting word, aroused all the primitive instincts of her nature. With the exultation of a savage she gloated over the image of Robb stricken to the ground. Through the hours of darkness, she now and then sang to herself, and the melodies were those she had known when a girl, or a child, common songs of the street. It was her chant of victory and revenge.
Having risen, she went into the drawing-room on the same floor as her bedchamber, and summoned two menservants. After her first serious illness, she had for a time been carried up and down stairs in a chair made for that purpose; she now bade her attendants fetch the chair, and convey her to the top story of the house. It was done. In her hand she had a key, and with this she unlocked the door of that room which had been closed for half a century. Having stood alone within the garret for a few minutes, she called to the men, who, on entering, looked with curiosity at dust-covered forms in clay and in marble. Their mistress pointed to a bust which stood on a wooden pedestal some three feet high.
"You are to clean that. Bring water and soap. I will wait here whilst you do it."
The task was quickly performed; the marble shone once more, and its pedestal of l.u.s.trous black looked little the worse for long seclusion.
Lady Ogram sat with her eyes fixed upon the work of art, and for a minute or two neither moved nor spoke.
"Who is that?" she inquired suddenly, indicating the head, and turning her look upon the two men.
"I think it is yourself, my lady," answered the bolder of the two.
Lady Ogram smiled. That use of the present tense was agreeable to her.
"You are to take it down to the green drawing-room. Carry me there, first, and I will show you where to place it."
Arrived at the ground-floor, she quitted her chair and walked into the drawing-room with step which was almost firm. Here, among the flowers and leaf.a.ge, sat May Tomalin, who, surprised at her aunt's early appearance, rose forward with an exclamation of pleasure.
"How well you look this morning, aunt!"
"I'm glad you think so, my dear," was the pleased and dignified reply.
"Be so kind, May, as to go into the library, and wait there until I send for you."
The girl turned pale. For a moment, she thought her escapade of this morning had been discovered, and that terrible things were about to happen. Her fright could not escape Lady Ogram's observation.
"What, have I frightened you? Did it remind you of being sent into the corner when you were a little girl?"
She laughed with discordant gaiety.
"Really, for the moment I thought I was being punished," replied May.
And she too laughed, a melodious trill.
A quarter of an hour pa.s.sed. Lady Ogram presented herself at the library door, and saw May reading, whilst Constance Bride sat writing at the table.
"Come, both of you!"
Surprised at the look and tone with which they were summoned, the two followed into the drawing-room, where, guided by Lady Ogram's glance, they became aware of a new ornament. They approached; they gazed; they wondered.
"Who is that?" asked their conductress, turning to Miss Bride.
Constance felt no doubt as to the person whom the bust was supposed to represent, and her disgust at what she thought the shameless flattery practised by the sculptor hardly allowed her to reply.
"Of course," she said, in as even a voice as possible, "it is a portrait of Miss Tomalin."
Lady Ogram's eyes shone; on the point of laughing, she restrained herself, and looked at her niece.
"May, what do _you_ think?"
"Really, aunt, I don't know what to think," answered the girl, in a happy confusion. "If Miss Bride is right--it's very, very kind of you.
But how was it done without my sitting?"
This time, the old lady's mirth had its way.
"How, indeed! There's a mystery for you both, my dears!--May, it's true you are like me, but don't let Constance make you conceited. Go near, and look at the date carved on the marble."
"Why, aunt, of course it is you yourself!" exclaimed the girl, her averted face long-drawn in mortification; she saw the smile with which Miss Bride had received this disclosure. "How wonderful!"
"You can hardly believe it?"
Some incredulity might have been excused in one who turned from that superb head, with its insolent youth and beauty, to the painted death-mask grinning there before it. Yet the marble had not flattered, and, looking closely enough, you saw a reminiscence of its contour in the bloodless visage which, since that proud moment, had chronicled the pa.s.sions of three-score years.
"How stupid not to have understood at once," said May, the epithet privately directed towards Constance.