After finding
a
good spot, I lit three joss sticks and stabbed them into the ground. I opened the jade bottle gourd to release Aji.
As soon as he got out, he took in a few breaths of smoke from the joss sticks. I stood behind hi
m and
gently call
ed
him.
When
Aji saw me, his eyes were bewildered. I softened my voice
and said,
“Aji, my son. Daddy misses you a lot!”
My skin crawled because of my voice. However, as it was for Aji, I had to endure
it.
When Aji heard the word ‘
D
addy’ his eyes turned blood
-
re
d. H
is face was full of hatred. He stared at me. A sob came from his throat as he dashed toward me.
To not let him figure out that I wasn’t his father, I didn’t dodge his attack. He was quite strong
and bit
my throat.
The strong resentful energy made me feel
a heat
in my throat. I had to vomit a mouthful of blood. However, I relaxed
afterward
. He had a chance to kill me, but he had just wounded me.
Aji, this little boy, had kept his grudge for over one thousand years
. I
n the end, he didn’t even want to kill his father…
My nose felt sore as I was about to cry. I pulled myself together as I remembered that I was playing the role of his father. I lifted my head to look at him.
Aji’s blood
-
red eyes showed his struggle as I
hadn’t
counterattacked
or dodg
ed
him. He was confused
. His
eyes
flashed
between dark and bright. The kid was moved
that
his father didn’t attack him. My heart ached further.
I calmed down and
went
to rub his head. He didn’t avoid me
and stood
still. However, when my palm touched his head, he began to
twist
his legs and didn’t let me touch him. After a while, he stood still again
. Hi
s eyes were empty
. He looked
puzzled. I squatted to level my eyes with his.
After h
ugging his shoulders, I began to weep.
“Daddy was so wrong. Aji, my son, you should go and reincarnate. We will be father and son in the next life. Please let me make up everything you’ve missed.” Although I was pretending to be his father, my tears for him were real.
To this little boy, fatherly love was something that was always out of his reach. Aji was surprised. Then, blood tears slowly rolled from his eyes.
While sobbing, he said something, but I didn’t understand.
At this
moment,
my flaws could be
exposed. I was worried. If he knew I was tricking him, his resentful energy could grow higher.
I was so flustered
and tried
to find a solution
. Then,
Aji got on his knees. With a serious face, he gave me three kowtows. In each kowtow, he had pressed his head low. After that, I was thrilled
to see that
he had used his blood to write the words ‘
T
hank you’ on the ground.
I was shocked
and looked
at him. Aji slowly got up and pointed at my backpack
. Then, he smiled.
It turned out he
knew
I was pretending to be his father
. It was as if
he knew that his father would never say such things to him. Still, he had been willing to
act along with
me in this play!
I suddenly got it. Aji not only had hatred in his heart, but he also didn’t know how to express himself. I was only afraid of getting
discovered
, forgetting
that none had been
willing to play this father-son roleplay with him before!
Wang Ping’s son was his friend. However, they had only communicated their miseries. If they
had been
with each other longer, their grudge and fixation would have become deeper
. I
t would never disappear
if it reached that point.
“Son, I hope you
will
have a happier life in your next life. I hope that your parents
will
love you and care about you, and that you
will
have many, many friends to play with.” I couldn’t hold my tears anymore. While talking, I pulled the fake beard off my face. Weeping silently, I nodded at him.
The kid smiled at me. His smile was so innocent and bright
, just like the time
he appeared on the TV and watched the policeman.
Gradually, his blood
tears
and blood
-
red eyes faded. In the end, he had
clear
tears. When a ghost cried, it
meant that Nirvana was upon them, and they
had a chance to reincarnate. I felt happy for him
and
hurriedly
read
a
mantra to help him ascend.
Aji’s figure faded and slowly disappeared in front of me.
After Aji
was
gone, I took a deep breath and was about to return to the hotel. But then, I saw a line of words on the floor
: I
killed them because I
didn’t
want their kids to experience what I had suffered.
I sighed helplessly. In this age
of materialism
, how many people were working for money?
They wanted their family to have a better life, but they didn’t know that they had neglected their family to d
o so
. It was as ridiculous as harvesting the crops and ignor
ing
the fruits underneath!
In our country, there were more and more
children
who had their family with them but didn’t receive love or proper care.
Aji and Wang Ping’s son were just
one of many
. What they had experienced could be happening to some children
in
the remote mountains
else
where….
Those kids were lonely and lost. They were hurt, but they had hopes and dreams. They only wanted their parents to care about them. They didn’t want to
befriend loneliness
!
T
he next day, I reported the situation to Captain Liu, but I hid the fact that the boy was behind all of
this
. Although Captain Liu sympathized with what Aji had experienced, he was a policeman who couldn’t stand when one took revenge
upon
society after getting hurt.
However, as Aji was a ghost, he couldn’t punish him. In the end, he decided to
mark
the cases as unsolved.
As the incident was over, I bid farewell to Captain Liu and returned to the hotel to pack
my belongings
. I would take the afternoon flight home. However, when I went to the lobby, I heard a loud commotion. It seemed someone had died
on the
third floor.
When I
reached
the front desk to check out, the front desk clerk was whispering to the room
service
wor
ker
. “I told you, we can’t let people stay in that room. Everybody who has slept there
has
died!
It’s happened a
few times already. Our boss didn’t believe
it
. Now, look what has happened
.
”
The room service person nodded. “Yeah, that
’s
right
. Th
e deceased’s family
is
caus
ing
trouble there. I wonder if they
will
affect the hotel’s business.”
The front desk clerk pouted. “I wish it
would
end
soon. Twice every three days, one
person
dies. I’m sure
it's paranormal
activity
. I don’t want to get bad luck!
The two were chatting excitedly
and
didn’t
notice
my presence. I coughed, which startled them and caused them to look at me. When they knew that I just wanted to check out, they
looked better
. However, they didn’t continue their topic.
After I signed the check-out form, I pretended
to have
forgotten something in my room
. I went
to the third floor
and
saw a memorial service being held in front of a room.
White candles were lit on both sides of a black and white portrait. A few people were lining up and offering joss sticks. The hotel’s security guards and the deceased’s family members were
quarreling. They were
making noise
. There were also
some other
guests
who were staying in this hotel gathered at the scene.