Theres one thing I cant understand even if we take everything you said as truth He lowered his voice and whispered into my ear.

What?

That means that everything about me is faked. You said I didnt exist during your highschool days.

Thatsright?

Then, normally in cases like this, wont you be able to return to your original world after you kill me? Its like that in the movies.

What did you say? Surprised, I looked at Seo Dawon. He calmly met my gaze; he didnt even chuckle at my wide open eyes.

You dont believe me at all, but youd calmly discuss the possibility of your death being the key to end this memory? Flustered and scared, I stopped walking and scrutinized Seo Dawon. Are you asking me to kill you?

You said this is all a dream anyway. Im speaking from your perspective.

You dont believe me though.

In any case, you just want to wake up, right?

How could he say such things so placidly? Simultaneously, though, I began to problematically think that Seo Dawons words were somewhat valid. After all, this place definitely isnt reality.

But

Enough. Its still We dont even know if killing you will wake me from this memory anyway. The more I looked at Seo Dawon, the more I thought I couldnt harm him willingly. I superimposed the future Seo Dawon onto him.

Furthermore, Seo Dawonjudging from his teasing smilemust have gleaned something from my soft and vague answer.

Seeing that face, I impulsively asked, If you were in my situationWould you kill me?

Nope. Seo Dawon answered before I could even finish my question. And, casually, he continued, I would simply try jumping from the roof. Usually, they say the sensation of falling helps to wake you up.

I showed him an expression that conveyed how tired I was of him. Seo Dawon stared at me as if he was looking through my facade and smiled quietly when I didnt resume walking. Then, he murmured, as if he intended for me to hear him, What a relief. I would have taken you immediately to the hospital if you suddenly insisted on jumping.

Haah.

Either waykilling Seo Dawon or jumping to my death to wake from this memorywould require me to muster up some courage. If I had to choose one from those two choicesI guess I would jump.

Honestly, since I knew I was within a [Vengeful Ghost Memory], I wasnt scared of death, but I would have to brace myself for a world of pain It wasnt easy to parrot empty words about preparing myself for the pain of a shattered body. However, Seo Dawon didnt seem to realize that I hesitated due to the promise of pain rather than being afraid of death.

Of course, Seo Dawon would not have mentioned this method because he truly wanted me to jump off a high place. From his point of view, he was seeing someone he thought normal loudly proclaiming that this world was all faked. He must be trying to observe my reactions while pretending to agree with me

So, I shook my head and walked ahead instead of arguing the point further. I didnt want to reveal my complicated feelings evident in my expression. Seo Dawon tranquilly followed behind.

* * *

Lee-kyung-ah. Lets go eat something.

Not long afterwards, Seo Dawon suddenly dragged me away, claiming he was hungry. I contemplated what to do, but I noddedit would be best to stay by his side anyway.

After a short while, we arrived at another familiar place: a snack/fast food place near school. 1 As soon as I entered, I ordered the knife-cut noodles 2 I had once liked; I felt strange since, fascinatingly, the noodles tasted exactly the same. I remember being so disappointed that this shop had transformed into a cell phone vendor before I graduated from high school.

Then, would I be 18 years old now?

When I thought that, I looked down at my hand. I realized belatedly that I couldnt see the scar I had obtained during my military draft.

Seeing bare skin reminded me of a novel I had read back when I had deeply regretted choosing the Necromancer class. In the novel, the protagonist experienced a regression after death; the main character was so delighted to see his younger body, saying that a new opportunity had arrived.

If only I could also turn back time like what Im reading I had thought.

Now that Im in a similar situation, though, I feel rather at a loss. The only good thats come of this experience is that Im able to vividly see Seo Dawons younger face

I have such carefree thoughts now.

I kept glancing at Seo Dawon in front of me, conscious of his presence. Of course, as soon as I realized those subconscious actions, I was a bit embarrassed. Should I say that I kept comparing the boy in front of me to the man I knew? The present Seo Dawon rarely ate in front of me, so it was somewhat strange and fascinating to watch him eat.

What are you staring at?

With how blatantly I stared at him, theres no way Seo Dawon didnt know the answer to his own question.

Why on earth was he pretending otherwise While I stood, flustered, Seo Dawon gave smiles at the passing high school studentsas if he was already familiar with the faces Id make and had no need to look at me.

Do you want to come over today? Seo Dawon asked.

Where?

My house.

Because there seemed to be some insidious nuance laden in the words, my house, I shook my head fiercely. Id feel a lot of shame if I was swept away by his flow and did something with him. In the end, this place was all fakedhow should I face the Seo Dawon back in reality?

However, Seo Dawon did not back down easily. You have nothing to do, though.

I have a lot? Youre the one who has nothing to do.

Youre playing hard to get Then, should we go to your house?

You want to be with me that much?

Isnt that obvious? He acted as if he had no shame.

His unexpected words landed a clean blow on me; my face flushed with warmth. The Seo Dawon who openly declared his affections for me without hiding anything made me strangely bashful. Even though I knew that this was simply a fabricated memoryhe was not like this in realitybut

However, before I responded, I blinked while looking at Seo Dawon; I saw something off on the inside of his hand during our conversation. W-Wait a minuteStretch out your hand.

Why?

Show me your palms.

Seo Dawon paused momentarily, but soon unfurled his hands. And, on his palm, were ten cross-shaped scarssimilar to the cuts I made on my own palm with the dagger.

How come

Whats wrong with you?

Where did you get this scar?

What do you mean, scar?

However, it seemed as if Seo Dawon was ignorant of the scars engraved onto his palm.

Its right there! Frustrated, I even groped at the healed wounds with my fingertips.

The other simply closed his mouth, opening and closing his fist a couple of times. Ive never hurt my hands though?

I could see that Seo Dawon wasnt joking with me through his sincere expression. It really seemed like only I could see this scar. Furthermore, suspiciously, the scar looked similar to the wounds I inflicted upon my own hands.

Why would the wounds incurred during the [Vengeful Ghost Summoning] appear on Seo Dawons palm?

No way, Seo Dawon must be

But, before I could think deeper on the issue, I suddenly heard an alarm from both my and Seo Dawons cell phone. Simultaneously, the small TV screen in the snack shop cut its broadcast with a [No Signal] display.

Oh my, whats going on?

Whats with this?

Hey, I just received a disaster PSA.

Suddenly, the store owner and the customers alike began to chatter.

Weeeee-woooo

Then, I began to hear a faint siren sound from outside the store. I had heard this kind of racket often during military defense training, but, unlike training, the siren continued without end. An ominous feeling washed over me.

L-Look at that!

All the anxious customers rose from their seats. Seo Dawon and I also froze, staring out the store window.

One man pointed at something outside. This eatery was located at the corner of a large intersection; the front and sides were built with transparent glass, so anyone could see far out with no hindrances.

Therefore, when my gaze followed the mans pointed finger, I could clearly see to the far along the road. At the end, thick, black smoke rose into the air.

Is that a fire?

However, as soon as he saw the smoke rising, Seo Dawon mumbled to himself. Why arent there any cars driving along the road?

Come to think of it, I couldnt see a single car in the intersection.

TL: I feel like Im getting whiplash from Omg its so sweet to What on earth is going on?????

Also, Today is finally the last day of my finals! Ill be able to start TLing again after giving myself a break/relaxation time. Ill probably be back to full capacity after Christmas!

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