Nothing I could dream but to stay forever by her side. And thinking of losing her one day is a nightmare for me — it will haunt either on daytime or nights.

As I went on brus.h.i.+ng my lips into her smooth skin, I held her and never wished to separate from this girl. But we need to breathe and catch some air.

My hands wanted to explore every part of her body as I lower my kisses to her ears and collarbone. Resisting, I did bite the tip of her left ear.

I a.s.sume it tickled her as she gasped and murmur my name. As I drew my head down into her neck, she takes a grasp on my back, holding the cloth tight. Partway, I pulled my head to take a peek on her shoulder where I left a bite the other night. Seeing still there, so I smiled.

My fingers tracing her collar to her shoulder blade as I uttered the words one more time.

"I love you."

Again, I began planting kisses on her shoulder blade — where the mark left out. It tempts me to create another, but I resisted the urge.

"I love you, Ca.s.sandra Marivella Chen Young."

I mumbled to distract myself... Not long after, I heard her cackle and sweet voice as she responds.

"I love you too, Director Shun Crow."

Ah... she is being naughty. This will help to detract me from being aroused.

"Silly girl must punish, but I'll spoil you instead," I said, nibbling her other ear. I lift my head then look at her blus.h.i.+ng cheeks.

"I better head to Levi's room before a red flag rose," I mumble but remained to watch her reaction.

She looks puzzled at the beginning, but later on, her face flus.h.i.+ng red as she understands my words. I chuckled as I observed her cute reaction.

I dragged my body aside from hers while my eyes never leave her face...  she was alluring beneath my eyes; tempting to touch her further.

"I have to go." I sighed, frustration was on my voice because I don't want her to disappear from my sight.

I am about to get up from the bed when I felt her palm on my left wrist.

"Don't leave," she told me.

Emotion engulfing me at the moment. I don't want too.

"But I don't want to break your parent's trust in me." I have to think of a convincing excuse because the invitation is too tempting.

"No problem!" She replied then sat up from the bed.

I watched her as she moves to the other side of the bed and then placed a huge pillow between us.

I somewhat understand what she is doing. We will share a bed but a small wall between us. This is better though. I smirked as I go back to the bed and settled down on the s.p.a.ce she set for me.

She pulls the blanket and covers her body till her neck. I laugh. She was cute.

I similarly cover myself, but only half of my body. I lay on my right side to ogle at her until she falls asleep which she also lay on her left side and staring at me.

There are no words that come out from our mouth, but our eyes talked. I noticed she places her right hand on the pillow between us, so I reach for it and held by both of my palms; kissing it.

We hold each other hand until we then fall asleep...

During the evening at Montfort House...

I was playing with Keida when suddenly my head was in great pain again.

What is happening to me lately? I do really begin wondering.

As Quinn accompanied Levi for a joy ride, I was trying to occupy myself; playing with the kids not only Keida but also Larry and Loura's children. 

Blaire did also chatted with me for a while, but she needed to take an early rest. Said, her body wanted for her to get more rest lately as she was often sleepy.

Being pregnant looks exciting. Thus she blushed from thinking about it.

I looked around and found my parents talking to Quinn's parents. I approached them. Instantly, I saw mom Lily's warming smile while pulling me to sit beside her.

I blushed when she asked me if I already chose what kind of wedding gown I preferred to wear on my big day. My heart flutters and suddenly filled with excitement thinking about me walking on the aisle, and Quinn waiting in front of the altar.

I can't wait.

But my father's reaction is priceless. I know, he wanted to object to this kind of topic. I did understand that he worries I get married at an early age. He must be thinking I will become a mother at such a young age when I supposed to enjoy my teen years foremost.

That is why I decided to speak with Quinn tomorrow or later if they came back early. Perhaps a better idea to finish college before we get married and start our own family.

We can go on dates and spending a lot of time together being my boyfriend and me as his girlfriend. Yet, I am hoping he would like this kind of setup. I just wanted to understand my parents wished for me to enjoy my life to the fullest.

However, I do believe that I will have a happy and fulfilling life as Quinn's wife.

Ugh. My head. The pain attacking me once again. So I excuse myself.

"Um... Mama, Papa, Auntie Lily, and Uncle Henry, I will head to bed first," I informed them.

The adults continued chatting as I headed to my bedroom. A chambermaid greeted me in the hallway, and so I asked some medicine for a headache. I then took a hot shower and waited for my request.

The chambermaid brings a gla.s.s of milk and the medicine I requested. I thanked her then take my medicine.

Gladly, the pain subsided instantly but sleep escaped from me. I remember then, there are books in this bedroom. I step out of bed and stride toward the coffee table. I check out what Book is interesting to read. After choosing one, I went back to bed and began reading.

I guess I was reading in the middle of the story when I feel like I am losing consciousness. And when I woke up, I felt like; I am trapped inside someone's body.

Where I am? The place is familiar but why I appeared in this place? Is this a dream? I don't understand.

But the person who I could see in the reflection from a window car is a younger me.

Yes, it is definitely me. How did it happen? How do I end up here? I am confused.