Her hostile silence remained as I picked up Charlie, but letting off steam had helped some.

He hopped into the backseat, mouth already in gear. "Mom, you wouldn't believe what Mike has." He picked up a bungee cord from the floor and held it in his hands, stretching it in the air.

"Put your seat belt on," I ordered.

"Mike doesn't have to wear his in the backseat," Charlie said, bouncing up and down.

"Tough. It's the law," I said.

He wiggled around then snapped the buckle. "Mike has a snake. A pine snake. It's not as cool as a boa, but it's still cool." He wiggled the cord, aiming for Karen's head, and hissed.

She swiped his hand away. "Stop it, you moron."

"Karen, don't call him a moron. Charlie, don't tease your sister." I glanced at him in the rearview mirror.

I fought a bone-deep weariness unlike anything I could remember. I took the back way home, deciding no traffic lights were better than the four through town. A mile into our trip, I noticed a beige car behind us. It sped up and then slowed down, moving closer and backing off. A kid, I thought, as I deliberately lowered my speed so whoever it was would pass me.

That didn't work. The vehicle slowed and began to keep steady with my pace. I looked more carefully in the rearview mirror, remembering how I'd been tailgated the night before. I shook my head. Not possible. I was just paranoid.

The car stayed behind me for a mile. My uneasiness mounted. Then, on a long, straight stretch of road, it leaped forward. My heart pounded. I was afraid I was going to be rammed from the rear, but that didn't happen. It passed me. Too close, and I swerved aside, so it wouldn't sideswipe me. I was too busy controlling my SUV to try to see the driver, but the car was one of those big old station wagons with fake wood trim on the side. As it roared on down the road, gravel flew from its tires, leaving a pockmark on my windshield.

When we got home, Karen stomped into the house, followed by Charlie, who was still babbling about snakes. I stayed out in the garage and examined my windshield.

The hole was large enough that I'd have to get it repaired or cracks would spiderweb all over the glass.

The door opened behind me. I glanced over my shoulder. Max was standing in the doorway, wearing worn blue jeans, a faded blue T-shirt, and a dark scowl. "Karen said you nearly ran off the road?"

She appeared to have a new strategya"trying to make Max think badly of me. Not that that would be hard at this point. "No, I didn't almost run off the road," I stated calmly, ignoring my desire to yell. "Some car passed me too close, and I swerved to get away from it. The tires spit gravel up and left this hole in my windshield. Stupid people. That's the second time I've been tailgated." I poked at the hole with my finger. "I'll call those windshield-repair people tomorrow and see when they can come out."

"What did you just say?" he asked very softly and forcefully.

I glanced around at him in surprise. "I said I would call the windshield-repair people to come outa""

"That's not what I mean." He padded on bare feet over to me, looking tall and formidable. "What did you say about the tailgating?"

I looked up at him. "Tailgating?"

"Yes." He was breathing hard.

I frowned. "Just that I've been tailgated twice."

He ran his fingers through his hair, closed his eyes, and slowed his breathing. "Why didn't you tell me about this right away?"

"Because. . ." I hesitated. "You think it has something to do with the murders, don't you?"

"You don't?" he snapped. "You're the one with lists of clues and suspects. Why wouldn't this occur to you?"

I crossed my arms. "Well, maybe because Karen had just finished telling me that she hates me. She also said the day I married you was the second worst day of her life."

Max slumped like I'd hit him. "Oh, baby. I'm sorry."

I turned away from him, put my head in my hands, and cried.

Karen pitched a fit worthy of a two-year-old on Friday morning. That was because Max had grounded her from the phone and the library for two weeks, in addition to her other grounding. She was angry with me, of course, because I'd told him what she said.

I was extremely tired, having slept only fitfully. Karen's words kept racing through my mind, as did the fact that I could be in danger, in turn endangering my children. I was also worried about Max. He wasn't coping well. I'd never seen him like this. He might be bossy and a bit arrogant, but he had always been steady. The night before, he'd stayed in his office until the wee hours of the morning. The only good thing was that I'd noticed his Bible open on his desk.

We'd never had this kind of distance between us, and I felt like I was missing a vital organ. I kept praying, hoping for inspiration. I even got up extra early to make waffles because Max loves them, but they had no effect on him. He ate quickly, excused himself, and went into his home office to use the phone. Afterward, he kissed me good-bye and left earlier than normal.

Then Corporal Fletcher came to the door as Sammie and Charlie ran up the stairs to get ready for school.

"Mrs. C., you mind stepping outside?"

I obeyed, too tired to do otherwise. "What did I do now? Are you going to escort me to the sheriff's office again?"

The corporal smiled. "Nope. Sarge told me to come by and talk to you about some car."

"You mean the one tailgating me?" Max must have called Detective Scott.

Corporal Fletcher nodded and pulled his pen and notebook from his pocket. "Tell me everything."

I did, and I gave him the best description I could, given that I hadn't seen much.

When I was done, he put his pen and notebook in his pocket and took a deep breath. "I gotta tell you, I don't like this. I want you to be careful, okay?"

"You sound like Max," I said.

The corporal looked down at me, frowning. "Sarge says you been investigating."

I nodded. "I have to find out what happened." I looked over my shoulder to make sure one of my kids hadn't opened the door. Then I lowered my voice. "Maybe you don't understand, Corporal, but there's a lot at stake here. If my brother is guilty of causing Lindsey Cunningham's death, my stepkids might never forgive me or Russ. So, I'm asking questions, but only from people I know. It's not like I'm out there with the scum of the earth."

He shook his head. "Mrs. C., you need to stop. Scum doesn't always look like scum. Sometimes they look just like us."

I stared up at him.

He tipped his hat at me, turned, and walked down the stairs. As I watched him go to his car, I shivered.

At Four Oaks Self-Storage, Max's car wasn't in the parking lot. I asked Shirl where he was, but she didn't know. She kept to herself, but her little furtive glances in my direction told me she felt my tension.

I didn't bother calling Max's cell phone. I was too tired. He'd come in when he was good and ready. Bleary-eyed, I put my chin in my hand and stared at my computer screen, but I couldn't focus. The clacking of Shirl's keyboard was punctuated by the occasional ringing of the phone. I closed my eyes and must have drifted to sleep because the sound of Max's voice made me jump.

"Trish?"

I jerked my head up and saw him standing in the doorway.

"Are you sleeping, honey?" He walked in and shut the door behind him.

"Probably." Max had a different air about him. The furrows in his forehead weren't as deep.

He came over and kissed my forehead. "Mind if I sit? I need to talk to you."

"Sure." I waved at a chair, hoping I wasn't in for another lecture.

He pulled it to the front of my desk and sat down, leaning his elbows on the wood top. "I've been to see the pastor."

I sat up straight. "Why?" Was my biggest fear about to come true? Was Max thinking about leaving me? Tears of panic filled my eyes.

He saw my reaction and grabbed my hands. "Hey, it's okay. I just needed to talk to him."

"What about?" I sought assurance in Max's gaze and found it. He wasn't upset.

"The pastor helped us so much during premarital counseling, I thought maybe he could give me guidance now." Max took a deep breath. "Especially about the Russ thing. I have to tell you, that bothers me a lot."

"I'm sorry," I whispered. "If you only knew how guilty I feel about it. What if the only reason I have you is. . ." My voice broke, and I started to cry.

He stood, walked around the desk, and pulled me to my feet. "I might still be struggling with that, but it has nothing to do with you. And I'll work through it. What's important is that you're my wife and I love you."

I hiccupped.

He rubbed my back. "The other thing that bothers me is that you didn't trust me enough to tell me. Why?"

"I don't know," I said. "I guess I was afraid of your reaction, and I wanted to find out if Russ really did it before I said anything."

He stroked my cheek. "I might be overbearing sometimes, but have I ever treated you badly? Well, except for the other night?"

"Noo, but. . ." A wisp of a thought hit me.

"Honey, this was serious. A man was blackmailing you. I'm your husband. You should have told me."

My thought gelled. "I think it was because of my mother."

Max let go of me and backed up. "What?"

"I avoid confiding in her because she always uses it against me. I guess when this came up, I automatically treated you the same way as I do her."

Max nodded. "I can see that, but I'm not like your mother."

"I know. I'm sorry." I looked up at him. "What did the pastor say?"

"Lots of things," Max said. "Including that you, Karen, and I need to make an appointment to see him together. But that wasn't what we talked most about. He pointed out that I still have an issue with control, which is harder because you're unalterably curious, spontaneous, stubborn, and seem destined for trouble." He gave me a quirky little grin. "I did know that when I married you, by the way. Your father warned me many times."

"He did?"

Max nodded. "For some crazy reason, it's all part of your charm. I wouldn't change any of it. I just need to learn to. . . Well, I can't change you. I can change me. I'm my biggest problem."

I couldn't imagine what he was talking about. "Max, none of what's been happening is your fault. Well, except when you yelled at me and hired that lawyer."

Max laughed. "I know it's not my fault." He squeezed my fingers. "But the way I handle my reaction to everything is my responsibility, and I'm not doing a good job." He sighed. "See, my parents taught me that anything can be taken care of with money or sheer force of will. That eliminates faith from the equation."

"But you're so strong. . . ." I stroked his hand with my thumb.

"Exactly. In myself. And what happens when I'm no longer able to keep a tight handle on things? Am I going to yell at everyone around me? Or am I going to turn to God?" He smiled. "Another thing I've realized is that you and I need time alone. Really alone. Yes, the kids are older, and we've got more freedom, for which I'm glad, but we need to go somewhere. Just you and me."

God had answered my pleas, and so quickly. I stared into Max's eyes, anticipation waking me up. That sounded like an excellent plan. Then I remembered that either Russ or I, possibly even both, might be arrested. I didn't want anything to interfere with time alone with Max. I had to solve this mystery as quickly as possible.

I smacked Daryl with a door in my hurry to get into the building to make my doctor's appointment on time.

"Oh. Sorry. Hi." I looked up at him. I'd have to be late. I didn't want to miss a chance to ask some questions. I thought about Corporal Fletcher's comment about scum, but I just couldn't see Daryl as a bad guy.

"Hey, Trish." He met my gaze.

"Is your thumb okay?" I asked.

"Uh, yeah." He shifted from foot to foot.

"Listen, Daryl, do you remember that our brothers were friends?"

His lips tightened, and he didn't meet my eyes. "I don't remember a lot. Too painful. Always living in the shadow of a dead younger brother. My mom never recovered."

"I'm sorry." I shifted my purse. "Have you gone to the sheriff's office a lot to be questioned?"

He glanced down at me. "Maybe a couple of times. Like everyone else. Listen, I gotta run. I'm, uh, temporary manager."

"That's great," I said.

He smiled briefly. Then he turned and left.

Well, that didn't get me anywhere but more frustrated. I took a deep breath and went inside.

A couple of minutes later, I was sitting on an examining table.

White coat flapping, Dr. Bill Starling walked through the door of the examining room, holding my folder in his hand. "Trish, how is that stomach?"

"It's okay. Better, in fact. It was just coffee and stress." I wanted to get my appointment out of the way and move on. I had a lot to think about.

He pulled out his stethoscope. "Well, we can take care of you. Let's see what's going on."

Twenty minutes later, minus several vials of blood and other bodily fluids and holding a referral to a gastric specialist, I paid my bill and left the clinic. Bill promised to call me if the blood tests indicated anything he could help with.

Max had phoned me on my cell to say he'd returned to the office. George was coming by. Tommy and Karen were home with the little kids.

I decided, spur of the moment, to surprise Max with a picnic dinner. We needed some time to talk. I called Tommy to ask if he'd continue to watch the kids. He grumbled but agreed. I didn't dare ask Karen right now.

I picked up some food and drove back to Four Oaks Self-Storage. Two vehicles were parked in the lot. One was Max's. The other looked familiar, but it wasn't George's. Odd because office hours were over.

I went inside carrying two bags. "Max? I brought dinner.""Hi, baby. I'm in my office."

He sounded too perky and bright.