952 What should she do if she regrets it (1)

He now knew how much she cared about the child and what he had lost from all that he had done in the past.

He resented, he regretted, he hated.

However, he had no place to take root. In the end, he could only hate himself.

Ning Qing's appetite wasn't very good. She had only finished half a bowl of porridge and refused to eat it.

Drink a little more, you're sick too.

I can't drink it. Ning Qing tilted her head and refused.

Ning, be good.

He was begging her again, and her cold heart couldn't take it anymore. She drank two more mouthfuls as he moved. enough, spit it out.

Nian lie was a little disappointed at her perfunctory reply, but he didn't dare to say anything else for fear of startling her.

After putting away the bowls and chopsticks, the two of them faced each other in silence.

The silence sent a chill down Nian lie's spine.

I'm going out for a while, he said.

Nian lie: : ning Qing called out to him in a hoarse voice as she watched his messy steps:

His tall figure froze. When he turned around, he had a nervous smile on his face. what's wrong?

Sit down.

what's wrong? he was inexplicably frightened. Under her almost cold gaze, he said, I'll hand over the plate.

After he left the house, he quickly went downstairs, handed the things in his hands to the servant, and quickly returned.

However, in the dark stairwell, his back was bent, and he clenched one hand into a fist and smashed it against the wall.

The shadow poured over his head, and his lowered face was full of pain.

Was she regretting it?

She regretted being with him, she regretted remarrying him, and she regretted everything that had happened these days.

If she really said that she regretted it, what should he do?

No, he could not do anything.

Everyone thought that he was the one who controlled everything between him and ning Qing. Whether they were together or separated, it was all his fault.

However, only he, who was in the dark, knew that he felt inferior, sad, and uneasy because of her.

She was the one controlling him.

She was the one who controlled everything about him.

He had never had the initiative.

A deep pain came from his chest, stirring up the coldness in his body and making him cough desperately!

The servant came over when she heard the noise. Looking at the man who had retreated, she hesitated and asked, Mr. Nian, are you alright?

Nian lie waved at her, coughing non-stop.

The maid panicked. you were caught in the rain earlier. You must have caught a cold. I'll call the doctor over.

His face turned red and he covered his mouth with his hand. He tried his best to restrain himself and forced out a sentence.

The servant paused.

Go, don't worry about me, he said in a hoarse voice.

But Yingluo

Go away!

The servant was shocked and quickly said yes.

After she left, Nian Ying changed his position and leaned against the wall. It seemed like he could only support himself with the strength of the wall.

It took a long time, so long that his body stiffened and the tears in his eyes fell.

Only then did he pick up his pace again and walk to the door.

He deliberately put on a relaxed posture.

He pushed the door open.

I'm back,

Ning Qing, who was drowsy on the bed, was woken up by him.

Did I wake you up? Nian lie asked.

Ning Qing shook her head and pointed to the chair next to her. sit down.

Nian lie followed her instructions and walked over.

After a long silence, ning Qing did not speak.

Nian lie's heart contracted, and he felt a dull pain.

ning, it's getting late, he said tentatively. if you haven't thought it through, you should rest first.

I won't leave. Don't worry. I'll listen to you whenever you want to tell me.