680 If you work a little harder, she'll be yours _1

His mother was still alive.

They had only each other to rely on.

When he was in junior high school, he was tempted by others and secretly smoked a cigarette that should only be smoked by adults when he was poor.

He still remembered the smell of smoke.

It was of poor quality, and it was not comfortable in the mouth. Instead, it was unbearable.

He only took one puff before throwing the cigarette away.

When he got home, his mother smelled cigarettes on him and asked him if he smoked. He lied and said no. His mother didn't say anything and only said,

Nan Zhi, everyone has their own things to do at a certain point in their lives. In the future, mom will not stop you from doing whatever you want to do, but mom hopes that you will be a polite, gentle, and kind child. No matter what happens, don't learn to vent your emotions in the wrong way, such as getting angry and smoking.

Such a beautiful woman would always be gentle when faced with others difficulties and mockery.

But it was also that woman who would strangle him and slap him like crazy when she was deranged, and then cry and apologize to him after that.

In the end, she became a cold corpse.

Gu nanzhi was surprised to find that his memory of that period of time was already a blur.

At that moment, he almost couldn't remember what his mother looked like.

after going through such a thing, you're still delusional and longing for love. Gu nanzhi, aren't you ridiculous?

A voice appeared in his mind, mocking everything he had done.

The cigarette between his fingers was half-burned, and the traffic lights changed again and again, but he was still standing there.

Until his entire body became stiff and cold.

Give up. She loved that person. Even if she doesn't love him anymore, she won't love you either.

she said that she no longer loved him, but you can see her struggle best.

Don't try to deceive yourself.

Countless voices in his mind were urging him to leave immediately.

But slowly, a light lit up in the bottom of his heart.

Maybe?

Maybe, if you work a little harder, she will be yours.

you shouldn't have been abandoned by everyone. All you want is ning Qing.

You can do it,

These words were like a spark that set the Prairie on fire, burning away his sorrow and self-pity.

He looked down at the cigarette in his hand and put it out. His blue eyes were no longer dead.

Gu nanzhi took a deep breath, sucking in the cold air into her lungs. The corners of her lips curved up.

His heart was filled with excitement. He took out his phone excitedly and nervously, wanting to call ning Qing.

He wanted to tell her that he could always be by her side.

Even if she couldn't give him love now, he believed that in the days to come, he had the confidence to make her love him as much as he loved her.

Beeping

The call went through.

The haze in his heart was dispelled. He, who was as indomitable as weeds, was the best at relieving stress and convincing himself.

He could do it.

Gu nanzhi mumbled to herself, but the phone rang seven or eight times, and no one answered.

Are you angry? He whispered and tried again, but no one picked up.

Feeling a little uneasy, he looked around and said, forget it. It's not sincere enough to say it over the phone. It's better to say it to her face to face.

He made up his mind and headed in the direction of youran residence.

However, what he didn't know was that in the seemingly stable and quiet garden, an extremely terrifying thing was happening