476 You've gone through everything: but you're still trying to live

Ning Qing was stunned.

A smile formed on his lips as his thoughts drifted back to a long time ago.

the rumors that I'm an illegitimate child of the Gu family are actually true.

my mother was an ordinary person. She met my father by accident, fell in love with him, and got pregnant with me. At that time, she thought that she and my father would be together forever. But you should know that as a member of the Gu family, how could he abandon everything to stay by my mother's side?

Gu nanzhi thought that she would calm down when she brought up the past.

However, every time he thought about it, the emotions in his heart would still be like a violent wave, surging and rolling.

He smiled bitterly. so he left, leaving my mother behind to return to the Gu family with me. He married a woman of equal social status.

Ning Qing had never thought that his past would be like this. She was so shocked that she could not control her expression. Zhenzhen, then the current Mrs. Gu, Zhenzhen.

Gu nanzhi's eyes turned cold and she hummed in agreement.

until I was five years old, that man never came to see us. We lived in a cheap rental house, and she did the toughest work to support me. What I saw the most were her smiling face in the day and her tears in the bed at night.

until one day, someone suddenly came to our house and beat me and my mother up.

after they left, my mother hugged me and broke down in tears. In the end, she couldn't bear all this and committed suicide by taking poison.

Ning Qing's heart suddenly fell into the sea, so deep that she couldn't breathe. Gu Nan, sob, sob.

The man lowered his head and suddenly smiled, sadness overflowing from the corners of his eyes.

I spent three days with my mother in that house. Later, the Gu family came and took me away. I saw that man again, and he was rumored to be a match for the woman of equal social status.

Ning Qing couldn't care about anything else. She reached out to hold the back of his hand, only to find that his hand was trembling slightly.

He continued to speak, as if he was mumbling to himself.

I've never understood what could force a person to die in order to escape. There was a time when I hated everyone, including my mother. I lived with the Gu family at that time, but I could see her everywhere in the Gu family!

Only then did ning Qing understand that it was not a ghost, but a shadow in the young man's heart.

she couldn't get rid of it. Wherever I went, she would follow. I was very scared at first, but she only disappeared after I grew up.

Ning Qing said,that's why you're so afraid of ran ran.

She couldn't say the word.

It was too hurtful for him now.

Gu nanzhi smiled sadly. yes, I'm afraid of her and I hate her. But God likes to tease me so much.

Ning Qing was puzzled. He tilted his head and looked at her. you let me meet you.

She met you, who was so similar to her in her previous life.

The difference is that she gave birth to me, but your child died.

The difference was that you tried your best to live after everything, but she died.

So, Ning.

He had regained his gentleness, even though his eyes were full of love and reluctance to part with her.

Just continue living bravely like this.

No matter how difficult the future was.

It didn't matter if he could go with her or not.

At the very least, she was doing well enough to comfort his dead mother.

The tears in ning Qing's eyes finally fell.

At this moment, the man stood up and adjusted his mood. alright, I should go.

His eyes turned red when he saw how sad she was.

He laughed and pulled her messy hair. alright, I'm going home. I'm not going to die. Don't cry.

Ning Qing quickly wiped her face clean and stood up.

The two of them looked at each other speechlessly.

Gu nanzhi smiled gently. go back.

After saying that, he turned around and walked inside.

Gu nanzhi! Ning Qing suddenly called out to him.