422 If I can't fall in love with someone else (1:

Ning Qing walked for a few minutes and stopped by the riverbank.

Gu nanzhi came to her side and looked around for a long time. what are we playing?

Ning Qing's gaze slowly shifted into the distance.

In the misty night, there was a faint mist on the river, and the high Bridge was dusky, as if it had been left there for a long time.

Gu nanzhi's light blue eyes narrowed.

Ning Qing raised her hand and pointed at the bridge. do you see that bridge?

Gu nanzhi did not understand what he meant, but she still nodded. I saw him. What's wrong?

Ning Qing took a deep breath. Perhaps it was because she was not clear-headed after the car race, or perhaps it was because her body had suddenly relaxed after being tense, but now she had the desire to talk.

Three years ago, she said,I jumped down from there.

Gu nanzhi's pupils contracted and she was stunned!

Ning Qing lowered her hand, her fingertips gently touching the soft fabric.

because I was too weak back then. I thought that after my heart was broken, I had no other path to take, so I thought that perhaps my brother's death would be a relief.

Her voice was calm and emotionless, as if it came from far away.

but she was saved by someone by accident. After a few twists and turns, she went to America.

Ning Qing turned to look at him.

Gu nanzhi, the me you know has already gone through what I thought was the most painful moment.

Gu Nanyan's eyes wavered, but she couldn't say anything.

The her he knew was so strong, like a wild grass that would not be defeated no matter what, tenacious vitality!

He couldn't imagine what kind of pain she had experienced to make her choose Hanhan to die.

Ning Qing knew that he was shocked, but she still threw out a heavy bomb in a calm tone.

Gu nanzhi, I once had a child, she said.

The man was instantly stunned. His expression was indescribable.

he stayed in my stomach for ten months. He could have been born alive, but because of my weakness, he lost the right to come to this world.

Ning Qing's eyes reflected the light from the other side of the river, and her eyes rippled.

it's not that I don't blame, and it's not that I don't hate. I hate everyone who forced me back then, and I hate myself even more.

The man, who was always laughing and joking, had a complicated look in his eyes, but it disappeared in a flash.

Ning, you shouldn't let the past torture you.

Ning Qing smiled and calmed down.

you should be able to guess that I'm not back for work, she said in a steady tone.

Gu nanzhi's hands clenched slowly, and her expression became more and more complicated.

Ning Qing looked at him seriously. so, what I want to tell you is that I have something I have to do. My heart can't take in any other person or thing. Gu nanzhi, you really don't have to waste any more time.

Ning Qing saw his rare silence and thought that he had wavered. I treat you as a friend and hope that you can have your own life in the future. But when you're with me, you don't get any response because I can't give you everything you want.

So, come back as soon as possible and like someone who suits you, Yingluo.

What do you mean by suitable? The man who had been silent for a long time asked.

Ning Qing blinked. Before she could reply, Gu nanzhi continued. a suitable person. Does it mean that they are of equal social status or that they complement each other's personalities?

All of them, as long As You Like It, ning Qing replied.

What if I only like you?

Gu nanzhi took a step forward and stared at her intently. if I can't fall in love with someone else, you want me to force myself to fall in love with someone else, get married, and have a child?